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Got arnsenic album 10m , My backbone pains a lot it seems its anklyosing spondlysis or spondlysis due to psoriatic arthritis. I researched and read that it can be reversed if early diagnosed . Will mine be reversed with ars. 10m And my joint pains also.

Sameer why death of my relatives made me ill as death of my daughter made really really painful anal problems and now my father, my wife one month bleeding with bed rest and then c-section and then my son's death caused this psoriatic arthritis with severe pain.
I know i am kind a extreme sensitive that much sensitive if my one of my family member is laying normal and resting, i will be asking why are you laying r u ill r u feeling good etc etc.

I can sleep normal but whenever i woke i cannot move or get up as my back bone pains a lot with pains in wrist elbow knee hips shoulder joints. I now fear to sleep as it causes lot pains.
also anal symptoms are relapsing
[message edited by Paki1 on Wed, 04 May 2011 13:54:51 BST]

Ars 10m did a lot to make me mentally better though physical symptoms did improve a bit but Now at this moment physical pains became out of control and i took painkiller. One thing to note that extreme fatigue and weakness occured. Physically feeling that much weak like an old man.

Can i take some kinda allopathic painkiller like NSAIDS for pain when its unbearable.
should i continue allurpurinol 100mg for uric acid.
as i am in pains it reminds me how my father was in knee pain and i start crying that i didnt serve him properly that's why GOD gave me those pains to feel how he felt
i fear my disease have no treatment and i will die
[message edited by Paki1 on Thu, 05 May 2011 17:54:55 BST]

mental state got worse along with physical state worse than before . i dont know when mental state got better its natural or ars action. pains r occuring in new joints and r not bearful even nsaids relief a bit only. i had taken ars in wet dose, the water was in disposible cup wasnt fresh its two weeks old water, will ars work or should i repeat dose again. I started crying again on my condition for one n half hour two times in eight hours, the fact i am having uncurable disease that will surely make me disabled,these anxiety attacks also happen during night after 11.30 pm. swelling on soles r increasing and very painful to walk
if somebody massage my body it really really reliefs me lot
oh yeah one thing i have been yawning since pains spread to other joints than knee
[message edited by Paki1 on Fri, 06 May 2011 15:58:52 BST]

sorry to reply again but something is bothering me that from six days daily i have zig zag seven colors line appears before my eyes it expands and expands very slowly and disappears within 30 minutes this happens once daily even if i close my eyes it i can see it but today it happens twice and took one hour to disappear, i dont know its due to psoriatic arthritis spondlysis ,over reading on computer, tonsillitis or nsaids effect. should i worry ? This thing feels same like eye floaters. One thing that is ever since i have arthritic pain my eyes have burning sensation. I am taking anti pain drug daily twice. Even if more than tweleve hours passes without anti pain drug my pain are became that much that i cannot move that's why i am taking daily. Sameer will Arsenic make my pains completely away. I am having great hope. I am not tense about psoriasis but arthritic pains these are unbearable. When i will be normal being again and live life normally as now i am totally on bed.
[message edited by Paki1 on Sat, 07 May 2011 15:03:48 BST]

Yeah seven color as zig zag line in c shape and after replying here i read over internet about computer vision syndrome i am hoping of having this as these seven colors stuck in not front little right or little left before my vision then takes much time and moves little little on which direction they are bending and then within 20-30 minutes disappears these colors are felt even when eyes are closed.

Three hours ago my mental state extremely improved i mean mental freshness anxiety decreased there seem a very low bit improvement in psoriasis but all pains increased very much and fatigue has got a bit better.
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mentally improving now feeling almost normal, physically aggravations but the only thing that bothers me is that whenever i woke at night and specially from 4am to 9:30am i feel fully insecure and lot fears of been alone, lonely and disease will aggravate though it don't as all are sleeping at that time i want to be with my mother at that time so i move to her bed daily from that time. I also have fear of c-a-n-c-e-r(this word is banned here). There is lot of itching over my body since arsenic album 10m itching like needling itch.
Don't mind of me replying daily i am just throwing everything in my mind out.

Sameer anxiety attacks returned as i was happy and normal even with pains but today right now i am again feeling miserable myself feeling i am disabled due to pain (i can walk little) and i am no use to anyone and started crying again (anxiety attacked) as my mental state was extremely improved in previous two days that i can say i was mentally 100% normal though physically aggravated but today again mental state got worse. Today was last day of my daughter's school fee and i don't have money to pay thinking that i started crying. Can any remedy control pains a bit as i don't wanna use allopathic NSAIDS. Every morning physical movements are harder but with the passage of time pains reduces little the whole day then and again got worse when at night try to sleep. I can say first movements are harder then a bit easier. Mental state hasn't got worse as compared to before but you can say half worse compared to before.
Tomorrow one week of ars. 10m will be completed.
The physical main problem are increasing and those are right now aggravating severely painful swelling on soles specially TOES and heels (which becomes severe when NSAIDs stopped even for 12hours and sometimes NSAIDs didn't work properly), backache ache on several spot on backbone, knee ache, wrist thumb elbow shoulder ache.


