High blood pressure, help Anuj _{Page 5 of 9}

My massage therapist once asked me what I do when I get tight neck muscles. When he gets to open them, they will be the same after a week.
So can the noises in the ears be caused by tense muscles? When I cry, the voices get louder.
Sometimes the sound sounds like the strings of the neck are being played like a violin string....pling.
For some reason, I tense my shoulders and neck. The jaws are also rigid.

I often blame myself that my children have illnesses because of me. I feel like I was a bad mother. I feel guilty even about my thoughts if I have been angry with my children. Ive always wanted to be perfect and in reality I havent been able to. I think about things if I could have done differently.

I have now taken Ferrum phos. Feeling has stabilized.

Sorry,
I wrote about my husband in the message thread (pigment, mole, Attention! Anuj Srivastava). From there I got the instruction that I have to take Kali Brom 200.
Now I received instructions from you to take Pulsatilla 200.
Do I just take that pulsatilla now and leave the Kali Brom? Kali Brom is coming to me next week. I have Pulsatilla D30, C30 and C1000. I dont have a C200. Can I dilute C1000?

Sorry.
[Edited by Taryu on 2023-12-30 16:36:58]

I took pulsat 1000C. I put five grains in 3.4 oz of water. I took one teaspoon of liquid.
Now a big herpes blister appeared on the left nostril. The mouth was so dry last night that the tongue stuck to the palate.
The left edge of the tongue hurts.

Feeling nervous now. The nervousness is affected by the fact that we have people in the village all the time. I would like to be in peace for a moment.
The middle sons family comes to eat and stay with us for the whole day. They have a small child and want us to take care of it. They just watch TV and phones. I prepare the food and take care of the child as well. I feel anger about it, but I cant tell them about it. Im so mad at myself for letting everyone take advantage of me.

Last night I had a dream about a thunderstorm. A violent storm was coming. I would be worried about everything in that dream.
I also dreamed about my son-in-law. I got angry with him in my dream and asked him to leave my house. He mocked me in my sleep.
In real life, my son-in-law doesnt respect me at all. Im really mad at him. Sometimes its hard to even face him and look him in the eye.

Yes, herpes has been there before and in the same place.

I have been taking cell mineral Calc Fluor because my skin, hair and eyes, mouth are dry. In addition, the nose bleeds and feels stuffy in the mornings.

Ive had a lot of dreams since Pulsatilla. Last night I had the following dream:
It was summer. I was wearing a bathrobe outside. My husband had gone for a run. He didnt start to belong at home and I was just about to call him when I heard him coming. He had long white walking sticks in his hand. He came happy and praised how healthy and strong he is. I got angry. I walked towards him and picked up two large stones from the ground and threw them at the man.
I shouted: you always leave me alone, you just leave and you dont notice the passage of time at all. I always stay alone.
I again picked up stones from the ground and threw them at my husband. The man just stared at me. Wondered at my anger. Just stood there staring at me. I picked up stones again and hoped they would hit my husband in the face. On the other hand, I was afraid it would happen.
I woke up and cried.

The tongue is sore from the left tip. At first I thought it was the thread/hair being tightened. However, there is nothing.
The anus itching was gone, yesterday it started again.
Skin is dry. The nose bleeds in the morning. The dryness and blood flow was already before the pulsatilla.

The sounds in the ears have been variable. I bought a neck pillow a few days ago, which is supposed to relax the neck muscles. I have used it whenever I feel tension in my neck. Even at night.

There were heart palpitations in the evening.
The pulse is occasionally high.

The eyes cross. I easily fall asleep in the car and its hard to keep my eyes open.

The herpes blister in the left nostril is starting to ease.

Feeling worthless. The feeling that no one cares. I think this feeling is reflected in that dream I mentioned above.

Yesterday was a good day. My daughters three girls were playing board games with us and I havent laughed as much as I did yesterday in a long time.

Herpes is cured.

I had an argument with my husband yesterday. The tinnitus in the ears started (the rumble of the machine) after an argument. All last night the sounds in the ears were loud. This morning, my neck, shoulders and shoulder blades are sore and stiff.

My husband has lied our whole life together. When we were young, he lied about serious things: alcohol use, peoples words, etc. The reason was always something other than himself. We argued about things and I thought the man would learn. However, these lies stuck in my mind. Nowadays, the man lies about useless things.
Yesterdays fight was about a lie he got caught. Even though he was caught in a lie, he wont admit it. He claims that I have misunderstood or that others have caused it.
I cried all day. I just couldnt bear to argue about these things.

I had a dream at night. I was in the house I had to escape from. It was dark and wet outside. The country was poor. I ran along the black road. There were buildings along the road. There were different animals in front. For example, the Bear. I ran away. I knew I had a car to run away to. I came to the place where the car was. There were five wolves next to the car. They were skinny and the legs were almost non-existent because they were so skinny. However, they had long hair on their heads. Like the manes of a lion. The wolves ate the animal carcass on the ground. I tried to get close to the car, but the wolves attacked me. I tried to escape.
This is what I woke up to.

The tip of the tongue is sore (as if you strained a tendon).

Last night I took 20 drops of Avena Sativa Q for anxiety. The noises in the ears calmed down a bit.

Feeling anxious now. Hopeless. I wonder why my husband lies. When I was younger, I blamed myself for things. My husband forbade talking about things with my friend. I would have liked someone to talk to about it. I didnt dare because I didnt want to hurt my husband.

Now I have a friend I talk to about these things. He is in a similar situation to me. We understand each other. However, this matter is not made easier by talking. My husband should understand that trust is the most important thing in a relationship.
So many times Ive been torn apart by lies and pulled myself back together. The glue is now low ....

