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one more thing.
If I am wrong about platina being my remedy I never talk to my homeopath again. I feel to embarrassed after suggesting to her with CERTAINTY that I might be that remedy. This is to low. To embarrassing. I cannot face her again.
If I am wrong about platina being my remedy I never talk to my homeopath again. I feel to embarrassed after suggesting to her with CERTAINTY that I might be that remedy. This is to low. To embarrassing. I cannot face her again.
starface last decade
Starface, I don't care what you take.
I just hope you get better as soon
as possible.
And that you have a homeopath helping
to guide you. It seems that you do and
so I feel she must know what she is
doing. Glad you posted that email
bc I have not been keeping up and
was confused as to who took what money
and why the money thing would be
coming up now etc.
I am hoping for the best for you in
whatever form that takes.
I just hope you get better as soon
as possible.
And that you have a homeopath helping
to guide you. It seems that you do and
so I feel she must know what she is
doing. Glad you posted that email
bc I have not been keeping up and
was confused as to who took what money
and why the money thing would be
coming up now etc.
I am hoping for the best for you in
whatever form that takes.
♡ simone717 last decade
ok the tone of the post of of allicando I dont like at all. I had to stop reading it a quarter through it.
So I am appearing like an idiot, thanks for letting me know. But I am not going to accept this. My responses are confusing to me when such things happens. I feel like crying at first and have to hold tears back (lol) than when I start typing of not liking the tone I feel a bit of haughtiness and as if I am keeping my head uo to defend against the attack, and the 3rd response is to feel what now that I defended? I am still in a no win situation. People can just decide to ignore me so I am on the loosing side. The boot licker, a dog or whatever I could be called. so I feel in this no win situation.
So I am appearing like an idiot, thanks for letting me know. But I am not going to accept this. My responses are confusing to me when such things happens. I feel like crying at first and have to hold tears back (lol) than when I start typing of not liking the tone I feel a bit of haughtiness and as if I am keeping my head uo to defend against the attack, and the 3rd response is to feel what now that I defended? I am still in a no win situation. People can just decide to ignore me so I am on the loosing side. The boot licker, a dog or whatever I could be called. so I feel in this no win situation.
starface last decade
I cannot believe what post I have gotten from allicando. So much negative stuff about me written in there. It makes me angry. How could she do this, say such thing about me who tries to do what is best always. This is unacceptable. Your messages wont be read by me any longer. You obviously dont have much self respect mrs allicando to write such post to someone. To talk to people in such tone. I feel repelled by your post.
starface last decade
**
There was no suffering before. But now that I am told I could be in the WRONG about how I am seeing things there obviously is some. I am angry. I just cannot stand it. This needs to be resolved. I cannot take it when I am being told I am wrong about things.
I am angry over mrs allicandos comment, I am angry about many things, my family, even if a car just overtakes me on a 2 4 lanes street. If my brother eats to much food, everything.
It feels a bit like the palladium aggravation I experienced. Whatever aggravated on those days.
mrs allicando said what people think of me on an internet forum should be the least of my worries. But this is not so at all. She does not understand me... Of course it matters to me what people think of me. Namely becuase I am not fake, 2 faced, a pretender or anything. Such people would take such thing lightly and think it just happened on an internet forum, no big deal, but with me my whole existance and identity and everything is put into this... that when I am told I am boring or an idiot, or wrong it causes a great problem. It is the image about me that is in danger than. How do I live than if I am not the opposite of boring, an idiot and wrong? Very difficult.
I am **** angry and yes it is burning in me like it did when I took palladium, only it is more mildly of course, not as intense.
I am just totally unhappy today about what happened on here.. That now people think I am wrong about everything. Well it is more that I was told I am wrong about things. The offence in that.
There was no suffering before. But now that I am told I could be in the WRONG about how I am seeing things there obviously is some. I am angry. I just cannot stand it. This needs to be resolved. I cannot take it when I am being told I am wrong about things.
I am angry over mrs allicandos comment, I am angry about many things, my family, even if a car just overtakes me on a 2 4 lanes street. If my brother eats to much food, everything.
