Weakness due to sexual thoughts, Masturbation _{Page 3 of 4}

Thank you Sir.
I shall arrange them and give feedback after 7 days of starting the medicines.

Hello Sir. I have sent mail with current picture of the yesterdays boil on head. Yesterday it was hard type but Pus formed overnight and ruptured today morning.
Please inform me if any change in remedy is needed. I have not bought Ars Alb till now.

Hello Sir, I am taking Ars Alb 30 for last 7 days and Kali Sulph 6x for last 4 days (I got it late after ordering).

The pimples are less. 1 new pimple on forehead and one small boil on back (left side of spine) appeared. Others are on the way of healing by forming small cysts.

Allergic Cough is less by almost 60-70% but it is there when feeling anxious or talking to someone by phone.

Presently I am having some quarrelsome relationship issues.
I am less hungry, having disturbed anxious sleep. No desire to eat even my favourite foods. I cant understand if its due to excessive summer heat, or due to my current relationship issues or due to taking the remedy. Its confirm that the disturbed sleep is due to my anxiety. Mind is not calm. I am getting absent minded and overthinking a lot and having problem in concentrating even in in daily works.
I am getting more lazy day by day. Less desire to do any physical jobs.

Only I am less anxious amidst of friends, colleagues and feeling fine when mind is acquired in work or having a busy schedule.

Sexual thoughts are there but comparatively less. Desire is also less due to that anxiety. Not getting enough pleasure from masturbation.
Thats all I can remember to tell.

Please ask me if more details is needed or if I missed something.

PS: I get agitated/irritated or angered easily over small things with only my near & dear ones. Talks whatever comes in my mouth then. I says disrespectful words. Later I regret for that.

But I am generally polite to outsiders.

Only if I am insulted by some outsiders I get angered, starts quarrelling and my body trembles in result of that insult.
[Edited by Oahi1 on 2024-06-10 16:14:19]

Thank you so much. I will follow and report back.

Hello Sir, I was taking your prescribed remedies but my anxiety agg and I stopped ArsAlb after 3-4 days of your last prescription.
Now let me elaborate the cause of my anxiety. I am probably a homosexual (more inclined to enjoying sexual attachments with boys and not that much comfortable with girls). Since my childhood I had sexual intimacy with my male best friend.
I had marriaged 3 years ago. It was divorced within 1 year due to family issue (not due to my orientation related issue, though I was less frequent and was not much comfortale and it was just ok with my ex-wife in matter of sex with her ).
Currently I am in relationship with a boy for 4 years who is probably bisexual. Though his home is nearby, he lives outside for job. Now he has come to home and my emotion and sexual expectation increased. And sometimes due to non-fulfillment of my desires (of going out, spending time together and sexual desires) I get angered, depressed and got anxious over negligible things and quarrel with him. I know things will calm down once he will back to his job i.e. away from home though I always want him close to me. But the problem is I am over emotional, I cannot hold my desires inside me, I expect (company, time, physical intimacy) from him which is sometimes not possible for him to fulfill due to time issue from his side. As he is bisexual I sometimes doubt whether he will treat me the same like now after his marriage (insecurity). He is not that much emotional, not that much careful and not that much serious as per my expectation. Sometimes I had horrible quarrel blocked him everywhere but could not handle the post-depression badly and got back to him.
Previously I had such relationship and after breakup I had to visit psychiatrist diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Anancastic Personality Disorder and I had to take SSRI to get back to normal life. I was OK until I again fell into my current relationship. Its 4 years now.
Now my problem is:
1. I am fastidious.
2. I get angry over him if he promises or even normally says something and forget or delays to keep it.
3. Over emotional.
4. Expectation goes higher after fulfilment of something by him.
5. Overthinking about him most of the time, over possessiveness, over caring.
6. Sexual obsession about him. Not always he has time and not always he is comfortable and then my mind seeks others to have sex.
7. After doing sex (mutual masturbation when he comes yearly for a week or two/ else masturbation over video call) I go through violent sexual OCD for a day or two and I have to masturbate again and again.
8. Phone addiction, Sensitive content makes me sexually exited and lead to masturbation.
I just want to control over my sexual desire, sexual obsession, over expection, over emotion and over attachment. I want a strong mind that can take stress like others.
Sometimes I am happy when there is no relationship issues but little quarrel in relationship trigges my stress, that time I cannot complete my sleep, awake with anxiety with great sadness in mind, this is most disturbing, and I cant tolerate. I get easily irritated on others if I am in that above said stress of relation.

I cannot tell all these to my known local doctor. Once he prescribed Nat Mur 10M long ego as constitutional remedy.
I saw Staph and Nat Mur matches my most of the symptoms. But I dont want to go with it without any doctors prescription as mental issue often need higher doses.

I am going into depression day by day. Please prescribe some remedy to reduce my sexual urges. It will solve half of my problem.
[Edited by Oahi1 on 2024-06-19 11:48:47]

About skin issues: Pimples are less. Soft cysts are healing slowly. new 1 2 pimples are appearing sometimes but nit that much severe like before.

