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1. Describe your main sufferings and other related or unrelated sufferings with exact sensations, locations, modalities and probable causes.

• Lower Back pain, its is in the family, father born with one disc missing in 3rd or 2nd vertebra
• Back, neck and shoulder muscles always very stiff, I think it is from stress, but even when I feel relaxed my muscles still very stiff.
• Injured my left foot, the second toe(one next to my big toe) at the “metatarsals” (if this is correct).
• Knees sometimes when I run allot or exercise my legs


2. Write an essay on yourself, your personality, nature, likes and dislikes, thermal preferences, cravings and aversions, fears and dreams, your ambition in life, your inner-most desires, your place in society etc.

I am a 27 year old male, I am married and my wife is pregnant in her 15th week, cant wait for my baby to be born. Most of the time I make allot of jokes with my wife, I am a loving and caring person.
I like electronics, technology, my computer, little bit of woodworking, used to like riding bicycle(now its to much effort), used to like jogging(also to much effort), hiking(although I don’t do it often), like movies, camping, playing chess(my lack of concentration prevents me from improving), food[curry with rice(must be mild), all kinds of meat, vegetables, fresh bread, sweets(any thing sweet)], animals(especially cats), nature.
Don’t like playing computer games(only programming), partying, making new friends, drinking, smoking, don’t like change, struggle, food(sweet carrots, mangos, potatoes(sometimes), not to keen on fish, don’t like to hot food(temperature wise and curry wise), don’t like coffee), don’t like reading(except technology information etc).
Like hot weather, don’t like too cold weather(I get cold very easily).
I love sweets (will eat all the sweets up at once if my wife doesn’t stop me),some times I get gravings for milk, I will then drink allot of milk(until I read that milk might be a cause for me being so tired, I cut on my milk but no improvement.
My fears include, Change(once I get comfortable in a situation I don’t like a change in that situation), I am always afraid of something bad happening to my wife(getting mugged or hi jacked),I am afraid of losing any of my family members and also afraid of losing my job.
My current dreams include having my own house and a career that I love 100%). I am in such a situation that I can’t change my career that easy, because the type off work that I am doing is not used outside of the railway company.
Don’t know my ambition????
Don’t really have inner most desires.
Don’t really mix with society, just like going out with my wife and friends(friends only when I go and visit maybe once a year).

3. What is your profession? Do you enjoy yourself at work? Is it a profession you have willingly chosen? If not, what would it be as per your choice?

I am an Engineering Technician for a railway company, I used to enjoy my work the first 2 years( parts of my work I enjoy, don’t like the standby and call out duties), I was forced into my current position, I would like to go into process instrumentation(plant automation) but as I mentioned companies are looking for people with experience and my job has no relation the outside companies(only railway bound).


4. What would you like to change in your personality, if at all?

Manage my anger, be more considered.


5. Please pick out the adjectives which best describe your personality;

Nervous, Anxious, Shy, Worrying, Paranoid, Proud, Asocial, Guilty, Depressed, Hypochondriac, Untidy, Weepy, Emotional, Impractical, Confused, Suspicious, Jealous, Timid, Aggressive, Headstrong, Forgetful, Follower, Insecure, Immature, Impulsive, Rigid, Restless, Feminine.

'Anxious, shy (sometimes), worrying, proud, asocial, depressed (sometimes), untidy (sometimes), aggressive (sometimes), headstrong, forgetful, follower, insecure (sometimes), impulsive (sometimes), rigid (a little bit), restless (sometimes).'


6. Did you have any bereavement in life? If yes, how has it affected you?

None


7. Do you often suffer from depression? If so, do you prefer company or solitude during those times?

sometimes, solitude

8. Do you get angry often? If not, do you feel the anger inside at least? What are the things / issues on which you get angry the most?

Yes (quite allot), call out (work), people not doing their work then I end up doing it, some people frustrates me, when I don’t remember things, when I am tired, when things don’t fall in to place, when I struggle with something, when I do something that I am proud of and some small thing spoils everything eg. When I build a cupboard I did a great job and then at the end the paint smudges. Traffic (when someone drives very slowly)


9. Do you have any issues regarding your parenting by your guardians? How were their nature / behavior towards you during your childhood and adolescents? How has it affected your personality and thoughts?

Not really the way I grew up but the fact that my parents are divorced upset me, my mother always said I am just like my father(when I get angry or when I talk back), I would say it made my aggression worse. In a sense I did blame my mother for my anger.

10. Would you say your sex drive is high, low or average? Do you think you are able to satisfy your sexual desires?

Average, yes I think I am able to satisfy my sexual desires.

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Hi, I could only find nat mur d6 tablets, will this do and wat dosage should I use?