It feels a bit like the palladium aggravation I experienced. Whatever aggravated on those days.
mrs allicando said what people think of me on an internet forum should be the least of my worries. But this is not so at all. She does not understand me... Of course it matters to me what people think of me. Namely becuase I am not fake, 2 faced, a pretender or anything. Such people would take such thing lightly and think it just happened on an internet forum, no big deal, but with me my whole existance and identity and everything is put into this... that when I am told I am boring or an idiot, or wrong it causes a great problem. It is the image about me that is in danger than. How do I live than if I am not the opposite of boring, an idiot and wrong? Very difficult.
I am **** angry and yes it is burning in me like it did when I took palladium, only it is more mildly of course, not as intense.
I am just totally unhappy today about what happened on here.. That now people think I am wrong about everything. Well it is more that I was told I am wrong about things. The offence in that.
starface last decade
People,I think thought you were doing
platina without any guidance.
You are taking guidance from your
homeopath and I think she is letting
you run with the platina till You feel
that there is nothing more it can do for
you.
She obviously has a plan to keep monitoring this and wants to work with
you and not 'boss' you, which does not
sit well with you anyway. So just relax
and then relook at this with her when
she says it is time to do that.
It was very unclear what was going on-
it sounded like you got rid of her
and were just taking the platina on
your own. So as far as I am concerned
you are working with a good homeopath and she is guiding you and
is willing to see how the platina works
for you .
so this is moving forward.
platina without any guidance.
You are taking guidance from your
homeopath and I think she is letting
you run with the platina till You feel
that there is nothing more it can do for
you.
She obviously has a plan to keep monitoring this and wants to work with
you and not 'boss' you, which does not
sit well with you anyway. So just relax
and then relook at this with her when
she says it is time to do that.
It was very unclear what was going on-
it sounded like you got rid of her
and were just taking the platina on
your own. So as far as I am concerned
you are working with a good homeopath and she is guiding you and
is willing to see how the platina works
for you .
so this is moving forward.
♡ simone717 last decade
I always thought the rule was,
don't give advice unless you are
asked for the advice. That saves a lot
of boundary crossing problems.
don't give advice unless you are
asked for the advice. That saves a lot
of boundary crossing problems.
♡ simone717 last decade
Strange, I can find many instances on this thread where starface asked for advice, help and guidance. Sometimes in those exact words.
allicando last decade
Surely he does not expect to keep an online diary here with no response ever...usually people might be compelled to respond when they see something going wrong for such a long time. This user in particular has had at least 4 user names and has prolifically posted under them for the last year at least. With the same problems over and over. I would hope an outside opinion on the results of his self-prescribing might be a wake up call, but we have been through this song and dance way too many times. I have honestly never seen anything like this in my life. I suppose it is no use to bother. I honestly don't know why I even would except that I can hardly believe that he would still be addicted to homeopathy. Yes, addicted to it, and one remedy in particular that he had latched on to. Read past posts and you will see what I mean. There is a lot more too it than that, and if it were as simple as that it might be easier to feel sorry for him, but his actions toward other members and homeopaths here (included online stalking) make it hard to maintain as much compassion as one would have for someone who didn't engage in these destruction behaviors and have such an utter lack of boundaries.
[message edited by allicando on Mon, 09 Apr 2012 05:15:28 BST]
[message edited by allicando on Mon, 09 Apr 2012 05:15:28 BST]
allicando last decade
but advice for what? things like
Lac Leo doses, etc , that no one is
going to give him advice on. Very
tricky how he asks or just makes statements that are not asking. Or
repeating laments that no one can
solve over and over. Easy to get into
it and then it turns into something else. He does not really take any advice, but he wants conversation.
Been down that road, and it is very erratic, and probably will be like that
till he has more healing with homeopathy
and more work with his homeopath.
Lac Leo doses, etc , that no one is
going to give him advice on. Very
tricky how he asks or just makes statements that are not asking. Or
repeating laments that no one can
solve over and over. Easy to get into
it and then it turns into something else. He does not really take any advice, but he wants conversation.
