Unknown serious problem _{Page 6 of 11}

One thing I want to share related to my problem in head.

Yesterday, I had hair cut. Today, I massaged some mustered oil on head, half an hour before bathing. After bath, My respiration was feeling to me slight uneasy from nostrils but little helpful through mouth. After some time, my legs started to pain with some vertigo in head.

Why am I sharing this? This is not the first time . Few year ago from now, whenever I used to massage any kind of oil on scalp, I always felt the same situation with some feel of trembling hands and pain with heaviness in top head internally.

If I use to massage mustered oil on scalp it makes me feel little warmth and burning senstion in head with some vertigo.

If I use coconut or olive oil to massage on scalp, it feels to cold in head and muscles of hands, legs and spine with spasms, also with some vertigo.

That's why I had left the application of oil or massage to scalp from few years. Now ,If I use hair oil sometime , same thing happens. Although massage of mustered oil in other body part makes me feel soothing and relaxed but not suits on head.

Even if rainy cold water falls on my head in season of rain, it happens also that time with a sudden respiration problem.

Soon I am going to share you something else of my interest or dislikes. A comparison between life of early childhood and now. I am not taking my mid years life in this.
[Edited by vrihad on 2019-04-22 07:13:36]

*In the age duration of 25 to 30*

( I came in contact with a doctor giving treatment by accupuncture plus homeopathy therapy. I know an incident when he was pressing my points of body around ankle in legs. I was not feeling any pain in my ankles, not even a little. He asked me, " Do you think something habitually in your mind?".

I couldn't understand what was his intention and shared only a little information that there must be some great pain in ankles while he was pressing, according to him. But I didn't realized any pain. He told something was wrong but didn't disclose more.

Acupressure remained helpless for me. )
[Edited by vrihad on 2019-04-22 06:34:43]

I never felt any issue in eyesight before my jerk problem started. With the problem I was suffering, I went to eye specialists (because after the so called jerk in neck, there were some pain continuously in right eye also.) He examined me and advice to wear specs.

Nowadays, I have specs no. as follows:

Left eye: - 2.0
Right eye: -1.5

Even I consulted too many times to eye specialist , there is no such great change in numbers but I feel my vision blurred somewhat even while wearing specs. Wihout specs eyesight is unclear also for little far to farthest objects. Near vision is ok but with specs, near vision becomes improper and slight blurred. He suggest me for another specs of near vision also but my near vision is ok without specs. Although, if I read something for sometime, I observe problem in reading and much burden in eyes without specs.
Little confusing situation is here. A doctor told there is slight little cataract in left eye but the other doctor says it's not.

What had happened to doctors? Most of them are becoming money minded only. They are not thinking of solving problems of patients and focused on money only.

Very less doctors are working genuinely in the medical field.
[Edited by vrihad on 2019-04-22 06:52:39]

:My nature and interest:

* Mostly I don't get angry on little children. They are my best friend i this world, I thought. My child is also somewhat of my nature- Introvert, soft hearted, but became tensed and irritated when someone complains for him or doesn't listen to him. He is a good learner and curious but keep his task prior than others to be done by elders . I am very attatched to him and willing to give him every support for his goodness of life.

* I don't loose temper generally but when other's mistake is thrown upon me, my anxiety reaches at peak.

Similarly, if somebody, whether in family or office, doesn't work as he/she was told to be done in a particular way with repeating this 3 or more times, severe frustration happens to me and my anxiety increases. That time, I speak loud, nerves of brain got streched and feel pain in that. It sustain for hours.

Sometimes when I irritated more like that I regreat after that. This type of my situation is happening more with me after death of my father.

In my office department, my task is expected with no mistakes (Hypothetical aporoach. Whomsoever in this world , comitt mistakes but why show to others that he never did so?) I always feel little unknown fear due to that. Don't know why, even I don't afraid of that. So if somebody blames for just a little mistake , I immediately get hyper internally.

Actually I don't want to do job/service from heart even in a little bit dominating environment but most of this world is so and I don't have guts of business also.

Comparison: Before the age of 25 years

I was a cool, person with a short temper.

Devotee to God, thought was "God is to love".

I was fond of Salty food. Actually, good food have been one of my favorite choice.

Fond of listening to devotional songs relevant to birth , life and death, and in semi classical category, romantic songs and Ghazals.

I used to take interest to make others to laugh. Sometimes by saying jokes to them.

