High blood pressure, help Anuj _{Page 4 of 7}

Im skipping Kundalini yoga now. I focus on other sports

I have been using coffee cruda for four days now.

Im really tired during the day. Id just like to sleep. The eyes dont want to open at all. This can also be influenced by the fact that I wake up in the morning, after which I sleep restlessly. I often change positions.

I listen to music with headphones at night so that the sounds in my ears dont bother me so much.

At night, I wake up between three and four (sometimes five) to the fact that the ringing in my ears continues. In addition, there is a high-pitched ringing in the ears.

Today, the back of the skull has started to ache again. This symptom was already gone.
The itching of the anus has decreased.

Had a little heartburn today.

On the middle finger of the left hand, on the side of the palm, there is a dry spot that itches. Three blisters have appeared on it.

Nights are difficult when you cant sleep because of the ringing in your ears. When I get nervous about it, I get sweaty/hot.

A warm sauna/bath takes the sound out of your ears for a while. When the roar (the sound of the machine) is only in the right ear, it is smooth and does not disturb. When the sound is in the left ear, it is unbearable. In addition, it is sometimes accompanied by dizziness.

If the noise in the ear was gone, I think I would sleep well at night.
[Edited by Taryu on 2023-12-19 18:59:38]

I have auras in my eyes again. No headache. I have now been taking Verbascum 30c regularly. The ringing in the ears is gone.
The plows started suddenly. I didnt do anything special. Colorful saw edges. Letters disappear from the keyboard.

Now a headache started, for which I had to take painkillers.
The plows are gone.

Verbascum Thapsus has removed the itching around the anus. The sounds in the ears are also gone. Necks dont hurt. I have been satisfied with Verbascum Thapsus.

now the plows started again. This has never happened before. Feeling very scared.

In addition, mild tinnitus started in the ears (the rumble of the machine). Scare

I took belladonna 30C.

we were at a childs birthday party yesterday. He turned 14 years old. Her godmother had bought skin piercings as a gift. I worried a lot about this. Ive been worried ever since. In addition, the family drinks a lot of Pepsi max and Coca cola.
This 14-year-old girl has been in the hospital for drinking too much coffee and Pepsi Max.
Parents allow children to act like this.
We grandparents cant do anything about it. If we say anything nice about it, we get angry. The concern is huge.
My daughter has an autoimmune disease and she wants a skin tattoo.

The concern is huge. I dont know what caused these migraine attacks.
[Edited by Taryu on 2023-12-22 11:17:28]

Should I take Verbascum Thapsus or leave it off?

I took Aurum Met 200. Headache is gone.

Now the tinnitus (rumbling of the machine) unfortunately started. I had a guest in the village with a very strong character. I get nervous in her company. The tinnitus (machine noise) started while this stranger was talking. She talks a lot, a lot, a lot. Lots of talk, negative. She is never happy.

The tinnitus was gone after starting Verbascum Thapsus. The anus itching is also creeping back. Skull base a little sore and stiff. My neck hurts.
The coming night worries me because of the tinnitus.
This tinnitus is making me tired. When my ears are ringing all the time, I cant stand any adversity. There must be continuous sound in the room (TV, radio, etc.) for me to work. I miss the silence that I cant get because of the tinnitus.
[Edited by Taryu on 2023-12-22 22:40:47]

the left eye sees everything as two. Scare

Can I take something to calm the mind. Im almost hysterical. For example Avena Sativa, Aconite or something else. I dont dare to take anything without permission, so as not to spoil the effect of Aurum.

I have been mentally unwell. At night I cried in despair and even feared myself. My husband was confused about my condition at night. He said I felt unreal, extremely anxious and desperate. I cried all night. The morning became a complete feeling of worthlessness. I cried because of how bad a mother and wife I am. I completely condemned myself as a person. There was tremendous anxiety in my stomach.

Today we went out to eat and the whole time I felt like I was going to cry. The food didnt taste good. I only ate a small portion.
When we got in the car, I started to cry.

Now comes the anxiety attacks. Suddenly just starts crying. The coming night is scary. Feeling anxious.

Is that OK. Does this make it easier at some point?
This condition of mine scares me.
Im afraid that if Aurum is the right medicine for me, but it will make me feel like this.

You wrote that I would contact you only after taking three medicines. Do I dare to take another dose tomorrow.

I had my uterus removed seven years ago. Myoma tumor in the uterus. The ovaries remained in place. Sometimes sensations in the right ovary, but at the moment its ok.

Now I have a bad headache. Radiates from the nape to the entire head. Painkillers dont help. Also nausea.

Pain in the shin of the right leg, on the inside.

Mouth, tongue and lips dry. Feel that the upper lip is swollen.

Eyes dry. Opening your eyes at night hurts. The feeling that the moles are stuck in the eyes.

Sounds in the ears. Loud chirping of grasshoppers and rumbling of the machine.

Can I take something for a headache? It is in the neck and from there it is reflected in the whole head.

The headache is almost gone. Your neck still hurts. The mind has calmed down. No crying.
Tinnitus in the ears (the rumble of the machine) is gone. Its still beeping. However, not as loud as in the morning.
Last night, when my head hurt and my mind was sad, I had a really shocking dream.
The dream went like this:
My youngest son died and my second oldest son took him to be put in a coffin. When my youngest child was in a coffin, he was brought home here on his last journey. The boy was placed in a wooden brown oak coffin. He had been cut down the middle across the stomach to fit in a child-sized coffin. The child was placed so that the legs were underneath and the upper body was placed on top of them. The coffin was lifted to the kitchen floor and I crouched next to the coffin and cried. I apologized to the boy for being a bad mother. I blamed myself for all the illnesses that happened to the boy. Suddenly the boy sat up in the coffin, but he did not react to us. He just sat there with a glazed look in his eyes. He looked like a young boy, even though he is already over 30 years old.
This dream upset me so much that I was ready to go to the hospital. I was afraid I was going crazy. Sleep still weighs on my mind. I have never had such a distressing dream.

I have taken rhus tox and belladonna according to the instructions.

Now the heart rate has been high for several hours. About 100 times (or even more) per minute. And it doesnt calm down at all. I tried Kal phos and Mah Phos. Didnt help.
Sweating.

I took Naja Naja 200 at night because I was so afraid of a high heart rate. I was afraid my heart would break. I took the medicine before I got an answer from you. Now Im afraid Ive done something really wrong. Im so sorry if I made a mistake.

Pulse still high. The sound returned to the ears (the rumble of the machine). In addition, a headache that starts in the neck. Im crying.
When the symptoms get a little better, everything comes back soon. Im so exhausted.

My massage therapist once asked me what I do when I get tight neck muscles. When he gets to open them, they will be the same after a week.
So can the noises in the ears be caused by tense muscles? When I cry, the voices get louder.
Sometimes the sound sounds like the strings of the neck are being played like a violin string....pling.
For some reason, I tense my shoulders and neck. The jaws are also rigid.

I often blame myself that my children have illnesses because of me. I feel like I was a bad mother. I feel guilty even about my thoughts if I have been angry with my children. Ive always wanted to be perfect and in reality I havent been able to. I think about things if I could have done differently.

I have now taken Ferrum phos. Feeling has stabilized.