To Sameer Vermani - Hypochondria _{Page 8 of 16}

Hi sameer,

Its now been a week since I have taken the doses and the mental symptoms whcih I had mentioned in my earlier post has subsided though not totally gone. I have been getting mouth ulcers and my again I think I am getting a sore throat as I can feel the same. Not sure if this has to do with quitting smoking as I have read somewhere that these could be the side effects of the same. I have been seeing news articles pertaining to jade as I mentioned earlier but I am refraining from reading the complete article.

Hi Umesh,

How sympathetic are you ?

How easily do you forgive people ?

What are your major food cravings if any ?


Sameer

Are the ulcers painful ?

Also, talk about any other new symptoms you might have noticed.

Can you describe the nature of the pain in the throat as well ?

Also, talk about if you have a fear of being alone still ?

Hi sameer,

I have not noticed anything new. The throat pain only comes when I swallow saliva. I guess I have developed tonsilitis and thats the cause of this. I cant say it pains a lot but its just uncomfortable. The fear of being alone is not much as I have never been alone from the past few months. I definitely do have the anxiety when I get the thought of being left out all alone and no one with me.. Whenever this thought comes I get a very anxious. sleep is at times good but not very good. I mean I do not wake up completely fresh.
No major changes to report other than what I had mentioned above.

Please check your e-mail.

Hi sameer,

I have replied to your query.

Hi Umesh,

Thanks for the information.

So, you think the last Ars dose is still giving you benefit ?

Sameer

I am not pretty sure sameer. As I had mentioned I do have on and off negative thoughts and its very difficult to say when I get these negative thoughts. Sometimes it happens in the day and at times in the night. I mean the fear. However the one thing thats good is that my response to these thoughts have gotten better. The one thing I noticed is that during the full moon day ( 1 or 2 days before or after) the negative thinking increases. I am not sure if this makes any sense but thats the way it is. However I have not noticed this on all full moon days.

Hi Umesh,

Aggravation at full moon, mouth ulcers and night aggravation are pointing very strongly to Arsenic only.

Let us wait a bit longer and let the last dose work more.

Update me in 5 days.

Sameer

Also, I had asked some questions above. Can you please answer them ?

Hi sameer,

I had answered then on the same day..Here is it

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Hi sameer,

I have not noticed anything new. The throat pain only comes when I swallow saliva. I guess I have developed tonsilitis and thats the cause of this. I cant say it pains a lot but its just uncomfortable. The fear of being alone is not much as I have never been alone from the past few months. I definitely do have the anxiety when I get the thought of being left out all alone and no one with me.. Whenever this thought comes I get a very anxious. sleep is at times good but not very good. I mean I do not wake up completely fresh.
No major changes to report other than what I had mentioned above.
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Please let me know if you need anything specific..

You did not answer these ,

read carefully above and you will see these questions:

'Hi Umesh,

How sympathetic are you ?

How easily do you forgive people ?

What are your major food cravings if any ?

Are the ulcers painful ? '

Hi sameer,

I am sorry missed this..

How sympathetic are you ?

I am very sympathetic towards people and animals both.

How easily do you forgive people ?

I forgive people easily from outside but deep inside me the bitterness would be there. I cannot let go very easily. It also depends on the person in question here. If its my family I do forgive them easily if its an outsider who is not very close to me me than it takes time.

What are your major food cravings if any ?

To be specific

1. Shallow fried okra my favourite.
2. Samosa ( Craving)
3. pani Puri
4. Dosa/Idli/vada
5. Any deep fried food.
6 Chocolates ( But consciously try to avoid it)


Are the ulcers painful ? '

No.. they seem to be gone today..

Hi Umesh,

Let us wait for 5 more days without any doses. Update me then.

Sameer

Sure.. Thanks Sameer.

HI Sameer,

the past 5 days have been normal with the usual ocassional negative thinking and fears which prop up in the nights. The one problem which I have have is I dont get a very deep sleep. Lot of dreams and I get up even if there is a small sound. I am actually longing for the day wherein I get some deep sleep and would not wake up before 8 hours come what may..

The freshness is not there in the mornings.

So, last 5 days were better than the period before ? In terms of negative thoughts and fears ?

During the last 5 days I was pretty occupied with work hence the intensity of the negative thoughts and fears were very less and overall it was better than before wherein I consciously avoided reading anything which deals with diseases in the paper or watching such things in the news.

In terms of fears as you know my wife has fibroids and there were thoughts that what if something happens to her and the very thought of living life without her makes me feel anxious. Such thoughts kept coming only yesterday though they used to keep coming earliet too but it had stopped inbetween.In addition to this the very old negative thoughts and fear about incurable diseases like cancer etc.. happening to me..

These are still very much Arsenic like symptoms. It is time to raise the potency.

So, now we will start the Ars LM2 potency.

So the first dose:

NO HITS to the LM2 bottle, put 1 drop of LM2 in 250 ml water, stir and take a teaspoon from there ONCE. Throw the rest of 250 ml away.

Report n 4 days.

Sameer

Hi Sameer,

Its been 3 days since I took the remedy. Overall the 3 days have been peaceful. Not many negative emotions/fears and its been good.

Good stuff.

Now, we will keep waiting till there is a relapse.

Update me in another 2 days.

Hi sameer,

I dont find any major changes from the last report. Its been good. However there are the ocassional fears which come up but dont last long and dont keep coming up as frequently as before

Let us wait for another 3 days then.

Hi Sameer,

Things have been prety good except for the ocassional anxiety. However I am again getting the urge to smoke and had a few puffs on saturday and sunday as I was stressed about some issues at home. I have noticed that my decision making power has not improved at all. I am completely risk averse and I think the worst possible scenario and make decisions based on that. For example if I have top buy a house or car I think what will happen if I loose my job and start my thinking on those lines.