Severe child abuse

From a very young age, not exactly known. By father mostly, although some other relatives. Father was a butcher, and one of the things he did was cut her wrist and collect her blood and make her drink it. Although lots of sexual abuse and beatings. Beatings of all family members. She also was guilty of having sexual behaviors with her siblings. She learned very young not to be seen or noticed, extremely fearful of catching his attention. The first time she cut herself was when she was getting home late from school and was too afraid for him to find out. Although that time she was relieved he was passed out drunk so didnt know when she got home. I have not heard any descriptions of the sexual abuse although from my experience with other severely abused children, I would not be surprised if he didnt make the children engage in mutual sexual and violent practices. It may be that her guilt was not related to anything she instigated. When she was 11, she was put into my home temporarily and thats how she learned the was something called foster care. Also a couple days later, we had to take another child for an evaluation at the emergency room and that girl was sent to a psychiatric hospital. This girl then told me about her suicidal thoughts and plans and I had to take her for an evaluation and she went to a hospital. Sadly, she was then basically raised in psych hospitals and learned dysfunctional coping skills. Also for many years, people did not believe her and if they did, they just increased her medications. She has always had a mission to live a normal healthy life with a job and so on, and works hard at it. She was a peer support specialist for a couple years and said it was her favorite job ever. Then she lost it due to excessive hospitalizations. Later she worked as a caregiver for developmentally disabled people and told me it was her favorite job ever. <3 She just wants to be productive and functional. She has made great progress over the years but cannot handle stress. For instance, trying to go to college or relationship difficulties. She can now handle and recover from day-to-day stress but it something major (like the examples above) happens, then every little stress becomes fuel for the breakdown. I will be happy to carify further if needed.

She has many physical diagnoses.

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Thank you for your help. I will order these, and let you know what we see.

I may be ordering from England. Can I use 12X for the cell sales? And can I order them blended so she will get both on one dose?

https://www.ainsworths.com/
Will blend up to 5 remedies in one, I think.
Distacart didnt have the canine one, but I found an Indian site on ebay.

It was the calc and kali I was going to have put in one remedy, lactose tablets.
I went ahead and ordered from Ainsworth. They will come in a plain box that fits and it looks professional; I think it will make her feel cared for and more invested in following through. I am grateful that your protocol is simple enough to maintain. It should take about 7-10 days to receive.

Arrived today. She wont be able to start until Thursday, and we will report 2 weeks after that.

She notices her anxiety has decreased somewhat.

Thank you. Today she said, I am MUCH calmer.
She has bee forgetting the 3x/day one.

She had not taken for 2 weeks. He anxiety has returned. She hasnt taken the call salts at all.? I guess. She was hospitalized for 3 days for pneumonia. She says she will restart the remedy.

I wonder if daily would be more likely to have compliance.

Her anxiety is slowly responding after the hiatus, but overall Id say there isnt that much difference. Also it seems her sugar eating is increasing, but I actually think she is just hiding it less. Hard to tell. I feel like something needs to shift. The initial response was clear, but didnt seem to continue.

Her anxiety remains much reduced. On a scale of ten, from an 8 to a 3 or 4. She doesnt see any other changes, although she reports that she has been staying up later; to about 10 pm. She used to go to sleep at 6 or 8 pm.

I am sorry I am not reporting as often as you need, but I have a hard time getting relates and assessment. She is not self- analytical. She is doing the can once daily and not doing the salsa at all. Perhaps if you could say why, she would be more likely.
So. Along with the clearly reduced anxiety, she is staying up late and actually has a far more normal sleep schedule. This has been consistent. And also she has more energy and gets things done.