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Anyone would be irritated by these
things. And when people first start
having the courage to set a boundary-
like you know I do a lot extra for you
and I would like it if it was reciprocated
once in awhile?
or saying to your mom-whatever you
want to say about her way of dealing
with you at work?
Always first times doing these things
are a bit over the top bc people are
getting used to doing it and not
sure of what blowback they will
get etc. So it is a bit weird and awkward feeling bc it is new behaviour.
the more you do it, the better you
get at it ,and then can say things
better, more control of it, while
at same time people know you are
to be taken seriously.
I am sure you probably have run into
someone like a teacher or whatever
doing something as simply saying-
Don't touch that, or don't do that in
a calm way , but people respond .
And the alternative with people
screaming the above ( the people
screaming are not sure anyone is going to honor what they are saying,
which is why they are yelling.
Practice on this makes you good at it.
things. And when people first start
having the courage to set a boundary-
like you know I do a lot extra for you
and I would like it if it was reciprocated
once in awhile?
or saying to your mom-whatever you
want to say about her way of dealing
with you at work?
Always first times doing these things
are a bit over the top bc people are
getting used to doing it and not
sure of what blowback they will
get etc. So it is a bit weird and awkward feeling bc it is new behaviour.
the more you do it, the better you
get at it ,and then can say things
better, more control of it, while
at same time people know you are
to be taken seriously.
I am sure you probably have run into
someone like a teacher or whatever
doing something as simply saying-
Don't touch that, or don't do that in
a calm way , but people respond .
And the alternative with people
screaming the above ( the people
screaming are not sure anyone is going to honor what they are saying,
which is why they are yelling.
Practice on this makes you good at it.
♡ simone717 last decade
I told my mother a few days ago that I hate how she has a nice face to everyone, talking to everyone in a nice way. But to me she always gives me this annoying face and gives comments of 'Hurry', or 'I dont have time, you are annoying me' etc. So I told her I have enough of this and her reply was a confused face with saying that I am crazy lol. But was no problem, I expected it, her defense mechanism of not knowing how to deal with this. Good that I improved. Because exactly such responses used to bother me to such great degree. Where I felt powerless and at the mercy of everyone. Everyone treating me badly. Everyone confusing me and even when I am in the right making me feel wrong. Yea before I had the knowledge of life, the ego and similar things from books I was just confused and felt at the mercy of everyone around me.
starface last decade
Parents have a problem seeing you
as your present age and respecting
how you are now- in the present moment.
That is why it is a joke in all the holiday
movies, about people going home andthe
40 year old executive is reduced back
to the insecure 12 year old who can't
carve the turkey without supervision.
so you keep on training your mother
into how you want to be treated now.
And make sure all new people treat
you how you want to be treated now.
Some in my family work in very
public fields and they have to
diplomatically set the boundaries with
the bad mannered people who try
to get rid of the boundaries every
day. It is a skill set. you work at it.
[message edited by simone717 on Wed, 18 Apr 2012 06:03:56 BST]
as your present age and respecting
how you are now- in the present moment.
That is why it is a joke in all the holiday
movies, about people going home andthe
40 year old executive is reduced back
to the insecure 12 year old who can't
carve the turkey without supervision.
so you keep on training your mother
into how you want to be treated now.
And make sure all new people treat
you how you want to be treated now.
Some in my family work in very
public fields and they have to
diplomatically set the boundaries with
the bad mannered people who try
to get rid of the boundaries every
day. It is a skill set. you work at it.
[message edited by simone717 on Wed, 18 Apr 2012 06:03:56 BST]
♡ simone717 last decade
Well yes that is how it is often I know when people get back to their home. But my pride in the way of this. I would never let this happen to be humiliated like this IF I brought other people with me to my home. And this is the reason I think why at work I am always responding to my mother in a negative tone of voice. Defense mechanism?.. so that she wont dictate me or treat me in any 'low' way which could make me look like an idiot or a pushover, slave etc
Anyway work was ok, I notice I am more confident and my voice sounds good when I talk, this has been really a great improvemnt with platina. How I can talk now with people understanding me actually. I cannot explain how difficult and humiliating this used to be when whenever I said something people would not understand me. To me who feels humiliated so quickly and has high expectations of course this was an unbelievably big problem and lots of suffering.
At home I had an issue again. Some unjust happening. Something on the wheel of my brothers car was missing and I was accused for causing it. Such things always cause drama at home. Noone backing down and just lots of shouting. I get so angry by such unjust thing. I even saw over the weekend that this thing on the wheel was missing on my brothers car which I was later accused of for making this up.
Lots of anger in such situations. Than my devilish father comes in between. I feel totally disgusted by his low behavior. He didnt dare saying a word while I was downstairs having the argument with my brother. He was just quiet in the background pretending to be looking for something in the kitchen and once I got upstairs he started talking bad about me and how it really was me and how unfair I am etc. He was telling this to my mother. I feel totally disgusted by such low behavior. I have 0 respect for him. I dont know how he can look at himself in the mirror. He is even lower than a rat. He doesnt talk to me or my older brother. Towards my younger brother he acts all nice and tries to 'buy' him with money constantly since he could be the only son who actually might care for him... but even with him he has lots of conflicts.
