Dr. Brisbane homeopathDear doctor. Here a few of my problems.
If I have to seek help for something ie to technicans because my internet not working properly, I will feel very uncomfortable by it, by the request I make. I hate it. I feel so annoying. I fear getting something negative from the technicians. But at the same time I cannot tolerate it if the problem I am having is not going to be fixed,great dissapointment with anger.
very unpleasant situation having to bear that someone did not help me fix what needs to be fixed but at the same time I cannot say/do anything about it. I cannot defend or assert myself unless I get offended first. Too emotionally weak. Too afraid. My stomach and chest would twist if I hurt anyone without that someone doing something to me first.
This is situation with my father aswell. We are both very uncomfortable and mild with each other. But when offence happens, the mildness and uncomfortability goes out the window from my side. It is as if I beg to be offended when I am displeased about something because than I can get angry otherwise I have this conflict. Which is I Want to let my displeasure out but cannot do it. I could not bear hurting or saying anything that could be negative to my father about something unless he does something negative to me first. Often the food he makes is not really good and when he asks me the opinion of how the food is cooked I have to lie, because again I could not see his reaction if I were negative. I hate myself for being like this. So limited. I dont have good relationship with my father. But sensitive to his feelings.
Please make my emotional uncomfortability go away from me once and for all. I hate it. So many limitations because of it and uneccessary fears. I want to be free and without this stupid problem. I dont want to care what people think of me. I want to be independent and do my own thing regardless of what people think. I dont want anyone to hold me down. I dont want to conform out of fear of peoples dissaproval which would make me feel alone.
I dont want to be controlled by guilt anymore, or by any nonesense my parents like to do often. I hate how I cannot speak my mind around people aswell. When someone acts inappropriate towards me at work I cannot do anything about it. There is a much older woman at work who often does inappropriate things to me and is to nosey but I cannot assert myself and tell her to stop or leave me alone. What I do is only answer to her replies in a short manner in hope she will get the message that she annoys me. I want to be better than this and be something greater. Emotional weakness needs to go. I need to be able to speak my mind and be indifferent to the opinions of other people. Otherwise I cannot be who I want to be.
Dear doctor you have to help me. I cannot have such problem. I must not have it. It degrades me. I should be able to deal with such things and not have such problems.
no.other.choice on 2012-02-05
Obviously this will not work. I am offended you think me so stupid that you continue to try this trickery on me.
And of course it continues to reiterate how dishonest you are and how you are untreatable on an internet forum.
Just leave me alone. I am never going to treat you and you need to accept that and move on.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath 8 years ago
I dont think I am dishonest. Ok I was for months on my own and hit a low point today again so I tried something. Which didnt feel good. But its over now
maybe even some tarantula proving could have been the reason (lol). ok most likely not
[message edited by starface on Sun, 05 Feb 2012 08:58:36 GMT]
starface 8 years ago
And the other one that I don't care about anyone else but myself. I think I am very sensitive to the feelings of others, ok sometimes can be egoistic, but most often not. If it weren't for me my father would right now be living on his own but because I apologized to him things got sorted. I sure would prefer living alone with my mother and there would never be pressure on me to do something with my life quickly but I could not live with the fact that my father is alone and in pain. Some things are more important and above me I like to think often.
I also dreamed something like that tonight. That I was told a girl got buried underground by some things falling on her and I could not let this happen that she dies. Everyone was just standing by, Thinking that the situation is too difficult. That the thing that fell on her is to heavy to lift. But to me it was not an option that she dies so I told everyone to get me some showels and start digging/lifting this heavy thing
Ok I just used this again to throw in another dream in hope I am told what remedy I need. But this is not going to happen., I know. I just can't stop this urge to reveal everything about me always
I feel like I never get what I want. Which probably isn't true logically thinking. But feels to me that way.
starface 8 years ago
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