Buring eyes with dizziness is less. But feeling sleepy due to unrefreshing incomplete sleep due to anxiety.
Currently causes of anxiety are triggered thats why I am sad most of the time.

Sexual excess unchanged. Masturbating daily. even max of 3 4 times in 24 hour.

Please suggest remedies. For last two weeks my mental symptoms got worsen as he came his home from job and I am almost alltime thinking of him. When We are meeting I am happy but after meeting him when I come back to my home I feel morose as he is not with me. He will return to his job at Bangalore after 2 days and will come back after almost one year. I will need to have one or two week to get mentally stable.

I felt better when I was on allopathic medicide. But I dont want to continue for lifetime.

Please get me out of this depression.
[Edited by Oahi1 on 2024-06-19 12:10:57]

Thank you Sir for your quick reply.
I shall report after 7 days.

Dear Anuj Sir, thank you so much, Platina worked well for me. I had a delay in getting 200 potency. I took it once daily for 4 days and the last dose was taken 3 days ago. Mentally I felt better from the second dose so I stopped after 4 days as it started working.

Sexual thoughts are less by 75%.
Mentally I am feeling well and less anxious, better by 75%.
Maturbating Each alternative day while using the remedy but now its almost daily again.
That anxiety cough increased too much

I had disturbed sleep before Platina, now I am having good sleep but having dreams related to daily life and sometimes my unfulfilled desired are getting fulfilled in dreams.
Anxiety is less but even least anxiety results to dreams related to that anxiety.
If I am on bed for rest I get into sleep as if I am very much tired. This is not that drowsiness like before. When I am awake I am not felling that much drowsiness like before. But if I lie down with eyes closed I get into sleep easily. Even after a good sleep at noon I am easlily getting into sleep at night.

Overall I am mentally/emotionally better by 70% but physically though feeling little energetic but I am sleeping a lot.

Sexual thoughts are coming from yesterday again. Should I start Platina again?
Cell salts are continuing as prescribed.
[Edited by Oahi1 on 2024-06-29 07:55:54]

Ok Sir. I shall report after 4 days.

Hi Sir.
Stopped Platina and continued only cell salts.

Till yesterday there are sexual thoughts and erections which drives me to masturbate. This is like before using Platina. Mentally I was just Ok.

But today when there is some issue in my relation, my anxiety and depression comes and sexual thought is gone.

But when I was using Platina I was felling better both mentally and physically.

Cough is less now.
The burning eyes returned. Drowsiness is there but not severe like before.

There is weakness. I am Having good sleep. Dreams are less now.

Thank you Sir. I shall give feedback after 4 days.

Hello Sir, I am taking Platina once daily for last 4 days.
For the first 3 days I did not notice any changes in sexual excess, it was there leading me to masturbate.
From yesterday I am having less sexual thoughts. Specially as I was not in home.
I am observing two phases that are alternating one after another.

1. Much sexual thoughts and frequent erections which lead me to masturbate.
This lasts for 4 5 days.

2. Getting sad over some relationship issues and experiencing less sexual thoughts may be due to some anxiety. Though I am not that much anxious like before.
From yesterday I am in phase 2 I think.

But I am mentally better and less depressed/anxious comparing to my anxiety before taking Platina.

There is cough agg from smoke of cigerratte or agarbati, from strong odours like perfume, from anxiety, and from wet air of rainy season.

Sleep is Okay, not disturbed like before.
Weakness is less.
But somedays having very much burning eyes around 2-3 pm, though its not lasting for long, often getting relief after a short nap.
[Edited by Oahi1 on 2024-07-08 13:27:04]

Ok. I am continuing it. I shall report after 4 days.

Taking Platina once daily and cell salts KP, NM.

The sexual thoughts are less now.There are sexual thoughts but desire to masturbate is less. I Masturbated after 2 days gap. This much gap of 2 days is after a long long time.

Mentally I am less depressed/anxious than before. But I am getting very much irritated over small things, specially on small imperfections of others.

Weakness is less. But sometimes there sleepiness. I am lethargic like before. There is Lack of interest in doing some physical job.
There is cough but its less than my last feedback.
Skin problems are almost gone.
Sleep is not that much deep, little disturbed, having dreams regularly mostly of unfulfilled desires or thoughts.
Taking Platina for last consecutive 8-9 days. Please advise me further.

Thank you. I shall report after 7 days.

Taking Platina for last 7 days along with 2 other cell salts as you advised. Last dose was taken on yesterday morning.

In the last 7 days, for the first 3 days sexual excess was less.
Masturbation was less like last week.

But in the next 4 days sexual thoughts were coming again and started masturbation daily just like before Platina. Seems Platina has stopped working further.

Sleepiness increased specially in the first half of the day i.e. from morning till afternoon.
Weakness also increased.
Complaints of cough increased.

Only the depression/anxiety is in better condition like last week.

Sleep is Ok. Sleeping more than normal may be due to weakness. And its full of dreams.