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Snake remedies

What are snake remedies about? Is attractiveness, guilt, worthlessness, disgust, hate an issue for them? Also issue with ego? Thinking high of oneself alternating with feeling low at times, but of course never showing it to people

Are snake remedies the only remedy that have an issue with getting mobbed, Or are there many other ones? For many months I am having dreams of getting attacked, sometimes 1 on 1, at other times by a group of people, like once I dreamed a few weeks ago that I went to university, so I lived in a student house alone and there was a group of people who wanted to fight me, so I felt in danger all the time that I could get attacked by them. Pretty horrible feeling whenever I walked outside on my own.


I did not have such dreams before starting homeopathic treatment though. Well I didn't dream much before homeopathic treatment.

Thanks

Edit: attractiveness is a big big thing with me, in what animal subkingdom is this most prominent, if someone could tell I would be very happy

Or rather what are the most jelous remedies In the animal kingdom? that would help
[message edited by Silicea on Wed, 13 Jul 2011 09:22:59 BST]
 
  Silicea on 2011-07-13
This is just a forum. Assume posts are not from medical professionals.
Attractiveness is a theme of the entire Animal kingdom, of Row 3 and Row 5 of the Periodic Table, and so far we know it is an important theme of the Lily plant group. Every single animal can feature it, it is one of the major themes of the kingdom.

Attractiveness, guilt, worthless, disgust, hate are common human words and many remedies could cover them. These are important words in the Leprosy miasm as well.

Snakes are about not being on equal footing with your enemies, an unequal competition, which can only be evened out be striking from behind or striking a weak spot. Snakes will do anything to win, and usually the most underhanded thing they can since they feel to weak to face their opponents head on. The use lies, they cheat, they deceive, they misdirect.

To use Sensation, you must identify each expression down to a very detailed level - using words like guilt says nothing - what kind of guilt, what is the experience of it, what is pecuilar about it, what is not human about it? You are looking for the non-human experience, not the human one. The non-human voice compels a person to act in a way that is not human, that does not make sense from the perspective of a human being.

The Snake voice says 'you are too weak to defeat those you attack you, you must position yourself where they cannot see you as a threat, then when they least expect it, strike to kill them'. It can say many other things as well 'Posion your enemies' 'Stay out of sight' 'Hide in the dark' 'Move fast to avoid being killed' 'Strike like lightning' and so on.

Attack is a common theme of many groups as I pointed out in another post - animals, metals, some plant groups. Danger is a theme of both the Nitricums and the Bromiums.

Jealousy is also a major theme of the Animal Kingdom. None of those things point to a group. Jealousy is also a theme of the Sulphur group, and to some degree Row 5 can display it as well. Having said that it is such a common human feeling that nearly anyone could show it and still need any remedy.
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
SNAKE WORLD

Snake: to crawl, or creep. “serp” to creep
A snake is basically a defenceless creature, with no legs to run, without its poison, it’s nothing. It has tough, dry horny skin covered with scale that serves to prevent water from leaving the body. The skin is shed many times in a year. They are limbless reptiles ( found often in cases, they talk of taking off people’s hands and legs, brings them to same level) They also possess a stretchable skull with a lower jaw which can open up and swallow prey, much bigger than itself. They swallow whole.

They do not have external ears or eardrums, but sense vibrations on the ground via Jacobsons’s organ, situated just in front of the eye

Movement is via lateral undulating - moving in a wavy pattern. Body is flexed side to side.

Female snakes emit pheromones and there is fierce competition for the female. Male king cobras engage in neck wrestling. They twine around each other and push the others to the ground. Head is separate from the body. In relation to the Cobra, the head comes up but the body remains flat on the ground. (other snakes too, but especially the cobra) In a mating ritual, you will see head come up.

Young ones are not dependent on maternal care, but have to fend for themselves. Also give birth to live ones, or eggs.


Attack/defence by snakes
They are ectothermic, slow, cannot be active for long, rely heavily on stealth and surprise Snakes kill by constricting than poisoning. Sensation why, you will see more constriction.

