Depression, anxiety & anger _{Page 2 of 6}

Ok, so I waited a week and nothing. I believe the energy surge I had was my premenstrual surge. So should I go ahead with this other remedy?

I don't see magnetia maratica on the online Remedy Finder. Could it be called something else?

ok = thank u

I took the Lycopodium today - 3 doses, 30 mins apart - I will post results at the end of the week.

I took lycopodium 3 doses as suggested on 9-29. These are my results - the next day my face broke out & even today I awoke with new pimples! I feel the sadness has lifted - feel happy & actually like my daughter now - which has helped how she acts somewhat. I woke up with headache on Saturday & Sunday. Saturday (10-4) became very very angry with my husband & children - and I was so angry I went and smoked!! Feel a bit more anxious - fragmented & a bit more jumpy. Feel like I have a lump in my throat & I get very very tired at 3:00 in the afternoon & very very constipated.

I do feel happier. I feel really fragmented - like I cannot remember things I just did, forgetting things, etc. My face seems to have cleared now. I do notice that I am easily frightened now and wasn't b4 - like noises will scare me. I have enjoyed a profound sense of gratefulness for my family & desire to be together. However I have noticed more arguments with my husband & an increase of dislike for him. My energy level has been good & constipation now resolved. Still feel like a lump in my throat. And I am still having issues with my anger outbursts as well. This weekend became very angry with my husband & went & smoked again. Trying hard to keep it together. I notice I get very angry whenever I sense that somebody thinks they are better than me - whether they have more money, are more educated etc. I have to work with medical doctors & of course they are better than everyone!

I do sigh, but I wouldn't say I do that alot. I do not like to be consoled. Whether I am mad or sad I just want to be left alone. I like to travel but we are lucky if we can go somewhere once a year. I do like fruits, grapes, raspberries, oranges, apples - but I don't crave them. The lump in my throat feels like a rock is in the lower 1/3 of my throat. I am swallowing just fine but I tend to notice this more when I haven't had anything to eat or drink for awhile and in the morning.

ok - another remedy I will order so it may take a week or so b4 I post results. Thank you for your assistance.

Yes, I am in US = I will look for ignatia then. You know, as a person who doesn't know that much about homeopathy, I feel like I almost need to be a practioner just to figure out my symptoms - what matters, what details are important to pay attention to. And as much as people say it is harmless, I do not agree - there was a time when I was taking a certain remedy that I swear I was turning into an alcoholic. So I do very much appreciate your willingness to help me. Thank you for your time.

Sameer, I have not taken the ignatia yet as I have been feeling pretty good. As I have mentioned B4 the sadness has lifted & that is such a wonderful feeling I don't want negate that. I have noticed an increase in my hair loss & have noted some lower back pain & tension. If I take the ignatia will my happiness go away?

I too have had some situations that have caused me to feel rageful - last Wed 10-15 was the last really big one- but have been feeling good since. I do notice the increase in hair loss, my face is still breaking out somewhat, I feel cold alot more now, still have absolutely no desire for sex, and as I mentioned earlier I have noticed a dull ache in my lower back - last night I felt alot of tension or anxiety - if that makes sense - in my lower back. It was around 7:30 pm & I was relaxing, watching tv. Back felt very sore & tense & I felt restless. I do know from past experience, that when I do take a remedy, sometimes it takes awhile b4 it settles in. Thank you for your help.

And another thing is my inability to concentrate & I have difficulty remembering things I just did - not a good thing to have in my profession.

Since last Wednesday, I have not had any fits of rage - I still do become angry with certain injustices. It has always been my reaction to the situation that seems out of proportion to the event. So yes it has been subdued since last Wednesday. I still have the lump sensation, but not noticing it quite as much. And I forgot to mention that I hate everyone including myself! It may just be my premenstrual beauty coming thru! That has been mostly the past few days - disliking family members - people at work irritating me, etc.

OK - so guess what? I jinxed myself. Ever since my last post I have felt the sadness creep back in - feel very lonely (when I usually like to be alone) my elbows have started to hurt again after they had both gotten better & ahh yes the anger - its still there.