depressed,hopeless,helpless and getting more day by day

P.S.
Also wanted to add the following.
low confidence,
Looking at others with self feeling inferior despite the fact that i know i am superior and have substance in me also, yet unable to look so.
quick irritability. Petty things are taken damn seriously and not left to passby as was before.
quickly panicking nowadays for every little thing and also fearing greatly of financial ruin , or poverty, or job chances getting reduced day by day.The fear is not specific but some sort of irritation happens inside and when i ask to me what is your fear , unable to give a very specific reply.
Unable to take risks and every new thing is evaluated very carefully.
Then OMEN is one big thing. If i am going to do something and someone passes a negative thing, it stays and keeps me irking.And often times i find that comes right and i am at a loss.Thus my freedom is getting lost and i am forced to think negative or not give full attention to what i was going to do.
Weakness frequently and also with no interest, all labour looks taxing. Even i dont like to go out for a walk, same roads,same everything...deeply saturated......bUt any time some new thing comes i dont know i am illuminated again as if not at all diseased. My chronic trait is i need freshness every now and then and once somethings use is over i need something new. My star sign is aries. I dont like to be stagnant for long.. If i do so it takes its toll.

thanks for your quick reply. I will do it asap and get back exactly after 3 weeks.
Very sincere thanks, heartfully.

hi
well i have taken the medicines regularly,4 pills of lyco 1m as 1 dose....The fourth dose of lycopodium was taken on 2nd october, the beginning of the fourth week.
Well i have not observed any change all these days. More or less things are the same and the trend continues like before, getting more down into the drain.. The following are the symptoms that happens in one given day as observed all during these weeks and before:
1.Chronically bored, no interest in anything. Cant read etc beyond 5-10min..No interest in anything. No work in hand.
2.Early morning when i woke up stands wondering what to do and just goes about sitting on the pc and doing household chores. They too are becoming boring. I deal in financial mrkts on a small scale., thats one work at hand which keeps some part of me ticking.
3.The whole day just goes like that doing time pass on the pc, net etc,
4.No interest for reading which i used to previous. I am really saturated of doing all those things. Need something fresh. No interest even in my professional reading materials. Those i simply stay away.
5.Then whole day worrying happens about job.Daytime somehow goes on computer,etc. But at night when i just go to sleep, everything comes to haunt, fear of future, years going waste and years wasted, anger frustration on people near me who were the precursor for all these. Sometimes talk with god, but leave it as a useless affair as never heard anything. My pg courses efforts all getting waste with no job haunts me. My loss of fame and ccompany posts these yrs haunts. Then i feel very angry with these people at home for having damaged my prospects which were once really good.
6.When i see job ads i just panic, dont have the guts to even look them now a days, forget about applying. I go to a place to see job ads,etc. Why i am trying when i am not going to apply i dont understand. last few months only this has been so. Previously was trying with a purpose to get a good job. Got a plum job in april but did not go ahead as it was not proper area and also fear panic. Money was damn high but that did not lure me. Felt also angry at time with god for making me sit this yrs and then giving such a big plum job. I asked him' are you making a mock of my life, i felt right that all these yrs also he could have done things right had he wanted'. So when co's were kicking me suddenly this big jumbo co comes and that too gives me a good money i felt cheated by god. I want faith in life, my life is faithless. So i just kicked that job for this reason also besides others, but this was the major reason. I am a pg in my education and life has made a mockery of me and i was also angry. My argument was if it wants to give me anything let it give me properly else nothing. All these yrs i have seen my parents suffering and crying for me, they faced various hardships,etc all these nonsenses happened becoz of such hard life.
7.Mental strength is reducing. getting quickly angry and irritated. Last week throwed a thing when someone at home unnecessarily bugged me. I was in control but really so felt angry that to keep such pests away did that act of throwing.