Constrictor snakes
Strike prey with jaws crush and coil around them and execute by killing by asphyxiating the victim. As prey breathes in, snake fastens its grip, squeezing it tighter, constricting/strangulating the victim, making exhalation difficult. Misconception that bones break. When snake no longer feels a heartbeat, they will disengage and swallow. Then snake can take its leisure to eat.

All happens in a split of a second, happens with astonishing speed. Prey succumbs within a minute after being attacked. They have thought of strategy…. Waiting and watching.

Poisonous snakes
Poison is altered saliva.
Likes to coil and choke its opponent. It will strike a vital target with pinpoint accuracy. I it may not get another chance.

Two types of venom
Haemotoxic: influences blood and organs.
Neurotoxic: influences nerves.

Defence is to hide, remain hidden. When seriously provoked and cornered, then it will attack, when there is no escape. When it attacks it has to attack from a position of hiding, and goes back to position of hiding.

SNAKE SURVIVAL STRATEGIES.
Birds are major snake predators. Predators get the better of snake by exhausting it first. They irritate the snake into making frenzied defence postures. When the snake becomes tired, predator will kill it by a bite to its neck.

How to protect themselves? Run away, or scare off a predator, rather than waste precious venom.

Camouflage.
Some snakes use blunt tails to mimic the head, real head is hidden in coils, ready for counter attack.

Multicoloured bands
Make snakes appear to be one colour . When moving quickly, it is one colour, but when it stops, colours split not so easy to see, predator looking for single coloured snakes.

Banding
Results in flicker fusion, an illusion that the snake is going in the opposition direction, (like car wheels). Snakes that are banded tend to rely on speed. Blotched snakes rely on camouflage.

Disgusting
Some can put off predators, by releasing foul smelling mixture of musk and faeces, doesn’t just smell bad it also taste vile and is long lasting. Most venomous snakes don’t stoop so low. In war situations, have read of women who do this, to prevent rape etc.

Warning colours
Many harmless snakes mimic warning colours of poisonous snakes:
Red touch yellow, kill a fellow
Red touch black, poisons lack.

The hognosed snake, will feign attack, and if that doesn’t work, play dead, even to the point of bleeding at its mouth, regurgitating food or hanging out its tongue.

Biting
Prefer not to bite.

Dry run - most make false strikes before biting. Don’t inject their precious venom. Large harmless snakes may inflict powerful punches with their strikes.

Spitting venom
A few cobras can spit venom, only for defence, never to catch prey. The snake will then flee after spitting, very accurately.

Human equivalent of Snake Survial Strategies
Snipers - striking from position of hiding.

Human areas of Snake Survival Strategies
Mafia
Terrorism
War/guerrilla war
Espionage, undercover
Crime/blackmail, detection
Politics
Corporate
Glamour
Magic/illusion
Fraud

Kidnapping, assassinations, bombing, hijacking, hostage: commando type operations.
SURPRISE, SUDDEN ATTACK BY LESS POWERFUL, AGAINST MORE POWERFUL.

Misdirection:
Maskirova: denotes using deception, concealment, camouflage, to surprise the adversary.

Expressions at human level
Dream: in a car with expensive things. Parked in the street. Young woman approached me, suspected her, took her away and was watching her, but turned and car was gone. Real attack came from another side. Turned back and the woman was gone.

Deceptive. Unlike what they appear on the face. A false front, completely different person behind façade. Many times this side is hidden. The “real” him is invisible to others. Deadly side is imperceptible to the world.

Conspiracy main word of the snake, planning and scheming. Hidden, fatal, merges with crowd, different from inside and outside/ do not reveal their inner side.

Terrorism: complete snake phenomena. Unspeakable horror. Never know where they came from or where they went. Assassination

Feel at disadvantage: competition.

Anger: burst out/exploding/bombs/explosive outbursts.
Explosion denotes the sudden surprise of the attack, but doesn’t carry energy of an explosion.
Hidden desire to hide
Sudden unpredictable attack
Lethal, spiteful
Stealth, fatal, wicked
Anger, burst out.

Poison: Inject, poison, venom, vicious, toxic, noxious

Sensitivity at throat level
Strangled, chocked, throttled.

