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Hi David,
Thought I have felt the good effects of Calcp, I am far from being in position of cur/ ability to solve problem in my life. I thought a lot about it and did a mock questioning session to myself.
# What is the main things you felt after calc phos?
Energy, comprehension, better memory
Deep sleep, Happy mornings, Diet has increased,
Less inclination for masturbation, when the CalcP completes its effect then this increases and energy falls fast and discontentment comes.
Less self critical,
Sense of discontentment is gone, also a sense of some sort of future disaster is gone, some sort of inner patience I can see now.
# What is ur objective? And why?
The objective is to simply get a job and start somewhere and build a career. Coz I am 29 and for one reason or another I have not started a job.
# What is holding you back, what is the feeling?
Its a mix of apprehension, lack confidence,
Its hard for me to go and ask for things I want. I prefer to keep my emotions/feelings to myself lest some else finds out. But at the same time I am highly perceptive of others feeling/emotions.
Otherwise also I generally shy away and withdraws away from arguments, confrontations.
Lacks assertiveness, Confidence, Courage, gets disappointed easily.
Aversion from work, I think I am made for big things
Much emphasis on self, whats wrong with me, Since college days I am taking homeopathy/bach flower to build myself up from inside. Mental preoccupation, non practical
Feels weak and less confident from inside. Always look upto the confident bold people. Secretly wants to be decisive like them. Timid, Shy, Apprehensive and fearful.
# Characteristics for your nature?
Easily understands other behaviours, emotions, motivation
Speaks fast, Habit of cutting others sentences in between, changes topics fast, gets bored fast
Highly sexually, lascivious, had strong sexual images since childhood (infact I think I made a BDSM movies in my head with characters and all in childhood only).
Spiritual, Prays a lot, meditation, can go deep in consciousness, Attracted towards mystical, occult
High Ego
Strong fears and apprehension, apprehension/nausea before travelling/exams.
Mental preoccupation, thinks in terms of images,
# What is your basic core feeling?
I sense a inner weakness that I try hide from others, justify to myself, try to run from scenarios where I might get judged. Self conscious and High Aversion from work. High sexuality, images get stuck in my mind.
Thought I have felt the good effects of Calcp, I am far from being in position of cur/ ability to solve problem in my life. I thought a lot about it and did a mock questioning session to myself.
# What is the main things you felt after calc phos?
Energy, comprehension, better memory
Deep sleep, Happy mornings, Diet has increased,
Less inclination for masturbation, when the CalcP completes its effect then this increases and energy falls fast and discontentment comes.
Less self critical,
Sense of discontentment is gone, also a sense of some sort of future disaster is gone, some sort of inner patience I can see now.
# What is ur objective? And why?
The objective is to simply get a job and start somewhere and build a career. Coz I am 29 and for one reason or another I have not started a job.
# What is holding you back, what is the feeling?
Its a mix of apprehension, lack confidence,
Its hard for me to go and ask for things I want. I prefer to keep my emotions/feelings to myself lest some else finds out. But at the same time I am highly perceptive of others feeling/emotions.
Otherwise also I generally shy away and withdraws away from arguments, confrontations.
Lacks assertiveness, Confidence, Courage, gets disappointed easily.
Aversion from work, I think I am made for big things
Much emphasis on self, whats wrong with me, Since college days I am taking homeopathy/bach flower to build myself up from inside. Mental preoccupation, non practical
Feels weak and less confident from inside. Always look upto the confident bold people. Secretly wants to be decisive like them. Timid, Shy, Apprehensive and fearful.
# Characteristics for your nature?
Easily understands other behaviours, emotions, motivation
Speaks fast, Habit of cutting others sentences in between, changes topics fast, gets bored fast
Highly sexually, lascivious, had strong sexual images since childhood (infact I think I made a BDSM movies in my head with characters and all in childhood only).
Spiritual, Prays a lot, meditation, can go deep in consciousness, Attracted towards mystical, occult
High Ego
Strong fears and apprehension, apprehension/nausea before travelling/exams.