Been down that road, and it is very erratic, and probably will be like that
till he has more healing with homeopathy
and more work with his homeopath.
♡ simone717 last decade
Yes. I honestly don't believe that he wants to get well, it is serving some purpose for him to be like this. I think he is afraid because if he got well he would not really have a reason to post all day. It is only for conversation, under the guise or pretense of wanting homeopathic advice. He wants someone to care enough to prescribe him a remedy but no matter what they pick, it will not be good enough for him. He wants people to show him 'respect' in his mind, but he would never dream of doing the same for anyone else. Very self-centered, a great immaturity going on. It must be even more frustrating to deal with someone like this in person, I can only imagine. It is mind boggling. I don't know how much more I should post really, because I get the sense that no matter what is said, he is happy that someone is paying him attention and I don't want to feed into that!
allicando last decade
It is a mental illness and I have worked
with people who have similar. After
awhile you burn out.
I do this his homeopath is helping him,
and I do think he is making some
improvements. But obviously when he
really makes more and more he will
have friends and not be thinking this
way and then no need for this forum
or the conversation.
so if you think by talking that you are
helping , you are not really, you are
just alleviating a need for connection.
Only using the remedies etc are going
to heal his mind and to where he
can make a real connection.
I had a relative like this- he knows
every hotline, crisis center, hospital,
has therapist, doctors etc and he just
makes the rounds. He is too old now
and is never going to 'connect'.
No talking sinks in.
but initially people think they can
talk sense into him. ( my relative)
hopefully starface will get his physical
changed thru the homeopath and then
he will be able to connect. He can't
right now.
with people who have similar. After
awhile you burn out.
I do this his homeopath is helping him,
and I do think he is making some
improvements. But obviously when he
really makes more and more he will
have friends and not be thinking this
way and then no need for this forum
or the conversation.
so if you think by talking that you are
helping , you are not really, you are
just alleviating a need for connection.
Only using the remedies etc are going
to heal his mind and to where he
can make a real connection.
I had a relative like this- he knows
every hotline, crisis center, hospital,
has therapist, doctors etc and he just
makes the rounds. He is too old now
and is never going to 'connect'.
No talking sinks in.
but initially people think they can
talk sense into him. ( my relative)
hopefully starface will get his physical
changed thru the homeopath and then
he will be able to connect. He can't
right now.
♡ simone717 last decade
Yes, I have watched 20 relatives at least,
do what you did, yell at the person,
do what I do, try to explain things to
the person,and what David has done
too. You are treading water.
The homeopathy is the key here and
that is the only hope and he has the
remedies and he has the homeopath.
Otherwise it is a bleak scenario.
do what you did, yell at the person,
do what I do, try to explain things to
the person,and what David has done
too. You are treading water.
The homeopathy is the key here and
that is the only hope and he has the
remedies and he has the homeopath.
Otherwise it is a bleak scenario.
♡ simone717 last decade
hmm how many posts.
yes I like talking, connecting with people. Since age 18 when high school finished I had no friends any longer and it been a lonely road up untill now... prior to taking platina I used to have this compulsive need to go out for walks constantly. To be around people. At nights when I walked past girls, or saw them in groups together with friends it was very painful often. Since I know I cannot communicate with them or befriend them but crave this on the other hand. It was so difficult. craving it but not being able to or not allowing myself to be with them.
So this need to go out has gone. For more than half a year I havent gone out at night walking around town because of my compulsive need. Today strangely enough I feel I am aggravating and feeling a bit of this past familiar feelings, it is on my mind that I am alone and need to get out of the house but the charge is much less. I usually would also stare in the mirror now. Get fixed on a flaw about my appearance but I cant - the compulsion is gone since the 10M dose.
So I am feeling mixed at the moment. But think those are all good signs.
Anyone saying platina is not helping me or has not helped me is not seeing things realistically.
