obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD)?

At the age of 27 I was diagnosed with a dysfunction of the frontal lobes of my brain, a chemical maladjustment, what psychiatrists call "frontalization", which caused the OCD, they gave me risperidone and in a few months I was very well. seem completely cured because I had no problems, for many years I had a normal life, until I suffered a huge material loss and a few months later a traumatic love breakup, all at the same time, that affected me so much that the OCD began to return little by little Up to now 5 years later the problem returned stronger, but I would not want to take risperidone again because it causes me very unpleasant side effects
that's why I want to deal with homeopathy. It is difficult for me to describe my condition but I will try to say as much detail as possible.
Only as is known, I have invasive thoughts that I cannot control, and they limit me in my physical and intellectual activities, and are thoughts about a combination of numbers and religion,
I am always counting all, the steps that I take, I cannot enter or leave some place if I step on an odd number.
I avoid stepping on the concrete floor trenches like in the movie: As Good As It Gets
I also count at certain number of times when I touch something, like the refrigerator before opening it, the switch, I have aversion to certain numbers, I think that if I do something in that number I will receive a punishment from heaven or strong bad luck.
It is quite a complex problem but I have explained the best I can.
Because I am a writer and this limits my work, I cannot complete a novel that I started four years ago.
Please if you have something that can help me but that does not take away my sexual desire, creativity or imagination witch are obviously essentials to my writer work.
I am a 48 year old Hispanic man from warm california USA