8.Sexual excesses continue the same way. Though i observed last 3 weeks i did not have any such mood, but the same happens when nothing in hand and useless misdirection thus.
9.No sleep at all. At 12pm also i am wide awake , wondering what to do now. I am a very active guy. Reads some financial magazine thing till 2-3 pm. Then due to tiredness go to sleep and morning wokes at 10.30/11 wretched. Last 3 months before the first post i have slept only 3 days at 10-11pm and woke at morning, which can be called as sound sleep. Those 3 days also i slept becoz of tiredness from physical work or becoz the previous night i did not sleep at all. And currently also the same is there. No sound sleep last 3 weeks. Morning brain is ulcerated, looks like that of previous night , a hot machine. In a dilemma just when i woke up in morning, what to do now type.
10.No inclination to go out in morning. goes only in evening. Going out is also looking boring. typically it has been in my nature ' i dont like to do a thing without a purpose'. Some say just walk for walking sake, i dont go out unless some work is there. I dont know whether the same is getting reflected in other areas in my life.
11.The main stumbling block is no goal in life. This is chronic from childhood. All that today i achieved is just becoz someone pushed at home. Else like other people i dont have any desires, any inclination etc to get this or that. Then may be peer pressure may be pushing say. Else what i want really idont know. Hence this stagnation ? i feel so
12.Very tired and sucked type feeling.Nothing interests.
13.hopelessness and more strongly helplessness is felt in mind regularly. Pessismism is also strong.
14.Very very shy guy. This is hereditary from one of my parents i think so. Also childhood was bought up very strictly that also has added i think so.Quickly gets nervous. Quickly gets shy on others remarks. Always thinking ' What they will say ....' for any events at hand. Yet i get on boldly for i know that it is my weakness and i should get over it. I want this nature to go away some how. I think this is one ingrained in my nature....Timid , fearing and shy.....Quickly fearing or intimidated. becoz of this or what all those issues of inferiority complex, thinking self to be low and unable to make self rises, despite the fact i have learnt by experiences that i am better in many ways than the others whom i thought were more superior.
15.Overall to summarize it can be said as sick in mind,body , soul ;stagnating and also going down the drain at a rapid pace.. Knowing things what is right and wrong, yet still doing the wrong to some extent.Unable to control. Mind is damn questioning for a reason to keep going in life and pursue the good ideals, delay or failing in which all these are happening. Disgust for life and no interest in it. Living like a sickly soul.

regards

thanks for your reply. But since another doctor is handling the case, i would wait for the doctor to reply and keeping one doctor would be better.
It would be fair on both sides.

oh i am in a dilemma then. Becoz for each of my posts if always there is a different person replying then how to go about then. I thought one doc will take a case at a time and the follow up will be done accordingly... My idea of being fair was i should not quickly jump to some advice without giving the first person a reasonable time to give a reply. At the same time make the same also clear to a new person who replies. I dont know whether a constant followup by a doctor happens on this forum.
Since i am new to this forum.
So if you are a experienced person on this forum and know how it works then pls share a point with me and what to do in such case.Becoz this type of a problem is going to come again and again and i saw on a few posts just now. So something common understanding has to be there, where the 1st doctor doesnt says 'did not wait for my reponse' and at the same time if the first doctor is not going to reply then the patient need not wait forever. So either way ensuring a fair deal to both.
Thanks for your reply, would like to hear more on this for the further course of action i should take. Meantime previous doctor also pls pay attention to this mail and help out.
regards

thanks for your reply. I am getting a bit of the same and agree what u say. From my side let me clarify you some things. I am not new to homeo as such and previously has taken medicines before coming to this forum. I still do read homeo and use them at home. I also use biochemic and bfrs. But i found that a laymans using homeo this way is right or wrong since he misses what is taught in colleges, the observations on different remedies, thier length of action,their various characteristics,etc,etc,...Those nuances are all missed by me and thus learning this field is again a new world which demands its own resources. I dont claim i am a deep read guy on this but yeah fairly well read also.... I dont know how to use high potencies for eg. So i thought i will write on this forum and let my case handle by someone else, since my mental framework is nowadays weak. I am also reading less, brainfag and tired. As to your other suggestion of medicines, all this three medicines i have taken before. But on mental sphere it is a total flop on me and i miss the knowledge of learning in a college of various facets of homeo. I have taken aurum 2 months back twice in 200 c in 1 month intervals. Lycopodium 1m was taken in similar long intervals. And lastly you believe me just 2 weeks before i wrote the first post i took Staphysgyria 30, 200 1 dose daily.....ON mental framework i could relate to Aurum for hopelessness, disgust of life, lycopodium for confused, low confidence ,etc, Staphyisgyria for impulse,strong sex desire, resentment , sleeplessness....etc....Stapyhysgyria which i took last was more matching to many of my symptoms and i took it in 200c as said above....
But unfortunately i did not see a reaction.....Thus this is where i get the beating, not knowing how to go practically......Calc carb is one which i feel is a constitutional remedy, but i am not deep learned enough to go that way, the way good homeopaths go about. Thus u can see even though i know xyz of homeo, still i do have my constraints...
So now u guide me and i am humble to learn. Very grateful thanks for your time and reply.