Mental preoccupation, thinks in terms of images,
# What is your basic core feeling?
I sense a inner weakness that I try hide from others, justify to myself, try to run from scenarios where I might get judged. Self conscious and High Aversion from work. High sexuality, images get stuck in my mind.
Spark12 last decade
Please see above also
1. Today morning a friend came and he was discussing how exciting his financial trading job is and i myself got excited (as numerous times before) that this might suite me a lot. Shows - Immaturity, Open to influence.
2. The weakness/lack of confidence inside me is accompanied with indecision, perfection, planning and pleasing people.
3. Also if someone calls up out of the blue and asks questions i get extremely nervous and all. no wonder i never studied properly, never could face exams properly and have not even applied to companies with my resume.
4. One important point while i was in last city i used to live with one friend of mine and used to feel uncomfortable when he used to go to office and feel good when he comes back. Here in this city i live with 4 roommates and its a very nice feelign to know that someone or other is in next room.
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1. What are your views on Learned Helplessness and factitious disorder 'feigning of sickness in order to gain attention' - My psychologist know that i am intellectual types and asked me to read on these 2.
2. If you want i can describe my situation clearly in terms of bach flowers i feel the need for.
1. Today morning a friend came and he was discussing how exciting his financial trading job is and i myself got excited (as numerous times before) that this might suite me a lot. Shows - Immaturity, Open to influence.
2. The weakness/lack of confidence inside me is accompanied with indecision, perfection, planning and pleasing people.
3. Also if someone calls up out of the blue and asks questions i get extremely nervous and all. no wonder i never studied properly, never could face exams properly and have not even applied to companies with my resume.
4. One important point while i was in last city i used to live with one friend of mine and used to feel uncomfortable when he used to go to office and feel good when he comes back. Here in this city i live with 4 roommates and its a very nice feelign to know that someone or other is in next room.
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1. What are your views on Learned Helplessness and factitious disorder 'feigning of sickness in order to gain attention' - My psychologist know that i am intellectual types and asked me to read on these 2.
2. If you want i can describe my situation clearly in terms of bach flowers i feel the need for.
Spark12 last decade
HELL YES
Thats why i wrote that mock interview in above post to describe the core feeling that has hampered me in last 10yrs.
Why you even ask this?
Thats why i wrote that mock interview in above post to describe the core feeling that has hampered me in last 10yrs.
Why you even ask this?
Spark12 last decade
Because I thought you were doing well on the Calc-phos. I wouldn't normally represcribe if there is further progress being made on a remedy. Has the 30c stopped working?
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I have just taken 2 dose of CalcP and it has certainly done a lot good and i know i should not jump to next remedies so fast until the current one exhausts it action or there is some new symptom.
The reason i wrote that above is that after clacP i have gained further clarity (Just like i had gained clarity after Van met).
Since you are really an unprejudiced observer and prescriber i have hope of curing myself and wants to give you a clear picture.
Summerising
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Before Van met i used to think and talk in terms of success n failure.
After Van met i hit exhaustion, discontent, restlessness, no comprehension
After CalcP all the above points got taken care of. now i see the clear sense of lack/ anxiety/ aversion to work/ ego and all the above that i mentioned in last 2-3 posts.
I am sure i will gain more clarity with next few doses of Calc Phos.
From now onwards i will write a header also stating why i am writing a post. I am sorry it must have got confusing for you.
The reason i wrote that above is that after clacP i have gained further clarity (Just like i had gained clarity after Van met).
Since you are really an unprejudiced observer and prescriber i have hope of curing myself and wants to give you a clear picture.
Summerising
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Before Van met i used to think and talk in terms of success n failure.
After Van met i hit exhaustion, discontent, restlessness, no comprehension
After CalcP all the above points got taken care of. now i see the clear sense of lack/ anxiety/ aversion to work/ ego and all the above that i mentioned in last 2-3 posts.
I am sure i will gain more clarity with next few doses of Calc Phos.
From now onwards i will write a header also stating why i am writing a post. I am sorry it must have got confusing for you.