Simone might not know that I used to be fixed on my appearance and stare in the mirror for about half a day at least every day. + picking on my skin, trying to change the shape of my nose, because I considered it to big and many more things. I was even having suicidal thoughts one night when I saw I created a bump on my forehead, on a night where I aggravated from a remedy that I have gotten prescribed here.
I can be happy for hoemopathy because if I never took platina who knows where I would be by now. How my face would look like from all the self picking I did in attempts to fix my face. I was going downhill and heading for destruction for sure because I was so attached to my appearance which I thought I was loosing.
***
Anyway I am able to work again without feeling this low feelings.
I am able to sleep at night without issues, without waking up at 3am all paranoid and unable to fall back asleep since I took the 30c and 200c doses.
I am not happy with those small potencies. I think of taking a 1M soon. Because even though those potencies help I dont feel like I am moving forward with them. Progressing. It feels like those potencies just make it all managable.
THe 1m and 10m felt like I was progressing. Although I never going to take a 10m again. No thank you.
I dont think I am attached to the remedy. I have a preference for it yes. But assumingly if a 1M would not help or some other potencies with time I would grow tired and want something else. I am after results, improvements most of all.
And I get excited by other things quickly as well. A remedy like lac leo I sure would like taking, but I am out of the state where I self prescribed remedies every 10 days a new remedy, thanks to platina 10M.
since last november I only took tarantula, thuja and cannabis self prescribed after I was told so often by Mr David that I am not platina. So I thought better not to waist time and take some other remedy.
I still feel the excitement if I think of taking a new remedy like lac leo but I am not going to. I dont need to. Theres a change in me. I dont feel the NEED to take it. Which is what made me take so many remedies in the past
I think platina is similimum or a very close partial at least. SInce I have taken so many remedies before and noone gave relief except for platina. Lac leo could be a possibility but it is easy to discard it. Does the core fit? do they have feelings of being 'special'? No! So I know in advance it wont adress my problems, just like the mercury didnt. Unless there are many remedies who feel special the choice is pretty slimmed down for me, as far as I know there are only 2 remedies.
Since I am back on the platina I had no 'special' feelings which I often get daily at least once when there is some difficult situation to deal with.
Like I said the low potencies dont feel like they are curing me or making me progress. It feels more like they are making things more managable.
I think I will take a 1M soon. Depends on how work tomorrow will be like. But I dont know what will I do past the 1M? 10M wont be an option. The 1M will have to give me signs that I am improving otherwise platina will be done with I think.
[message edited by starface on Mon, 09 Apr 2012 11:28:39 BST]
yes I like talking, connecting with people. Since age 18 when high school finished I had no friends any longer and it been a lonely road up untill now... prior to taking platina I used to have this compulsive need to go out for walks constantly. To be around people. At nights when I walked past girls, or saw them in groups together with friends it was very painful often. Since I know I cannot communicate with them or befriend them but crave this on the other hand. It was so difficult. craving it but not being able to or not allowing myself to be with them.
So this need to go out has gone. For more than half a year I havent gone out at night walking around town because of my compulsive need. Today strangely enough I feel I am aggravating and feeling a bit of this past familiar feelings, it is on my mind that I am alone and need to get out of the house but the charge is much less. I usually would also stare in the mirror now. Get fixed on a flaw about my appearance but I cant - the compulsion is gone since the 10M dose.
So I am feeling mixed at the moment. But think those are all good signs.
Anyone saying platina is not helping me or has not helped me is not seeing things realistically.
Simone might not know that I used to be fixed on my appearance and stare in the mirror for about half a day at least every day. + picking on my skin, trying to change the shape of my nose, because I considered it to big and many more things. I was even having suicidal thoughts one night when I saw I created a bump on my forehead, on a night where I aggravated from a remedy that I have gotten prescribed here.
I can be happy for hoemopathy because if I never took platina who knows where I would be by now. How my face would look like from all the self picking I did in attempts to fix my face. I was going downhill and heading for destruction for sure because I was so attached to my appearance which I thought I was loosing.
***
Anyway I am able to work again without feeling this low feelings.
I am able to sleep at night without issues, without waking up at 3am all paranoid and unable to fall back asleep since I took the 30c and 200c doses.
