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I do all coffee enemas first thing in the mornings.

O'k. So, I'll stop them for now and keep you posted after three days like you've asked.
Just took my first dose few minutes ago.

Thanks a lot for your kindness.

Many Blessings for you and your loved ones.

O'k, I see.
Would spring water enemas will be o'k replacing the daily coffee ones then?

O'k. I'll keep keep you posted after my third day of sulfur.

Thanks again.

I just came across a great article about Chinese Medicine which I think both go hand-and-hand with Homeopathic approach as well. It talks about the relation with organs in our bodies and feelings attached to them.
I must admit it was as if I would be looking at myself on a mirror:

'The Large Intestine is a Metal element. Metal is associated with the emotion of grief. We frequently see grief damage the Lung system (the other Metal energy center) – a common example is when someone comes down with pneumonia or bronchitis or even a common cold after losing a loved one or the loss of a relationship. But grief can effect the Large Intestine, too, particularly when one becomes attached to the grief itself, or too attached to a memory to move on.

This attachment indicates Large Intestine energy involvement, for other negative emotions, too. A pathology in the Large Intestine energy may make one too attached to anger, fear or possessiveness – and manifest as an inability to make a change'

I couldn't have put better myself, SPECIALLY this last part.
This is a link for the article:

http://www.steppingstoneacu.com/blog/2012/08/08/The-Large-In....

By sharing this info, I hope that what I'm going through, will help somebody else as well.

Blessings and Healing to everyone in this forum.

Thanks.

Report after the three days of Sulfur 6c:

Noticed an overall 'calmness setting in' with 'feeling good about myself and feeling more secure as well' on first TWO takes.
With a particular instance of a tremendous 'plug' in my whole body that I wasn't able spell out which it increased dramatically the stutter to the point of almost not being able to speak at all, unless I've applied tremendous 'force' to it. It was really weird.
Only one time.
3rd day, not much positive change like the first 2 days.

I'll wait for your replay on what to do next.

Thanks a lot.

REPORT after last two doses: Nothing at all. It was as if drinking a bit of plain water.
Nothing like the first couple previous doses that would bring nice feelings as if 'being part of' the world around me and things alike.

I thought proper to include other symptoms I forgot on previous list. Please note that the followings are NOT after Sulfur, just my regular ones:

*) Aloe juice on empty stomach soothes ver well. (2 or 3 times a day)

*) I like starches and sweets but they aggravate symptoms (ice-cream, cake, etc), right after them, VERY drowsy, tired, following asleep.

*) Always in a hurry and accomplish nothing. (Writing in a hurry, speaking in a hurry, etc).

*) Any little noise upsets and overwhelms me.

*) As if something alive in my chest. Sometimes is so strong that it moves my body.

*) Have to apply ice for an hour or so couple times a day on my liver area because it feels as if swollen (had a ultra sound couple of weeks ago and I was told 'it's a bit swollen but nothing to worry about', in the Dr. words).

20 min. to half and hour with ice on it, I hear all sort of noises inside which they bring quite of bit of relieve, as if something was 'deflating' (that's how I interpret it).

*) Hyper sensitive to all impressions: Noise, anything I ingest, medicines, herbs, homeopathic remedies, people's reactions and thoughts (I can literarily know what they're thinking at times).

*) Absent minded.

*) As if a current runs through my body. Especially at night when I go to bed or when I'm very relaxed.

*) Maintain long conversations WITH myself, outloud. (First couple doses of Sulfur better that but it came back afterwards).

*) Green-fresh juices set in and sooth very well.

*) Need to take short afternoon naps to feel better and regain strength.

*) Not too long ago I was forced to use reading glasses (Anacardium Orient. betters the situation instantly).
I'm not saying this to coerce you in any ways to prescribe me Anac., just mentioning it as a symptom.

Will wait for your replay.

Thanks a lot.

Will do as prescribed and I'll let you know after the 3rd day.

Thanks a lot!

Yesterday was my last day of 3:

Didn't notice any improvement as on very first doses.
I remember I took (which I thought it was a mistake) a dose on empty stomach and immediately felt calm and more grounded, but nothing like that this time.
Also my coordination was a bit 'off' as well as my dyslexia, which it got to be better, before.
(Took the medicine in 3 different cups with 3 different spoons).

Feeling as if in bottom of the ocean trying so hard to swing up and can't.

I also noticed me very stressful, as if making a bog effort to speak and getting exhausted afterwards.

(Noticed that Hamm. Virg. clears my head cloudiness and my voice).

*) Feelings of abandonment returned, which very first doses of Sulfur had improved.


*) Noticed that erections started their way back but as soon as I attempt masturbation to see if they hold for awhile, it goes to down and and doesn't get up again.