Constrictors:
Engulf whole, encompass, tighter and tighter, squeezing, crushing, chocking oppressive

Connection with source
Serpent, reptile, snakes, cobra, viper, krait, python, rattle snake,
Aversion, fear or fascination of reptiles.

Miasm: syphilitic.
REPTILE FEATURES.
Cold blooded
Hibernate in winter, not found in coldest regions. Hibernation/torpor/retreat/emerge/activity
Inhabit regions that are warm or free from extremes of climate
Dry scaly, horny, tough skin instead of hair or feathers.
Can bite if threatened/provoked. But first line of defence is to hide or flee. Use many elaborate displays to frighten or confuse the predator, to appear larger, looking dead or unappealing or mimic the behaviour and appearance of more dangerous species.
Camouflage as per their surroundings, they can change their colours so that who they actually are, remains hidden.
Keen senses many lizards, like chameleons, can move two eyes independently and look in different directions at the same time: binocular vision.
6th sense taste and smell using Jacobsen’s organ, which helps animal locate prey, find mates and obtain information about its surrounding. In homeopathy, this is called clairvoyance.
Ambush and sudden attack: from a concealed position. Chameleons have long sticky tongues that project with remarkable accuracy. Many reptiles conflict with members of their own species over control of a particle of territory.
Courtship rituals are elaborate: lizards can change colour, to impress females and intimidate rivals.
Use variations of colour for variations of skin colour for camouflage for warning or surprising mating strategies.
Anaconda: stays camouflaged underwater, while watching and waiting for its prey. Even with huge size, they stalk so stealthily, not a ripple is discerned by hapless victim until killing grasp takes place. It blends in with dense vegetation. Stealthily - in such a way, you are not seen or heard.

Expression at human level:
I am at a disadvantage
Competition with someone superior or more powerful, don’t have the capacity to have face to face fight (dd mammals)
Deceptiveness…
Completely different outside and inside
Hidden
Will only reveal good side, then will suddenly attack and finish the opponent.
Planning for long time, planning and manipulating
Planning to take revenge
Split within themselves, conflict
Keen senses
Temperature sensitivity to heat and cold
Hibernation, torpor, retreat, energy, activity
Ambush, sudden attack.

Important words
Keen senses
Bite when provoked
Watch and wait
Two sides
Ambush, sudden attack
Killing grasp
Planning
Revenge
Split
Conflict
Competition: high vs low, privileged vs non privileged, strong vs weak.
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Comparison of subkingdoms

Mammals snakes
Seen, not hidden hidden
Mode of attack is to get weaker one get stronger one
Superiority, power inferiority
Open and challenge, you or me two sides - nice and sweet, vs violent and poisonous.


Spiders snakes
Tricky and trap conspiracy
Trick and trapped not hidden hidden
Shameless seductive
Tubercular syphilitic.

Reptiles
Protective shell
Agile, small
Crocs: strong claws/jaws
Pulling prey down

Once we come to the sub-kingdom of snakes, how to proceed to differentiate further?
We can look in the repertory, or look for pathology. What we are doing is we are using the kingdom classification, then we go back to our symptom. Some examples are
Elapidae,: bung-f, dendro, elaps, naja, oxyr, hydrophis cyanocinctus
Viperidae: viper, bitis arietans crotalinae: bothrops, cenchrix, crotalus, lach, toxicophis
Boidae: anaconda, boa constrictor.
Colubridae: natrix (grass snake)
Hydrophiidae: sea snakes.

Is there a common feature?
Study them in terms of provings, clinical cases and source information.

Elapids: cobras, kraits, mambas, copperheads, coral snakes
Viperids: vipers, rattlesnakes, Copperheads, cottonmouths, bushmasters…


Main symptoms of Elapidae:
Del, injury, is being injured
Fear, alone of being
Fear, death
neurotoxic


I found injury is the main theme: being injured
dreams
of knife into wounds,
of falling into a pit
injury to head
fire
someone hitting my head with an axe.

DENDROAPSIS POLYLEPIS (member of the Elapidae)
Rubrics
Delusion,. stabbed
Delusion, injury about to receive
Fight wants to
Desire boxing
Fight, wants to, for defenceless people
Impulse to hurt others
Anger violent
Dreams being beaten
Impulse, violence to do.