I just cannot stand my father. If there is one person I hate... it is him, such a disgrace of a human being, so low. When he offends me I feel such tremendous anger that I could just kill him. He better not offend me again now that I am less afraid and feeling more confident. Good for him that he does not dare saying anything in front of me and kept quiet yesterday while I was accused because I would get so angry and just want to cut his head off and unleash
Anyway I often had bad dreams about being in a situation where going to prison was the theme and have to control myself therefore. I have a nasty anger and it is just towards my father from all his attacking over the years. And he is just so low and a disgrace.
So from now on I am going to work by bus which is going to be difficult but noway am I using another family members car at my home again.
Dont want to be involved with people who are like devils. This is all good, but I am feeling a bit hurt by all this and how I now need to go onto the bus instead of the car which will make me wake up earlier and than have to be with many school kids around which I feel anxious and even after work when I feel so tired, and the issue with my face and controlling the sensations... it will be difficult. And my issue with this is that everything feels unfair. On one hand there is the self protection in a 'high' way, of doing the right thing and stop using the car and be independent but on the other the childish emotional response of that it doesnt feel fair and of wanting to complainin. Can I take the unjust and really go onto the bus without daily thinking of the unjust done to me, and how I now will have it more difficult???
See, with me there is this 'haughty' response which seems just like for 'show' (for people to see) but then in the future on the days when I will be in pain walking on the bus alone with the days becoming more difficult I will be in this state where the self protecting 'high' response of me wont do anything and seem rather pointless. What do I got out of it in this moment? I will feel the unjust done to me and how now I have it more difficult because of those people at home? But I wont complain of course or ever say this at home because I dont want to give an 'inch' to those devilish family members and keep my self protection up.
What to do with this childish emotional feelings of feeling like unjust done to me?
Does this sound like platina even?
Even though I talked about this I dont feel an emotional charge behind when I say my father is low and disgusting or about my anger. It is still here all but with almost no emotional charge behind it. When I see my father at home now I dont feel much. I just cannot stand him.
[message edited by starface on Thu, 19 Apr 2012 05:41:21 BST]
Anyway work was ok, I notice I am more confident and my voice sounds good when I talk, this has been really a great improvemnt with platina. How I can talk now with people understanding me actually. I cannot explain how difficult and humiliating this used to be when whenever I said something people would not understand me. To me who feels humiliated so quickly and has high expectations of course this was an unbelievably big problem and lots of suffering.
At home I had an issue again. Some unjust happening. Something on the wheel of my brothers car was missing and I was accused for causing it. Such things always cause drama at home. Noone backing down and just lots of shouting. I get so angry by such unjust thing. I even saw over the weekend that this thing on the wheel was missing on my brothers car which I was later accused of for making this up.
Lots of anger in such situations. Than my devilish father comes in between. I feel totally disgusted by his low behavior. He didnt dare saying a word while I was downstairs having the argument with my brother. He was just quiet in the background pretending to be looking for something in the kitchen and once I got upstairs he started talking bad about me and how it really was me and how unfair I am etc. He was telling this to my mother. I feel totally disgusted by such low behavior. I have 0 respect for him. I dont know how he can look at himself in the mirror. He is even lower than a rat. He doesnt talk to me or my older brother. Towards my younger brother he acts all nice and tries to 'buy' him with money constantly since he could be the only son who actually might care for him... but even with him he has lots of conflicts.
I just cannot stand my father. If there is one person I hate... it is him, such a disgrace of a human being, so low. When he offends me I feel such tremendous anger that I could just kill him. He better not offend me again now that I am less afraid and feeling more confident. Good for him that he does not dare saying anything in front of me and kept quiet yesterday while I was accused because I would get so angry and just want to cut his head off and unleash
Anyway I often had bad dreams about being in a situation where going to prison was the theme and have to control myself therefore. I have a nasty anger and it is just towards my father from all his attacking over the years. And he is just so low and a disgrace.
So from now on I am going to work by bus which is going to be difficult but noway am I using another family members car at my home again.
Dont want to be involved with people who are like devils. This is all good, but I am feeling a bit hurt by all this and how I now need to go onto the bus instead of the car which will make me wake up earlier and than have to be with many school kids around which I feel anxious and even after work when I feel so tired, and the issue with my face and controlling the sensations... it will be difficult. And my issue with this is that everything feels unfair. On one hand there is the self protection in a 'high' way, of doing the right thing and stop using the car and be independent but on the other the childish emotional response of that it doesnt feel fair and of wanting to complainin. Can I take the unjust and really go onto the bus without daily thinking of the unjust done to me, and how I now will have it more difficult???
See, with me there is this 'haughty' response which seems just like for 'show' (for people to see) but then in the future on the days when I will be in pain walking on the bus alone with the days becoming more difficult I will be in this state where the self protecting 'high' response of me wont do anything and seem rather pointless. What do I got out of it in this moment? I will feel the unjust done to me and how now I have it more difficult because of those people at home? But I wont complain of course or ever say this at home because I dont want to give an 'inch' to those devilish family members and keep my self protection up.
What to do with this childish emotional feelings of feeling like unjust done to me?
Does this sound like platina even?
Even though I talked about this I dont feel an emotional charge behind when I say my father is low and disgusting or about my anger. It is still here all but with almost no emotional charge behind it. When I see my father at home now I dont feel much. I just cannot stand him.
