Thoughts anyone?

Hi I have posted on here once before.

I am wondering if anyone can recommend a remedy.

I have a feeling of a constricted throat a lot of the time. I did have a sore raw throat for a few months which stopped a couple of weeks back. I was going to go the doctor as I was worried about the chronicity of the sore throat.

I have neck ache that goes much worse especially when I get cold.

Not of late but previously it got so bad in the cold and my throat felt paralised. I felt so desperate to get out of the cold as it scared me the feeling.

I have trouble getting to sleep. This has lasted 10 years.

It began when I started Uni and was based in hospitals. Something about seeing sick people made me severely sad and i've had depression for the same amount of time too.

When seeing these people in hospital I felt the overwhelming urge to do something for them. I couldn't believe how a lot of the staff could casually take their time and seem not flustered about things.

My worst fear when I was younger was loosing my family and I had toys that I clung to in bed and each toy represented a family member.

I work now art time as a physio. In the medico legal claims. I hate it so bad because a lot of people are lying. I bend over backwards to fix people and want to make them completely better in every way, emotionally and physically and its so exhausting. I don't know why I try so hard.
I can't bear to be deceived and I am daily.

I feel like I have to be the protector of my family. I think that is the tie that stops me leaving my parents house.

Sorry this is quite long.

I am seeing a homeopath but we haven't covered what I am saying here. She has given me Nat Mur recently as I always felt sadness as a child. Many thanks if anyone can help.

Oh yeah I get really ratty with my family too and want to have a go at them a lot. They are fed up of me. I can't bear my dads critisism of people on TV.

Thanks