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Symptoms:
tongue: better, symptoms have changed from pain (white bulbs on tongue) towards the point of the tongue (about 1 cm²) being red, raw, no pain but feeling less and taste less, feeling 'rude', in the morning feeling 90% better, during day it gets a bit worse, towards evening 80% better
mouth, palate, still feeling that the surface is not 'equal' yet, still feeling bit wounded, but better, in the morning about 90%, in the evening about 80%.
first eczema, bubbles, thick skin, knees, better, not thick any more, bulbs are almost disssapeared and skin is dry and flaky, better about 90%, bit itchy still but negligible
this one was more on the right leg
second eczema, looking like burning wounds, red skin with here and there a white spot, allover my legs, most present on the left leg. appeared after arsenicum 200K, better, not as red as in the beginning, but still present. still itchy, most itchy at night when the morning is coming. Skin bit painfull when pushing on it, think because of retaining water. Most water retaining in ankles and feet, left still thick a bit in the morning but better than in the evening. Right, more or less normal in the morning, bit of water in the ankle in the evening. Comparing to when it started, better about 70%.
Most ennoying symptom, started allready before arsenicum and not getting better, I can not find sleep in the evening, when I fall a sleep I wake up very soon and the whole process of finding sleep starts again. A voice in my mind is trying to say that it is ok I can not sleep, trying to rest is fine too, but still it goes through my mind that I need to rest to get better... the thing that is keeping me awake is that I do think I am getting close to a burnout, and that this is causing all those physical issues. And to get this better I need to rest, but I can' t find sleep, and the circle is round... I tried now some music in the bedroom, but it did not solve the problem, want to take something, maybe natural to sleep,but not doing it because I suppose this is not helping me??? I believe the lack of sleep is my biggest problem by now. Trying to introduce some relaxing moments during day. Same I think, but feeling as if it is 'worse' because it's for too long now since I have had a good night rest.
Fears: new fears that came up, fear of burn out, fear of being incompetent to act if this continues, fear of what is coming next, fear of the fact I might need to see a psycholog... fear that what is happening to me might cause (not allowed to use the word it seems), but an overgrowth of cells causing deadly dissease- on a longer term... I think the fears might have become also worse because of the fact it is not all over yet and again it is too long.
Breathing, need to concentrate on it to do it properly sometimes, maybe a bit worse because of more worrying about when this will stop.
Energy level, a bit better, more envy to play with the kids. Started to run (which I loved about 10 years ago),and above my expectations it is going well. But it seems that everytime after running my eczema gets temporary a bit worse and I am not willing to stop this because I have the feeling this will help me on a long term to feel better emotionally and physically.
Better about 50%
Food, started to eat healthier, avoiding especially suger, doing well, believe that this will help me also on all aspects. Do not know exactly what I still should eat because reading on the internet says that some healthy food according to me contains lots of histamins which I should avoid, but does not feel right to me to avoid them so untill now I did not (eg tomatoes)
Communicating towards the world that I am almost over the top and that I need space and rest, got more open on it to cry for help, better this means, but still when people are putting pressure on me to get things done, I quickly feel like 'stop' , I say so, but I do feel overwelded and frustrated at that time.
Blocking thoughts, when people tell me I should be aware being close to burn out, my thoughts block, I do not want to consider this is happening to me. I do not know if it is or if it is not but when I want to start to consider if yes or now, my system blocks, I am not able to think about it if I am or am not strong enough to survive this myself.
Today I start working again after holidays, in someway I think I will feel better because work is more structure than nursering my little kids and mom, but not 100% sure so it makes me uncertain what the near future will bring. Happy that the fact I start to work again is not creating a feeling of non comfort, I feel like starting to work again, but also afraid that it might be a running away from reality into work and in that case it is not a solution. And also scared that the lack of sleep will make it hard to work.
But it is not the first time in my life that lack of sleep almost got me down. In those times I started reikhi and it changed a lot, I did now too and I believe this will make a difference.
Adding to the sleep problem, in the morning, by the time I should get up, I am able to sleep and I sleep hours before noon if I have the possibility. This was possible when holidays because my husband was watching the kids, now this will change clearly.
