Depression/Dry Eye/Blepharitis cure for very petite woman?

Hello,

I am a very petite 34 year old woman currently researching homeopathic cures are a last resort before I go on anti depressants.

My main issue as far as the depressed mood stems from dwelling on memories which make me very angry and upset then cause an extremely depressed mood. This happens multiple times a day. This can also make me extremely irritable. I cannot seem to control these thoughts and am completely sucked into past painful events by them where I re-experience the events again and again.

I also have moderate dry eye syndrome and blepharitis.

Other medical conditions include Asthma which is relatively mild now but was severe as a child and hypopituitarism which means I replace the majority of my hormones ( thyroxine, hydrocortisone, growth hormone, female hormones).The depressed mood is not due to any hormonal factors. My endocrinologist says they are perfectly balanced at present.

I used to have Bronchiectasis from recurrent lung infections from the age of 5-28. I was told it was a permanent chronic condition. I healed this naturally and quite accidentally with The Master Cleanse, which convinced me natural healing is possible. My doctor still cannot believe my lungs completely healed themselves in 10 days but the chest X-ray speaks for itself.

I have been on setraline once before for panic attacks during sleep which I still have a few times a month. It made me lose 5lbs in a week and I'm only 87lbs to begin with. I weaned myself off and went on 5htp which helped but has not worked this time for the depression. I also suffer from terrible constipation.

I have looked at Nat Mur and Lyc and both seemed to fit fairly well with my symptoms. Which one and what dosage should I take considering my weight and short stature of 4'9?

Thank you so much in advance!