please help - allergies

No family history of acne at all, all have very good clear complexion except me.
This causes alot of bitterness inside me.
Have been subjected to humilation coz of this.
Sleepwalking when I 10-12 years old.
Bedwetting until 12yrs old.
Sincere and honest by nature
Also very talkative
Many times I talk just so that other would not point out there's something wrong on my face.
Very understanding and sensitive to others
Emotional by nature - can easily cry.
Will not trust anyone easily.
Loves to be independent and secretive by nature.
Easily get depressed due to disharmony at workplace or home or with friends
Suffering from acidity post typhoid treament (22yrs old then)
Loves rice + all fruits + eggs + cakes + all nonveg food
but have to avoid many fruits and nonveg items due to chronic sinusitis and acne flareup
I suffer from hayfever september and october (seasonal change) have to take very high precaution to avoid falling sick
Typhoid symptoms were also happened during same month.
Blood test did not show typhoid as it was the earliest stage of typhoid as per doctors so based on symptoms was hospitalised for 3days.

Adding others stuff as I remember

Not easily forgiving but if I forgive continue to have bitterness at the back of mind against that person but I wont show it.
Resist change always. was not like this before acne but acne on my back and awkward places has made me like this, cant get social due to this back acne so I resist change.
Very good at giving excuses to skip a deadline and can easily express it with face to face meeting.
Cannot lie without a very good legitimate reason which again has to be to save my own skin.
No smoking , avoid drinking absolutely, stopped drinking tea after I turned 18 as I thought it causes acne.
Else I just love tea with alot of chips and fried food in it.
Very outgoing by nature to do things but acne on back stops me after a certain stage.
Shy and reserved though by behaviour.
Have a very adventurous mind and like to do those things many times.
Pimples are very small and hard to notice in shaving area of face.
Beard has not completely developed near chin, so I get big nodular type pus filled pimples around chin and near lower lip, also small pimples on upper lip lining
Suffer from barber itch around jaw and chin and moustache.
Taking antibiotics - Terramycin and applying acne lotion to stop it since 5yrs ever since I had the need to shave. But still pimples continue in chin and near lower lip.
After full flare up of acne on chin and upper / lower lip for about 2 months - recurrence occurs after 7-8months but is mild initially then breaksup bad.
Have really very oily skin in Tzone= forehead and nose just shine like sun.

My relationship with relatives is kind of distant - will talk only point to point no unnecessary talking and family members is little affectionate but many times talk in just point to point, though sometimes I get comfortable (again depends on how my face looks - remember I have mentioned I have been a mockery due to acne) and with parents / brother is good but I find it difficult to express my emotional state but I love them all. Only on rare occassion I talk face to face, mostly it's like oh it seems we are talking on something.

Not scared of any strangers (doesnt matter to me on how I look that time) doesnt matter to me about his physique or stature, I dont give a damn I feel they are inferior to me and they cannot put me down or insult me. Will back answer without hesitation but will have a fear inside me which causes little stammer sometimes.

If I dont like something I just say it. I dislike complacency. It doesnt matter to me how others feel about my disapproval. All that matters is I should feel good.

Please help, let me know if you have anyother questions.

Adding few more things as I remember

Not scared of strangers (doesnt matter to me on how I look ) I dont give a damn and I feel a stranger cannot insult me so I behave rude to them.
I also behave rude to people who try to show me down. If the person is someone from my relation then I try to distant from them as much as possible.

I am very conscious about my appearance so even little pimple makes me depressed or stressed out.

I am very independent , I love to do work on my own and take credit for it also.
I hate to share work with others.
I dont like people to care about me, I can take care of myself is what I feel.

I dont like to be advised but I take the advise seriously and try to understand why that has been told to me.
I am very judgemental and always take everything seriously and reason it out to my satisfaction.

Please let me know if u have other questions.