I was naturally inclined to Meditation and yogasans and pranayam.I was a good listener too. My memory was very good.

At present:

* I have a restless mind now . If God is like what I felt in life, I don't need him. No God is there.

Still I like salty food but now also want to eat some sweet.

Saying the jokes is hard now.

Still I am Inclined to Meditation, pranayam and yogasana and willing to do that but helpless.

Still, I am a good listener but now when people talk continue, it irritates me . More listening makes me panic.

Now, Confusions are there in memory, even I have much forgetfullness in my routine life.

* Generally maths was my favorite subject but After slight COD issues in 8th class of study, I used to commit some mistakes in maths and writing became average in school time with too many written portion crossed by pen while writing ( The notebook didn't look fair)

Now, more confusion and mistakes in maths calculations and calculating speed has become too slow

* I have been never interested to go for an outing for a change but liked very much to be in touch of nature. Now , I don't have interests in this also. Instead of outing I could like to take some sound sleep.

* There is no sound sleep from many years. Only I am living to fulfill my responsibilities after my father. I will do complete support to family members whatever I can do. It irritates me too much that they don't want to live a healty lifestyle and in some manged way.

* No interest in social life as people meet you with duplicate faces always. Although I have to deal with others in office life also, there I am positive and energetic.

When I was in the age of 1 to 20, usually I could bear summer and winter both and Even that time I used to sleep by covering me completely from head to legs in any season. I could take bath with cool water (not chilled) in winter easily. There was no need of hot water usually to bath in winter. My palms were warm in winter season.and.my friends often gripped my hands and used to told " your hands are too warm in winter".

But now , I cannot sleep covering my face completely as it make me uncomfortable to breathe. Also, now I cannot bear too much hot or cold, specially bearing cold is more difficult to me now. Also my palms warmth is not now as it was in childhood.
Now in winter I cannot take bath with cool water otherwise I feel my body muscles and nerves ceased.

Humid weather I can't bear. I can tolerate dry warm weather (but not dry and cold).

In my childhood, often i was caught by cold and cough during seasonal changes but this is not happening from many years now. Seems miracle to me.

In childhood, I used to listen music loud to some extent but now I cannot bear noise, not even little noise. Noise irritate me more now.

earlier I could sleep with putting lights on (although it was not mandatory) but now after marriage, i have been used to sleep at night by putting off the lamps but this habbit changed beacuse of my wife as she cannot sleep in light.

One more thing. I like sunshine very much from the beginning . Even I can tolerate sunlight of afternoon. But I don't like rainy season. If someday, there is sun behind clouds ,I feel despair and depressed and with no energy in me.

I like to stay in a room where slight sunlight can come into room.

There I could feel too much sweat in my palms and beneath my feets on earlier days but also I was physically active at tbat time. Now, such more sweating in palms and feets is not there and also no such physical activity as it ws in childhood.
A doctor gave me silicia 200 based on sweating symptoms in last year but it couldn't suit me and made my body dehydrated without any fluid discharge through body., strange it was.

I need a soothing warmth in my body muscles and nerves to provide strength and relaxation but it must not cross a limit otherwise more warmth in my head disturbs my sleep.

But I cannot bear cold in head now. In chidhood, I directly used to wash my head with cold water but nothing was harmful but now I cannit do that otherwise it will be more problamatic to me.

Actually, I would like little cool and calmness in mind and stomach but warmth in rest body part. More cold or more hot is not tolerable anywhere in body.

An importan point I would like to share.

2 years ealier , A doctor adviced me sonography and told that enlarged prostate was detected there but his medicines didn't suit me and I left. Just one year later, I again went for sonography and consult the same doctor. This time he told that all were ok.Prostate problem didn't find by him in second sonography. What was the matter I couldn't understood.

Actually, due to my problem shared to you, Many times I feel hurdle in free flow of urine, sometimes in form of drops, sometimes free to flow and sometimes feeling like something is trapped in urinary but no feel was permanent. The sonography was showing no issues there.

Also from many years, my muscles at left side of naval and in pelvic region make me feel hardened if I press there a little. Similar feel is there in left chest near nipple and also left chest seems slight bulged as compared to right chest.

Also, more small warts have been developed all around my neck and throat.
[Edited by vrihad on 2019-04-22 17:54:42]

OK
[Edited by vrihad on 2019-04-22 18:08:50]

I am sorry but I forgot to take this last sunday dose of thuja. Can I take it now?

