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As you wish. I am not going to get in a theological argument here. This is not the forum for it. I am discussing homoeopathy and health and our philosophy around it. Once you enter into the realm of faith, we are not able to have a meaningful debate.

By your reasoning though, if God is in charge of the Vital Force, he is also in charge of the Disease. So why would he cure something he created (unless you believe in a vengeful God punishing those who do not ask for help).

Do not for a second think I am not a spiritual person. The presence and intelligence of the vital energy, the power of microdilutions, reveals to me there is a great power hidden in the universe.

But such discussions move away from homoeopathy, and into personal beliefs. There is no point arguing about those, as it only causes bad feelings.
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I don't like 'science' trying to make
sense of the spiritual. I believe that
Starface despite what is going on with
him, strives for spiritual connection
and it seemed to me being dismissed
as palliative when no one can judge.

I do believe that God is in us or we would
not be alive and there are many ways
to heal. That is the mystery.Many roads
to the top of the mountain.

I read one story of a woman who was
autistic, ran away from home at 17,
was homeless in around Seattle and
spent her days in front of the gorilla
exhibit.The ways the gorilla's communicate she identified with and
got healed watching the gorillas.
Now she is the dean of animal science
at the University of Washington or
somewhere up there.What a life path!!

Anyway I do think the spirit is the
highest level and I am not one to
say I have the answer!!:-) just that
anyone striving to understand and
deepen what is already there- as above so below- should be encouraged for the endeavour, bc
no one knows what the path of each
person is going to be or should be.
 
simone717 last decade
well I like the new open minded science. It is Interesting to me. Since I am a bit of a 'thinker' myself.

My spirituality is part the high ego, & part the emotional big need for experiencing things deeply I think. Most of all romantic relationship with a beautiful looking girl, but it just not possible yet. Defense mechanism still in place

Just a moment ago someone of my brothers friends came by to show off their new car and of course I dont like it. Feel negative emotions, but to people around me I would pretend that this does not bother me and put it down. Or on the other hand if I am alone I immediately start feeling I dont want to be like that. This is not the way and start feeling my underlieing emotional need and have this feelings of being non judgemental, connecting, open to people. I think this is just a defense mechanism in itslef since when the possiblity of contact ever happens I pull away and distance myself. Maybe I am just feeling my high emotional need and special feelings.


About the platina again... I am just feeling emotionaly more stable, less reactive, less swings, ok about myself, but this pretty much it. Nothing earth changing. Of course this is good in itself, better than be feeling like I cannot cope with things. But I dont think this is ideal. I definately dont think like everything is alright like I felt the first time I ever took platina with this big dose.

sexually I am having high sex drive still. And actually get turned on by girls on the street like I used to years ago. Not sure if this is good or bad. From what I used to read platina people go to homeopath after they get the remedy and complain about how their sex drive is all of a sudden low.

But with the 10m I did stop the sexual self seeking and some strange thing I used to at night which I once send to david in an email. I havent done it again since the platina which is good. Because it was embarrassing and just wrong.
[message edited by starface on Sat, 21 Apr 2012 05:45:16 BST]
 
starface last decade
and those pictures are just strange which I can see again since yesterday. Not much detail though, barely can see them and not much of an emotional reaction either. It is just a bit of a nuisance at this point. But I am wondering how come I have this. And what the purpose of this is. Often I see a mouth with teeth looking at me and than as if swallowing me or something like that. Or I see eyes. Or faces. Just strange stuff. I would wish to understand what this is and why? obviously something to protect me right? Anyway I can deal with it fine, pictures go away when I use some good techniques and even if they wouldnt not really a problem now.

Oh yea just remembered the random thoughts which make no sense once I go to sleep dont happen while on platina. This is pretty good. This worried me more than the pictures. On the days I took mercury this got really aggravated where my mind was just beyond my control everytime I tried to fall asleep. The problem is to fall asleep you give away control and this was the problem. Awake no problem ever.

So the pictures are getting better but not cured yet.

and the no control of my mind when I fall asleep I havent experienced for a while now, last time when I took mercury as I said.
 
starface last decade
starface,

got to thinking about something for you
bc I had to look up natural nurse for
a person in Saudi Arabia.

If you look at her site-
natural-remedies-nurse dot com
and click on the social anxiety pages-
she lists places where you can do
cognitive behaviour therapy online-
by yourself working thru a workbook,
and online group support etc , etc
[message edited by simone717 on Mon, 23 Apr 2012 04:43:40 BST]
 
simone717 last decade
I did CBT before and many other things.

At the moment the 'I am already cured, I am already well' beliefs work pretty well for me. I think i had my best day at work today. I was myself, genuine, authentic, no need to hide, or to have a happy face while I am in reality feeling bad on the inside etc.

This works great against the tensions. I am always trying to tense and control things I dont want to feel so those thoughts from above just work better than even meditation for me and stop the tensions. This is a powerful thing to think because it creates the feeling.

Anyway I believe thoughts influence emotions, emotions influence energy. People also influence energy as in healers etc... So to me homeopathy is not the only thing that can create a healthy vital force or whatever. It is just one of those things which can. My beliefs from all the things I have seen and read over the years.
[message edited by starface on Mon, 23 Apr 2012 04:35:15 BST]
 
starface last decade
How long did you do CBT for?