EDITED AFTER SEVERAL HOURS

Physically all other pains of body has reduced but soles of my feet and my feet toes fingers pains are that much severe now its hard to stand, IT SEEMS ALL PAINS ARE GATHERING TOWARDS FEET.Feet pains are much aggravated than before.
[message edited by Paki1 on Tue, 10 May 2011 15:34:29 BST]

ok
Now today pains expanded again to other joints, pains increased over feet specially SOLES and toes are on its peak but all other joint pain r also on its peak, mind is stable again. Nsaids r now not acting properly

Oh please listen carefully if hering's law is pains moving down then this happened more accurately more clearly more precisely with acid benz. 30 during acid benz 30 all my body pains were totally gone and just specially feet and legs severest pains remained on its peak but due to severe pains in feet i replied you that pains are unbearable with my current mental state and then you suggested ars 10m, Now i remembered acid benz and my mind stuck on two things


ACID BENZ

Mind
1. Dwell on unpleasant subjects ( I DO THIS)
2. IF HE SAW ANY ONE DEFORMED IT MADE HIM SHUDDER (THIS TOTALLY MATCHES ME)

This mental state matches me. Please let me know , May be acid benz was working according to law and was curing me and i misjudged it????


And psoriasis seems to be increasing on finger joints. I don't have any itching or rarely itching on any psoriatic spot.
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Hi Sameer
Don't mind just updating some situations and emptying my mind from anxieties of been disabled and deformation of joints and fear that there is no medicine for that will cure me , yesterday i stopped NSAID for pain to test how longer can i live without it but after 20 hours i felt i am suffering from hell my feet inflammation with burning and severe pain on soles came back with all other joint and spine pains back and then i took again but since today i took again but cannot came back to same better condition as before. I NOW REALIZED THAT I HAVE NEW FEAR 'THE FEAR OF PAIN AND FEAR OF PAIN INCREASING'.

Sameer will my pain be better and will i be free from those NSAIDS. We have to do something about feet soles inflammation and pain. This inflammation and pain feel like throbbing like something is in this swelling and pushing and moving and pulsating like big abscess etc etc and there is always lot of heat when there is swelling and this swelling is permanant, NSAIDS only covers little pain and some swelling.
The fact why i replied soon is to tell you that it seems and i feel my more new joints are been effected i mean new toes, ankle and finger joints with passing day new joints are been effected and i fear of deformaties of bones and fear there is no treatment for me. Should i worry about new joints been effected with swelling as without NSAIDS swelling and pains became unbearable and extreme fatigue occurs.

thanks a lot for positive words
As during whole day i search forums information about psoriatic arthritis aut nothing encouring read people always discussing negative things like i have been on bed or wheel chair since ten years etc this really upsets me but thanks for those hopeful words
Regarding mental state it has improved lot as before ars 10m i wasnt eating or speaking properly , just crying lot and spacing out for hours and severe anxiety attacks , all improved just one thing remaining that is feeling guilty for not serving my father properly (though i do serve) and as my father have knee pains and he barely walks and i always thinking God is punishing me by giving me some pains to feel how your father felt. I think n think n cry over it and request God to forgive me .
One question , as i know we dont know exact moment of remedy action but do we know how it works as homeopathy cures one from inner to outside means from joints to skin as firstly i will get relief in pains then skin will improve?
[message edited by Paki1 on Sat, 14 May 2011 03:06:55 BST]

Hi Sameer
Found what happening to my vision its 100% that disease named
'scintillating scotoma'
i have that problem. Its takes about 20-40 minutes to disappear the color C shaped zig zag line.

Please read and check first image

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scintillating_scotoma

and i am also copying one of image of problem i experience and also note that may be my cause is cortical spreading depression.
Should i now worry. this mostly happens when i uses computer mostly and read negative documents that make me stressed or you can say it may be caused usually after or in stress/depression. Will ars 10m also work on that point.

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psoriasis(skin dryness n hardening) has appeared suddenly and rapidly increased on soles of feet. There is lot of burning and dryness and stiff pain on skin of soles. Due to dryness, hardness of skin occured motion of feet restrict and when moves it cracks skin and pains and burns. Should i apply anything to make them soft i.e olive oil , petroleum jelly etc. Psoriasis from above body seems bit improved only new little patches r forming but scalp from patches impoving. Soles and all other joint pain are still severe. Mentally, there is much improvement as i am forgetting about my illness, i dont know how but i am feeling of been released from my illness tension

today one more week is completed.
Pains got more worse 8 hours ago and also new joints r effecting. Swelling and pain on soles is still getting worse and toes also. Elbows, wrists, thumbs, spine,knee, sacrum back , hip joints and fingers r really painful. Mental state is stable but when physical pains get worse the mental state get a bit bad not bad as before like anxiety attacks or panic attacks.
Plz let me know should i wait or let me know if to procure any remedies for future. Soles pain and swelling is very bothering and irritating , swelling and pain on soles feel like an abscess. And pain in wrists, thumbs and elbows often dont let me even pick a cup. Morning is bad, pain r bad in morning then during day it get better little by little. I am still on nsaids
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