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David
may I get dosing advice on what the next dose would be for taking platina. I took 2 doses before as you know3 drops 8 hits 2 teaspoons
3 drops 8 hits 1 teaspoon
can I take a lower dose or must it be higher
I am really not in a state to read books as I feel like I could kill someone from the hurt I feel of being left on my own yet again and hope I wont have to in the end take a dose I feel is right on my own
vitamin.X on 2011-10-02
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Is it true anarcadium follows well after platina? is anarcadium egoistic?
vitamin.X last decade
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I posted a few days before you left me in my 'platinum metallicum' thread that I could not live if you left me. This is horrible now and I will never get over it.
Yes punish me instead of help me. I would not have taken arg-nit if I knew this meant you leaving me, but I thought it is ok for me to take. I would not say I know best just out of protection if I knew this was going to make you leave. What will I do now?
You cannot do this, this just breaks me. I go back to Platina as I said because it was by far the best remedy.
There is no life for me anymore if you leave.
[message edited by vitamin.X on Sun, 02 Oct 2011 14:28:00 BST]
Yes punish me instead of help me. I would not have taken arg-nit if I knew this meant you leaving me, but I thought it is ok for me to take. I would not say I know best just out of protection if I knew this was going to make you leave. What will I do now?
You cannot do this, this just breaks me. I go back to Platina as I said because it was by far the best remedy.
There is no life for me anymore if you leave.
[message edited by vitamin.X on Sun, 02 Oct 2011 14:28:00 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
This is really to much for me now. I was annoying, not really meaning seriously most of the things I said the past few days in my posts and probably attention seeking etc but you leaving me now has me feeling horrible. I got always serious when the threat of you leaving me came up and first decided to not take arg-nit as I understood this would mean you will leave.
I am sorry for everything. I cannot help it or just decide to stop all of it. I am sometimes in such a unstable condition, maybe hysteric I dont know. I highly believe I fit the histrionic 'theatrical' personality disorder.
just DONT LEAVE ME. This is the worst someone can do to me. Being alone depresses me greatly and I dont want to be alone again with noone around to talk. It is impossible
I am sorry for everything. I cannot help it or just decide to stop all of it. I am sometimes in such a unstable condition, maybe hysteric I dont know. I highly believe I fit the histrionic 'theatrical' personality disorder.
just DONT LEAVE ME. This is the worst someone can do to me. Being alone depresses me greatly and I dont want to be alone again with noone around to talk. It is impossible
vitamin.X last decade
So please provide dosing instructions so I can go back to Platina as I felt very stable and together on it. No ego and desire to be special. Or whatever remedy you think I might need.
I will be 24 soon. It is Painful. I Never experienced life with friends from age 18 on and never will and the days just keep on passing by. Such loss and there is nothing I can do about it. I beg you to help me.
[message edited by vitamin.X on Sun, 02 Oct 2011 14:20:08 BST]
I will be 24 soon. It is Painful. I Never experienced life with friends from age 18 on and never will and the days just keep on passing by. Such loss and there is nothing I can do about it. I beg you to help me.
[message edited by vitamin.X on Sun, 02 Oct 2011 14:20:08 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
The weather is gray outside and I am not as depressed as usual. I want to do something about my situation but the depression comes up immediately that I cannot do anything. I am confused what to do now as the arg-nit made my chest feel much better and brought back the desire, hurry to get cured and back to life but a sort of hoplesness still remains
I woke up at 10am and while still lieing in bed I thought about how it would be like if I were a homeopath, that I could not rest if people would not get healed and thought about aurum. But I know in my current situation I am for damn sure not it. Doesnt fit.
Than I fell asleep again minutes later and dreamed about being in a small house with just one room and some man with me. We were looking for a gold treasure in the ground that should be there. So all the floor was removed and no treasure to be seen. SO I got angry and felt like hitting walls and I did but than I calmed down quickly and thought to myself that I could not take the gold treasure if it were there anyway.
A bit strange that I dreamed this and what to think of it. Discard it or not
I woke up at 10am and while still lieing in bed I thought about how it would be like if I were a homeopath, that I could not rest if people would not get healed and thought about aurum. But I know in my current situation I am for damn sure not it. Doesnt fit.