Did they do any education on boundaries
and family systems, and dealing
with untrue and unpleasant thoughts
about yourself and abilities ?

curious.
 
simone717 last decade
ANyway after releasing lots of tensions yesterday pretty much for most of the day... I felt like a wild animal and attention seeking a bit maybe... I dont like this when I am like that because I know I act like an idiot then.

I felt maybe free? Like not a 100 horses holding me down in the chest? And all of a sudden I felt hungry for things. Money, cars, possesions, all those things. Really hungry lol. A strong hunger and I felt the need to consume lac leo and stop feeding on the platinum lol. Those thoughts with those animalistic words were just coming to me. And than on one hand I felt big and in another moment I could feel small and inferior when I thought of something I cannot do. Alhough I dont feel a strong negative charge anymore, not much at all.

I also have a problem. I bought me something with the money and now I want to sell it. Just get rid of this thing I bought becuase it boggs me down. An old problem of mine. This happens because I feel like now I have to use this thing I bought myself and I just dont want to. I want to get rid of it to be free again and get me something else.

Anyway I dont know what to think about the above. I wished someone could guide me... David?

To me the animals that stand out are those and these are the feelings I have about them.


cats- dont like them, loners, unsocial, unemotional, they just dont need people, they dont need you, so they go on their own.


dogs - weak, dependent, weak because they dependent on people and need to please


- snakes, spiders - might be powerful since they provoke fear in people but at the end of the day can you look at yourself in the mirror by being such 'thing' and rule by threatening, provoking terror, no because you still feel small by the strategy you use to be big or feel big. It isnt correct, right, great. None of those things

- lion - ok I dont know what I am going to describe here, plant, mineral, an animal... this just my thoughts. So lion is on the top and this creates problems. Lots of people who are going to hate, want to bring you down, lots of unjust,lots of those small attacks which cause indignation. Also expectation if you are on the top to need to perform and do all the things that are required/expected from someone on the top. Otherwise there is a problem. Either it feels like death if you dont up to standard or exclusion.

In a way it is not good to be a lion on the top. A huge load to perform. It brings up the agony in stomach feelings for me and the huge load on shoulders and back and neck.

In the end you got to be correct, right, when you defeat someone than in the right, correct way, acquire things the correct way otherwise it leaves bad feelins and an ego struggle. Of how to look at yourself in the mirror. It is also the same thing if I notice I am being 'devilish' by the inferiority feelings, for example when I used to see my brother with a girl. Which would cause me to become highly unfriendly... WHen I notice this in me and the reason why I am acting the way I act (from felling inferior)... then I have to stop. Because I hate myself then and feel even lower and worse about myself. Its an ego hit to me. Whenever I appear Low/small to myself. Cannot stand it.


Any suggestion. I went to the homeopath in person, but do not wish to continue with her. So is this wrong now that I want help rather here??
[message edited by starface on Mon, 23 Apr 2012 05:05:23 BST]
 
starface last decade
I see your 'I am already cured' mantra is really working for you.

If you will not do homoeopathy face to face as I suggested, you are on your own.
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I see you don't want to answer my
question.???? Whatever.

Yes it is wrong to try to get the help
on here. bc you have some big issues
and the person needs to SEE you.

Part of your issues have to do with
father role modeling. To be a man
you have to learn from a man. And
it was interesting that after you took
the first remedy from homeopath
that you were outside your body
and then saw your FATHER going
down a staicase or something and
then you - yourself got INTO
your body.

Guys can't learn to run their male
energy etc etc from their MOM.
That is why in most cultures in the old
days the boys went off with the men
and did a vision quest etc or other
things and then came back and were
men. In todays world most of that
is missing bc fathers did not learn
from their fathers etc bc everyone
was working- but just like raising
a child there are ways humans work
that you cannot skip.

Male energy works very different than
female energy. Guys like space to
work things out and they don't like
all the hyper female chit chat -it
does not work in a male body.Also
their is a process of grief separating
from the female energy bc it has
been around you forever and you
have to learn how your own male
energy works and be comfortable
with that.

I think that you want to talk to
david all the time as some kind
of father replacement figure but
at same time you have never worked
out all the feelings etc and are still
in some kinds of adolescent rebellion
that you play out with male figures-
so it like watching a train wreck.

Go to your homeopath and learn
to deal with her just like you dealt
with phone calls and computer stores.
Just as you are rebelling against her
?????? who knows???? what suggestions-you will do the same
on here, and that part is not going
to get worked out on this forum.

You have to step up to the plate here
and deal with your rebellion against
any authority and control issues-
which would be a great job for
a therapist to work with you on that-
besides the homeopath. Maybe a really
together strong male figure- you
need that.
 
simone717 last decade
umm I suspect you are joking.

Well there is no face to face thing. THe homeopath saw me once and now she is doing it via email with me. ALthough I havent sent her any new email after the last one she sent were she told me to take 30c doses. I dont see the point of contacting her
 
starface last decade
Then you will probably never be cured, since hiding in the internet is so important to you.

