Suffering from bad effects of excessive masturbation

Sir,

I have been masturbating from the age of 15 years. I am now 45 years old. I am bachelor and vegetarian. My height is 5 ft 7 inch and weight is 50 kg at present. My weight has been decreased by 10 kg in the last 4 months. I have no addiction of smoking and alcohol.

I have been investigated and diagnosed in the Apollo Hospitals, Chennai in the month of September 2017. Nothing is appeared bad from the reports of investigation. Doctor has prescribed me some medicines on digestive disorder (deficiency of enzymes). But I don't take such medicines, because I don't feel good with allopathic medicines.

I do try my best to stop masturbation, the one of the bad habits. But I am totally failed. After walking in the morning, I do little exercise and pranayama (Kapalbhati, anulom-bilom etc.). But no effort is succeeded over myself to eradicate such bad habit.

In the year early 2015, I had taken Origanum 30c for three days (4 pills four times daily) and thereafter 200c for 12 days (4 pills thrice daily). Origanum 200c was miracle for me. I could get rid of masturbation only for 15 days. Thereafter, I couldn't control myself and I started masturbation again. I further take Origanum 200c, but this homeo medicine did not act on me any more. In the year 2016, I took Bufu 1M for 10 days as per suggestion of doctor. But no fruitful action was noticed. I have not tried with any other homeo medicine on this issue till date.

I know that masturbation is nothing but a natural phenomenon. But masturbation has been habituated for me and I have been suffering from the effects of excessive masturbation. Symptoms are as follows :

1) Always I have sexual thoughts in my mind and this sexual thoughts drive me to masturbation (Generally sexual thoughts are in my mind in the morning at bed, in the evening and at night when I go to bed).

2) Excessive masturbation leads to POOR DIGESTION/ APPETITE in my case.

3) No hunger or little hunger. Always feel that stomach is full and heavy after eating and it lasts long (loathing of food).

4) Constipation as well as diarrhoea. Bowel's pressure is little and as such I am to strain to pass my bowels always, even in diarrhoea. Stool is at first semi-solid or like hochpoch and thereafter thicked with like barley and thereafter sometimes watery. Small pieces of vegetable (undigested food) are passing out with stool. Stool passes out in 2 times (in the morning) or 3 times (in the morning and after dinner) in a day. There is a frequent urge to pass stool but the stool is very insufficient and unsatisfactory. ALWAYS YELLOW MUCUS (sometimes white) IS PRESENT IN STOOL FOR 4 TO 5 YEARS. Colour of stool is yellow, sometimes greenish.

5) Pain in colon (left side) is felt before passing of stool; or when pain is felt in colon (left side), gas is removed through anus. Burning sensation is felt around the anus after diarrhoea. Always feel heaviness in colon. Colon is always swollen. Nothing is found in colonoscopy.

6) Both abdomen (especially lower abdomen) are filled with gas. Sound like sinking in water/ rumbling or rattling sound is felt always in whole abdomen.

7) After eating of any food, my skin of face has been dried (creamless).

8) WEAK MUSCULAR POWER.

9) Acute sleeplessness (I think this is for poor appetite and problem of stool).

10) Weakness, fatigue, anger (quick tempered).

11) Anxious, nervousness, palpitation and fear of accidents.

12) White thick layer on full toungue.

13) Loss of memory.

14) Pain in waist (left side). Little pain in left leg and spine (right soulder). Less sense in muscles above left knee.

15) I would feel hyperacidity, but after colonoscopy in Apollo Hospitals, Chennai I do not feel acidity now.

16) Eye-sight has been weak.

17) Palm and feets are remained cool.

18) Semen is thin.

19) Testicles have been little enlarged.

20) Loss of hair.

21) Skin disease like rash.

22) I took Nux vomica 30c and Antimonium crudum 30c & 200c for indigestion in the year 2015. But no improvement is noticed. I think masturbation is a great obstacle to improve appetite.

Now, I want remedy on the following issues in the first instance :

(i) To stop Masturbation;

(ii) Problem of passing of stool with mucus (as described at sl no.4 above).

I need your help. I am understanding now how masturbation has affected me. So I am alert now. Proper homeopathic medicine will cure me and I firmly believe this.

I am eagerly waiting for remedy.

- sub.