Than I fell asleep again minutes later and dreamed about being in a small house with just one room and some man with me. We were looking for a gold treasure in the ground that should be there. So all the floor was removed and no treasure to be seen. SO I got angry and felt like hitting walls and I did but than I calmed down quickly and thought to myself that I could not take the gold treasure if it were there anyway.
A bit strange that I dreamed this and what to think of it. Discard it or not
vitamin.X last decade
I am not punishing you. That is your issue and perception not mine. You will not participate as a patient in this process. That is the sad fact here, you appear incapable of it. I cannot help you. There is no point in begging me to return to treating you, as you simply cannot do what I ask.
I have made it clear many times what you need to do to remain under my care, but you have broken those agreements repeatedly. Since you show such a profound lack of trust in my skills as a homoeopath, I cannot see any reason for us to continue. And I won't be put in this situation with you over and over again. It is a waste of time.
You can do what you are doing, jumping around from remedy to remedy totally unable to see the truth. I have tried to tell you that you will never get cured this way, but you believe differently. That difference in belief makes it impossible for us to have a therapeutic relationship.
I am sorry but this is your bed, and you have made it the way that suits you. You will have to accept the consequences of that.
I have made it clear many times what you need to do to remain under my care, but you have broken those agreements repeatedly. Since you show such a profound lack of trust in my skills as a homoeopath, I cannot see any reason for us to continue. And I won't be put in this situation with you over and over again. It is a waste of time.
You can do what you are doing, jumping around from remedy to remedy totally unable to see the truth. I have tried to tell you that you will never get cured this way, but you believe differently. That difference in belief makes it impossible for us to have a therapeutic relationship.
I am sorry but this is your bed, and you have made it the way that suits you. You will have to accept the consequences of that.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I am so sorry for everything. Please believe me. I see now that I might have acted really bad over the past few days. I dont know where it came from. I only have trust and confidence in you of healing me. Always had. That is why I never have and will not ask someone else.
I do not want to go over this again and again either. I am not some clown or time waster. But have the biggest desire of anyone on this forum to get cured
Please I took the anthropleura and scorpio remedy you prescribed. But the anthropleura already left me in a bad state (if you remember the day I took the scorpio) and the scorpio even more. Based on the brutal dreams I had on this remedy I was certain it could not be my remedy and did not want to suffer for another week for nothing or even take a repeat dose and feel the panic again.
Please forgive me. It was a stressfull weak on those animal remedies.
I will not ever ask to take another remedy on my own again. You can leave me the moment I ask. And no arguing about remedy choices. But I have taken all remedies havent I?
I do not want to go over this again and again either. I am not some clown or time waster. But have the biggest desire of anyone on this forum to get cured
Please I took the anthropleura and scorpio remedy you prescribed. But the anthropleura already left me in a bad state (if you remember the day I took the scorpio) and the scorpio even more. Based on the brutal dreams I had on this remedy I was certain it could not be my remedy and did not want to suffer for another week for nothing or even take a repeat dose and feel the panic again.
Please forgive me. It was a stressfull weak on those animal remedies.
I will not ever ask to take another remedy on my own again. You can leave me the moment I ask. And no arguing about remedy choices. But I have taken all remedies havent I?
vitamin.X last decade
thanks girl2010, but I like David. I have great trust in his skills and also have a bit of difficulty with making new contacts. The task of describing myself and my problems to another homeopath again seems to big aswell.
vitamin.X last decade
The task feels like moving a mountain. I tried to move a mountain in the past back when I had the energy and hope of succeeding, but now the hope of success is missing. So I will not even start again. I see it will fail again. 2 homeopaths left me before, why would a 3rd not do the same and it will be all for nothing again.
Sorry for sounding depressing just ignore.
Sorry for sounding depressing just ignore.
vitamin.X last decade
I am no robot. I put a lot of energy into this and posted so much in hope it will be helpful and reveal a picture of me but it never did it seems.
vitamin.X last decade
You have not taken all the remedies I asked to you. You have argued about some of them and refused to take them, or secretly ordered and taken other remedies I did not prescribe. You have argued with nearly every choice I have made, you have spent far too much time reading up on remedies and then repeating what you read in order to convince me to give you the one you want. You will not repeat remedies or wait very long before taking another. It is a mess - the kind of mess that cannot be navigated through. I find that I cannot trust you.