In the above proving, 2 year old nephew was sitting next to prover, had impulse to kick him hard, for no reason, and he did it.

Human expressions
Fear alone
Desire company
Delusion about to receive injury
Extremely poisonous
Generally not aggressive
If you attack me, I attack you
You don’t interfere with me, I won’t interfere with you.

Important words
Strike suddenly and intensely
Intense injury
Impulse
Sudden
Violence
Territorial

Venom: neurotoxic and paralytic.

Elapids Viperids
Actually bite their prey Just stab the victim – will come suddenly, attack and Disappear
Swiftly attack and leave
Hold onto the victim

Coral snake
Small size, has to bite repetitively, twist and turn its neck from side to side to introduce the venom into the wound. When disturbed, will raise its tail tip and swing it in the air to mimic its head. Are only dangerous if trodden on with bare feet. Often good tempered. Others attack on their own accord when unprovoked, unthreatened. It has to strike at its target forcefully, quickly and furiously like a sidescoping trip hammer, to get a grip . It has to chew several times in succession.

Bright colours = I’m poisonous – leave me alone.

Elapidae
Will not attack unless provoked
When someone comes into his space
Especially to harm or injure
Attack is violent


Rubrics
Company, desire for, as if something t horrible might happen.
Dreams, falling into abyss
Hide, desire, in a corner
Stomach: coldness, after ice cold drinks.
Chest: coldness
Close to Palladium: must be perfect, mustn’t fall from pedestal
Desire for ice, oranges, aversion bananas

Proving: Elaps
Heavy explosive outburst of anger
Increased awareness of the throat
Wanting to jump out of my own skin
Presence of other people is hard, want to be left alone.
[message edited by brisbanehomoeopath on Wed, 13 Jul 2011 11:23:49 BST]
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Guilt – feel guilt, cannot stand myself, disgust. But that is only under specific conditions. If I speak to my father, If I speak or am around other people… I don’t feel good enough, and wrong, feel disgust for myself, hate my voice, just everything. But no disgust if I communicate over the internet. If I am in a good mood and feel better about myself I try to speak in an animated way with my mother for example but then after I said what I said and wait for the reaction from my mother, before I even get it I feel bad, guilt, I imagine I will get to hear something bad/negative about my animated way of speaking which would depress me, make me feel so bad. It cripples me. I cannot take it when I try to be interesting or whatever and get told something negative about it later. It cripples me. I cannot recover. Cannot forget it and will not try for a long long long long time to be animated while speaking again. I am unable to and feel guilt for being so wrong apparently. I don’t know how people can take negative comments. I just cannot. How could someone feel good about himself or want to talk in an animated way when he gets told something negative about himself all the time. So I am depressed, and cannot try to be animated again. How could I, if they apparently dont like it and probably will have something negative to say again.



(lol jokes, I know you did not ask me to describe it)



Oh very nice. Very helpful, thanks It was a good read.
Hmm doesn’t sound like me. Only a few things ring true which are
-I am at a disadvantage
-Competition with someone superior or more powerful, don’t have the capacity to have face to face fight (dd mammals)
And yes when I was younger and had conflicts with my father I would think about attacking him when he is asleep with a bottle or something, since I am much weaker than him, but I would never carry out such thing. I am not violent.

But that’s about it, which is probably too little. It doesn’t sound like snakes could have social anxiety or feel worthless. Well I cannot differentiate between feeling worthless or guilt anyway. To me both mean the same.
[message edited by Silicea on Wed, 13 Jul 2011 14:50:08 BST]
 
Silicea last decade
Would this be a snake way?

Lets say you get kidnapped, so what you do is you try to befriend or make yourself attractive to the kidnapper (if it were a woman that is), so once the kidnapper thinks you are interested in him and does not keep you chained anymore or whatever then you escape or try to kill him?

That would be my way. 1 on 1 fight definately not, or showing fear and crying about being let go, since it never works


But even if it were a snake way that probably does not mean your a 'snake' now for certain, I am sure non snake remedies could have such strategy too. This probably only makes certan that your deceptive.

