Male anatomy issue involving penis structure

*This is NOT Peyronies Disease.

When I was a kid, I used to sleep on my stomach only. And when I’d get an erection I would push it down between my legs forcibly (had no idea that was dangerous). As a teen when I began having erections I noticed that my penis was different and then as an adult when I started having sex I realized I had injured myself as a kid and had changed the anatomy. So what that looks like is that when hard my penis points towards the left. Also, like when you’re hard and you push your penis to the side, it’s supposed to have resistance and be stabilized and bounce back to the center, but on the left side those suspensory ligaments / muscle / fascia got damaged and broken down so if I’m laying on my back and lean slightly left, my hard dick will flop over to the left and lay flat against my torso. But on the right it’s normal and stabilized and stands straight up. So basically my penis became destabilized near the lower shaft and base on the left side. Also, because of this instability and damage to some supportive fibers in my penis, the shaft rotates a bit when hard so not perfectly parallel/ straight but the whole penis is rotated around left.