I am not happy with those small potencies. I think of taking a 1M soon. Because even though those potencies help I dont feel like I am moving forward with them. Progressing. It feels like those potencies just make it all managable.
THe 1m and 10m felt like I was progressing. Although I never going to take a 10m again. No thank you.
I dont think I am attached to the remedy. I have a preference for it yes. But assumingly if a 1M would not help or some other potencies with time I would grow tired and want something else. I am after results, improvements most of all.
And I get excited by other things quickly as well. A remedy like lac leo I sure would like taking, but I am out of the state where I self prescribed remedies every 10 days a new remedy, thanks to platina 10M.
since last november I only took tarantula, thuja and cannabis self prescribed after I was told so often by Mr David that I am not platina. So I thought better not to waist time and take some other remedy.
I still feel the excitement if I think of taking a new remedy like lac leo but I am not going to. I dont need to. Theres a change in me. I dont feel the NEED to take it. Which is what made me take so many remedies in the past
I think platina is similimum or a very close partial at least. SInce I have taken so many remedies before and noone gave relief except for platina. Lac leo could be a possibility but it is easy to discard it. Does the core fit? do they have feelings of being 'special'? No! So I know in advance it wont adress my problems, just like the mercury didnt. Unless there are many remedies who feel special the choice is pretty slimmed down for me, as far as I know there are only 2 remedies.
Since I am back on the platina I had no 'special' feelings which I often get daily at least once when there is some difficult situation to deal with.
Like I said the low potencies dont feel like they are curing me or making me progress. It feels more like they are making things more managable.
I think I will take a 1M soon. Depends on how work tomorrow will be like. But I dont know what will I do past the 1M? 10M wont be an option. The 1M will have to give me signs that I am improving otherwise platina will be done with I think.
[message edited by starface on Mon, 09 Apr 2012 11:28:39 BST]
starface last decade
I would be curious to know how many remedies there are who have feelings of being 'special'? Does lac leo? since superficially I can see it fitting but I dont see how it could fit the underlieing issues. There is not much info about lac leo out on the internet. SO I dont know, but I am pretty sure they dont get special feelings from emotional dissapointment. This is a peculiar symptom of platina. One I so clearly have.
Maybe I should take a 1M now. I really want to get back to the other mind state I got back when I took the 1M for first time. As far as I know though one has got to climb up in potencies always because the disease get stronger... so would a 1M even be able to give me the same good results again?
And even last time when I took the 1Ms. I used like 3 drops and 2 teaspoons.
Maybe I should take a 1M now. I really want to get back to the other mind state I got back when I took the 1M for first time. As far as I know though one has got to climb up in potencies always because the disease get stronger... so would a 1M even be able to give me the same good results again?
And even last time when I took the 1Ms. I used like 3 drops and 2 teaspoons.
starface last decade
^^
This used to be how I looked like when I was 19 or 20.
before I ever had a BDD problem or deep depression.
... I feel embarrassed when I put my picture up after the type of posts that are here in my threads. Because of the unacceptable way I act here. Low
in person or when I show my face I am totally different. Because On one hand: there is expectation, people looking up to me, I need to be a certain way... on the other hand a bit of haughtiness, distancing myself, a big head of thinking people are admiring me, preciousness, I am something more, something special. Hard to say. I feel an expectation on my shoulders most often. People seeing me and than expecting a lot more from me than the level where I am at.
But it is tough. Most often in a state of fear and dont feel I can meet the high standard of how I must be like.
Basically the expectation is always to high when I go into social situations like to work or whatever. I cannot meet it. This is the problem. Tt brings humiliation to me and feels like death.
**
What I meant to say is ( I think I wasnt clear enough)... in person people look at me, they see me, they know who or what I am. Therefore I dont need to get involved into any drama or anything like that ever. I am definately to high and to precious for such thing. I keep my distance. I walk around the workplace, knowing that everyone sees me as unique and one of a kind. Well I am different from the usual mid 20 aged guy.
