Artist with environmental illness and longterm traumas unable to focus or have interest in life

Could use clarity and guidance here. Very long experience with homeopathy but it has helped only in very acute physical situations.

Life has been so complex and PTSD disabled, adverse enough that no chronic remedies for mental states have moved me forward in outward world ways. It has been impossible to self prescribe for severe mental/emotional trauma reactivity that has all but removed me from life for decades. Much damage has occurred from the conventional medical industry.

New personalized genetic information website has provided solid reasons for the previous; however, need the right balancing remedies fast. Severe PTSD since childhood and too many other things to list. Continually overwhelmed by small things and large at this point. My inner strengths are intended to be used for the greater good if only the moods would improve greatly so I can move with great focus on my goals.

The grid does not seem to allow me to put in as many items as apply.

The Remedy Finder changes between Pulsatilla, Cal Carb, which I had before and have old bottles on hand and nothing changed with those remedies. I was told that the remedies are tough and last almost indefinitely. Is this true? I do not know that energy testing would work with my current energy status.

I cannot afford a private practitioner after all the adverse circumstances. I welcome input from those familiar with layers of complexity who have the wisdom and purity of heart to comment. Thanks.