Dr Ibrahim please

need a very deep and and detailed history/symptoms. In your own words. ++ answers below ones as well .........

are you a Mbbs doctor ? NO

I I am 43 years old mother suffering from Depression. This disease keeps me from being a successful person, a happy person, a loving mother, a wise and loving wife, moreover a normal person.


A) constipation history. No

B) headache if any. Headache occasionally, when too much stressed out. Head congestion always and burning feeling inside head. When my head is heavy and congested, I can't find words to express what I wanted to explain. I can't speak any languages properly when my head hurts, congested.

C) must select one option, weakness or restlessness, which is more.
Weakness is there but restlessness is more. I am always in hurry as if I feel I don't have much time for every single thing. I am too punctual and I finish things way ahead of time. Which makes me hurry. I hate procastinator, fool and lazy people. I am panicky too. If I feel something is not done yet or if I can't success, I panic. I always tell my daughter to hurry up things and she gets annoyed.

D) your detailed daily routine, like active or sadantry life style etc If possible hourly basis details required ..
I wake up at 4.30am, get ready for work in 20 minutes. Go to work. I don't talk to anybody at work besides my supervisor. I talk to him regarding work only. I don't like gossips. I don't like to talk about other people's personal lives. I just want some good and friendly friends but I can't see nobody around me. So I am aloof most of the time. The only company I enjoy the most is my daughter's. I feel people are too selfish and too hurtful. I am Easily offended and easily hurt. I hate lazybones and people who try to fool me around like my husband. I hate him because he makes excuses on almost everything. I can't live with him but I can't live alone either. Loneliness freaks me out, so I am tolerating every stupid things that my husband does, in regard of his responsibilities. He is the most saddest thing that happened in my life. I am stuck in my marriage. I am helpless. I argue with him a lot. I fight verbally to take out my frustrations. He threatens me that he will leave me if I argue with him. I shout a lot at him but inside I am very frightened as he might leave me for this. I am fed up with his behaviors. I am very indifferent towards him nowadays.

E) is it a reoccurring problems
Yes it's been many years (15 years) that I have been suffering from Depression and anxiety.


F) you were physically active or inactive just before this condition ?
I was and I am physically active now as well. I am mentally tired, stressed out, depressed, anti social, aloof, hate people, hate to meet people, hate to talk to people. I am very quiet, I am more quieter now.

G) do you feel more thirsty or thirstless ?
I am thirstless.

H) do you feel cold in body or hot mostly ?
I can't tolerate cold and hot both. I am cold most of the time but the soles of my feet are hot always. Even a little wind makes me cold and little humid weather makes me hot.

I feel so insecure about my future as I am not financially stable. I am always scared about my financial condition.
I want to hoard money but I am not stingy either. If I see I have saved a little money I feel relieved. I don't want to waste money, but sometimes I spend on some unnecessary things too, may be that gives me pleasure and happiness.
I want to collect more money.
I love travelling and eating out, but I can't do that often because of finance.
I am too frustrated, irritated and angry with life and with the people who brought me the proposal of this arranged marriage.

So far I have taken so many homeopathic remedies in 200c potencies. Some worked for some of the problems some didn't work. I have so many common remedies handy at home in 200c potencies. Please suggest me some remedies.

Please help me get rid of this awful disease.
Thank you