All of this is within your reach - cure, health, a normal life, meeting your potential. You are the one who limits and disables yourself.

Like I said so many times before, it is a sad end you are heading for. But when that end comes, it will have been your choice to finish that way. Your body, your disease, your life, your choice. Maybe when you come into your next life, next existance, the reason for it will become clear.
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
She SAW you- how you look, how
you talk, so she knows all that.

You should email her what you are doing
and at least see what she says about it.-
She can do follow up and not see you
in person for quite awhile.

And as for 30c I have read cases where
the person took 30 c and was looking
one way, 6 months later came back
and looked entirely different, lost weight,
had great clothes, hair, a relationship
and was transformed. on a 30c.
 
simone717 last decade
You are avoiding the homeopath
due to fear.

It is the same as the computer store.

You worked thru the computer store
issue-

You have to work thru everything
that may come up with the homeopath.
you won't confront it yet- and maybe
never-but it has to be confronted.

You ought to try to work with a male
therapist who has a healthy life
and relationships to get additional
support.

Up to you- David is right.
 
simone717 last decade
hmm how negative you all are sounding... That homeopath just wants to do it over the internet now. She wont see me in person ever again. And basically whatever I will want her to prescribe me, If I wanted her to prescribe me lac leo I would just give that description and boom than I would get it. That is not what I want.

I will see what I will do. I am kind of bored of the platinum and I dont get the effect I want to get from it. No dramatic changes which puzzles me since I am still sure it must be correct. what other remedy feels special, and has this ego where it looks down on almost anything.

I will probably take another 1M dose of platina. (I am not proving this remedy so must be a very good thing.) This time not a conservative dose as was the last one. To see what will happen.
 
starface last decade
ok ok.You are all right as always. I have to work through the huge resistance in my chest whenever I think of contacting my homeopath. Mentally, emotionally, physichally just resistance. Not wanting to contact her. This is self protection to not get hurt, dissapointed by the homeopath from doing something I wont like.
 
starface last decade
because of those strong tensions, especially in the chest I have this paralyzing weakness so often. And if I am not mistaken this is a prominent symptom of platinum. When I take platinum it does help with the paralyzing weakness. On the 200c and 30c it just held for a few days, but on the 1M I havent felt it for the whole of last week.
 
starface last decade
that is exactly right. And that is
how you learn to deal with what
MAY come up.

You go thru a process of hitting emotions
and then getting neutral towards them.
By doing that you then learn that you
know how to HANDLE and work thru
the emotions no matter what they are.

There is no shortcut-doing this makes
you grow instead of having to avoid
many things-and people and make
up reasons for it- and then believe
your own lying to yourself.Its all
fear.
 
simone717 last decade
Let me get this straight. You have managed to find a real homoeopath, who not only allows you to prescribe Platina for yourself whenever you want, even though she doesn't know what your correct remedy is, AND she doesn't want to see you in person but wants to allow you to continue hiding on the internet!!

Basically a homoeopath that wants you to keep doing all the unhealthy things you are already doing. Wow, so convenient! Who would have thought a homoeopath would so neatly fit into your idea of how things must be!! It is amazing.

(sarcasm by the way - this is so ridiculous I am almost at a loss)
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Anyway I am having a 'hunger' for soemthing... Lac leo! What do I do about it. It must be from the untensing of stomach, chest, head. In a way I feel like taking it but on the other hand not since it is just acting out my diseasw and very unlikely it food fit. Ah typo,... unlikely that it would fit I meant. Funny that I mixed up would with food. Lol I must be really hungry. I think my ego is 'hungry'.

Maybe I need to take a moment and do some more un-tensing.
 
starface last decade
well that is your OWN interpretation of how things are.

Well I am not playing that game. I am not happy with the homeopath doing what I want or she prescribing what I want. And treatment over the internet is exactly like that. The patient can control - it if he wants to
 
starface last decade
she wants me to try out the platina. Either it will cure me or make me see it is not it to drop the idea... something you often do with people on here. I dont see anything wrong witht it. better then her telling me i am not it repeatedly I would think
 
starface last decade
You should just leave homoeopaths alone. Clearly you have no respect for us, and you could care less about genuinely getting well. Go bother another medical system with your foolishness - maybe on of them can deal with you.
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Untense enough to email your homeopath and let us know what
she suggests.

Then if you don't like it , you can
argue about why she is wrong and
you are right-

the correct thing to do is follow her
advice and email her when you
think it is not working or holding or
whatever, so you can move on down
the road .

Maybe she thinks you are so headstrong she will let you pick what
you want till you finally decide to
follow directions. We have not seen
you so for all I know she has to
let you screw up like some Aikido master.
 
simone717 last decade
oh is that so. I am leaving my homeopath alone already for 2 weeks, until I am ready to move on and continue. Unfair from you saying I dont want to get well.
[message edited by starface on Mon, 23 Apr 2012 06:54:56 BST]
 
starface last decade
The point is you go to a professional
that uses a certain system. Then
you fight the system you picked.

It gets tiresome. Either go with it
or pick something else.

You know what to do here-nothing
new here to discuss.
 
simone717 last decade

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