[message edited by starface on Thu, 19 Apr 2012 05:41:21 BST]
starface last decade
Start making goals to get out of there.- that would bother anyone.
Imagine your own car, and be living
with people your own age who give
you space. And studying for your
career. Don't care how 'impossible it
might seem right now. Just pretend
you are asking God or Santa claus whoever you feel says yes . Then keep
refining what you want. Your focus
on what you want starts bringing the
the goals in.We are supposed to thrive,
but you have to place your orders in.
When you are on the bus imagine
you are driving a _____________.
Everything everywhere was a thought
first. Use that imagination of yours,
you have a pretty good one. :-)
Imagine your own car, and be living
with people your own age who give
you space. And studying for your
career. Don't care how 'impossible it
might seem right now. Just pretend
you are asking God or Santa claus whoever you feel says yes . Then keep
refining what you want. Your focus
on what you want starts bringing the
the goals in.We are supposed to thrive,
but you have to place your orders in.
When you are on the bus imagine
you are driving a _____________.
Everything everywhere was a thought
first. Use that imagination of yours,
you have a pretty good one. :-)
♡ simone717 last decade
yea I feel like going to uni maybe soon and moving out. depends on my anxiety level and if things will improve further. I just dont want to have anything to do with my father. It does not really bother me since I am used to it. But I dont want to put up with having such people around me.
The worst thing about my father is that so often he does not know the whole story and comes to conclusions in his own mind which are totally wrong. I feel offended by such thing. As for example the brothers car which had the poblem with the wheel used to be my car which I sold to my brother a few months ago with the condition that I can drive it to work. So my stupid father does not know that or forgot about it and starts talking about how unfair I am and how bad I am for not paying for any service or that I do not give money for buying new wheels for the car etc. Well I feel such anger that I could kill him when I hear him from downstairs like this low idiot cluelessly talking bad about me and things... I dont feel like I have to pay for service or wheels for one since it is not my car and it was in the deal that I can drive to work. My brother nagged me for 2 weeks to sell him my car so that in the end I did so under this deal. if I sold my brother the car without any deal that I can drive it daily to work... then I feel like if he let me use the car that I should give him a bit of money for service and new wheels to be fair to him, but under this deal we had I feel like I am not needing to give him anything and feel totally offended by anyone saying I am being unfair, by my father talking bad about me and making up stories. If he let me drive the car without this deal in place than I would feel like it is required of me to give something in return to him for being nice and letting me drive it, ie pay for service of the car and things. But not with the deal in place.
In the past what was even worse was that when I felt such unjust and then anxiety because of it, so whenever I opened my mouth against it... my mind would go blank and I could not say what I wanted to say so that in the end I appeared like the idiot and had to live with this unjust and wrong opinions about me in other peoples minds. Without anyone getting to see my viewpoint. Without me being able to explain myself and say how the facts really were
[message edited by starface on Thu, 19 Apr 2012 07:02:06 BST]
The worst thing about my father is that so often he does not know the whole story and comes to conclusions in his own mind which are totally wrong. I feel offended by such thing. As for example the brothers car which had the poblem with the wheel used to be my car which I sold to my brother a few months ago with the condition that I can drive it to work. So my stupid father does not know that or forgot about it and starts talking about how unfair I am and how bad I am for not paying for any service or that I do not give money for buying new wheels for the car etc. Well I feel such anger that I could kill him when I hear him from downstairs like this low idiot cluelessly talking bad about me and things... I dont feel like I have to pay for service or wheels for one since it is not my car and it was in the deal that I can drive to work. My brother nagged me for 2 weeks to sell him my car so that in the end I did so under this deal. if I sold my brother the car without any deal that I can drive it daily to work... then I feel like if he let me use the car that I should give him a bit of money for service and new wheels to be fair to him, but under this deal we had I feel like I am not needing to give him anything and feel totally offended by anyone saying I am being unfair, by my father talking bad about me and making up stories. If he let me drive the car without this deal in place than I would feel like it is required of me to give something in return to him for being nice and letting me drive it, ie pay for service of the car and things. But not with the deal in place.
In the past what was even worse was that when I felt such unjust and then anxiety because of it, so whenever I opened my mouth against it... my mind would go blank and I could not say what I wanted to say so that in the end I appeared like the idiot and had to live with this unjust and wrong opinions about me in other peoples minds. Without anyone getting to see my viewpoint. Without me being able to explain myself and say how the facts really were
[message edited by starface on Thu, 19 Apr 2012 07:02:06 BST]
starface last decade
what I want is to have the power to say you are a low idiot and I dont care what you think. And not care about what peoples opinion of me is, whether they think I am unfair, or fair to people. Or friendly or unfriendly etc. Be my own independent self who doesnt need anyone opinion or is bothered by unjust
Right now and most of my life it is more like just that I give out the impression of the thing I said in above paragraph but internally I feel different and the unjust bothers me, when people arent fair. Or critizise me unfairly, with not having all the right facts
Right now and most of my life it is more like just that I give out the impression of the thing I said in above paragraph but internally I feel different and the unjust bothers me, when people arent fair. Or critizise me unfairly, with not having all the right facts
starface last decade
good progress that you are learning
to talk and stand up for yourself.Every
human being has to do this. Anger
is a red flag usually that boundaries
are being violated.
