many symptoms and NF

I have sharp pain randomly in my body. It feels like needles or pull in a fine thread. It lasts for a few seconds and then goes away. Also muscles in my thighs and other regions jumps on their own at times. I have a ringing sound like a flute tune in my ears. The ears seem to be always full. When I swallow it makes a sound in the ears. No pain is there in the ears. Also I have 5/6 small lumps in the arms near the elbow region. Occasional headaches and back pains are there with stiff neck in the morning sometimes.
These symptoms were mild when I was young. But now the sound in the ears seem to be louder or may b I have become too conscious after knowing the disease. I have mild balancing problems as well. Besides I have no problems. One of the lumps in arm was paining for some days so I went to a neurosurgeon who told me I have multiple neurofibroma. But he didn’t give me any medicines yet. He told me to observe if I have hearing loss or persistent headaches. Then he will take further steps.

Right now I am very much panicked as I know there are no treatments except surgery. Everything is fine except the tinnitus in ears, anxiety and sharp neural pains that comes and goes.

When I lay down the tinnitus becomes louder it seems. And too much work or strain cause headaches.

I am not sure of anything that makes the problems better. I am very much in anxiety and depression. Talking to friends, going out sometimes give a sense of relief.

Thirst is less and sometimes normal. I take normal water.

Tongue is clean but in the morning the back side of tongue has a mild coating which is off-white in colour.
Apetite Is normal. I feel hungry when not long eaten. But I eat less in quantity.

I like fast foods, Chinese, chicken, cold drinks, biriyani , coffee, tea etc.

Foods like mutton or too much fat cause my stool to change to bright yellow. I have mucus like stool sometimes and sometimes hard stools. Also certain sweet products and milk products cause white coating on tongue.
I don’t like vegetables like papaya, gourd, chilli or milk.
I don’t have any change of taste in mouth recently. (I didn’t understand the question well)
Yes I have inconsistent stool. Few days ago I had worms and diarrhea like stools. Now sometimes it is hard and sometimes yellow and soft. I have heatburns sometimes.

I have belching often and gas problems. I have gas pains and too much gas passing. I had mild gastritis when I was in class 10. I did homoeopathy treatment and it was ok.

I sweat when its hot outside.
But my hands and feet soles sweat occasionally even in winters.
I easily catch cough and cold. Mucus is always there. One nose or the other is always blocked. And I had past chronic tonsillitis and pharyngitis.

I have no sexual problems but I think my orientation is bisexual in nature.

I love winter and spring. I cant withstand heat much. So pleasant and sunny weather is what I like.

I feel uncomfortable in summer and rainy season. Summers make me sweat and restless . Rainy seasons depress me.

I have light sleep. Also I have horrible dreams sometimes. Like my teeth ar going brittle and are falling down. I sometimes feel I am falling down or losing balance and wake up suddenly in sleep with my whole body trembling.

I am very emotional person. A creative person and more inclined towards art and literature. I easily depend on others emotionally and very very vulnerable. I panic very easily in tension.

I didn’t understand the question on salivation.

I have tonsil problems since childhood. Recurrent. i don’t know about polyps in nose but one or the other nose is almost blocked always.

I like being in open surroundings than in closed areas. But that too depends on situations and persons I am with.

I smoke (trying to give up). No alcohol addiction. No sleeping pills or purgatives. I drink either coffee or tea once or twice a day.

I want to be a successful and famous person in life.

I had broken my wrist bone in childhood while playing football. And a head injury in my forhead that got some stitches two years back. No dog bites or accidents.

I have a long history of past diseases.
I had water borne viral hepatitis, chicken pox, dengue, herpes, tonsillitis, gastritis, migraines and piles(all of them are cured except tonsillitis, migraine and gas problems come and go). I had taken homoepathy treatment for piles and gastritis as well as herpes. I had taken chelidonium for hepatitis. For tonsillitis I had taken both. In allopathy I had penicillin for that. Right now I am taking vitamin b supplement for nerves.

. Both my parents are diabetic. My mother has osteo arthritis and hypertension. She also had parapelvic kidney cyst. My father has degenerative neuropathy (demyelination).

I am 5.6 ft tall, weight varies around 62-65 kgs. I have dark skin complexion.

I am very depressed , and having anxiety problems right now. Please doctor help me. I am having trememdous death fear and fear of getting deaf. I feel lonely .

can u please help!