The terrible tragedy, is that very often a remedy does not work well on the first dose, but subsequent doses or potencies will start the curative process happening. Your attitude and behaviour means that you may have already been given the right remedy, but ruined it.
I am not infallible. I don't always choose the simillimum first time.The process of finding the right remedy, especially in complex mental health cases like yours, is difficult and takes times to sort out. I can only work through cases methodically and according to our principles of treatment. When the patient themselves becomes an obstacle, an opponent, to that process, then there is almost no hope of finding that remedy.
I know it will happen again since it has happened repeatedly.
There are other people on various forums who might take you on, but considering that I am not the first homoepath you have conflicted with, I can only imagine it will happen over and over again. It is your behaviour that is the problem, first and foremost. The choice of the correct remedy will likely never happen while you continue this way.
[message edited by brisbanehomoeopath on Mon, 03 Oct 2011 03:07:12 BST]
The terrible tragedy, is that very often a remedy does not work well on the first dose, but subsequent doses or potencies will start the curative process happening. Your attitude and behaviour means that you may have already been given the right remedy, but ruined it.
I am not infallible. I don't always choose the simillimum first time.The process of finding the right remedy, especially in complex mental health cases like yours, is difficult and takes times to sort out. I can only work through cases methodically and according to our principles of treatment. When the patient themselves becomes an obstacle, an opponent, to that process, then there is almost no hope of finding that remedy.
I know it will happen again since it has happened repeatedly.
There are other people on various forums who might take you on, but considering that I am not the first homoepath you have conflicted with, I can only imagine it will happen over and over again. It is your behaviour that is the problem, first and foremost. The choice of the correct remedy will likely never happen while you continue this way.
[message edited by brisbanehomoeopath on Mon, 03 Oct 2011 03:07:12 BST]
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
You are right.
But I dont like to be called untrustfull but ok maybe I really am than. It was a bad move about the silicea and ignatia I hid but it took a while to get comfortable with the criticism and abuse I might get for having done this although I am happy I could admit it. Otherwise I could not live with myself.
I never described a remedy on purpose. When I do it is automatic because I think I have this in common with it. I never want to be a remedy I think I am not myself because that would be just so small and dumb. I would never feel good being something I am not.
I feel a bit hard done by as I have good intentions always and am a good person but my egoisem from time to time and fears do ruin it though. But I am still good. I apologised and feel sorry and do not mean to repeat it. Although I fear when I get into my unstable condition it might again.
I am so afraid of the days when my parents will nag me about that it is now really time to find a job or education, that it has been far to long and empty promises that I will get cured. So many months have passed and nothing really has changed much, except that I got a taste of how it is like to be without BDD and feel good about myself again... I havent done anything. I can see the day will come soon and I will be in panic. Time goes by so quick
But I dont like to be called untrustfull but ok maybe I really am than. It was a bad move about the silicea and ignatia I hid but it took a while to get comfortable with the criticism and abuse I might get for having done this although I am happy I could admit it. Otherwise I could not live with myself.
I never described a remedy on purpose. When I do it is automatic because I think I have this in common with it. I never want to be a remedy I think I am not myself because that would be just so small and dumb. I would never feel good being something I am not.
I feel a bit hard done by as I have good intentions always and am a good person but my egoisem from time to time and fears do ruin it though. But I am still good. I apologised and feel sorry and do not mean to repeat it. Although I fear when I get into my unstable condition it might again.
I am so afraid of the days when my parents will nag me about that it is now really time to find a job or education, that it has been far to long and empty promises that I will get cured. So many months have passed and nothing really has changed much, except that I got a taste of how it is like to be without BDD and feel good about myself again... I havent done anything. I can see the day will come soon and I will be in panic. Time goes by so quick
vitamin.X last decade
Some guidance please. I feel like I cannot take it anymore to many remedy options. Why is it that when I am alone I am uncertain. But the moment I would have someone guide me I believe I would be egoistic and assured again of what remedies need to be taken? Is there a specific remedy that is like that? Sulphur, lycopodium?
vitamin.X last decade
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