I hope lachesis is described in the book 'soul of remedies' which I should get soon... homeopathy is so interesting

So yes dont think I fit the whole snake picture. Have no clue what remedy I fit. Thanks for posting
[message edited by Silicea on Wed, 13 Jul 2011 15:08:28 BST]
 
Silicea last decade
Lachesis is a snake remedy prepared from the venom of the South American bush master, and in its miasmatic range, the remedy falls between sycosis and syphilis. It has the qualities of competitiveness, aggressiveness, attractiveness and sexuality common to the animal remedies, as well as the clairvoyance, deceit and venomous quality common to the snake remedies.
The specific problem of Lachesis seems to be the problem of jealousy, or how to get the better of (be one-up on) a rival, especially in the situation of male-female relationships or in the sphere of sexual relationships. It is the situation of someone who has to compete against a person with better qualities, as for example a menopausal woman whose husband has a young girlfriend. She has the feeling of weakness within herself as she compares herself to her younger and more attractive rival. She feels that there are conspiracies against her and this makes her suspicious of people around her. Her survival depends on her being one-up on her rival, and she does this with clever, manipulative talk. With her loquacity, she is able to attract and retain the attention of the listener; she can be witty, sarcastic, loud, animated, vividly expressive, excited. She observes the listener, judging all the time his interest level, and at the correct moment unnoticed by the latter, she injects the venom that works in him after he has left her presence. Her talk can be clairvoyant, prophetic. She may tell of going into a trance or being under superhuman control, or she may relate spiritual experiences or religious theories, all this with enough doses of sexual suggestibility.
She becomes so engrossed with the competition, so for the time being, she has to shut off from work ('Business, aversion to'). When her very best efforts to compete fail she may turn religious, spiritual, and may feel that death is near and that she should concentrate on spiritual things; she then starts meditating. Hence the rubric: 'Avoids company to indulge in her fancy.'
Lachesis persons can be interested in the beauty of nature, in amusement, and their speech can be magnetic. Advertising has a lot to do with Lachesis, concerned as it is with jealousy and one-upmanship: it amuses, entertains and catches attention, pushing its own product up while cleverly pushing other products down, and quickly injects you with temptations for the product being advertised. A lot of the entertainment industry also has to do with the Lachesis theme and I have observed that Lachesis people often get into the advertising or entertainment industries.
The main theme of Lachesis is show. The ideal situation that would best bring out this feeling for a Lachesis patient would be a beauty contest. She would try to beat the competition through any means.
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Oh thanks, that makes me sure I am not lachesis.

Like in the example above with the menopausal woman having to compete against a young woman.. My reaction would be depression and feeling unwanted, guilt. I would not be in a state where I could talk animated or in a magnetising way to do the 'magic' and capture the other person. Oh not at all but rather the opposite. I would talk in such a depressing way (because I know I will get left for the other person) that I would get left than for sure. I am in a state where I cannot compete, I feel to bad about myself

my guilt feels like isolation.

And there is a common feeling in my dreams many times too but not always . I talk to people, I have people around, but I still feel like I am alone, I dont feel connected to them. I still have this feeling in me that does not go away, no matter if there are people around me or not. Dont know how to describe the feeling. It might be isolation or something else.

Today I was escaping the police by car, than driving in the city feeling isolated maybe... than I dreamed I was moving out of our house with my family and there in the dream at night when I went to the toilet this feeling was really strong, when I saw all the boxes, everything packed away. I cannot describe it. It didnt feel good... alone, abandonment, isolation, security, no home? I dont know. Moving houses always feels bad, The part before leaving the house, where everything is in boxes, put away, the house looks empty and it feels like I have no home for that moment so I dont feel good. It feels like all is coming to an end.
[message edited by Silicea on Thu, 14 Jul 2011 03:12:27 BST]
 
Silicea last decade
The opposite can mean the same remedy. Every remedy contains its opposite, so Lachesis can feel inferior to others and give up, no struggle, does not fight or compete at all.

So what you described could still be Lachesis easily. Or any animal, or many minerals, or some plants.