besides this i have not taken any remedies for mental sphere. But i used to take china,nux vomica and acid phos in 30/200 for after effects of masturbation,weakness. Once i have taken cantharis also for intense sexual desire. Also these remedies were also taken one at a time with a time gap. Regarding temperature, Cold climate i catch cold,which results in violent sneezing and lasts for a day or two...With the use of bfrs and biochemic over 1 yr or two its frequency has been reduced drastically, but yet it comes. One leading cause for that is i feel the sexual excesses. Becoz when that happens the body immunity decreases which i can feel very well and the sneezing begins quickly.But most times still this biochemics stop them post act which i take. An eg of misuse of medicines for misdeeds. Thus though these medicines have drastically reduced the frequency, yet they are not able to maintain the continuous harmony which is very but natural that at one end i am doing the negative and expecting the medicines to do that for me at a continuous pace with no effort on my side. But unfortunately knowing that same i am going wayward still. The Biochemic and bfrs have really done a wonderful job, for which previously i was on allopathic treatment. They are able to cut the cold at root sometimes or say in a day itself and prevent it from maturing into a big violent one.
Next i get sneezing when say my nose itches and i repeatedly blow it to get over the nasal membrane gets raw and leads to a big sneezing. The catching of cold is there from many years. But 2 yrs on i have not taken a single dose of allopathy. The previous weekly frequency has been reduced to monthly or say more also. But yeah becoz of this sexual excess upon falling immunity the body has to show its counter effect it gets shown in sneezing. Else i am sure i would have got a 90-100% stop to this.The only way to sum up is i am not spending a penny on allopathy. And even on this biochemic, bfrs it would have stopped should i become proper in my mental sphere and get in the right sphere of mind and discipline. The same is not happening as u can read in the previous posts.
Next Any food craving/aversions?...nothing in particular noticed.
Liking for salt, sugar, fats? Sugar yes. Salty and spicy also. But not a craving for them, but like to eat them. It is not that without them no single day goes. At decent intervals only i take them or say as when an opportunity comes say monthly or bimonthly or even more.
Anything else you may have not said. ????? As such more or less very truly i have put up here.... Then as and when things come up i will put up.But one thing is there in nature i devote passionately to things and see today my rage is also showing the same nature. I take things personally also, doesnt like offended. Today i read staphysgyria again and i found this statement again.'very sensitive to what others say about him/her'....Perhaps is this what is the reason of my shyness, my intense anger, my intense passion in things, quickly offended.Doesnt like people who talk rashly or try to show me low. But i accept my mistakes when i am wrong. I never have a incident where i refuse to say i am wrong. But unjust remarks i dont like.Even my mom is having that nature. She doesnt like unjust remarks.I even easily bend before juniors also and my philosophy is always,learn from whom you can irrespective or age,etc,etc. . Events like spending a whole day at a stretch to get a solution, when others would leave it there and doing it gradually over a period of time. Impatience to get results quickly.....but showing artifical patience on the outside and inside say the clock is ticking impatiently....Though it is not extreme of all the features but say a fair percentage.Somehow this sexual excesses once stopped will pave way for betterment . That is happening today becoz of no inclination for life , hopelessness, and 'what to live for types'.....hence even sound advice is understood and also agreed upon but not implemented and wayward ways.
I am flop on my mental sphere utterly hopeless and faithless and stubborn on that base..Wont bow until i get a realm of faith and meaning to live, that type of mentality is what is running currently. Else i am a good boy i know. My problem currently is also a temp phase,still not the blown out case and i can be bot back to normalcy i feel but i cant do on my own.If u want more clarifications do pls let know
Regards

hi,
just wanted to add this also.
One more remedy which i had taken was phosphorus 200 1 dose at a weeek interval. Besides two other symptoms which is to be mentioned is
- i dont have the guts to move in life on own
-from childhood i had this fear of what would happen after my parents go away. At 30 still those thoughts come occassionally.
-unlike other peers, i dont have any idea of what i should do in life. no goals,no ambitions, just like a floating star. At the same time not confident also.Thus if someone comes and say 'oh at 30 you should be here,do that ,etc,etc...sometimes i get down to gloom with such talks and feel fear, worried. Then i become angry with the people at home.Now a days since i am knowing that is a foolish , i hold myself in check. But this worrisome thoughts come by themselves to haunt me again and again.
Since i am goalless and now a days in a 'passionless' state or say 'subdued state'...Currently unable to rise myself at all for any trying...Just lingering down in life now and always attacked by feary things to happen by near and dears...With everybody clueless at the end of the day...for all there is just one answer,'catch a job and all will be fine'.....Whereas i am wondering is a job so powerful enough to alleviate all this.....i have also been there into it before....So this is what is the state of mind.I have developed the feeling of incapacitated(ness)
regards

what stops you from getting a job.