When people cannot talk back it is a sign
of previous abuse. An example is if
someone was on purpose rude and stepped on your foot in line. The healthy
person would say, excuse me get off
my foot (assuming it was not a criminal
type person) the abused person would
start 'thinking' instead, things like
did I cause this to happen? and then
there would be a time lag of appropriate response. Or even them
apologizing and then having to go
think some more for an hour or two
and realize that the other person was
rude but then it is too late.
It is a freeze response, like animals
in panic, and it is a protective mechanism. You are getting better at
this and like I said earlier--at first
it is a bit over the top bc you are new
at it. Necessary to learn tho bc you
will have to deal with people your
entire life and use this skill.
to talk and stand up for yourself.Every
human being has to do this. Anger
is a red flag usually that boundaries
are being violated.
When people cannot talk back it is a sign
of previous abuse. An example is if
someone was on purpose rude and stepped on your foot in line. The healthy
person would say, excuse me get off
my foot (assuming it was not a criminal
type person) the abused person would
start 'thinking' instead, things like
did I cause this to happen? and then
there would be a time lag of appropriate response. Or even them
apologizing and then having to go
think some more for an hour or two
and realize that the other person was
rude but then it is too late.
It is a freeze response, like animals
in panic, and it is a protective mechanism. You are getting better at
this and like I said earlier--at first
it is a bit over the top bc you are new
at it. Necessary to learn tho bc you
will have to deal with people your
entire life and use this skill.
♡ simone717 last decade
today I got some food to eat at work and ate in front of people. Obviously a problem. About not eating to fast, not putting to much food into my mouth. All those things along that line. Not pleasant. But it was ok. Strange that at home I just eat however I like, and around people self conscious.
..Yea in terms of me defending myself it is much better compared to before I ever took platina. It is a different thing now. Not the anxiety and fear of daring to defend, the doubts whether I will be able to and such things. I noticed this yesterday.
Over the past 3 days I was more quiet at work, especially in the mornings... I felt the emotional hurt coming up again which happens when I take platina in a bit higher potency always. So I was even more quiet and withdrawn into myself in the mornings but towards afternoon it got better. And yes more confidence is noticeable when I speak.
anyway I am not afraid of taking platina anymore. Now I am pretty sure this remedy alright. I have taken so many doses and feel nothing new. Except the images that happened on the 10M dose. But this could of maybe happened on any 10M remedy for me. First time I took platina in 1M I took 3 drops with around 10 hits and 2 teaspoons. I guess I need to top that next time for it to have a good 'strong curative response' This time I just took a drop and 1 teaspoon. Next time I take more. Now that I know nothing bad will happen. THis is how you take doses, right? A bit more than the last time always, right?
..Yea in terms of me defending myself it is much better compared to before I ever took platina. It is a different thing now. Not the anxiety and fear of daring to defend, the doubts whether I will be able to and such things. I noticed this yesterday.
Over the past 3 days I was more quiet at work, especially in the mornings... I felt the emotional hurt coming up again which happens when I take platina in a bit higher potency always. So I was even more quiet and withdrawn into myself in the mornings but towards afternoon it got better. And yes more confidence is noticeable when I speak.
anyway I am not afraid of taking platina anymore. Now I am pretty sure this remedy alright. I have taken so many doses and feel nothing new. Except the images that happened on the 10M dose. But this could of maybe happened on any 10M remedy for me. First time I took platina in 1M I took 3 drops with around 10 hits and 2 teaspoons. I guess I need to top that next time for it to have a good 'strong curative response' This time I just took a drop and 1 teaspoon. Next time I take more. Now that I know nothing bad will happen. THis is how you take doses, right? A bit more than the last time always, right?
starface last decade
Please tell your homeopath what you
are doing and ask her that question.
Don't be afraid to ask.
this is where you get into trouble and
everyone starts disagreeing with
what you are doing.
She is not going to yell at you, she is
going to give her opinion and you
should get that opinion. Dosing is
controversial to say the least.
Please ask her, myself I would ask
bc I want the opinion of someone who
has experience, and lot of study
on it.
are doing and ask her that question.
Don't be afraid to ask.
this is where you get into trouble and
everyone starts disagreeing with
what you are doing.
She is not going to yell at you, she is
going to give her opinion and you
should get that opinion. Dosing is
controversial to say the least.
Please ask her, myself I would ask
bc I want the opinion of someone who
has experience, and lot of study
on it.
♡ simone717 last decade
ok. it is not that I am afraid of asking her anything. Rather the opposite, that her opinion on what to do doesnt even count. Her opinion wont have any worth so to speak. But in person I am different and often afraid to ask things yes, that is correct.
hmm a strange situation. I probably am going to keep with the platina on my own for as long as I can feel improvements, and than go back to asking her for advice if I get into a problem
hmm a strange situation. I probably am going to keep with the platina on my own for as long as I can feel improvements, and than go back to asking her for advice if I get into a problem
starface last decade
Her opinion won't have any worth??????
This is where you lose me.
You cannot compare what you know
with her education and experience-
that is ridiculous.
so rather than get an educated game
plan, you think you know better.
on how to dose. You have no idea what
she might say and her opinion does not
count-why bc she is not qualified??
Not making any sense here, I hope
you know that.
