help: highly sensitive has fear of being controlledHello, can someone help me..
I have a big issue, i am very sensitive, but i am not psychic. So there are times, I feel energy and i have a deep fear pattern of being controlled. I was controlled by a Guru, the pattern might come from child abuse, sexual abuse. The mother is dominant. I might have had psychic experience. There is also a issue with feeling low energies in am sacral chakra, which wants to make me masturbate. But I dont want it, not because I dont like, its dirty. sex is with love.
I have tried staphiasagria, it worked well. Perhaps its the right remedy, but I need advice on the potency. I used LM3, which was due to mistake, i ordered LM8.
Is someone able to help me with that?
funnytree on 2016-09-28
I try to say more detail:
Fear of being controlled, controlled htrough energies of people. I know energy can change reality, when i fear, I feel energy and think now my reality is being manipulated.
Put myself too much under pressure, since son is born, now 9, I was under extreme stress. I am now ill, the thought of going to jobcenter other public office, makes me scared and puts me under pressure (same, fear of bbeing controlled, manipulated, force to do something I dont like, WHAT TAKES MY FREEDOM AWAY) . I feel often i am attacked when I feel energy. Often, when i am meeting a woman, I feel attacked from a man. as if i think i dont deserve it. (see more below). being controlled and attacked by energetic forces.
Sacred to belief my thoughts. No confidence. Often others dominate me. Women particular. other men too. But i have a lot to say, i am a good person. People seemed to project their shadows onto me. I fall into pattern of BEING A VICTIM.
Scared of relationhsips. Intimicy, I never expierence. Getting to nervous. scared of touch. then no love, but fuxxxxxing (meaning, no heart). dont knwo how to approach a woman. feeling ashamed. Women I attract like to hunt man, use for their sex.
Started early with masturbation. 12. now 41. its a dirty thing for me. Dont like it. i am sourrounded by good people, who are angels and psychic. THey feel my dirty low sex desires. I think sex is dirty. my heaart chakra is closed.
I have a VERY BAD MEMORY, bad memory, CANNOT HOLD THOUGHT, CAN NOT THINK
can not remember words, what was at the start of the sentence.
cann not controll thought, as if what controll thought its weak. BUT NEGATIVE THOUGHTS ARE STRONG (like..now, i was thinking i have no money, but in other countries people have less, and i think youd ont believe me and I need to pay, you dont like to help then and I dont get help )
My thought is like if there is a permanent beam going through and that makes it unclear. Thinking is better when long time in nature, but I live in big city. In sommer i lived 3 Weeks in caravan and i could think clearer and my body was more present.
athletic foot. both feet. Left feed, the second toe has nail fungus
2 FINGERNAILS nails SOFT AND CRACKED o right hand thumb and second finger. between second and third finger is like a soft pimple/wart? not sure the name
HAIRLOSS on top/front and GREY BEARD HAIR in parts of beard.
tongue: a STRONG LONG CRACK IN CENTER, from front over almost all tongue, deep crack. at the end, left and right like pimples
cann NOT DRINK COLD MILK, get cramps and diathroe
ITCHY SKIN on right side of penis on sack/hair. a little bit rash on leg, that is wet/red/itchy.
Last time i had sex, penis went soft inside woman. Difficult to get errection. THe woman said, I was totally nervous and stressed out. scared to be close? root chakra totally blocked.
One shaman told me solar plexus totally blocked.
FATHER: NOT A MAN, MY mother manipulates him, controlls him, abuses him.- Father curently prostateccan cer.
MOTHER: perhaps personally abused sexually, abused me, no clear memory, but i remember the start, always lyingto me, i dont know what truth and lie is, I often trust people who lie and not those who talk thruth. She is overprotecting mother. Was scared to death that i would have a birth mark (hole in body) like her friend baby, when she was pregnant. I have birth mark on throat, there was hole.
MOTHER HAS STRONG throughts, I can not loose myself from them.
DIGESTION IS weak too. feeling as if i dont absorb mineralos well. I used gluteenfree, but too expensive. Digestion was better.
Body is acidic. Dont know how to change it. would like to eat fruits, but too expensive.
Sleep NOT DEEP, NOT REFRESHED, often need to sleep during day again for 1-2h-
8 years ago i got fulll vaccination programme for country in south. hepatitits A und B, rabies, etc.. all you get here. Feel like it changed me, less clear, less energtic.
8 ears ago all amalgan was removed EETh general. Sometimes teeth broke off/brittle (see no mineral absorption) I also had neurleptiika given, as if this still pollutes my body.
I think i wrote too much, but my main thing is, the fear of eing controlled. With all the other things i can live. its automatism, that i can not controll, the rest is ok.
thanks a lot.. I look forward to hearing from you.. Please if you think i need more than one remedy, please suggest, which i should buy. Here they are really expensive and i buy them abroad and that is 1/4 of the price as here, but buying individually is too much postage.
I hope i did not write too much. I trust you can filter out, I wrote better more than less. the main issue is the fear of being controlled..
[message edited by funnytree on Wed, 28 Sep 2016 12:44:17 UTC]
funnytree 3 years ago
funnytree 3 years ago
funnytree 3 years ago
Actually, I said to go ahead with the remedy and LM/8 potency if it has already helped you.
Or instead of jumping directly to LM/8, you may first take LM/5 or LM/6
DrKulkarni 3 years ago
How do LM potenzies work.. you increase by small numbers?
funnytree 3 years ago
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