Spark12 last decade
Some insights to what hold me back from engaging in life and getting a job....
1. What do you want to
When something is expected out of me, i get nervous, doubtful and apprehensive.
other times i have aversion to work/effort, now that after calcp the comprehension has come back and one day i did go to college to study but after that i have never gone. reason - laziness, aversion, no motivation.
I want to bridge the weakness/aversion inside me and actively take up a job with confidence and courage. there is a definite fear, apprehension, 'i am not good enough' and big aversion.
i am pretty sure that if i get a job i will feel its below my level, i do have a high ego and a sense of weakness inside. only 2-3 people i share all this about myself.
1. What do you want to
When something is expected out of me, i get nervous, doubtful and apprehensive.
other times i have aversion to work/effort, now that after calcp the comprehension has come back and one day i did go to college to study but after that i have never gone. reason - laziness, aversion, no motivation.
I want to bridge the weakness/aversion inside me and actively take up a job with confidence and courage. there is a definite fear, apprehension, 'i am not good enough' and big aversion.
i am pretty sure that if i get a job i will feel its below my level, i do have a high ego and a sense of weakness inside. only 2-3 people i share all this about myself.
Spark12 last decade
Hello David,
Hope you doing great.
I read online article by dr luc,
Understanding the Patient in Homeopathic Practice
What has been your experience regarding CD ?
Hope you doing great.
I read online article by dr luc,
Understanding the Patient in Homeopathic Practice
What has been your experience regarding CD ?
Spark12 last decade
I am just going to pop over and reread the article, so we are on the same page :)
So Vanadium made a huge change, but Calc-phos has really helped as well.
How do you see the differences between what they did?
So Vanadium made a huge change, but Calc-phos has really helped as well.
How do you see the differences between what they did?
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
That is a great article. Dr. Du Schepper and I agree whole-heartedly with all he says.
It is interesting to see him talk about the 'Core Delusion' - this was such a focus of Dr. Sankaran's approach for many years (it really became synonomous with his name and method). However now that Dr. Sankaran has evolved that idea to 'Core Sensation' instead I understand he is not so impressed. A shame, but many practitioners avoided the idea of Delusion as Disease for a long time too, so perhaps over the years that will change.
I have had many OCD patients over the years. Many of those responded very favorably to treatment. I basically ignored the label and simply tried to understand where the suffering was, just as I would with any other case. I have sometimes used those well known remedies (Ars, Iod, Zinc and so on), just as often I used something that wasn't specifically known for it. I have an OCD client under my care at the moment has is doing remarkably well on the remedy Chelone, based on his strong feelings of disconnection and vitimization.
I actually find that many people have mild obsessions and compulsions, this seems to be a very common manifestation of disease, and especially of several of the miams (sycotic, ringworm, malarial, c-ancer, tubercular, syphilitic). In some people this intensifies to the point where it becomes a major problem, although in other people it remains a minor one.
It is interesting to see him talk about the 'Core Delusion' - this was such a focus of Dr. Sankaran's approach for many years (it really became synonomous with his name and method). However now that Dr. Sankaran has evolved that idea to 'Core Sensation' instead I understand he is not so impressed. A shame, but many practitioners avoided the idea of Delusion as Disease for a long time too, so perhaps over the years that will change.
I have had many OCD patients over the years. Many of those responded very favorably to treatment. I basically ignored the label and simply tried to understand where the suffering was, just as I would with any other case. I have sometimes used those well known remedies (Ars, Iod, Zinc and so on), just as often I used something that wasn't specifically known for it. I have an OCD client under my care at the moment has is doing remarkably well on the remedy Chelone, based on his strong feelings of disconnection and vitimization.
I actually find that many people have mild obsessions and compulsions, this seems to be a very common manifestation of disease, and especially of several of the miams (sycotic, ringworm, malarial, c-ancer, tubercular, syphilitic). In some people this intensifies to the point where it becomes a major problem, although in other people it remains a minor one.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Wow its great to see your passion that you read the whole article.
