Help for CFS and joint pain _{Page 5 of 14}

Dear Sameer,

It´s 9 days since the Carcinosin 200 dose. This dose made no difference unfortunately...I´m slowly getting more and more tired, I am still better in the mornings but after some hours the fatigue is coming...

I´m thinking about trying the lycopodium 200c one dose...maybe that remedy has more to give...What do you think?

Thankyou Pia

Dear Sameer,

One more week after the carcinocin 200 dose. There seem to be no good effect of this dose...I am very tired and have low energy...Last week was very bad, it was time for the PMS and I got very irritated and angry with my husband for several days ;( I am still a little bit...)
I am constipated, tensed between shoulders and neck and some headache coming from this..

Best regards Pia

I would like to try a 200c dose of lycopodium to see what happens...
Pia

well, I´m not sure at all Sameer but I´m thinking that maybe it was the lycopodium effect that lasted so long...and not the carcinosin...I know that lyco is a long-lasting deep remedy...anyway I want to try and see what happens otherwise we have to look for another remedy...

Thankyou Pia

Dear Sameer,
It´s about 3,5 weeks since the 200 dose of Lycopodium. This period has been quite difficult for me. The first 5-6 days I was very weepy and sad...After that I have been frustrated, angry and very irritated. Bullying to my husband and domineering. I feel very critical to others, observing details like I usually don´t. I´ve had these tendencies before but not as much as this time. My PMS was more difficult than normal, very swollen in breast and stomach, craved food all the time, very constipated, headache and grinding teeth, tensed...also tired. On last friday the menopause discharge gave some release. I´m now better but still not good...Actually I havn´t felt any improvements after this dose only aggravations...

I read about Lachesis due to my mothers advise and found out that Lycopodium and Lachesis is related. Is this for me too you think?

Best regards Pia

Hi Sameer,
I antidoted with Chamomilla and now I am feeling better mentally now. Every symptom has reduced... I guess the lycopodium was not for me...:) Not your fault I wanted to try...I felt very good after the first dose but not then...homeopathy is very strange and complex!

My main problem for now is:
-sore and tensed muscles in face, head, neck and between shoulders. I am almost all the time grinding my teeth.
-negative feelings about old events that I can´t stop thinking about...can´t let go!
-a new (2 days) red rash on some fingers and toes, itches. I´ve had this man times before...
-constipation

Thanks Pia

Bumping up!

I have analyzed a feeling I have. I have a need to have control over things around me, I feel much better when I 'take' this control and make everything work well. But I have to force myself to do this, a part of me just want to be lazy and 'runaway' from the responsibilities, like sitting with the computer or else...instead of grabbing what needs to be done. This makes me irritated of my husband who I want to do more at home...The truth is that I am angry with myself but directs it towards him instead...

Another thing with this control is that I have problems when something unexpected happens. I cannot stand when people talk a lot and if they change things that we have decided. It´s like when I think of something I have to be able to do this without getting disturbed because if so my energy draines. I get a heavy feeling in the head, and the brainfog comes. For example in a meeting at work when people are discussing several subjects this is too much for me. I have trouble to follow the discussion, it tires me enormously. I dislike very much if someone interrupts me when I am talking and it´s because I so easily forgets what I was about to say.

I will now wait for the next PMS Sameer and try to describe how I feel then because then it will be a lot worse than now...

Thanks Pia

Yes, I will do that Sameer. I think you can wait with the analyze because I am not in a hurry, feeling okay thanks to you :) Enjoy your trip instead!!

Pia

Mental traits:
-love animals, flowers, nature
-like music, dancing
-orderly, wants everything to work properly.
-desire to do more creative things, have a more creative work for example
-I am social but enjoy to be alone a lot also
-unconventional, different people attracts...
-I am a very open person
-wants everything to be done very quick, does everything very fast myself. slow people irritates me :(
-many ideas that change quickly
-have an 'eye'/sense for beauty things
-staying at home and follow strict routines ameliorates
-likes being consoled
-Resting/meditating makes me feel better, also warm bath, eating.
-Some intuitive/psychic capacities, clairvoyant
-I am also extremely eager to learn. Always studying some topic that interest me...Loves reading and learning new things...

