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Thanks Kadwa, as you suggested, I am doing both KapalBhati and Anulom Vilom now. I feel better, Also I am trying to push out anxiety and panic from my mind, sofar it seems to be working. Last night I was having a sensation of swallowing a lump in my throat, pain in neck which was internally pulling down (Kinda panic symptom for me), but I warmed up some water with salt and did gargles and sensation in throat subsided, but was having headache as I have stopped panic sedative medicine which I was taking since 15-20 days. I feel using this approach, I will be fully, able to come out of it.

I think the stomach is also clearing out, no fever but eyes are burning a little, body pains have become less to none in intensity, only head ache for now.

Thanks, I will report back in 20 days.

I had to come back early, I was feeling better since 3-4 days, but last night was pretty bad, whole night I was having massive head aches and very panicky, it was difficult to pass the whole night and i was awake till 3:30am. I would sleep for 2 minutes but then wake up as if in a shock, but mind was so sleepy it was trying to sleep, but nerves were panicky and wanted to break the sleep every 2 minutes...

Should there be other dose of it.. or anything I am doing wrong?

Thanks Kadwa, you have been extremely supportive and helpful. Since I did not took panic meds for 4 days, without my knowledge withdrawal symptoms kicked in, 2 days were like hell, today I feel little better, I did both of the breathing exercises this morning and was able to peacefully sleep for 2 hours following that. After reading various threads on internet I came to know that withdrawal symptoms can be intense, more worse then the actual issues, but since I know now, I am prepared to face them.

If I feel worst during this time (till 20 days period) I will give a shot to Kali Phos, but this time I am determined to let my inner energy come forward and fight with the panics attacks.

Hello Kawda, I hope all is well with you.

I wanted to get in touch with you regarding the prior issues that I dealt with which I communicated to you through this thread.

The condition right now is.. that for most part I feel fine now, have started with my life again, but once in a while I do get a massive head ache, which feels heavy and makes the veins heavy on the sides of my head above the ears and above the eyebrows, this a head ache which makes the head very heavy and eyes heavy along with it, it feels like a resistance (outer) in my head which does not allow me to continue doing what I was doing, I take a head ache pill and have to sleep, when I wake up I feel better, also when such head ache happens I can feel my head is soft or weak, most of the times the cold wind that strikes the head can trigger it, I really try to protect my head from slight cold wind, even when other people at walking fine (I live in southern California, which is warmer).

Right now I feel my head is most weakest part of my body, and I remember this is how my actual issues started 6-7 months back.. heavy head ache, heavy/dry eyes, exposure to cold triggers it or makes it worst. I also have been suffering with weak body overall since almost 1-2 years (after I indulged in heavy workouts), my bones crackle when I stand up and they pain when I wake up in the morning, apart from that I look normal infact i think I am overweight 5,10 195Lbs, I don't look fatty, people say its bone weight.

Someone recommended maharishi amrit kalash (their online vaid) to me and that made me feel it will fix my body issues (its helping), but I feel this head ache is different and amrit kalash wont be its remedy, just good for overall fitness and recovery.

Kadwa please help!

Sam.

Thanks Kadwa, I will order all 3, and will let you know before I take Arsenicum Album.

Thanks and my hearty gratitude to you.

Sam.

Thanks Kadwa,

Also, I must also mention it to you, that along with the heaviness and intense tired eyes, headache, I also get burning headache (after heavy head aches), the burning feeling is on top of the head (little towards the left side), the burning feeling also is on the sides (Above the ears) in the veins it seems, when there is this burning headache, I also feel sinking heart feeling, heaviness/lump in the throat.

I did took Arsenicum Album last time (I have misplaced the last bottle, so I ordered it again), I will inform you before taking it.

So for now, I will be getting the following:
1) Sulphur 200c,
2) Arsenicum Album 200c,
3) Nux Vomica 200c,
4) Calcarea Carb 200c.

Regards,

Sameer.

Thanks Kadwa, just to confirm, Lyc full name is: Lycopodium Clavatum?

Thanks,
Sam.

Hello Kadwa,

I am still waiting for the remedies to arrive.

But just remembered I should mention that: I saw a doctor after one of my friends recommended her to me, and she expected either anemia or poor thyroid for my tiredness, she took my blood and I should get some results on coming Monday-Tuesday. I also want to add that it had been really difficult for me to build muscles even after heavy workouts and I eat less then normal but continue to stay thick-heavy.

I am hearing that even poor thyroid functions can also kick in depression, tiredness, lack of energy, aches and pains. I guess blood test results might reveal the mysteries if any.

Also, at 2 occasions, even last time with doc visit, my bp was high, it could be stress, anxiety (which I feel should be no more now) or it could be again thyroid. Also I have been observing that when I feel intense 'something is wrong with me feeling' there is always a lump in the throat feeling along with it.

I hope these issues and symptoms are completely resolved one day.. I have full trust in homeopathy as at one point it was able to cure something for me (itching patches which used to come up and then go away on body -- treated with sulphur 32 and ballerdona, when I was 16 years), for that basically docs said I would need to take allergy meds for whole life.. but few doses of Homeopathy remedy cured it for whole life..

It has been 6-7 months of constant uneasiness, but I feel this bad luck will soon be over..

Will update you soon once remedies and blood test result arrive.

