gastric complaints, weakness and anxiety. please help!

MALE, 29 YEARS, UNMARRIED

I HAVE BEEN SUFFERING FROM SOME STRANGE SETS OF COMPLAINTS SINCE LAST 1.5 YEARS. I HAVE CATEGORIZED THE COMPLAINTS IN DIFFERENT SETS AS FOLLOWS.

1. DIGESTION

A. DIGESTION IS WEAK AND INVOLVES SEVERE DISTENTION. STOMACH FEELS SO SWOLLEN THAT THE WHOLE ABDOMEN LOOKS AS A BALOON.

DISTENSION OCCURS AT ANY TIME OF THE DAY,AND PARTICULARLY
A1. AFTER PASSING STOOL. FEELS INCOMPLETE EVACUATION. NEEDS
FREQUENT VISITS TO LAVATORY TO RELEASE FLATUS. RELEASING
FLATUS RELEIVES FULLNESS IN STOMACH.

A2. AFTER EATING A MEAL. FRIED AND SPICY FOOD CAUSE MORE
TENDENCY FOR DISTENSION. STOOL STICKS TO PAN IF FAT RICH
FOOD TAKEN.

A3. DISTENSION OCCURS DURING MENTALLY STRESSFUL SITUATION
ALSO.

A4. FEELING OF VERTIGO WHILE EATING OR JUST AFTER EATING.

2. EARS

A. HEARING HIGH PITCHED SOUNDS THAT CHANGE IN INTENSITY
THROUGHOUT THE DAY.

B. FEELING OF PRESSURE IN BOTH EARS, PARTICULARLY IN STRESSFUL
SITUATIONS


3. MIND

A. HEALTH ANXIETY AS IF I HAVE DEVELOPED SOME SORT OF FATAL DISEASE WHICH MAY CAUSE STROKE OR HEART ATTACK OR THAT I WILL COLLAPSE OR LOSE MY MIND IN CROWD.

B. WANT TO MINGLE WITH PEERS BUT HAVE LOW CONFIDENCE TO DO SO RESULTING IN PREFERING TO STAY ALONE AND BROOD ABOUT CERTAIN THOUGHTS THAT I AM NOT AS PER MY PEERS. LESS SELF-WORTH. NEGATIVE ATITUDE TOWARDS LIFE.

C. FEAR OF DEATH. AS IF MY LIFE IS SHORT AND WILL DIE SOON WHEN I AM
ALONE.

D. CANNOT STICK TO A CERTAIN DECISION. MIND ALWAYS NEGATIVE AND
SUSPICIOUS.

E. FEAR OF CROWD OR GROUP OF PEOPLE. FEAR INCREASES WHEN I AM IN
CENTER OF ATTENTION.

F. WORRIED AND ANXIOUS ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME. ANXIOUS
ABOUT FUTURE. ANXIOUS WHETHER I WOULD BE ABLE TO KEEP MY PARTNER
(PRESENTLY IN RELATIONSHIP WITH A GIRL) SATISFIED AFTER MARRYING
HER AGAINST MY PARENTS CHOICE.

4. EYES.

A. TWICHING IN LEFT SIDE OF LEFT EYE FREQUENTLY.

B. VISUALIZING THREAD LIKE THINGS IN BRIGHT SUNNY ENVIRONMENT AND
SOMETIMES WITH SPARKLING THINGS.

5. SLEEP AND DREAMS

A. VIVD DREAMS ABOUT SCHOOL DAYS, GUILT TRIGGERING DREAMS ABOUT
SEPARATION WITH PARENTS.

B. DREAMS OF SNAKES SOMETIMES. SNAKES INFRONT OF ME READY TO BITE
AND I AM TRYING TO FLEE BUT AM UNABLE TO DO SO.

C. NIGHT SLEEP BREAKS AT AROUND EARLY MORNING ASSOCIATED WITH
SEXUAL URGE OR VIVID DREAMS MENTIONED ABOVE. SLEEPINESS DURING
DAY TIME

6. SEXUALITY

A. SEXUAL DESIRE CHANGES FROM SEVERE URGE TO ALMOST NO URGE WITH
TIME.

B. HABIT OF MASTURBATION SINCE 10 YEARS THOUGH REDUCED AFTER SEXUAL
RELATION WITH PARTNER.

C. FEELING OF DECREASED STRENGTH OF SEXUAL ORGANS.

7. GENERAL


A. ARMS AND UPPER LIMBS FEELS TO BE THINNING OUT. ARMS AND HANDS
FEEL COLD AFTER PASSING STOOL.

B. INCREASE IN ABDOMEN SIZE. HEAVINESS IN BODY AND LETHARGIC.

C. LITTLE PHYSICAL EFFORT FEELS SO HEAVY WORK, SO TIRED AND FEELS
BRUISED THROUGHOUT BODY AND SPECIALLY LOWER BACK.

D. FEELING OF LESS STRENGTH AND STAMINA, FEELING OF WEAK THIGHS AND
LEGS.

E. FEELING OF OLD AGE AND DEPRIVED OF VITALITY. DECREASED CAPACITY
TO THINK AND TAKE DAY TO DAY STRESS

F. TENDENCY OF PANIC, FEAR & IRRITATED MOOD AND ASSOCIATED WITH
INCREASE IN BP AND HEAVINESS IN HEAD.


SOME OF THE ABOVE POINTS HAVE APPEARED TO A FULL EXTENT AFTER TAKING LYCOPODIUM 1M TWO DOSES ON AUGUST '20 AS PRECRIBED BY A HOMOEPATH FOLLOWED BY VIOLENT MENTAL STATE AND UNCONTROLLED BP. I TRIED TO CONSULTING SEVERAL HOMOEPATH AND TOOK MANY HOMOEO DRUGS TO STOP THE MIND BUT OF NO RESULT.

LAST 3 MONTHS I HAVE STOPPED TAKING ANY HOMEOPATHIC MEDICINE, AS I HAVE BECOME VERY SUSCEPTIBLE TO PROVINGS OF HOMOEO DRUGS (EVEN 30C POTENCY PROVES!!!). I HAVE RESORTED TO MEDITATION TO SOME EXTENT TO EASE MY MIND. NOWADAYS BP IS IN CONTROL TO GREATER EXTENT.

MY LIFE FEELS SO RUINED MY ALL THESE PROBLEMS. STILL I KEEP HOPE THAT SOMEDAY I WILL GET A GOOD HOMOEO TREATMENT.

CAN SOMEONE HELP ME IN THIS REGARDS.