This is where you lose me.
You cannot compare what you know
with her education and experience-
that is ridiculous.
so rather than get an educated game
plan, you think you know better.
on how to dose. You have no idea what
she might say and her opinion does not
count-why bc she is not qualified??
Not making any sense here, I hope
you know that.
♡ simone717 last decade
I think bc of what she MIGHT SAY-
however you don't know what she
might say. It may surprise you.
And this is where you need to follow
guidance to get the results you are
seeking. this is where you have to
be strict with yourself and keep in
contact with her, with feed back.
You have no idea what she might say
but it may be what you don't want to
hear. so it is easier to do what you
want till it does not work and
then say help me fix this, antidote it
or whatever, if you scare yourself
then next time you might listen.-
its called learning the hard way.
however you don't know what she
might say. It may surprise you.
And this is where you need to follow
guidance to get the results you are
seeking. this is where you have to
be strict with yourself and keep in
contact with her, with feed back.
You have no idea what she might say
but it may be what you don't want to
hear. so it is easier to do what you
want till it does not work and
then say help me fix this, antidote it
or whatever, if you scare yourself
then next time you might listen.-
its called learning the hard way.
♡ simone717 last decade
hold on
it is just that I dont want to deal with her. Excuses maybe from my side? Also if she says we need to do this or that and I think it is wrong than there will be a problem. What I think is right has more of importance.
I dont know, it is just a protective mechanism of not needing to deal with her, to reject her. Something in my chest just doesnt feel good about it. And I dont feel strong enough at the moment to go through any new 'trauma' well a bit of an exageration but if something differing opinions happen between me and the homeopath, if she will not do everything I expect than it is going to be to much for me to handle. and this is the 'trauma' I mean. But a bit exagerated. SInce this cannot be like a trauma. But it hurts if someone not do what I expect, so dissapointment and cannot bear it. I rather avoid it all therefore.
. I am not sure about the platina anylonger. Sure it helps. And I feel like without it I cannot work. So at the moment it feels just like that it is making everything managable but nothing more. I expect more from it. I am also confused about how the pictures when I close my eyes dissapear completely whenever I take the remedy but a week or so later when the remedy does not have an effect so much any longer than I do get them again. Although I am not really anxious anymore or so. Well it is different, no paranoia, no waking up at the middle of the nights anylonger, no light needed when I sleep etc. But on bad days when the pictures are here I do can become panicky because of fearing that it will all become to much for me. From all the things not being the way they supposed to be.
- I had some strange dreams. and violence even so I dont know about the platina than really any longer. Feel a bit hurt or dissapointed by it also. It is either that the 1M just wasnt strong enough of a dose. Should have used more drops or it is wrong.
dreams were tonight of
- being in a labyrinth with some people and my dog. A place where I had to get out of but was difficult to climb up some things at some point and water was running down to make it slippery. And the task of having my dog and having to help her. But I would not leave her behind. So once when I tried to move her onto the opposite side of a narrow river I noticed how the exit was a simple task and door to the left without needing to climb up the slippery cliff.
- I was on a stelth mission to inflitrate a boat.
- I was below a shop trieing to top up my mobile account with a prepaid ticket I got. So every time I called a number to top up. The guy from the shop above me came from a balcony to tell me that today they dont work for customers and cannot let me into the shop or top up. A bit confusing as if the number I called was from the shop. So and than I was alone in this environment were I was afraid by the bypassing people who seemed dangerous and diseased. Once I was afraid a person will corner me and inject a disease into me. It was unpleasant that the shop guy had his door closed and here I was alone than outside as if in the wild wild west. In danger of the people around.
- another one was I was with my brother and some friends from the long past going to buy marijuana at a school. Every one was smoking that drug in front of the school, so this had a bad feel to it. It is something wrong they were doing. Wrong as in that marijuana can be dangerous for your health and where is the world heading by the youth smoking so much of that drug. Once a girl bumped into my brother and than walked away. I was immediately JEALOUS.
Than when we got to the dealer I felt this common EMOTIONAL HURT which just feels so bad. And makes me want to avoid people and not socialize. I didnt want to be with friends, just get back on my own.
- last one was me being in a car and something happened or I think I did something to offend a guy who came up to my car then and started damaging it. I was just standing by the car behind him and the feeling of feeling offended by what the guy is doing to me was just growing. And I had this killer look I think. But in the end than I did nothing and think the guy even killed me.
And then as if the dream changed setting I was all of a sudden really muscular, had 2 knifes in my hand that I was swinging around as if I am some fighter or warrior. But the feeling of this was if I have knifes, if I defend or attack others with knifes there is a high chance I might get once cut by someone or killed. So do I really want to have knifes and be a 'fighter'. Its dangerous
This is how I am. I never get involved in fights because if I attack I might get attacked back. I have to be really pushed where I am just so offended that I dont care to attack someone. I do lots of threatening just usually with no intention to really do anything. But if offended really a lot and when I decide to attack you can imagine that I than would go all out and attack with great strength to not risk getting attacked back ever.
...
at work I was also hearing such comments as of recently which stuck with me... Once my mother made me a sandwich and I heard a comment ' Oh mommy made you a sandwich'. As if this is childlike.