*) Went for a long walk and noticed that my calves got a bit better without that feeling of getting them hard as a rock, almost to the feeling that my blood couldn't circulate but I tried to jog and couldn't go more than 5 steps due to my SEVERE tendonitis on right ankle (just a month or so ago, could go for a run). It's even a bit swollen.
I'm applying a bit of Arnica cream which it soothes.
(Please let me know if I can' continue with cream and also if I can take it orally as well as Rus Tox or if it'll interfere with present treatment).

A particular symptom I've never shared before is that if I'm drinking from a straw, I instantly move it because I can't have it pointing at me. Or any fork, knife or anything like that.

*)Constant need to get vitamins or things to make me feel string.


*)The plug I was referring before is in my urethra (that's how my body reads it). Don't really know if I got from many dosages of Nat. Mur 1M or from Merc. viv. or if it came from masturbation.
I'm really concerned about its 'mental' state, preventing me form take action in my life in general on the things I want, jobs, etc, which it made 'doubt' even to the tiniest detail to the point that it takes lots of energy to express to the things I need or want.

Please let me know what's next.

Thanks a lot.

I guess I was too quick on my last report to you, when I said that I didn't noticed any positive change, but I think the changes where very subtle, since I started to feel a bit better (more 'integrated') when I'm around people.

What I wanted to ask you is if all those years of using (and maybe abusing?) homeopathic remedies in higher potencies, didn't use or better said drained of 'my-vital-energy', since homeopathy works with your energy.

I just received the results of a CT SCAN I got done couple of weeks ago and want to mention what they've found. I also if you still want me to take Medhorrinum or change.
I'll post exactly as stated on the results:

'FINDINGS: Precontrast images through the upper abdomen demonstrate scattered vascular calcifications, likely related to the splenic artery in the left upper quadrant. No measurable renal stones are present, and questionable, punctate or millimeter-sized calcifications in several locations of the kidneys bilaterally.

Following contrast administration, the kidneys are seen to enhance in a symmetric manner. There are tiny renal hypodensities, likely incidental cortical cysts in scattered locations. This includes a small, 3mm hypodensity in the anterior lower pole of the right kidney. There are several subcentimeter cysts along the surface of the right and left kidney. The collecting systems otherwise demonstrate no definite filling defects or significant urothelial thickening.
There is an incidental calcification within the prostate gland. No discrete bladder wall abnormally is appreciated. Pelvic lymph nodes are not grossly enlarged.
There are clustered, subcentimeter retroperitoneal lymph nodes of uncertain if any significance. The largest is 7mm near the renal level.
Imaging through the upper abdomen otherwise demonstrate a cyst-like hypodensity in the posterior dome of the liver measuring 5mm and another presumed cyst in the left lobe of 8mm size. The spleen and pancreas are grossly unremarkable and the adrenal glands symmetric.

IMPRESSION:
1) No significant-appearing urinary abnormality, such as renal mass, or filling defect (s) within the urothelium.

2) Questionable, very punctate central calcifications within the kidneys, of uncertain clinical significance.
3) Scattered findings otherwise such as probable small hepatic and renal cysts and focal vascular calcifications'.

In case there are no changes, please let me know if it's the same to put the Med. 5 pellets into a small mineral water and take from it, instead of cup and also if it's ONLY ONE DOSE ALTOGETHER or if I should take it once a day for the week.

I won't take the Med. dose until I receive your replay.

Thanks a lot and MANY blessings!

I usually hold the liquid for 10 or so seconds under my tongue before swallowing the water. Please also let me know if I can keep taking it this way and also if I should take it on empty stomach in the morning?

Please read the test results carefully since it has many tech lab words, and consult in case of doubt. I'm really concerned about these many cysts with the kind of life I have...

Thanks a lot.

Do I indeed take Med. even with the many cysts I have?

I've simply thought that Medhorinum would worsen what is in the copy of this new lab test I just sent you, since we were basing the diagnose on past symptoms and not in this very last one.
That's why I thought proper to ask.

Drs. didn't prescribe any regular meds for this condition because they think it's not threatening but at the same time, these cysts 'are present'.
I just don't want them to get any bigger.

Please let me know if Medhorrinum is safe in this case.

I'd REALLY appreciate your help.

Thanks again.

Please let me know:

A) If I should take Medhorrinum first thing in the morning on an empty stomach, afternoon or night?

B) What other Homeopathic remedies for these cysts.


Thanks again.

My most sincere apologies. I didn't see the bottom line on your last replay asking me to give 2/3 days to think. I'm sorry.

If you want me to take Medhorrinum, I'll gladly do it and update you in a week as you've requested.

Please let me know.

Thanks a lot.