To Sameer Vermani - Hypochondria _{Page 15 of 16}

I thought of adding one more thing here. last night there was a very strong emotional feeling which I had wherein I felt that I am not in touch with any of old friends and relatives and the emotion was very strong that I need to connect to my old friends which kept me awake for almost and hour and I went back to sleep after I decided that I will keep calling everyone from the next day and make it a point to keep in touch. However as I am trping this I had literally forgotten all about it and even if I remember I dont feel the strong emotion as I felt the last night. I am not sure if this is any information or significance to you but thought I should let you know just in case if this triggers something different. Its probably the insecurity within me which is triggering all this. I am not sure if I was be able to manage everything on my own without my parents/family/friends etc. This is probably triggering this strong emotions to be connected with my friends and family so that in times of need I can rely on them.. Its more of dependence..I hope I was able to articluate myself clearly..

Hi sameer,

Procuring remedies from helios is proving to be too expensive as they charge a lot for shipping and the products are also proced in pounds. Is there some reliable place in India where I can get these remedies even if I need to order it online. I heard of baksons and Dr reckweg. I am not sure if they sell 1 M potencies. Please advise

Hi sameer,

procuring medicines from helios is proving to be very expensive for me. Is it possible that I purchase it from India like Dr reckweg or baksons etc without compromising on the quality

Ordered the remedies from helios..

HiSameer,

I got the remedy today. The past 3 days the mind is crowded with negative thoughts, compulsive thoughts again the same old cancer thing. I also have a slight head ache and sleep has been slightly affected.I was alright in between.

Okay,

Take out 4 drops of Lachesis LM1 in 250 ml spring water, stir with a spoon and take a spoon from there.

Report in 3 days after this.

Day1 after taking remedy

Poor sleep. Got up at 3 AM. Increased anxiety. Mind crowded with negative thoughts and fears in the night. After getting up in the morning mind preoccupied and slight headache due to stress. It feels like as if all the nerves in the head are tight. Fist clenched shows that the body is stressed too. Entire body is tight like its stressed.

Hi Rajesh,

I will be fine in 2 days.

Hi Sameer,

In fact yesterday itself it was better. I felt good after around 10 AM yesterday.I am really suprised why this had to reoccur after such a long gap. In fact I had been for my annual health check on saturday and I had an increase in the level if indirect billirubin (0.9) and had fatty liver and my cholestrol level was 213 whcih is pretty high. I was actually feeling stressed when I was undergoing this medical test and that continued for the entire day till the next day.

Hi Rajesh,

Please wait for 2 more days.

HI Sameer,


In an overall perspective I was fine. Though there were some anxieties and fears but very managable. Yesterday I had a bad stomach and a lot of gas and fatulence. Really bad stomach.

Good stuff, you can wait for 4-5 more days then.

Hi Sameer,

Same status as earlier but slightly increased fears about diseases for the past 4 days. Also smoking again started to about 2 sticks a day.

Okay,

Give 10 hits to the Lachesis LM1 bottle.

Wait for 2 mins.

Then, Take out 2 drops of Lachesis LM1 in 250 ml spring water, stir with a spoon and take a spoon from there.

Report in 5 days after this.

Hi sameer,

i am travelling this week. Will be able to take the remedy only after one more week

Hi sameer,

I thought i should let you kmow about this. We had been to a wedding a high profile one of one of our relatives today. My parents also came later. Though i love tjen and make every efforts to keep them happy when they come to public places esp high profile ones i am not very comfortable and as soon as they came in i wanted them to eat their lunch. When they after their lunch waied for a long time i was feeling very uncomfy and wanted tjem to get back. Not that they are uneducated or anything but i am really confused about this behaviour of mine. I am not sure if i want them to get more importance and i feel bad when they are sitting in the wedding alone though there were people talking to them or was i feeling shy or inferior i am unable to understand the reason dor such a behaviour and i know its wrong. I will correct it from now. Not only today even earlier i used to feel shy to go out with my parents. As i mentioned earlier i do all it takes to keep them happy like buying what they need though they are alwaya self aufficient and even now buy me things rather than me buying them anything. I am really ashamed of this behaviour not sure why i act to be so sophisticaltd. I hope we are on the right track with the remedy

I am not sure if such a behaviour can be set right with medicine but want to change and will make every efforts to change. I have again started feeling insecured as to what will happen to me after them as even today whenever i am low or down or get into any problem i know for sure that they are with me and will help me come out of anything. They are the source of my strength. Please let me know if i need to change my thinking pattern and if so how and where do i start.

I feel much lighter and better after sharing this with u. I was just feeling miserable and huilty before i shared it with you.

Hi Rajesh,

Things will improve slowly.

Please take a dose of Lachesis as advised in my post on May 20.

Report in 5 days after that.

Sure . Thanks for bearing with me all this time and listening to whatever i say. I guess u know my personality well in these 2 years.

Hi Sameer,

Its been 5 days since I had taken the remedy.

Day 1 : Good
Day 2 : I had seen some movie wherein they had shown a person with OCD in a bad shape. That day I was very anxious and could not sleep well and mind was crowded with thoughts.

Day 3 : Same as Day 2

Day 4 and Day 5 : Much better. No crowded thoughts.

Let us wait and watch then. Update in another 5 days.

Hi Sameer,

I was quite busy and hence could not update you. Overall things have been pretty good except for the fact that my smoking has again started though its quite low about 2 a day.

Good to hear. :)

Keep LM2 at hand, but do not take it as of now.

Sameer,

I have LM2 at hand. Overall things seem to be ok except for the ocassional negative thoughts and fears. I am not sure but after I started meditation things seem to be better. My sleep has reduced but I feel energetic not tired as before.

Ok you can take a dose of lm2.

2 drops in 250 ml and take a teaspoon. Report in 5 days