Another one was yesterday that for the first time I got something to eat at the workplace... so I went to eat and my mother said she would continue my work while I am eating. And once I got back to work a coworker commented on that I have gotten spoiled today.
So this all makes me think that I got such type of comments now 2 or 3 times at work, on online forums a few times and than it must be true that I am a spoiled child I start thinking. To me if I hear something often about myself that I start believing it. So feels a bit depressive now, but not much of an emotional charge that I am spoilt, that it means I am getting to many things from my mother and this means now I have to start accepting less from my mother and change. And this feels difficult. I need to change immediately but hard to be really than indepeneent and on my own. Emotionally doesnt feel good
David, or anyone a suggestion?
keep with platina or some other remedy. I prefer the sensation method compared to the boring questions asked by my homeopath at the interview.
it is just that I dont want to deal with her. Excuses maybe from my side? Also if she says we need to do this or that and I think it is wrong than there will be a problem. What I think is right has more of importance.
I dont know, it is just a protective mechanism of not needing to deal with her, to reject her. Something in my chest just doesnt feel good about it. And I dont feel strong enough at the moment to go through any new 'trauma' well a bit of an exageration but if something differing opinions happen between me and the homeopath, if she will not do everything I expect than it is going to be to much for me to handle. and this is the 'trauma' I mean. But a bit exagerated. SInce this cannot be like a trauma. But it hurts if someone not do what I expect, so dissapointment and cannot bear it. I rather avoid it all therefore.
. I am not sure about the platina anylonger. Sure it helps. And I feel like without it I cannot work. So at the moment it feels just like that it is making everything managable but nothing more. I expect more from it. I am also confused about how the pictures when I close my eyes dissapear completely whenever I take the remedy but a week or so later when the remedy does not have an effect so much any longer than I do get them again. Although I am not really anxious anymore or so. Well it is different, no paranoia, no waking up at the middle of the nights anylonger, no light needed when I sleep etc. But on bad days when the pictures are here I do can become panicky because of fearing that it will all become to much for me. From all the things not being the way they supposed to be.
- I had some strange dreams. and violence even so I dont know about the platina than really any longer. Feel a bit hurt or dissapointed by it also. It is either that the 1M just wasnt strong enough of a dose. Should have used more drops or it is wrong.
dreams were tonight of
- being in a labyrinth with some people and my dog. A place where I had to get out of but was difficult to climb up some things at some point and water was running down to make it slippery. And the task of having my dog and having to help her. But I would not leave her behind. So once when I tried to move her onto the opposite side of a narrow river I noticed how the exit was a simple task and door to the left without needing to climb up the slippery cliff.
- I was on a stelth mission to inflitrate a boat.
- I was below a shop trieing to top up my mobile account with a prepaid ticket I got. So every time I called a number to top up. The guy from the shop above me came from a balcony to tell me that today they dont work for customers and cannot let me into the shop or top up. A bit confusing as if the number I called was from the shop. So and than I was alone in this environment were I was afraid by the bypassing people who seemed dangerous and diseased. Once I was afraid a person will corner me and inject a disease into me. It was unpleasant that the shop guy had his door closed and here I was alone than outside as if in the wild wild west. In danger of the people around.
- another one was I was with my brother and some friends from the long past going to buy marijuana at a school. Every one was smoking that drug in front of the school, so this had a bad feel to it. It is something wrong they were doing. Wrong as in that marijuana can be dangerous for your health and where is the world heading by the youth smoking so much of that drug. Once a girl bumped into my brother and than walked away. I was immediately JEALOUS.
Than when we got to the dealer I felt this common EMOTIONAL HURT which just feels so bad. And makes me want to avoid people and not socialize. I didnt want to be with friends, just get back on my own.
- last one was me being in a car and something happened or I think I did something to offend a guy who came up to my car then and started damaging it. I was just standing by the car behind him and the feeling of feeling offended by what the guy is doing to me was just growing. And I had this killer look I think. But in the end than I did nothing and think the guy even killed me.
And then as if the dream changed setting I was all of a sudden really muscular, had 2 knifes in my hand that I was swinging around as if I am some fighter or warrior. But the feeling of this was if I have knifes, if I defend or attack others with knifes there is a high chance I might get once cut by someone or killed. So do I really want to have knifes and be a 'fighter'. Its dangerous
This is how I am. I never get involved in fights because if I attack I might get attacked back. I have to be really pushed where I am just so offended that I dont care to attack someone. I do lots of threatening just usually with no intention to really do anything. But if offended really a lot and when I decide to attack you can imagine that I than would go all out and attack with great strength to not risk getting attacked back ever.
...
at work I was also hearing such comments as of recently which stuck with me... Once my mother made me a sandwich and I heard a comment ' Oh mommy made you a sandwich'. As if this is childlike.
Another one was yesterday that for the first time I got something to eat at the workplace... so I went to eat and my mother said she would continue my work while I am eating. And once I got back to work a coworker commented on that I have gotten spoiled today.