'Ignore the label and simply tried to understand where the suffering' - makes sense
One big thing i got from that article was how one cd will get affected by external circumstances and how a person will form compensations to balance that cd.
I also like the intense '5 why?' line of questioning mentioned in the article, I should try to do that thing on myself to find the core.
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you have mentioned 'mild obsessions and compulsions which might or might not become a major problem'. This will not be in line with CD or Sensation. Is this a kind of side plot unrelated to core ?
'Ignore the label and simply tried to understand where the suffering' - makes sense
One big thing i got from that article was how one cd will get affected by external circumstances and how a person will form compensations to balance that cd.
I also like the intense '5 why?' line of questioning mentioned in the article, I should try to do that thing on myself to find the core.
Que
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you have mentioned 'mild obsessions and compulsions which might or might not become a major problem'. This will not be in line with CD or Sensation. Is this a kind of side plot unrelated to core ?
Spark12 last decade
I think if it becomes a major problem, it will be part of the core problem and exploring it will reveal something very important. When it is a minor problem, it may or may not help you to understand that core disturbance.
This is because the energy of the disturbed vital force is focussing itself in those places where there is a lot of modalities, lots of peculiars. So when you look at those places, you can more easily perceive the nature of the disturbance.
When there is little energy, few modalities, no peculiars, the vital force has abandoned that location, and while you might pick up some clues about what used to be there, it is quite difficult if not impossible to see the shape of the vital force.
Does that make sense?
This is because the energy of the disturbed vital force is focussing itself in those places where there is a lot of modalities, lots of peculiars. So when you look at those places, you can more easily perceive the nature of the disturbance.
When there is little energy, few modalities, no peculiars, the vital force has abandoned that location, and while you might pick up some clues about what used to be there, it is quite difficult if not impossible to see the shape of the vital force.
Does that make sense?
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Makes sense,
Its like energy speaks for itself as to what it wants (major/minor).
A person/energy might be able to make some sense (positive compensations) and continue to balance out his cd.
Its like energy speaks for itself as to what it wants (major/minor).
A person/energy might be able to make some sense (positive compensations) and continue to balance out his cd.
Spark12 last decade
hey david
for last 2 days i had an intense sense of lack/anxiety/lack confidence/lack personality.
I do Some odd jobs for someone and i was being so apprehensive for doing it. I was fearful about speaking my mind to him. I hate myself treating him and others with enormous respect and pleasing. I am behaving like a servant.
i have undermined myself very very low self image. On other hand i am quite arrogant and sort of bossy to my junior students. and like the fact that they listen.
i am so so sick of this behaviour. i can never become anyone confident if i carry this huge sense of smallness.
This sense of anxiety coupled with apprehension about the upcomming task is simply killing me.
Before van met i had the image of 'success' that i wanted to chase (dreamy corporate position with big salary otherwise a failure in life). Now i am sure that i need to find something that i am comfortable with. I have a nice guru/teacher for reiki. Many a times i think that i can learn vedic astrology and reiki and guide people. This image gives me contentment that i will have a sense of meaningful position in society.
Image does give me contentment but i think if i have more confidence and better assurance at self i will get a job and be a proper normal person.
please read this coupled with the feedback i have written after calcP last dose (since last post from last page)
I strongly/desperately feel i need to take lyco 1000000000m.
for last 2 days i had an intense sense of lack/anxiety/lack confidence/lack personality.
I do Some odd jobs for someone and i was being so apprehensive for doing it. I was fearful about speaking my mind to him. I hate myself treating him and others with enormous respect and pleasing. I am behaving like a servant.
i have undermined myself very very low self image. On other hand i am quite arrogant and sort of bossy to my junior students. and like the fact that they listen.
i am so so sick of this behaviour. i can never become anyone confident if i carry this huge sense of smallness.
This sense of anxiety coupled with apprehension about the upcomming task is simply killing me.