- are not not confident about yourself.[ yes ]

- are you lazy.[no,i tried last 2 weeks back also albiet in a hopeless frame]

- are you not getting a job of your choice / expectations.[yes]

- do you not feel the need to join a job because ur parents are wealthy to feed you life long.[no, i have never taken advantage of anyone even if i have got a chance.They have also taught me to be self dependent and hence i did my pg courses also as a insurance for the future. ]

ok fine i will take it today as mentioned above and will post the feedback after a week
regards

Took medorr 1m as advised.
this week was a mixed one.
first 2-3 days did not sleep, but next 3 days sound sleep and then again
no sleep till late night.
The week also was better since i went out on 2-3 days and thus
had a change of mood.
Had once sexual excess. But no tiredness during this week.Went for job
search as a obligation. Symptoms observed is job thoughts come
and fear me. Not even looking newspaper for ads and fearing to apply.
Also sick health is one reason for the same. But major reason as told
in previous reply is sheer fear. Then next symptom observed was
getting quickly furious upon hearing dear ones at home continuing
negative works.This is the plug for all else. Once that furiousness starts
which i am carrying inside, then the balance all just happens like a pinball falling
Once i get furious, i then ask what i can do, then answer is no,then lament
upon my condition and inability or no power in hand to change things.
I am carrying the past resentment of the injustice people do at home and
also some who are still continuing the same. And that has made me furious to
other events also. When i go out as in this week, and a change of
environment happens, there is little calm happening. I am also unable
to forgive. Thoughts keep on occuring at times. When my body is weak
due to any reasons,at that times those thoughts easily take a upper hand.
Thus these 2 are the major happenings of every week. : intense fear/low confidence, intense anger but not shown upward.
The balance like faithlessness,hopelessness,no goals and objectives is running in the background in a passive manner, though they are also strongly rooted, albiet not showing
every week in a intense manner as these two qualites mentioned above.
Is this what is causing my sleeplessness, sexual excesses,etc? Sometimes i think that the anger suppressed which i am not showing
outside by heavy barking is shown on me in terms of 'ignoring myself' a sort of 'punishing myself'....This is i am guessing.
I think I am seeking a 'discharge
avenue' for my energies always,which i feel is not have been given a pipeline to come out all these years.
Is this is what shown in these things wrongly.?At the end of the day, today it is me who has been and is getting affected and it is continuing in a rapid pace everyday.
regards

hi,
no reply so far....Meantime i am having heavy sneezing and cold from 3-4 days onwards not yet stopping....Doesnt stop at all...Feels cold all times...Also has sweating from head along with cold n sneezing. This has been always the nature of my cold.

hi,
this cold i dont suffer occassionally. This is there throughout the year. IN winter it is more. It begins thus that with any itching in my nostrils if i blow my nose 2-3 times then it culminates into the nostril area becoming sore and then repeated sneezing and then it takes its course into violent sneezing. But in winter my head area below the ears is quick to catch cold and then the root of nose always seems full, itching and ready to explode. I try to control by not sneezing or diverting mood. But it fails as the itching in nostrils/soreness somehow or other forces me to blow and then the balance happens automatically. It also itches at the roof of the mouth. This has been there for more than 10-15yrs.from childhood.
During sneezing i feel hot as well as chill. On one hand i am sweating and then if i come under fan i feel cold. Since my sneezing is disturbing to others, i isolate myself in a seperate room with the fans switched off. Then there is breathing through mouth in case nose gets stuffed up.Balance times it recovers in 3-4 days. In winter it never goes at all..Say recovered the first attack then after 2-3 days another......Never a feeling of complete recovered type in winter...

hi
now when to start with the treatment...

Patient ID: Sex: M Age: 30[written in previous post at29] Nature of work: Jobless,but other work is mainly mental [reading,sitting on computers etc]. No physical work as such Habits: wide interest in many things, but nothing strong anywhere


Please answer the following questions in a descriptive manner after careful analysis and recollection of previous experiences and happenings.