Just a few days ago a young coworker addressed me about something and started the conversation with 'Dude you...' And I was totally put off by how she addressed me. Like she would address some of her friends. How teeneagers talk with each other. I did not feel comfortable with that at all. An Uncomfortable situation. It is not like I had any high feelings or whatever. I rather felt like I am in a sticky sitaution and uncomfortable not knowing how to deal with this. Not knowing because she adressed me like she would a friend and I dont talk that slang of hers. So that was the problem - A vulnerability to attack. I might have gotten humiliated and told something negative about myself for not talking like the other young people -that was the problem.
...I try to be accurate always and give clear descriptions of my problem
[message edited by starface on Mon, 09 Apr 2012 13:51:25 BST]
[message edited by starface on Mon, 09 Apr 2012 21:45:41 BST]
This used to be how I looked like when I was 19 or 20.
before I ever had a BDD problem or deep depression.
... I feel embarrassed when I put my picture up after the type of posts that are here in my threads. Because of the unacceptable way I act here. Low
in person or when I show my face I am totally different. Because On one hand: there is expectation, people looking up to me, I need to be a certain way... on the other hand a bit of haughtiness, distancing myself, a big head of thinking people are admiring me, preciousness, I am something more, something special. Hard to say. I feel an expectation on my shoulders most often. People seeing me and than expecting a lot more from me than the level where I am at.
But it is tough. Most often in a state of fear and dont feel I can meet the high standard of how I must be like.
Basically the expectation is always to high when I go into social situations like to work or whatever. I cannot meet it. This is the problem. Tt brings humiliation to me and feels like death.
**
What I meant to say is ( I think I wasnt clear enough)... in person people look at me, they see me, they know who or what I am. Therefore I dont need to get involved into any drama or anything like that ever. I am definately to high and to precious for such thing. I keep my distance. I walk around the workplace, knowing that everyone sees me as unique and one of a kind. Well I am different from the usual mid 20 aged guy.
Just a few days ago a young coworker addressed me about something and started the conversation with 'Dude you...' And I was totally put off by how she addressed me. Like she would address some of her friends. How teeneagers talk with each other. I did not feel comfortable with that at all. An Uncomfortable situation. It is not like I had any high feelings or whatever. I rather felt like I am in a sticky sitaution and uncomfortable not knowing how to deal with this. Not knowing because she adressed me like she would a friend and I dont talk that slang of hers. So that was the problem - A vulnerability to attack. I might have gotten humiliated and told something negative about myself for not talking like the other young people -that was the problem.
...I try to be accurate always and give clear descriptions of my problem
[message edited by starface on Mon, 09 Apr 2012 13:51:25 BST]
[message edited by starface on Mon, 09 Apr 2012 21:45:41 BST]
starface last decade
I need a defense against any attack to my ego. Not have the problem with vulnerability to attack. But it is getting better I think
and I must stay, not loose the things that make me 'special'... my appearance key ingredient. it is the foundation. Actors, celebrities the ones who are admired they always look good. When is the main character ever ugly looking? you can kiss it all goodbye if the appearance aint great. You will never be the one who the world and movie revolves around
So BDD was therefore a great problem for me in the past. My appearance, without it no life possible.
[message edited by starface on Mon, 09 Apr 2012 13:59:39 BST]
and I must stay, not loose the things that make me 'special'... my appearance key ingredient. it is the foundation. Actors, celebrities the ones who are admired they always look good. When is the main character ever ugly looking? you can kiss it all goodbye if the appearance aint great. You will never be the one who the world and movie revolves around
So BDD was therefore a great problem for me in the past. My appearance, without it no life possible.
[message edited by starface on Mon, 09 Apr 2012 13:59:39 BST]
starface last decade
I think I went all out this time, because I am not afraid of what you all have to say. I know in this picture that I posted at least my appearance was good. So there is confidence. And whenever I have a little confidence it can be a danger because I tend to become overbearing than.
I could not put a picture of myself up as to how I look right now, because I am uncertain about whether I still have it. I could not take it if I would be told I look bad or worse than compared to the picture I posted.