Who knows. You are spending so much time trying to be your own homoeopath that you cannot make heads or tails of it. Hopefully you will eventually learn the lesson from this. If not there are thousands of remedies for you to go through yet, and dozens of different methods for choosing those remedies, and even different potency scales and dosage methods which will do different things. And with the new provings being done every year, and the new groups being explored through Sensation - well you will never get to the end of them all.

There is a reason you have to train and practice to be a good homoeopath. It isn't like picking up an instruction manual for putting your new bed together.
[message edited by brisbanehomoeopath on Thu, 14 Jul 2011 03:46:57 BST]
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I know. But why would I go to a homeopath? I obviously cannot work with someone together. I got rejected by 2 now. And if I were to look for a homeopath, I would have to go through all of it again, of describing myself accurately (which is very important, I dont take it lightly, all success depends on it if the homeopath is any good), it seems like an enormous task. I will probably get remedies like Calcarea Carb and all the common remedies prescribed again. So much time will be waisted again, so much energy spent, and than in the end I will get rejected, left by the homeopath again for one reason or another. The circle will repeat itself. I dont want to go to a new homeopath. It will be a waist of time, and trying to control everything again and describing myself in detail so that he gets an accurate picture of me seems like an enormous task. And than there is the possibility that the homeopath is not a good one, so time will be waisted again and I will never get healed and my life will pass me by.

Well it seems hopeless that I will get anywhere with a homeopath. I cannot deal with it and it hurts when I get rejected, makes me feel bad and guilty.

I might get sneaky again and post my case under a new username in hope you will take it lol, but no I would not like doing it for the above reasons, I would be a new guy than of who you dont know anything about.
And I would feel guilty and bad while doing it and if I got found out which I am sure I would by my distinctive way of posting.
And what would I do if I got a remedy prescribed I took before? It would be a problem


Homeopathy is excellent, but it feels like being in a maze searching for a way out (finding the remedy). A difficult task because time is ticking
[message edited by Silicea on Thu, 14 Jul 2011 04:46:12 BST]
 
Silicea last decade
It is difficult even for a homoeopath, and for someone who isn't one almost impossible.

I know your case too well now you will not be able to fool me so don't bother trying.

If you cannot swallow your pride and go to a proper practitioner, then homoeopathy is going to fail you and if you do not choose another therapy you will remain sick. That is your choice - you body your life do what you want with it.

You didn't get rejected, you betrayed the trust of both practitioners as well as showed them absolutely no professional respect at all. Stop trying to shift the blame back to us. Either accept it and learn from it, and perhaps you will get healing or stay the way you are and spend the rest of your life complaining about it.

I see people everyday who choose to remain sick. Maybe that is your path.
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I am not shifting blame, sorry if I used the wrong word, of course I know it was my fault. And I know you know my case all to well, that I would get found out for sure. But like I said I could not do it, I would feel bad while doing it too.

Its not a thing of pride, but rather it feels hopeless, there are many homeopaths who are not good out there. I dont have faith that an average homeopath could heal me. and the problem is it would take time which is running out

Noooooooooooooooooo dont want to be sick. I want you to take me back. I will be perfect and not interfere.
Asking for a second chance would that be to bad?

I did not show respect? I am really sorry, dont know what overcame me. Would never do it again.

Ah I am feeling so anxious and in danger when someone talks to me like that, as if something is really wrong with me and everyone will leave me.
[message edited by Silicea on Thu, 14 Jul 2011 05:11:03 BST]
 
Silicea last decade
Please give me a second chance so I can get healed. I will think every day about how bad I felt while not having a homeopath so that I will never forget it and not act disrespectful again.


I know I betrayed your trust, but it was in a way different that I took remedies when I did not get any prescriptions, because of time pressure like I said, I was in a hurry, I had to take something. I did not straight out lie that I am taking gall acid but would instead take a self chosen remedy. So I think its slightly less bad. I thought about it yes, like I do many times about doing bad things but I dont carry them out.

All I want to say is that I would be an angel if time where not a problem. And this was the only reason as to why I did what I did.

I could not straight out lie that I am taking gall acid while taking a different remedy behind your back. That would be really bad.

