Eye and skin problems. Complicated case (34 year old)

I had non itchy, scabby eczema on the back of hands since 2012. Very mild

I suppressed it with steriod cream since then

In early 2020 I started to feel slight pressure behind the RIGHT eye.

In early 2020 I also felt slight pain under left rib cage. Went away in a couple of weeks. Tests showed nothing.

In May 2020 I got some kind of allergic reaction. Not sure why. Red rash like hives stayed for about 3 days until I took antihistamines and then they went away. they used to itch only later part of the night. They never itched during the day while I was up.


That allergic reaction aggravated the eczema which later started to spread all over my hands and arms. Blisters filled with clear and yellow fluid.

Since then I also started to notice urticarial symptoms all over by body. I get random red urticarial breakouts when I wear heavy cloths or when I shower

I took a mix of (Apis + Astacus + Urtica)30c, which cleared eczema on the arms and hands became much better. Gooseflesh like skin appeared on the arms underneath.

Took that remedy (Apis + Astacus + Urtica)30c three times a day for 7 months. eventually I started to notice eye symptoms early 2021. Dry eyes with no discharge. Burning and strain while reading from screens. I also started to notice black floaters in my vision. Tests also showed lattice degeneration and vetreomacular condensation on the retina (no tear). I would also see some disturbances with some pattens like they are vibrating. Like a check shirt lines vibrating. Goes away if look with one eye. Vision is still 20/20 and clear.

I took Merc Sol 1M daily (upon prescription) for 40 days and then for some months every 3 days and then once a week. That induced so many proving symptoms in me, which are now much better. Although Merc did do some good things like fixed my digestive system, Gum swelling above the jaw went away.

I am taking nothing right now. Here are the active symptoms

1)Black floaters in the eye
2)Flushed face with pimples (like acne Rosacea)
3) Small varicose like veins behind both nostrils.
4) Flushed chest with dilated small veins
5) Urticarial symptoms after shower or after clothes.
6) itchy scalp at night. Hair fall a bit more when take shower. Not on the pillow
7) Dry eyes and burning. (maybe ocular rosacea) Right eye seems more effected sometimes.
8) Anxiety and fear of something bad happening. Fear of some bad disease
9) Nostalgia and missing normal times
10) Thoughts of suicde just in case something really bad happens. Otherwise mind craves for getting better
11) Constantly searching for cure. spending too much time learning about homeopathy or whatever could help cure me. Prayers and being religious
12) Searching for words sometimes while talking. Maybe this is proving symptom of Merc.

Mind: Always like to dream and aim really big. Usually think certain scenarios in my mind and how they would all play out. I am a thinker but also an achiever. Can think out a whole conversation in my head. If the mind is not occupied with anything big, I'd think about those I find attractive. I can't stay bored. Big things need to happen or being achieved. Otherwise I get depressed. I care about people but I am rather self centered too. If there is something I want or need, It's very difficult to get me off of it. It depends how important that thing is to me. But generally I am polite and calm. I don't lash out. I usually listen and move on, but never let go of what I want.

I've always had a habit of walking around while thinking. If in a room, I'll walk back and forth while thinking. I love to walk outside too. I hate Cold weather and Love warm weather. When fall comes, I'm rather disappointed and depressed because winter in coming. I am thin and skinny. I don't gain weight. But I don't eat toooo much either. But my apatite is healthy.

Sorry for a long question. Would really appreciate anyone's help.
[Edited by atari2008 on 2021-08-10 20:18:08]