1. Describe your main suffering? hopelessness, intense fear, nervousness,fear of future say. Unable to put the same explicity, sort of 'has some problem , but genuinely unable to put it clearly'
2. What other physical sufferings do you have in your body? Catching cold always, frequently. Intense sneezing , quick to catch cold, unable to bear winter.

3. What mental sufferings / feelings do you have associated with your physical sufferings? nothing. Keeps on suffering but till date never has thought anything like say' oh me alone, why should i have this suffering etc,etc, never thought. Just watching and seeing if there is a cure possible.'

4. What exactly do you feel when you are at your worst? Describe the sensation in your own words. ' Oh left alone.No one is there. Not even god. He alone can save me but he is also not intending, else he could have taken action. I think i am his enemy. He will make me loose face and keen to destroy me. My fate is only to get beatings this life'

5. When did it all start? Can you connect it to any past event or disease? Right from childhood 7-8 yrs , getting beatings, and scoldings, i thought life is hard and painful. Then people introduced god to me. Pray to him,etc. Nothing happened. I thought all i useless, people are themselves fools looking in the sky and getting nothing. This life is not worth living, better to die than suffer. May sound like a created sentence, but believe me this was there in me at that age and over the years the same developed more strongly. Then in mid 20's read the spiritual books who talked xyz of god,etc so i suddenly got impressed and decided to follow their way like chanting,etc. REsult nothing, more and more hardships in life. Again came back to square one , it is a useless life and the same feeling only got more and more strong. Yes there was some event in life at age 20 where i again resorted to god after a few yrs of deliberate atheism, but there also god did not give me any chance to get converted and i felt as left alone and today i feel there is no one for me.

6. Which time of the day you are worst? This i cant say. But i have observed that if things are gloomy, say early morning in rainy season, if it is dark at 10pm etc i also look dull. But when sun comes i feel bright.

7. What are the things which aggravate your suffering and which are those which ameliorate the same? Example- time, temperature, pressure, rubbing, washing, eating, tight clothing etc. Well none of this above. For eg if there is a leg pain then pressure rubbing ameliorates....But i am now talking in terms of my mental problems. There if some negative is talked about me, especially doubting my credentials or unjustly saying anything about, i get really very angry almost furious and then will keep prowling like a tiger until i get a way to get back at them. When someone speaks positive or gives me hope i melt like a candle. Provided his words should touch my heart. Anything which touches my inside voice i have seen i execute it on spot, like eg buy something which i like even though pricy , or someone at this stage gives me a hope i am damn sure half of my problem will fell like a curtain. and will give me impetus to live and and keep walking. For eg i read positive mgt books, but they did not touch my heart and so out in my shelf.
Now on physical problem front, if my nose gets blocked and i used to drink ice water to open the same and promote breathing. But end result was nostrils open but soon thereafter more cold and more sneezing.


8. Do your think your sufferings have relation to any external stimuli (like, change of place) or any internal biological changes in the body, like, menses (in females)? When i am in a bright place, with less population or say on picnics etc i am in full spirits as if i have no tensions,etc.But when i come back to my place again i am back in the drain. Yeah the current place where i am living may have a influence too. Looking to change this place also.But place as such can be said to influencing irritation in form of disturbances, shyness and nervousness [due to huge population], no bright light,etc,etc. Thus it is also important to this sufferings but not the only one and also majorly effecting also is not.

9. When do you feel better, during hot weather or cold weather, humid or dry weather? Bad during hot weathers, In summers or hot day no sleep at night. In cold weathers easy sleep. This not sleeping in hot climate is from last 7-8 yrs i think so or still less. Previously it was not so. I used to sleep on spot going to bed. even if hot climate.

10. Describe your general mental set up? Are you Moody, Arrogant, Mild, Agreeable Changeable, Nervous, Suspicious, Easily offended, Quiet, Arguing, Irritating, Lazy etc. ...............Moody[highly],Mild,agreeable, changeable[many times], nervous[highly],easily offended[highly],quiet[highly]
- How do you feel before or during a thunderstorm? May get fear by the noise, not that typical fear say just impacted by anything heavy noise, not just thunderstorm. But in general i would say not much of an impact.