To afraid of finding out the truth. i would feel ruined if I would be told such thing. But ok it isnt that bad since at work I got complimented often there on my appearance often. So i know it could not be true
[message edited by starface on Mon, 09 Apr 2012 14:08:52 BST]
I could not put a picture of myself up as to how I look right now, because I am uncertain about whether I still have it. I could not take it if I would be told I look bad or worse than compared to the picture I posted.
To afraid of finding out the truth. i would feel ruined if I would be told such thing. But ok it isnt that bad since at work I got complimented often there on my appearance often. So i know it could not be true
[message edited by starface on Mon, 09 Apr 2012 14:08:52 BST]
starface last decade
Just going to say one more thing.
You have the homeopath- talk to her
before you do anything. It still seems
to me that the 30c is moving out bits
and pieces of things, old states coming
up- perhaps seems fleeting but they
seem to be coming up. So you would
want to keep on that till nothing comes
up anymore-and then go to 200- then same thing with 200-and 200 could even
do something where you went back to 30c for awhile.
The point is - work with your
homeopath.
You have the homeopath- talk to her
before you do anything. It still seems
to me that the 30c is moving out bits
and pieces of things, old states coming
up- perhaps seems fleeting but they
seem to be coming up. So you would
want to keep on that till nothing comes
up anymore-and then go to 200- then same thing with 200-and 200 could even
do something where you went back to 30c for awhile.
The point is - work with your
homeopath.
♡ simone717 last decade
yesterday night after the above posts something happened. while lieing in bed it felt like my stomach was getting released. lots of this energy flow. it felt good. than it went up to my head and again I could see pictures when closing my eyes, but this time no scary ones and the pictures werent that detailed. and no fear or paranoia with it. In fact I felt even more relaxed at night than usual. This was similar to what happened on the 10m. One night. except that I was highly paranoid starting to feel.
I only felt asleep past 3 am even though I went to bed at 1:30am. So now that I woke up after sleeping so little. 5 hours suprisingly I am not feeling all messed up like a zombie as I usually would.
i think this remedy good.
.. it felt great when the thing was working on my stomach, and for a moment I felt no agony/discomfort there, but completely gone away
I only felt asleep past 3 am even though I went to bed at 1:30am. So now that I woke up after sleeping so little. 5 hours suprisingly I am not feeling all messed up like a zombie as I usually would.
i think this remedy good.
.. it felt great when the thing was working on my stomach, and for a moment I felt no agony/discomfort there, but completely gone away
starface last decade
ok work was a breeze today again except for one thing... a pretty girl came once to the workplace. Possibly because there are school holidays. So this caused anxiety, I felt 0 self worth etc.
Now what was different is for one despite feeling anxious I still walked around her but I felt terrible really (so I did not hide). And second thing is usually I feel such load of emotional pain or dissapointment when the situation is over... when I am alone on my own again because I want her. This causes also the special feelings usually from the dissapointment I feel.
So I dont feel cured at all. But it seems I cannot get emotionally unstable any longer. There was no emotional charge of dissapointment which really depresses me and it takes hours until I usually can let go of such thing. Really deep emotional trouble is what I usually feel
==
I am unhappy with the low potencies of platina. I want to take one which affects my mind and creates a change there like the 1M and 10M did.
And I want to know whether those improvements on a 200c dose are good enough or not for it to be similimum? I just want to get cured. Usually I feel such pain when I cannot have a pretty girl. I still know this feelings are in me, but for some reason I stayed emotionaly stable... it is like my mind.body does not react emotionally so dont feel the flood of depressing emotions like I said above anymore. But I still know that the feelings of emotional dissapointment are in me and not cured.
What should I do. Does this sound like platina? Higher potency? I dont want to ask my homeopath and wait for an answer for more than 7 days as seems to be the case always.