Sincerely,
Sam.

Hello Kadwa,

Hope all is well!

I have all the remedies with me now, also the blood tests came out.

Thyroid etc is fine, but Liver seems to be little bit off, as I was having some skin bacterial infection, the antibodies were alleviated and doctor said the liver could be imbalanced due to the bacteria, I will be going for a second test to make sure its back to normal now.

Doctor gave me antibiotics for killing bacteria, which somehow improved my head ache situation also, I took bcomplex every morning and it improved my energy levels greatly and I was feeling great ever since (comparatively).

But today again that heavy band around the head feeling came back and I was little panicky as I did not eat the lunch on time.. which appeared to be a big problem as I did not even took bcomplex this morning.

Doctor who did my blood test told me I do not have diabetes issues, so I don't understand why I go out of control when I do not get food on time, its as if the body cannot consume fats which is already there making me overweight.

So please tell me what to do next. My email address is seesolv at yahoo dot com, in case you want to ask anymore detailed questions regarding the situation.

Best Regards,
Sam.

Thanks Kadwa, I am taking Antibiotics and Bcomplex (should go for another 10 days), it should be fine to take the remedy without effecting it during this time?

Regards,
Sam.

Also just to add here, my blood test results for liver:

Bilirubin Total: 1.4 (normal .2-1.3)
SGOT (AST): 46 (normal 10-42)
SGPT (ALT): 56 (normal 3-57)

I have mostly had strong smelly body odor every time I felt I am having a health issue.

Ok, Thanks Kadwa, I will take it and update you.

Best Regards,
Sam

Hello Kadwa,

Hope all is well,

I was little scared about the aggravation that I might face while taking the prescribed remedies which cure anxiety.

But at the same time I was curious about my pressing headaches which starts by/or cause, dryness in eyes and makes me restless/anxious, so just to see what I find for dry eyes at the abc Remedy Finder I did search and found:

Aconitum Napellus

When I read other characteristics that it can cure, I saw majority of my symptoms were listed in it.. for eg: burning head aches, Great fear, anxiety, and worry accompany every ailment however trivial, head; congestion (see pulsation) fullness, head; pain, headache in forehead; above eyes; cold dry wind, eye; sensitive to...; cold air; lids; ear; noises in ear; ringing; throat; choking, constricting; larynx; etc..

So, I wanted to find out from you if this is something which you would want to incorporate in the sequence of remedies for me or it might be something that you want me to try out first OR it might be something which might antidote other remedies.

If I remember initially, when I did not had any panics or anxiety, that's how I used to feel (for few months prior) when I accidentally took Phosphoricum acidum, A big mistake of self medication.

Sincere regards,
Sam

Thanks Kadwa,

Its strange now that I remember something..

I just remembered something which was actually the onset of my feeling of being unwell. And I mentioned this to my friends couple of times before, I should mention it to you too.

One day me and few of my friends decided to go to the beach, but as we reached, it was extremely cold out there, no one was at the beach, only us friend, on top of that we decided to get into the water (it was chilling), it was so cold that all of us were shivering still getting into the water till chest, the waves were rising too high, actually.. it was very scary. That's when I started feeling weird, for few days I just thought its some kind of fever which has gotten to the stomach... but since then I have not visited the beaches properly, I subconsciously avoid going to the beaches especially into the water.

During the same time, there was another incident also (due to my adventurous nature then..) which sacred the socks out of me.

My head has become sensitive, My hearing has also become very sensitive, talking on phone causes my eardrum to vibrate in the opposite direction, and ringing in ears, when I saw that Aconoite will take care of those things along with dry eyes and burning head ache, I thought it might workout as a short term remedy.

But I know far too less about this, but just wanted to tell you the story related to something which then triggered shock.

Sincerely,
Sam.

Hello Kadwa,

I was able to find a Homeopathy pharmacy nearby so I drove to it and purchased Aconite.

I have taken it in the doses as recommended by you.

I was very tired due to work and another late night shift, still decided to take it next morning (7/4/2010) as I felt symptoms would be most surfaced then.

During the day I slept, but woke up 2 times feeling nauseated with sweat on the face and scared (something that has not happened since sometime now), I slept deep again, being little happy as if its aggravation then remedy might be kicking in..

I will report back after 15 days.

Thanks for your support,

Sincerely,
Sam.

Hello Kadwa,

Hope all is well,

I wanted to give you an intermediate update (after 4 days of taking it):

After taking Aconite:

Things which are better--
1) Sensitive hearing has improved.
2) Dry and heavy eyes, have seem to have improved.
3) Heavy head slightly improved, still pressure on sides.
4) More easy to stay up awake late then before.
5) Body/head not as sensitive to cold weather/breeze.
6) Burning headache appear less annoying.

Things unchanged--
1) Ringing in ears.
2) Anxious and Panicky feeling (especially in unknown groups), BP almost normal in the morning, it becomes high 150/88 during the day then again better at night.
3) Upset stomach, body less energetic and bones crackle while lifting up or moving (more so in the morning while waking up).

Things appearing worst--
1) Uneasy sleeping, many things running in brain while sleeping, brain appear to be more tired while sleeping.
2) Pressure in head while standing up from lying down.
3) Pain at the base of the nose, as if someone hit it hard.

Sincerely,
Sam.