- Do you like being consoled during your tough times? Yes
- Are you sensitive to external stimuli like smell, noise, light etc? Yes noise, smell i can easily catch much before others. Often others say where it is and after some time only they agree to my claim, ' yeah its there, u r right'..If there is light in my room i may not sleep. But when i am damn tired,etc or under cold medications, then i sleep even under light due the medicine/tiredness effect

- Do you have any typical habit or gesture like nail biting, causeless
Weeping, talking to one self etc? Talking to oneself in the sense not as a habit, but to boost myself up. That too is not frequent. Very infrequently. But nowadays due to heavy tension i sometimes go in arguments in mind.

- How do you feel about your friends, family, your children and especially your husband / wife? Not married. Family is good,they are the only one for me. Friends also limited but good guys. But yeah no reliability on outsiders has been my view always.Hence always worry about your security outsiders are not dependable.

11. What are your fears and do you dream of any situation repeatedly? Fears currently is on job sector how i am going to get one. How i will get one without telling some lie as friends say. What if i get caught. Just somehow someone takes me without any questioning and then i will prove my mettle and be in demand as i was in previous jobs. Arguments in mind of trying to convince job guys that i am not inferior and a very skilled quality guy and a allround good performer.


12. What do you crave for in food items and what are your aversions? sweets i like so as spicy. Mostly like everything , no aversions.

13. How is your thirst: Less, Normal or Excessive? Normal

14. How is your hunger: Less, Normal or Excessive? Normal.

15. Is there any kind of food which your body can’t stand? cant say. No i think so. Yeah eating cold items i fear if next moment dont get a cold and have a miserable time thereafter.

16. Is your sweat normal or less or more? Where does it sweat more: Head, Trunk or Limbs? Sweat is more i think so. Whole shirt gets wet with a exposure to heat. Sweat is more from head to Body half, not beyond that.

17. How is your bowel movement and stool type? normal

18. How well do you sleep? Do you have a particular posture of sleeping? Sleep is disturbed, has dreams of arguments. When woke from sleep, no freshness, brain seems ulcerated, just left last nights argument and still raw feeling. Sleep is damn bad. From April May i am not sleeping literally . REading till 2pm disturbed from 7.30 and get up at 10.30.... In may month went to native place for 15days.....No such problem there., pleasant climate there and baby sleep. Back here came again and the same routine. I have slept till date just 5-6 times till october. That too due to say heavy physical work or body tiredness due to sneezing or cold medicnes effect. In afternoon sometiems after meals if i am on bed then go to sleep for 5-6 hrs say 2 -7 ......In compensation no sleep at night then if slept in afternoon.

19. Do you think you are able to satisfy your sexual desires in general? Well no particular answer to this. But i am having masturbations for 2 yrs .Thus no big sexual desires as to irritate me. I think this is also a perversion and not something of a despo type. Once i get into work i think i will not loose control like now , when i am feeling apathy and do any nonsense like this type.

20. Do you have any strange, peculiar or unusual symptom or feelings? How are you different from others? I think many times my inner voice is right and at the same time i am not listening to it most times as it is not strong to convice and also risky to move so.

21. What medications have been taken earlier by you to treat the diseases and do you have any particular symptom surfacing after the medication? Taken allopathy and homeopathy and ayurvedic for nasal sneezing. In childhood there was a heavy headache for which allopathy and homeo was taken, but no respite and it went naturally. That sneezing cold of childhood is still running. Allopaths have also asked to resort to alternatives .

22. What major diseases are running in your family? None, except by age the seniors have got diabetes,etc Else no hereditary diseases,etc,etc

23. Describe, how do you look like? Describe your overall appearance. Well built, smart and nice looking. Looks like a intelligent guy. People notice me quickly.Sometimes even boys stare at me when i go out. But the inner low confidence is shown in walking,. I walk stoopedly and not like a stud and the reason is one is say physical builtup may be so and secondly the 24hrs bodyclock of nervous and low confidence running in me may also be propelling me to walk head down or stooping. This idea just struck me recently some months back after i read bach remedies books, as can mind influence a persons posture.
(For Females)
24. If your menstrual cycles are not normal, please describe the irregularities, like pains, moods, flow type, clots etc. ...N/A

25. What major diseases have you had in your life and when. Please write them in a chronological manner. Nothing to call as major Except at 8-10yrs on i had headache and maybe the above cold which i am talking and also severe leg pain . Of that the headache and legpain passed off automatically by 15yrs. The cold continued and become more and more complex. like violent sneezing, sneezing upon a slight nasal itching resulting to violent cold,etc


Anything other than this u need to know , pls write.
Thanks for your reply and best regards.