Love afair, trying to put that aside, knowing that if I go in this , it will create complete chaos in my live so trying to block my feelings but also feeling disturbed hurting a very good friend and in some how also giving positive signals sometimes what I should not do, not good for me neither for my friend, but when he is down because of me not reacting, it is stronger than myself and I start to give some affection which I do feel , but which my mind said is so stupid and dangerous, maybe I should see a psycholog on this one, but blocking on the idea I should have to talk about this to someone, not willing to loose my best friend. yesterday decided with my friend to start with a total distance , as we also did about 5 years ago, on love aspect, still seeing eachother on a friendly base and business, but not letting through any feeling untill october and than evaluate, but deep in my heart I think this issue is not over but hoping it is giving me some space.
Situation now same as before.
Issue with the lady refusing to communicate , better. Saw her yesterday and I did not freeze or searched for a spot to hide. Able to see that I can not solve this as She is the one not willing to solve it and to let it loose. A bit the feeling that the environment is a bit less in revolution on this point, but also knowing that the 'peace' in the group is still not present. Still no envy to have ambition to go for the group again for 100% but better about 30%
Worst issue in my mind: sleeping problem, physical symptoms, burn out
Bit confident that sports, food change and reikhi will help me but still not enough results to believe in it as I should.
Sleeping would be my biggest need to be honoust, the nights are long even trying not to get frustrated on it and to tell me that resting even if awake will keep me going.
tongue: better, symptoms have changed from pain (white bulbs on tongue) towards the point of the tongue (about 1 cm²) being red, raw, no pain but feeling less and taste less, feeling 'rude', in the morning feeling 90% better, during day it gets a bit worse, towards evening 80% better
mouth, palate, still feeling that the surface is not 'equal' yet, still feeling bit wounded, but better, in the morning about 90%, in the evening about 80%.
first eczema, bubbles, thick skin, knees, better, not thick any more, bulbs are almost disssapeared and skin is dry and flaky, better about 90%, bit itchy still but negligible
this one was more on the right leg
second eczema, looking like burning wounds, red skin with here and there a white spot, allover my legs, most present on the left leg. appeared after arsenicum 200K, better, not as red as in the beginning, but still present. still itchy, most itchy at night when the morning is coming. Skin bit painfull when pushing on it, think because of retaining water. Most water retaining in ankles and feet, left still thick a bit in the morning but better than in the evening. Right, more or less normal in the morning, bit of water in the ankle in the evening. Comparing to when it started, better about 70%.
Most ennoying symptom, started allready before arsenicum and not getting better, I can not find sleep in the evening, when I fall a sleep I wake up very soon and the whole process of finding sleep starts again. A voice in my mind is trying to say that it is ok I can not sleep, trying to rest is fine too, but still it goes through my mind that I need to rest to get better... the thing that is keeping me awake is that I do think I am getting close to a burnout, and that this is causing all those physical issues. And to get this better I need to rest, but I can' t find sleep, and the circle is round... I tried now some music in the bedroom, but it did not solve the problem, want to take something, maybe natural to sleep,but not doing it because I suppose this is not helping me??? I believe the lack of sleep is my biggest problem by now. Trying to introduce some relaxing moments during day. Same I think, but feeling as if it is 'worse' because it's for too long now since I have had a good night rest.
Fears: new fears that came up, fear of burn out, fear of being incompetent to act if this continues, fear of what is coming next, fear of the fact I might need to see a psycholog... fear that what is happening to me might cause (not allowed to use the word it seems), but an overgrowth of cells causing deadly dissease- on a longer term... I think the fears might have become also worse because of the fact it is not all over yet and again it is too long.
Breathing, need to concentrate on it to do it properly sometimes, maybe a bit worse because of more worrying about when this will stop.
Energy level, a bit better, more envy to play with the kids. Started to run (which I loved about 10 years ago),and above my expectations it is going well. But it seems that everytime after running my eczema gets temporary a bit worse and I am not willing to stop this because I have the feeling this will help me on a long term to feel better emotionally and physically.
Better about 50%
Food, started to eat healthier, avoiding especially suger, doing well, believe that this will help me also on all aspects. Do not know exactly what I still should eat because reading on the internet says that some healthy food according to me contains lots of histamins which I should avoid, but does not feel right to me to avoid them so untill now I did not (eg tomatoes)
Communicating towards the world that I am almost over the top and that I need space and rest, got more open on it to cry for help, better this means, but still when people are putting pressure on me to get things done, I quickly feel like 'stop' , I say so, but I do feel overwelded and frustrated at that time.
Blocking thoughts, when people tell me I should be aware being close to burn out, my thoughts block, I do not want to consider this is happening to me. I do not know if it is or if it is not but when I want to start to consider if yes or now, my system blocks, I am not able to think about it if I am or am not strong enough to survive this myself.