I took once 3 30c doses in 3 consecutive days. And now last week I took 3 200c doses in 3 consecutive days... and feel like moving up the potency ladder or discard the remedy if you experts still insist it not my remedy
[message edited by starface on Tue, 10 Apr 2012 05:03:26 BST]
Now what was different is for one despite feeling anxious I still walked around her but I felt terrible really (so I did not hide). And second thing is usually I feel such load of emotional pain or dissapointment when the situation is over... when I am alone on my own again because I want her. This causes also the special feelings usually from the dissapointment I feel.
So I dont feel cured at all. But it seems I cannot get emotionally unstable any longer. There was no emotional charge of dissapointment which really depresses me and it takes hours until I usually can let go of such thing. Really deep emotional trouble is what I usually feel
==
I am unhappy with the low potencies of platina. I want to take one which affects my mind and creates a change there like the 1M and 10M did.
And I want to know whether those improvements on a 200c dose are good enough or not for it to be similimum? I just want to get cured. Usually I feel such pain when I cannot have a pretty girl. I still know this feelings are in me, but for some reason I stayed emotionaly stable... it is like my mind.body does not react emotionally so dont feel the flood of depressing emotions like I said above anymore. But I still know that the feelings of emotional dissapointment are in me and not cured.
What should I do. Does this sound like platina? Higher potency? I dont want to ask my homeopath and wait for an answer for more than 7 days as seems to be the case always.
I took once 3 30c doses in 3 consecutive days. And now last week I took 3 200c doses in 3 consecutive days... and feel like moving up the potency ladder or discard the remedy if you experts still insist it not my remedy
[message edited by starface on Tue, 10 Apr 2012 05:03:26 BST]
starface last decade
You are impatient and you need to
control that. You know enough
from reading on here. that when
something is working you let it keep WORKING- TILL it is done with its work.
so that is the question you ask the homeopath- that it seems to be working
what should you do next. Every time
they give someone 3 doses of 200 they
tell them to wait 2 weeks. and watch.
don't screw it up. ask your homeopath
and wait for the answer.
control that. You know enough
from reading on here. that when
something is working you let it keep WORKING- TILL it is done with its work.
so that is the question you ask the homeopath- that it seems to be working
what should you do next. Every time
they give someone 3 doses of 200 they
tell them to wait 2 weeks. and watch.
don't screw it up. ask your homeopath
and wait for the answer.
♡ simone717 last decade
ok. all the replies of platina doing no good for me confused me and that i need to let go of it.
starface last decade
lyc, the homeopath is letting him take
platina. No one is telling him No-
they just thought No when they
thought he was prescribing it by
himself.
Starface you make no sense bc you
are taking platina, approved by your
homeopath, and it is doing things,
and you want to up your dose bc
you want it to go faster.
You are having improvements and
you are just impatient. You know
you have to wait and watch-!! so
check in with the homoepath and fine
tune it with someone who is ON
YOUR SIDE.
platina. No one is telling him No-
they just thought No when they
thought he was prescribing it by
himself.
Starface you make no sense bc you
are taking platina, approved by your
homeopath, and it is doing things,
and you want to up your dose bc
you want it to go faster.
You are having improvements and
you are just impatient. You know
you have to wait and watch-!! so
check in with the homoepath and fine
tune it with someone who is ON
YOUR SIDE.
♡ simone717 last decade
how do I not make sense?
Since about january this year I am hearing frequently that platina is not my remedy, that I am attached to it, etc. So It gives me doubt at times. It is not that people thought I am self prescribing platina why they said those things. Its since january.
Yes I want it to go faster. Low potencies feel subtle and dont seem to address my EGO. It feels like tiny steps forward at this stage.
i am patient. I havent taken a a new 200c or 1m dose
[message edited by starface on Tue, 10 Apr 2012 22:42:01 BST]
Since about january this year I am hearing frequently that platina is not my remedy, that I am attached to it, etc. So It gives me doubt at times. It is not that people thought I am self prescribing platina why they said those things. Its since january.
Yes I want it to go faster. Low potencies feel subtle and dont seem to address my EGO. It feels like tiny steps forward at this stage.
i am patient. I havent taken a a new 200c or 1m dose
[message edited by starface on Tue, 10 Apr 2012 22:42:01 BST]
starface last decade
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