So this all makes me think that I got such type of comments now 2 or 3 times at work, on online forums a few times and than it must be true that I am a spoiled child I start thinking. To me if I hear something often about myself that I start believing it. So feels a bit depressive now, but not much of an emotional charge that I am spoilt, that it means I am getting to many things from my mother and this means now I have to start accepting less from my mother and change. And this feels difficult. I need to change immediately but hard to be really than indepeneent and on my own. Emotionally doesnt feel good
David, or anyone a suggestion?
keep with platina or some other remedy. I prefer the sensation method compared to the boring questions asked by my homeopath at the interview.
starface last decade
at work from the platina making my stomach agony much less... I am smelling the food better and around midday just get so hungry that i cannot stay hungry but have to eat. When hungry->have to eat.
but I never do so, except yesterday when it was offered to me by my mother. Have to control myself and dont want to be in this situation where I ask for food since it can make me look bad. Coworkers around are often taking cakes and stuff that is left in the kitchen but I cannot... Image. I would only take it if the whole place was empty or just my family members at the workplace. Doesnt matter if all coworkers were completely in a different room or. I dont risk it. But I have this low side that I would take it if noone were around so I dont like this. means I am fake, pretentious most likely
[message edited by starface on Sat, 21 Apr 2012 02:14:46 BST]
but I never do so, except yesterday when it was offered to me by my mother. Have to control myself and dont want to be in this situation where I ask for food since it can make me look bad. Coworkers around are often taking cakes and stuff that is left in the kitchen but I cannot... Image. I would only take it if the whole place was empty or just my family members at the workplace. Doesnt matter if all coworkers were completely in a different room or. I dont risk it. But I have this low side that I would take it if noone were around so I dont like this. means I am fake, pretentious most likely
[message edited by starface on Sat, 21 Apr 2012 02:14:46 BST]
starface last decade
Anyway I have a new thing which helps me. it is the thought 'I am already cured'.
I heard about this from my brother how a scientist made in a woman her c_ancer dissapear in 5 minutes while having it on ultrasound visible. 5 people were telling her and giving her the believe that she was already cured.
my experience when I say I am already cured to myself is that I feel positive, tensions get away and in my stomach I feel good... so this definately a great thing... Usually with meditation I get into a block always were after the initial tensions go then all of a sudden even more harder unmovable tensions appear in my head which I just could not unblock. But this thought of that I am already cured unblocks everything and always works. So this my new thing for now.
I heard about this from my brother how a scientist made in a woman her c_ancer dissapear in 5 minutes while having it on ultrasound visible. 5 people were telling her and giving her the believe that she was already cured.
my experience when I say I am already cured to myself is that I feel positive, tensions get away and in my stomach I feel good... so this definately a great thing... Usually with meditation I get into a block always were after the initial tensions go then all of a sudden even more harder unmovable tensions appear in my head which I just could not unblock. But this thought of that I am already cured unblocks everything and always works. So this my new thing for now.
starface last decade
Omg you really are delusional lol. You are going to 'think yourself to cure' now? Haha this is actually becoming farcical.
I suppose since Platina is not doing it, you are getting pretty desperate. It shows.
I suppose since Platina is not doing it, you are getting pretty desperate. It shows.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
You know with God all things are
possible. the power of prayer works,
people in AA turning it over to their
higher power works, read case of
person being given wrong heart prescription saying their heart would be
cured and they felt great! then died
a year later when the doctor said they
made a mistake and gave them someone
elses prescription.
The mind and imagination is a powerful
thing. They do a lot of this in c-cer
treatment centers-everything is connected.
Imagining yourself well is not a bad
thing-Starface I would just say you
won't talk to the homeopath out of
fear and you have to do it and work
thru those fears. When you do you
will have worked thru them and
know more about yourself and be
more confident. It is the same thing
as not wanting to call up places on
the phone or deal with the computer
store.
[message edited by simone717 on Sat, 21 Apr 2012 03:12:40 BST]
possible. the power of prayer works,
people in AA turning it over to their
higher power works, read case of
person being given wrong heart prescription saying their heart would be
cured and they felt great! then died
a year later when the doctor said they
made a mistake and gave them someone
elses prescription.
The mind and imagination is a powerful
thing. They do a lot of this in c-cer
treatment centers-everything is connected.
Imagining yourself well is not a bad
thing-Starface I would just say you
won't talk to the homeopath out of
fear and you have to do it and work
thru those fears. When you do you
will have worked thru them and
know more about yourself and be
more confident. It is the same thing
as not wanting to call up places on
the phone or deal with the computer
store.
[message edited by simone717 on Sat, 21 Apr 2012 03:12:40 BST]
♡ simone717 last decade
to david
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platina is ok, things function, but could be better. I think I need to top the first 1M dose I took awhile ago which was quite a big one, then I will have a clear picture. I am well aware I describe platina around 80% and I think you know that too.
willing myself tu cure? I use whatever works and this is quite effective. Works better than meditation for me.
[message edited by starface on Sat, 21 Apr 2012 03:10:30 BST]
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platina is ok, things function, but could be better. I think I need to top the first 1M dose I took awhile ago which was quite a big one, then I will have a clear picture. I am well aware I describe platina around 80% and I think you know that too.
willing myself tu cure? I use whatever works and this is quite effective. Works better than meditation for me.
[message edited by starface on Sat, 21 Apr 2012 03:10:30 BST]
starface last decade
I heard stories about miracle cures often before. Like once an older man was released from hospital because he had c_ancer and nothing was possible to cure it. So the guy was sent home. At home he did gardening and the usual things. When he was supposed to die he didnt to the confusion of the doctors. So they called him back after a few months to the hospital and than found out the c_ancer was gone.
