Depression and Anxity HelpDear All please help me in my depression and anxiety.
I am a 48 year old Male.From Mumbai India
Please help me to find the right remedy. I am unable to write down my
Symptom but trying to give detail as much as possible.I am copy pasting
Symptoms from other peoples post to make clear as much as possible.
1. When I wake up in the morning Very very tired and irritable.
Feel hopeless and do not understand what to do.
Do not feel like to go to work or to go out but same time feel crying
and restless and do not understand what to do.
spend a lot of mental energy in worry, indecision,
My appearance: tall(5'10'), not obese but not thin(180lbs/80kg),Very fair dark brown hair and eyes.
Intelligent and capable but don't have a whole lot of direction, can't seem to stick with something.
I am really overly self-conscious about everything and i overthink things and my mind is always preoccupied and so I am forgetful.
-I have very low self-esteem but at the same time I know I am very intelligent and talented but I can't seem to harness my energies. I am too anxious.
-I feel like I am wasting my life doing nothing.I haven 't realized my true self--
-I have strong sense of justice/fairness
-I don't get enjoyment out of anything these days and don't really care about anything
-When I am very very depressed I feel like I wish I didn't exist. I cannot cry. Rationally, suicide doesn't make any sense and it is too violent and irresponsible and would hurt too many people. I stay alone need some one to talk to me but do not have any friend with whom I can share my feeling.I am afraid of talking to others for fear they will see how desperate and weak I am.
-I prefer to keep depression to myself.
- I feel like I am not really on this planet the way other people are, like I am floating through and not experiencing it correctly, I am acting, not living
-very forgetful, bad short term memory
I have a strong sense of honor and try to uphold your dignity at all costs.
I tend to suppress emotions particularly anger or resentment.
I am extremely sensitive to insults, reprimands, criticism and rudeness in general.
I avoid confrontation because I am afraid of the insult or emotional pain that can come out of it.
I have strong fears of rejection, humiliation and embarrassment or fear my honor being wounded.
I am very profoundly affected by music. with a great love of dancing, and keen sense of rhythm?
I feel as if I have suffered from some kind of great loss.
I am a perfectionist.
I have some what of an eye for detail especially when it comes to sense of beauty ?
I am very creative.I use to be a dance and fashion show choreographer and achieved great height of success in that field that was when I was in college about 25 Years ago.
I am always angry.People tell me I am very rude.
I am unable to smile or laugh.
There is so many thing I want to write down but unable to express my feeling.
I am reading your blog from last so many years but never got courage to
write down and seek help.
I have gone to my local Homeopath doctor he is very senior doctor got treatment from him for almost 4 Years He also got fed up with me and at last he told me that I should get a electric shock from psychiatrist.From that day I have stopped going to him.
Please help me for my current situation.
Initially Dr Taufeeq Has given me Nat MUR 1M one dose on 07Dec17 and Bach Flower remedy.It had helped me in so many thing but still My depression and anxiety is not under control.
Please help me..
[Edited by LonelyMan69 on 2017-12-22 11:15:02]
LonelyMan69 on 2017-12-22
Thanks for your reply.I have given you my update on 21Dec17 and reminder 22Dec17 I felt your not available or not on forum so I have started new thread.Please find below my update on 21Dec17.
Here is a Update from me.
After taking Kali Phos30 and Bach Flower remedies.
Today is 6 Days.
I am again getting angry for small thing.
Getting irritated very often.
Depression is also increased a bit.
Not much improvement in my Anxiety.
Only thing is better now is my heart palpitation is 80% better.
My major problem start when I get in the morning.
Pressure start building up towards my Neck,Face and Head.It remains though out the day.Some time I feel relax and than I again the same pressure
Anxiety increases along with it.Some time I feel like crying for my condition but I keep brave face in front of others.
Trying to relax as much as possible but of no use.
As I mentioned earlier the pain in my chest is less but by chest and body is still tense.
When I am depressed I do not feel like to do anything and feel bored and everything looks useless.
Please help and guide me with your valuable advice.
LonelyMan69 2 years ago
My humble request to you Sir if you are preoccupied or busy or away please asked someone else for their guidance.Last five days I am waiting for the reply.
Please do not get offended I know you and other people are having their on schedule/commitment and priority my request if you can ask someone else to help me.
Other helpful expert on this forum please someone guide me as my depression and anxiety is getting worst.I am desperately need help.
LonelyMan69 2 years ago
ALSO TAKE 2DROPS EACH OF MIMULUS,ASPEN,AGRIMONY AND IMPATIENS INTO HALF GLASS WATER THRICE TO 4TIMES DAILY
REPORT FEED BACK AFTER 1WEEK
MY EMAIL : drthoufeequebhms at gmail.com
♡ drthoufeequebhms 2 years ago
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