need help for Anhedonia/apathy

Idk what exactly i have. But i do know that i have chronic anxiety. Ive had it for years. lately ive been putting pieces of the past few years of my life together. Ive had panic attacks and a whole bunch of anxiety symptoms for a while now. But now that i look back on it, when i was 14 i started having really bad procrastination in school. Like i just wouldnt care about it at all and wouldnt even turn assignments in unless they were like huge grades. I did this for 4 years. ( i almost failed highschool bc of this btw) Im 18 now.

I also remember somewhere around that time in highschool i stopped caring about brushing my teeth. I would care about most things like sports but not assignments and not bruhsing my teeth. My senior year in high school this continued and obviously most of my senior year i would only wash my hair when it got super noticably greasy. Its not that i couldnt do these things, but its just that even basic hygiene felt like a chore. I just didnt feel like doing anything that felt like a chore like hygiene and school assignments. its why i always procrastinated and most of the time didnt even end up doing it unless it was super important.

fast forward to November of 2023, i injured myself which meant i had to stop doing sports. at this time i still felt kinda normal just not with hygiene and assignments. but other than that i was happy in life despite my injury. In december i got covid. I already had covid once in like 2022. But i got it again in december and i remember thinking i was gonna die because ive never been that sick in my life. I was sick for around 3 weeks. I was never sick that long but i hd covid but it came back like right after.

around the same time in late december early January, i got broken up with. It was horrible. a month after the breakup i found out he had a new girl and was talking bad about me which gave me so much adrenaline from how mad i was. im pretty sure i burned out my adrenals since the week after i had a tough time eating fod because i had no appetite.

Today im dealing with anhedonia and apathy. I just feel so bored with life all of the time. I dont really care that much about my hygiene or most things honestly. Maybe it was the covid or the breakup this year. Some people have said that the anhedonia could be from taking lexapro. But im not sure because ive been taking lexapro for over 2.5 years. And i only started having this huge emptiness and not caring about anything feeling since this year. Feels like everything in life is boring. is this depression?

I just want to be normal again. I just want to be happy without apathy/anhedonia. Idk what to do.