Goitre,, Irritable Bowel, Memory Weakness and Anxiety _{Page 2 of 2}

Hi Doctor
In this situation in college, I am cross because the lecturer did not lecture, but he did offer feedback on our work prior to submission. He told me my poster was more than ok, which I took to mean was good at least. He gave me 68% but that was after I complained to the co ordinator. THe reason I did that was that he gavbe me 55% for my reflective statement. Four other lecturers before him gave me A's so I believe I am doing them in the correct style. His feedback was very good for them so I cannot equate 'very good' with 55%. As for the poster, he said my 'images vividly expressed my points and the images were very good etc etc. SO if it was so good, why did he keep me at a c? I suspect he was annoyed that I complained about his 55 % mark as he did not speak to me about it, despite the co- ordinator telling me would. The other students got on fine, and I always got A's till he came alone, so feel he is inexperienced as he was unable to answer our questions either. I feel there is no point in giving us feedback, if he does not properly let you know that is only worth 55%, if that is the case. I do feel a strong sense of justice in all situations, not just for myself but in general. I think I tried the remedy for that myself but do not remember any changes. Homeopaths have not prescribed it for me despite me telling them I do feel injustice.
IN this situation I asked that it was looked at by the co-ordinator, as I felt my work deserved a much higher grade, based on his comments on blackboard. I was unable to sleep for a night over it and I am still cross and worried about it. I do realize I will not always get A's or B's in college.
In other situations, I would get moody, cross, give out to my friends about he situation I was cross over and it would stay with me for a while. For example, if I am at work, and I work hard, and I have to put up with a co worker who sits on his bottom and does nothing, it drives me wild and I feel bitter towards them maybe.
I do not come across situations too often but I do get moody about struggling with life without money to do the things my friends can do and I can sometimes feel sorry for myself.
Thanks
Tara

Dear Doctor
Dec 15th - I woke early two mornings in a row about 5.30 and was unable to get back to sleep. I don't know why. My goitre is bigger today I notice. Nov blood tests are
TSH 0.38 - T4 13.5 - T3 - 3.8 and Anti Thyroid Peroxidase- 0.5

I also wanted to say that some other students are also very unhappy with the lecturer and his grades,so I am not alone in that.

Thanks
Tara
[message edited by Tara2 on Wed, 14 Dec 2016 08:56:18 UTC]
[message edited by Tara2 on Thu, 15 Dec 2016 23:05:20 UTC]

Hi Doctor
I did mention blood tests, but you are right, I did not give you any results yet. Tests over the last two years have twice shown I was borderline overactive, and my personality is that type.
Happier at moment
Confidence great too.
Bladder is a little better I think.
Eating a lot of potato chips and sweets though as I have a very sweet tooth.
Tara2

dear doctor,
i will try. here are the only results from the thyroid i have.


dates from 2012 to 2016
tsh t4 t3 anti- thy


0.63 19

0.5 15.4 4.7
5
0.37 16.7

0.57 16.8

0.38 17.9
1.03 14.4
0.47 18.5
0.3 18.2 0.5
0.38 13.5 3.8 0.5

i am still in good from and i will update after xmas.
happy christmas and new year doctor.

tara

Dear Doctor
I am sorry that I am unable to upload them as a word document and they think my numbers are tel numbers which are not allowed
My TSH is point three eight
Tfour - gthirteen and a half and varied from the highest at nineteen in four years ago
from four point seven four years ago to three point eight
Anti Peroxidase from five in two years ago to point five this year
B12 from one hundred and eighty six (bad for years and they didn't tell me) to over four hundred this year
Cholestrol five point one
Vitamin D - forty nine this year
Blood sugar- five point eight this year
I am still feeling in great form/mood but still wake once or twice in the night. Sleeping late recently but holidays so going to bed late too. I do have the odd urine leak. My memory has not been as bad at work in the last month I THINK but am not certain. I had a 30 second cramp/when it shakes (forgotten the name). That has happened about 4 times in the last year.I still have my goitre. I have not been passing as much wind in general (except Xmas Day) when I had gluten.
I discovered that there were only two people that were unhappy with the lecturer and I was one. But he messed up with her grades too and...
Thank you and wishing you a happy new year.

Tara 2

HI Doctor
Is your single dose (5 tablets as before)?

I took one last night.
I also wanted to say the word I forgot was 'spasm'. I got one briefly on my left calf about a week ago. I wake to go to the toilet about betweeen 5 and 6 nightly. I am starting to have dreams, but I still don't recall them. I am ha;f asleep and feel I am having one now and again. Awoke tired today again. Goitre a little bigger today too. I held my bladder yesterday from 10.30 to 4.30 which is unheard of for me. I had no choice but...
Thanks

Tara
[message edited by Tara2 on Thu, 05 Jan 2017 08:03:27 UTC]