I have taken also Calcarea phos, mag phos, BC24, KALI PHOS 200 drops, 3 times a day for a week in past year prescribed by a local Dr earlier. No improving effects were seen. While taking Calc phos salt I used to feel like it was making my left chest packed more with an unessiness in respiration. I am just sharing but do not know wheter it was due to medicine or beacause of some other problem.

Keeping informing you continue..

Sharing you some more as something is also there which is being recalled by my mind relevant to my case.

I had done a lots of types of yogasanas to cure my problem,in which we can lean forward or backward or with standing, sitting or lying postures,all except Shirsasana. I cannot do that and never tried. For that, I learnt it from on television, not in person from somebody.

Doing yogasans gave me increasing of problems and I tried them for some days, then later by giving a long month's break. Although, I had been very careful in doing that so that no other jerk could caoture me. Recently, I have left them completely.

* In Hindu rituals, there is a trend to wear a thread on chest called JANEU. It is told that when you go for toilet , you should keep that thread rounded on right ear, it gives strength to your genitals. Why am I saying this? Because, when I got that jerk in neck in age of around 18, that nerve( just behind right ear ) was affected severly . I think perhaps it may be a part of my along that track (discussed you earlier).

* Sex (whether thinking of OR to try) has been a curse for me, because Although it try very less in frequency now but while doing that , my respiration feels like the passage of throat and chest is block ing for a while somwhere. This uneasiness of respiration sustains on whole next day or further more. Its duration is not fixed. After few hours of siemen discharge, a feel of heaviness, tightening and choking is there "between ribs cavity and calf muscles". Even it feels like something has choked the above mentioned region giving a feel of a stone placed all time there on chest centre. I think I have done excess in things. Also, on the next day in morning, I feel little pain like something is cutting my flesh "along the track of chest -naval- pelvic" with a sharp knife. Also, on the day the stomach gets more upset.
* There is no problem in swallowing food but passage of repiration feels shrinked or choked. Even while brushing the teeth, vomitting like feeling occurs.
* usually there was no much problem of constipation in childhood, but by the time , due to too much allopathic medicines taken or for some other reason, Flatulance and constipation has become a problem nowadays. Although , if I am not taking any medicine usually only sometimes constipation is there but flatulnce exists always. Sometimes, flatulance passes whole the day or sometimes there is panic hurdles in passing it through anus or chest.
[Edited by vrihad on 2019-04-23 04:49:04]

One thing, I don't remind at which age it had happened but there was a time after starting of my problem when I couldn't write prolerly with hands. While writing, my hands grip remained improper on pen and hands used to drop here and there. Consequently, My writing had became worst like nobidy could read proper. It was like I had only.coloured the paper with making lines here and there.This situation sustained for about an year. A homoeopathy doctor treat the problem. Now , I can write proper but still if try to write fast, grip of pen is not perfect and can make writing worse. I can write proper but slow. If I try to do it fast, my arm feel tired soon and.a feel can develop like trembling hands.

Usually there is no pain in my body joints. Even no pain in joints when it is rainy season. But, when I go upstairs, there I feel a strech in left knee joint, otherwise not. Often a sudden strech is there in feet while walking and my legs get unbalanced tht time for a moment with little feel of sprain. Sometimes muscles of Jaw or muscles in back part of legs suddenly streches themselves severly and automatically giving a feel of great spasm. That moment becomes untolerable and muscles become normal very hardly.
[Edited by vrihad on 2019-04-23 05:19:18]

ok

I'll try my best.

When I turn my neck right and left alternatively, It seems that my neck can turn more in right side but less in left side as compared. Is that becuse of the same problem you shared?

Can there be a way of improvement if some yogasans could be learnt from a well known instructor with continuing the supporting homeopathy medicines?

Want to ask just for sake of knowledge.

Is it so that a congenital disease does not affect you in earlier age but it starts to make issues as you get older ?

Ok . Thank you.

From today I am feeling like the passage from naval to intestine and passage upto penis is bloked somewhere. I am making forcefull effort to release the gas from anus and in doing this few drops of urine are coming out. This is repeating itself more today. What can I do to get relief? Feeling little trembling in hands while doing some work.

Kindly guide for it.
[Edited by vrihad on 2019-04-23 08:12:03]

please tell what do you mean by One.dose of Anacardium?

Is it a single drop of it, one time in day?