... THe old guy said that he thought he was released from the hospital because he was cured (not to live his last months at home before dieing) and that is why the c_ancer dissapeared apparently.
This is a story I heard a few years ago and many more like that. I do believe in the power of the mind. I feel it myself how everything un-tenses when I tell myself I am already cured. Which this scientist suggests. Will see if I find a youtube video of him. I think there is one. He isnt one of those close minded scientists who only believe in the things they can see or measure.
Even with herrings law it goes that the mind is the most important organ I think. So with it CURE starts.
... THe old guy said that he thought he was released from the hospital because he was cured (not to live his last months at home before dieing) and that is why the c_ancer dissapeared apparently.
This is a story I heard a few years ago and many more like that. I do believe in the power of the mind. I feel it myself how everything un-tenses when I tell myself I am already cured. Which this scientist suggests. Will see if I find a youtube video of him. I think there is one. He isnt one of those close minded scientists who only believe in the things they can see or measure.
Even with herrings law it goes that the mind is the most important organ I think. So with it CURE starts.
starface last decade
I have seen plenty of positive thinkers in clinic, all still presenting with their pathology. I have also seen plenty of pessimists, and disbelievers in homoeopathy get well. Thinking is too shallow a level to affect the vital energy in any real way, at best it can moderate the symptoms for awhile. You cannot cure yourself using the 4th level (Ideas). Cure will only come from affecting the 6th level (Energy) which is out of reach of our willpower. Mind is not source of disease, this is a mistake that has been repeated unfortunately over the years. The vital energy is the cause of disease, and that creates your thoughts, not the other way around.
Our society is obsessed with intellect and positive thinking. In a way it is a disease all of its own.
While remaining hopeful and positive is a good thing, it is a sign of health to have it, and many sick people twist themselves inside out to try and get it. Optimism and positiveness is caused by the vital force rebalancing - it does not go the other way. The remedy does it for them without all that pain.
Positive thinking in many cases is either just compensatory behaviour, or is actually suppressive, if the underlying cause of the negative feelings are not also being dealt with. When patient's cure spontaneously, there can be many reasons for this. It would be interesting to examine such cases to see exactly what changed, where the energy went, what level of cure such people got.
Our society is obsessed with intellect and positive thinking. In a way it is a disease all of its own.
While remaining hopeful and positive is a good thing, it is a sign of health to have it, and many sick people twist themselves inside out to try and get it. Optimism and positiveness is caused by the vital force rebalancing - it does not go the other way. The remedy does it for them without all that pain.
Positive thinking in many cases is either just compensatory behaviour, or is actually suppressive, if the underlying cause of the negative feelings are not also being dealt with. When patient's cure spontaneously, there can be many reasons for this. It would be interesting to examine such cases to see exactly what changed, where the energy went, what level of cure such people got.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
who is in charge of the vital force?
God.
unless there is no belief in that.
There are cases and studies done on
people having benefits from the power
of prayer already. Perhaps all the
intention of people on this forum
praying for you to get well, set
some things in motion.
The fact that we are here on earth
in a body in the first place is
astounding if you think about it.
Everything else pales in comparison.
God.
unless there is no belief in that.
There are cases and studies done on
people having benefits from the power
of prayer already. Perhaps all the
intention of people on this forum
praying for you to get well, set
some things in motion.
The fact that we are here on earth
in a body in the first place is
astounding if you think about it.
Everything else pales in comparison.
♡ simone717 last decade
here is a short video about something from him
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l8dKcvROnl4&feature=fvst ...
and here is the one I think of the woman who got cured by the 'I am already cured believe'
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufVjdvRw4LM&feature=relat...
[message edited by starface on Sat, 21 Apr 2012 04:45:27 BST]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l8dKcvROnl4&feature=fvst ...
and here is the one I think of the woman who got cured by the 'I am already cured believe'
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufVjdvRw4LM&feature=relat...
[message edited by starface on Sat, 21 Apr 2012 04:45:27 BST]
starface last decade
^^5 minutes into the video (of the second video I posted) they switch to a chinese hospital to the video and apparently live video on ultrasound of how the c_ancer goes away.
If anyone interested
If anyone interested
starface last decade
As you wish. I am not going to get in a theological argument here. This is not the forum for it. I am discussing homoeopathy and health and our philosophy around it. Once you enter into the realm of faith, we are not able to have a meaningful debate.
By your reasoning though, if God is in charge of the Vital Force, he is also in charge of the Disease. So why would he cure something he created (unless you believe in a vengeful God punishing those who do not ask for help).
Do not for a second think I am not a spiritual person. The presence and intelligence of the vital energy, the power of microdilutions, reveals to me there is a great power hidden in the universe.
But such discussions move away from homoeopathy, and into personal beliefs. There is no point arguing about those, as it only causes bad feelings.
By your reasoning though, if God is in charge of the Vital Force, he is also in charge of the Disease. So why would he cure something he created (unless you believe in a vengeful God punishing those who do not ask for help).
Do not for a second think I am not a spiritual person. The presence and intelligence of the vital energy, the power of microdilutions, reveals to me there is a great power hidden in the universe.
But such discussions move away from homoeopathy, and into personal beliefs. There is no point arguing about those, as it only causes bad feelings.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
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