Before van met i had the image of 'success' that i wanted to chase (dreamy corporate position with big salary otherwise a failure in life). Now i am sure that i need to find something that i am comfortable with. I have a nice guru/teacher for reiki. Many a times i think that i can learn vedic astrology and reiki and guide people. This image gives me contentment that i will have a sense of meaningful position in society.
Image does give me contentment but i think if i have more confidence and better assurance at self i will get a job and be a proper normal person.
please read this coupled with the feedback i have written after calcP last dose (since last post from last page)
I strongly/desperately feel i need to take lyco 1000000000m.
Spark12 last decade
Actually jumping around from remedy to remedy is probably going to spoil your case. This is not how homoeopathy should be used. The more remedies you starting mixing together, the bigger mess will be created and the harder it will be to sort out what did what, and where to go.
Is this the feeling which existed when I gave you Vanadium or when you took the Calc-phos?
Either you need to repeat the Calc-phos or go back to the Vanadium. Any other strategy at this point runs risks. Calc-phos might need to be increased to 200c.
Is this the feeling which existed when I gave you Vanadium or when you took the Calc-phos?
Either you need to repeat the Calc-phos or go back to the Vanadium. Any other strategy at this point runs risks. Calc-phos might need to be increased to 200c.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
i guess this feeling was there after Van met 1m plus the (exhaustion and discontentment and restlessness)
Calc phos took care of the things in bracket and i guess that feeling got more clarity.
i think calc phos 200 is required as i am relapsing on the mental plane.
Calc phos took care of the things in bracket and i guess that feeling got more clarity.
i think calc phos 200 is required as i am relapsing on the mental plane.
Spark12 last decade
Then do that.
Just because we have 5000 medicines, doesn't mean you should use them all lol.
Although I am saying that a bit tongue in cheek, there is always a danger of moving too quickly from the remedy that helps, just because we have so many options. It is more often a mistake than not.
Always explore a remedy fully before moving on, using dosage and potency.
Just because we have 5000 medicines, doesn't mean you should use them all lol.
Although I am saying that a bit tongue in cheek, there is always a danger of moving too quickly from the remedy that helps, just because we have so many options. It is more often a mistake than not.
Always explore a remedy fully before moving on, using dosage and potency.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I understand that but this feeling of lack has not been touched by van met and calc phos, so now seeing it face to face i am kicking myself for all the lost opportunity coz of this feeling. i want to punch it right in its face. i behave like a servant to higher ups people and like stud to juniors and i know its al faking to put up an image so noone knows the weakness. its a very sick feeling.
I will take calc phos 200c. thanks for all the patience.
I will take calc phos 200c. thanks for all the patience.
Spark12 last decade
You may have to find the right potency and number of doses.
Once you take a remedy, commit to it, see it through. If you don't, you may miss your simillimum and never get back to it.
Once you take a remedy, commit to it, see it through. If you don't, you may miss your simillimum and never get back to it.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Took CalcPhos 200c 5 days back.
i am absolutely cluless as to what and how to do things (in terms of aiming and persuing) (Plans like finishing all subjects in a grand way - sort of over the tops plan) -
Does it mean i take VanMet 1m dose again or wait till calcPhos completes its action?
i am absolutely cluless as to what and how to do things (in terms of aiming and persuing) (Plans like finishing all subjects in a grand way - sort of over the tops plan) -
Does it mean i take VanMet 1m dose again or wait till calcPhos completes its action?
Spark12 last decade
Spark12 last decade
What has been the result of repeating the Calc-phos?
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I think i repeated it too early, For last 2 days i got aggravated on Calc Phos.
I sort of proved the calcphos in terms of Discontment, restlessness, sadness/glommy in morning, weakness. It was hodge podge filled with frustration and all.
Today was the better day.
It really nice that you are so prompt and caring, otherwise i would have been clueless.
I sort of proved the calcphos in terms of Discontment, restlessness, sadness/glommy in morning, weakness. It was hodge podge filled with frustration and all.
Today was the better day.
It really nice that you are so prompt and caring, otherwise i would have been clueless.
Spark12 last decade
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