And thats why I kept asking if we can change the gall acid. Because I did not want to lie I am taking gall acid but in reality be taking a different remedy behind your back. I could not do such thing. I was in a dilema, I could not take the gall acid, but I could not take a self chosen remedy and take it behind your back, so I kept asking if we can change the gall acid, or take the paris quad which I would not have a problem with trying.


I wanted to admit to the ignatia but I was afraid because I know what would happen than.

I think there is a difference, and I dont think of myself as that bad. But maybe I am wrong and I am really bad, I dont know.

I am sorry, I acted out of fear and time pressure with the ignatia and silicea, I could not wait and I thought I will get the silicea prescribed anyway.

I learned from it, it was a bad move, I would not take a new remedy again if I would not get a prescription for a while. I am sorry, I am really not that bad, half bad maybe.
[message edited by Silicea on Thu, 14 Jul 2011 05:39:27 BST]
 
Silicea last decade
Hopefully your next practitioner will benefit from what you have learned. It won't be me, but someone else might be willing to take you on. I can only hope you actually deal with them and your treatment better for your sake.

Honestly a forum is a terrible place for a patient like you. You need a practitioner who can see you and hear you in real life, and who will not tell you the remedy you are taking, and who makes you take it there and then where he can be sure you have done it. Someone you are also paying money to, so that you dont waste their time and the valuable opportunity with this behaviour.
[message edited by brisbanehomoeopath on Thu, 14 Jul 2011 05:52:47 BST]
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
OUCH that hurt.
[message edited by Silicea on Thu, 14 Jul 2011 16:22:58 BST]
 
Silicea last decade
Ah my apologies. I calmed down. Ignore. Its all fine. I am feeling better, one of those 2 remedies (lachesis or nat mur) is really helping. I feel much better about myself. Something I noticed is I am feeling more lively and expressive again for the past 2 or 3 days. Ah its wonderful when I can be like this. Life seems fun again than. Hmm I am going to redose with the lachesis. Watching stand up comedy and stuff like that is my passion. I have been watching it again for the past 2 weeks. To Be expressive, lively and attractive as in to be good looking and have good social skills are golden qualities to me like I mentioned often. What I value the most. And a career where those qualities are put to use I sure would fancy, so lachesis I am going to redose with than.

ah thanks, but I am aware natrum likes acting and comdey too so its still not that clear but I think it might be it
[message edited by Silicea on Thu, 14 Jul 2011 11:30:34 BST]
 
Silicea last decade
hmm took lachesis but I was glued to the mirror since midnight untill now again observing a dent that I did not notice before on my nose. My attempt to fix it ended up unsuccessful :(

It started out well with me looking in the mirror and feeling like I am good looking, which was how I havent felt like in a long long time but it ended in a staring marathon again. Although its not all bad, there is some improvement noticable. I am not overwhelmed with feelings of uglyness or worthlessness, just stressed about things not being the way I want them to be on my face.

hmm hope I will manage to go to bed after posting this with avoiding the mirror. Lol its funny. One look at it and I could get caught and not let go for quite a while than

hmm I see this connection again, socializing always makes me forget about the BDD, lessens it. and the opposite is also true, if I am alone I am most vulnerable to get grabbed by the BDD... animal language, is it prominent again because of the lachesis or is it naturally. I dont know.


No real intention behind writing this I think, except for letting out some energy and its healthy too, makes me feel better

Well off to bed

Its probably a manipulative attempt to get you to help me. Dont fall for it lol, ah no chance, homeopaths dont change their minds I noticed, which is fine. But if it really were an attempt than why am I letting it be known? maybe its some sort of advanced manipulation technique - Manipulation 2.0. With trying to make the homeopath first think that I am not trying to get him back. Could be possible. But than again why am I saying this if it really were so? Maybe some even more advanced manipulation technique to make the homeopath really think that I am not trying to get him back or that I am really not wanting to manipulate him into helping me. And than strike out just like a snake would when he least expects it haha. Once I am not seen as a threat of using manipualation anymore.


well I guess I will see soon. If I am really that bad and manipulative, if the lachesis will work.
[message edited by Silicea on Thu, 14 Jul 2011 17:33:31 BST]
 
Silicea last decade

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