please help me.

I’ve followed the directions form Dr. Kudwa which it consisted of 3 consecutive doses of Sulfur 200c, one of Baryta Carb 200 and phosphorous 6c together with the cell salts 3x, I started to feel better in the beginning but unfortunately it didn’t hold more than couple of weeks, so this time I’d would include as much details as possible, to help the doctors prescribe the right remedies for my particular case:
I’m a guy in my 40’s, 167 lbs, 5’8” who maintains a healthy life: I don’t smoke, drink alcohol, drugs, coffee, no white sugars, starches, fast, spicy or canned foods, avoid pastries and things a like because when I do try them, I’d instantly feel sleepy, drowsy, etc. I eat very conscious and balanced foods. Focused more if food is healthy than actually tastes. I started probiotics about a year ago and also pancreatic enzymes to support my depleted gastro-intstinal system.
My blood pressure is constant high at 157/110.
My feet get swollen so easy after I sit down. I get cramps really easy in my calves and pulled muscles. My Achilles tendon just started suffering on both legs. (Right one is worse than left).
My gastro intestinal track is VERY messed up. I have to be VERY careful, otherwise my intestines get inflamed and few days after, my rectal area starts to bleed. (Couple or so inches internal). They don’t protrude to the outside just maybe a pea size from time to time. It’s been this way since childhood.
I presently manage this by taking fiber and drinking plenty of water daily but had to quit exercising at the gym take any vitamins supplements, otherwise my intestines will pay the price and soon after it, depression and a noticeable “sinking-sensation” settles.
Got hemmorrhoids surgery many years ago but they came back.
I’m able to manage this with daily coffee enemas but if I don’t do them for couple of days, I start to feel constipated, swollen sensation, bad mood, etc.
Did all possible cleansings: Colon, kidneys, live, removed my mercury amalgams.
I have a 2 1/2 inches, sliding-hiatal-hernia and GERD at present time.
I’m a stutter since childhood, lack of concentration, fearful, no memory, no trust in myself or others, spacey mind, (gay mind). I have some dyslexia. I have to proof everything I write, because I repeat words without realizing it, scratch it all over and start again.
After reading the symptoms for masturbation (specially digestion and psychological as well), I’d wonder if my case maybe an advance state of it, since I used to masturbate few times/day, since childhood and many times (in my 20’s &30’s), I would lack myself in a room and do it many times until I couldn’t get any more erections. I started noticing a sensation of “tension” in my lower belly after the act and also nauseous.
At present, I have no erections and “if” they come, they would last just few seconds and immediately goes down. Cannot maintain it at all. Ejaculations are with no erection.
In order to maintain an erection, I would need FEW Viagra pills (50mg each), but it RALLY destroys my stomach, get severe headaches and of course my intestines pay the price.
I still do the act but I’d feel tons of guilt and self load afterwards and would feel with no energy for the next two days…
I’ve caught Gonorrhea few times in my late teens and 20’s and given full antibiotics programs.
I’ve noticed that my stutter and nervousness is tight up to my intestines, since I came across an herbal (homeopathic form) formula that helps but doesn’t cure, with Hammamelis Virg, Viburnun Opulus, Colinsonia, Aeusculus Hipp, Hydrastis Can, all in 1x.
As soon as I followed Dr. Kawdas’ program here, my intestines started giving me trouble.
I’ve had a nervous breakdown about 8 months ago, after taking care of my dad’s Alzheimers and his later passing. For about 4 months I would wake up crying like a small kid in the middle of the night without stopping.
I can say that the cell salts, phosphorous, etc helped a bit, since I’m not feeling that low since, but it didn’t “hold-on”…
Any little task becomes overwhelming to the point of quitting altogether or looking for a “second-base” help to do it for me.
My speech is slurred.
I have a very much social anxiety. When among people, I feel as if I need air (suffocated and want to be alone to feel secured).
I Lack joy, stamina for life and things I used to enjoy doing.
I run in circles without complete anything or go into my business.
My life has become very sedentary and tend to do and eat the same food at the same places. Live basically in a complete isolation. Sometimes without leaving my one bed. Apt, for several days at a time.
Became like a grampy-old-man, always in bad mood, seeing the bad side of people and things every time.
Right after reading I forget everything that I’ve just read. Feel like I’ve lost my “personal-power”.
(I was told by a homeopath, long ago that my constitutional remedy is Phosphorous).
*) Keep my hands on privates all the time.
*) Cannot focus & concentrate.
) Majority of symptoms set in right after I eat: I fall asleep without controlling it. Drowsiness, hoarsh voice, poor concentration, etc ***
*) Always looking for approval from somebody else when doing anything.
*) Much fetid gas after eating. Following asleep without realizing it after meals.
*) Beach fungus-type-stains on skin. Not on hummed parts of body. Apply anti-fugal cream, they disappear but re-appear again in different areas of my body.
*) For any little trifle I get nervous and fearful or easily angered.
*) My back I am completely numbed in a circled area of 6 inches around T6 (vertebrae 6) on the left side of spine, which corresponds to the nerves for my stomach and intestines. When I do the coffee enemas, I feel as if that part opens and it shoots down to the bottom of my left foot.
*) Mind is “bombarded” (busy) by constant unwanted thoughts.
*) In bad mood, dissatisfied all the time
*) Constant insecurity.
*) Very sleepy around 7pm.
*) Compulsive: Check my door if it’s locked for instance, knowing that I’ve already done it. (I’ve proofed this copy probably 20 times before posting it).
*) Very sensitive to all impressions.
I REALLY hope I gave sufficient info for the doctors to help me with this problem.
This is a plead for help from somebody who’s suffering a lot in silence.
Will wait for your replay.

Thanks a lot for your kindness and consideration.
Blessings.