-Feel overwhelmed by duties
-Intolerance and criticism to others
-Mental/emotional and physical weariness
-dwells upon past events
-a feeling of being different…
-sometimes overenthusiastic
-feel very lazy and have trouble to get things done.
-don´t like unexpected things that occur, wants to have control, don´t like surprises. Likes changes but wants to do them myself.
-forgetful and impulsive(less impulsive nowadays)
-cannot remember names easy
-fear of people with self-confident and power. (feels like a little girl when meeting them, especially men)
-demands a lot of myself especially regarding the family. like cook healthy food, clean the house etc
-crave sweets
-cannot tolerate alcohol at all
-worse in springtime
-feel no one is listening/caring about how I feel…get very upset when I have this feeling of being ignored
-fear that others will think that I am stupid, a need to appear as intelligent – this is at work where I always put myself down and think that everyone else is smarter than me…
-Stormy weather makes me worse.
-People with negative, nervous energy makes me feel worse. I have big problem with people that are stressed. I am very sensitive to people´s emotions and I feel their feelings almost...
-I still can´t tolerate stress even if it´s much better nowadays. Stress makes me forgetful, confused and exhausted.
-Noise makes me anxious
-Another thing is that I am careful with money and I have a fear to be without money. A solid economy is important for me to feel secure...I cannot understand people who use all their money...what if something happens..
-Low endurance, but I force myself to finish tasks and sometimes I get totally exhausted almost collapse..can be gardenwork or whatever...
-full moon aggravates
-I am determined with my own views about things...I keep them in silence most of the time...don´t waste my energy trying to convince others about homeopathy for example...I let other talk about their views and just listen but silently keep my own convictions...Seems like I go my own way, don´t follow the main stream if you see what I mean. I read a lot, think a lot and make decisions on my own...I see many people just do what everyone else does, that´s not me...

10 days since the silicea 30 c dose.

The following feelings are vague and I can´t say for sure...
-calm, mentally stronger
-more energy and endurance

But I am also
-irritated and angry, can feel a desire to speek out about some things that i find unfair.

These positive and negative states alternate during the day...

-my face, scalp has been itchy and very dry, rough skin...also some itching on other parts of body...

-I am feeling 'filthy' both in face and in my hair...

Thankyou Pia

19 days since the 30c dose silicea.


Last week was time for PMS and it was very difficult. Angry and irritated with my husband. Poor him ;) Very critical and rude to him.

As soon as the menopaus started (5 days ago) much better. More calm only some irritation left.

The positive effect of more energy and endurance holds partly but getting more tired day by day...

Mild cold every day with sore throat...when swallowing, headache...pflegm...

Regards Pia

I have read your other posts and I´m thinking that maybe there is a layer of lachesis too. Read that this might occur during pms...and I feel very different in this state, I have also been thinking that I was more like this long ago...

More like lachesis I mean. Some jealousy, passionate and intense also - talkative and change subject rapidly...

I also sometimes use my tongue in a very refined but cynical and critical way ? As if you have an intuition about the weakness of others and hence an ability to hurt them with precise sarcastic words ?

But zodiac sign does not match ;) 5 february!

But I know that homeopathy is so much more complicated so just ignore me if I´m wrong;) I know you shouldn´t match the remedies to the person! It´s just that I recognise some aspects of both my son and my mother in me...

Happy New Year Sameer!

Pia

Since I waited almost three weeks for the remedy for Felix because of the holidays. May I buy D12 in the local store to try it?

Pia

Today I tried to buy D12 but they didn´t have it. If it´s okay with you Sameer I would like to take 30c instead because I don´t want to wait 2 weeks(Helios)...Hope you don´t mind too much...
Pia