I have taken one dose of Natrium Arsenicosum 1M. The narrowing of the eyes went away. Today it is again.

Dry mouth, eyes and throat. My lips are dry and I find myself moistening them with my tongue.
Eyes red in the morning. Eyelids red.

Had a little heartburn today. Just a hunch.

Skin itching gone. And the skin doesnt look so dry.

The sounds in the ears are gone, but now they are slowly coming back. Neck pain gone. On the right side, the neck muscles are tight.
I have been lying on a back roller in the mornings and evenings. It seems to ease the tightness of the upper back fascia.
The back heats up a little.

Before starting Natrium Arsenicosum 1M, I had mentioned the pain at the tip of the tongue. Now I know what caused the pain. I woke up the other night with a huge pain in my tongue. I had bitten the tip of my tongue between my teeth. I think that Tongue Soreness I mentioned in previous posts was due to the same reason. At night I bite my tongue.
In addition, I have bitten the inside of my lip a few times while eating.

The anus itching was gone. Came back today.

When I wear shoes, the big toes of both feet hurt.

My knees are sore. They were painful before starting Arsenicosum. Today I stepped down the stairs and my knees hurt a lot. By the time you squat, you hear noises from your knees, like sand in your joints.

Today Ive had a confused feeling in my head again. You had to make a real effort to keep your thoughts together.

Heart pulse has remained good.
My mind has been calm.

I have also taken the cell mineral Nat Mur and Nat Sulph: for dry mouth, eyes and skin, as well as joint noises.

Stomach works slowly. About every second or third day.

I also have a dry cough. My husband had a cold and it caught me. Throat itches and voice is rough. Green mucus comes from the nose and throat.

I havent received the Hepar Sulph I ordered yet, but my cough has eased.

The sound in the ears (the rumble of the machine) is sometimes gone. Using a back roller and drinking water has helped. Yesterday I went to the sauna and forgot to drink water (no feeling of thirst even though I was sweating). Now, since morning, the sound has returned to my ears. When I drank two glasses of water and was on a back roll, the noises eased.

There is a rash on the middle finger of the left hand. It has blisters that ooze a clear liquid. The rash is very itchy. Especially at night. The skin is a dry rash on the hand. Stinging itching.

I have been taking cell minerals Nat Mur and Nat Sulph. The dryness of the skin has eased.

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The irritation of the mind is back.
I had a dream last night that a boy came with his family to a vacation home. They had guests with them. They all came here for us to hang out and eat. I woke up. I was irritated and tearful.

The left eye is dry. Hard to get it open at night due to dryness.
Dry mouth. I moisten my lips with my tongue.

Left knee hurts. Straightening hurts.
The noises of the knees (like sand in the joints) decreased.
In the neck, when turning the head, still crackles and rasps.

Tinnitus (machine sound and whirring) returned. Back of the neck muscles ache. The base of the skull hurts. Thats probably the reason for the sound.

I ran out of Nat Mur. I havent received any more yet.
I have taken Calc Phos for neck pain.
I have taken Calc Fluor for dry heels.

Today we went out to eat. The food was chicken. I ground it like chewing gum. I couldnt swallow. I was afraid it would get stuck in my throat.

Anus itches. There is a hint of bright blood when wiping. Feel that dry.

The other day, the tips of the two bottom front teeth crumbled a little. Are now uneven. When you look in the mirror, you dont see any cracks. The language is always looking to try tips. A little confusion.

Eyes a little tired. Crossing each other. This trouble was already gone.

I fall asleep easily in the car again.

The rash on the left hand is gone. Now all thats left is dry skin.

Today there have been states of fear. Fear and crying. Anxiety. Anxiety is felt in the stomach.
Fear of the future and fear of illness.

The heart beats calmly, but sometimes there is a slight palpitation.
Also dizziness.

The lid of the right eye twitches.

The right edge of the tongue hurts.

Nausea.

My neck hurts. Sound in the ear (machine rumble). The whistling is gone.

Stuffy nose in the morning.

Anus itches. Especially nowadays a lot.

Slight heartburn and a swollen stomach.

Sweet cravings are gone.

The gaze turns to the cross again. As if both eyes went into the inner corners of the eye.

I took Silicea solumineral for eye twitching.
[Edited by Taryu on 2024-02-01 18:11:58]

Scalp itches.
The skin itches.
Pain on the right side of the iliac bone. This pain has been there before but was gone for a while.

Sorry, I havent found nux vom 200 in my home country. I have to order it and I will receive it in about 2-4 weeks.
Right now the symptoms are: - nausea after drinking
- eyes cross. sensation as if the eyes would go into the inner corner of the eye. Seeing as two. After exertion, the weakness of the eyes is worse.
- weakness after exertion
-skin still dry. I have been taking nat mur cell mineral regularly
- last night the left eye was dry again
-necks hurt. i have taken cell salt calc phos and mag phos. These have made the space easier.
- The sounds in the ears are sometimes gone. When the neck tenses up, the rumble of the machine returns.
- Loud sounds feel bad in the ears. People who speak loudly feel bad in the ears.

My mind is fine. I have slept pretty well at night. I wake up maybe around four oclock and Im awake for a while, but then I fall asleep again. However, I am not irritable or tearful when I wake up at night.

Do I now wait for the nux vom or will you give a new instruction?

Sorry, Im a bit confused. Last week you wrote to me as an instruction:
FIRST FEEDBACK AFTER 4 DAYS.
NUX VOM 200
15 drops in a cup containing an ounce of water, sip one third of it, 15 minutes later sip the next third of it, and 15 minutes later take the last third of it. HALF AN HOUR BEFORE DINNER. FOR 3 NIGHTS.

I have nux vom 200 in granules but not drops.
Have I got it all wrong?