Today I start working again after holidays, in someway I think I will feel better because work is more structure than nursering my little kids and mom, but not 100% sure so it makes me uncertain what the near future will bring. Happy that the fact I start to work again is not creating a feeling of non comfort, I feel like starting to work again, but also afraid that it might be a running away from reality into work and in that case it is not a solution. And also scared that the lack of sleep will make it hard to work.
But it is not the first time in my life that lack of sleep almost got me down. In those times I started reikhi and it changed a lot, I did now too and I believe this will make a difference.
Adding to the sleep problem, in the morning, by the time I should get up, I am able to sleep and I sleep hours before noon if I have the possibility. This was possible when holidays because my husband was watching the kids, now this will change clearly.
Love afair, trying to put that aside, knowing that if I go in this , it will create complete chaos in my live so trying to block my feelings but also feeling disturbed hurting a very good friend and in some how also giving positive signals sometimes what I should not do, not good for me neither for my friend, but when he is down because of me not reacting, it is stronger than myself and I start to give some affection which I do feel , but which my mind said is so stupid and dangerous, maybe I should see a psycholog on this one, but blocking on the idea I should have to talk about this to someone, not willing to loose my best friend. yesterday decided with my friend to start with a total distance , as we also did about 5 years ago, on love aspect, still seeing eachother on a friendly base and business, but not letting through any feeling untill october and than evaluate, but deep in my heart I think this issue is not over but hoping it is giving me some space.
Situation now same as before.
Issue with the lady refusing to communicate , better. Saw her yesterday and I did not freeze or searched for a spot to hide. Able to see that I can not solve this as She is the one not willing to solve it and to let it loose. A bit the feeling that the environment is a bit less in revolution on this point, but also knowing that the 'peace' in the group is still not present. Still no envy to have ambition to go for the group again for 100% but better about 30%
Worst issue in my mind: sleeping problem, physical symptoms, burn out
Bit confident that sports, food change and reikhi will help me but still not enough results to believe in it as I should.
Sleeping would be my biggest need to be honoust, the nights are long even trying not to get frustrated on it and to tell me that resting even if awake will keep me going.
tantchristel 9 years ago
I have been so free to send you a few pictures of the situation
I also found this article and it is very likely that this is a cause of my problem.... I often have had this problem with my palate when eating bread in the morning but after a while it always dissapeared, eg when drinking.... Before my tongue was never attacked eventough...
[message edited by tantchristel on Mon, 04 Aug 2014 15:43:08 BST]
I also found this article and it is very likely that this is a cause of my problem.... I often have had this problem with my palate when eating bread in the morning but after a while it always dissapeared, eg when drinking.... Before my tongue was never attacked eventough...
[message edited by tantchristel on Mon, 04 Aug 2014 15:43:08 BST]
tantchristel 9 years ago
♡ Evocationer 9 years ago
So the assessment looks like this:
Tongue - better 80%
Palate - better 80-90%
Original Eczema outbreak - better 90%
New eczema outbreak - worse 30% (worse because it is new)
Insomnia - same or slightly worse
Fears - worse (also because new fears appeared)
Breathing - worse
Energy level - better 50%
Communication - unclear as to improvement
Blocking thoughts - same
Love affair - same
Issue with other lady - better 30%
Alright it seems to me that the local physical symptoms are better but the mentals are worse. This is the wrong direction for cure to be taking, and I believe the Arsenicum has suppressed the surface symptoms. This needs to be reversed asap.
Cure should really take place the other way around - feeling mentally and emotionally better while the physical symptoms worsen (at first anyway).
Based on this, I would suggest immediately taking a dose of Nat-mur in the way I instructed previously.
Tongue - better 80%
Palate - better 80-90%
Original Eczema outbreak - better 90%
New eczema outbreak - worse 30% (worse because it is new)
Insomnia - same or slightly worse
Fears - worse (also because new fears appeared)
Breathing - worse
Energy level - better 50%
Communication - unclear as to improvement
Blocking thoughts - same
Love affair - same
Issue with other lady - better 30%
Alright it seems to me that the local physical symptoms are better but the mentals are worse. This is the wrong direction for cure to be taking, and I believe the Arsenicum has suppressed the surface symptoms. This needs to be reversed asap.
Cure should really take place the other way around - feeling mentally and emotionally better while the physical symptoms worsen (at first anyway).
Based on this, I would suggest immediately taking a dose of Nat-mur in the way I instructed previously.
♡ Evocationer 9 years ago
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