Need urgent help with Acne :( :(

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Age:17
Sex: Female
Weight: 80 kg


1. Describe your main suffering?
4 weeks ago I had a sudden outbreak of acne on my chin and forehead. I’ve never had acne in my life. It came up suddenly and quite severe.

2. What other physical sufferings do you have in your body?
Irregular periods – get them about 3-4 times a year
I went through a phase of recurrent boils earlier this year, but that’s gone now.
I had a yeast infection just after the pimples began emerging, but took Pulsatilla for it and it went away.
I have had very mild eczema on my back for a few years. Its slightly dry and itchy, but hardly ever becomes inflamed or red. It’s always there and its not really a concern for me at all. It sometimes gets more itchy in the heat, when I’ve been sweating.
I also get red bumpy rashes on the back of my hands in the summer. I don’t know if its pollen or heat related? It gets better when I stay at home; like during the summer holidays, it completely went away. But just before the holidays, during school time, it got really really bad. I never have this problem in the winter

3. What mental sufferings / feelings do you have associated with your physical sufferings?
I feel depressed and helpless. Unattractive and insecure. Although, I don’t usually show this when I’m outside – I’m confident around people even though I feel insecure inside myself

4. What exactly do you feel when you are at your worst?
I want to hide from everyone. I often look forward to the idea of death, and that it is the only escape from my suffering

5. When did it all start? Can you connect it to any past event or disease?

I started 4 weeks ago and was very sudden. ( don’t know if it has a connection with the fact that I have irregular periods/the yeast infection?)

6. Which time of the day you are at your worst ?
Depends. Sometimes I feel like I’ll find a cure and everything will be ok. Sometimes I look in the mirror and think “its not thaaaat bad – it could be worse” ...but at other times I feel – why can’t I be back to what I used to be – with flawless skin and no illnesses to worry about? I

7. What are the things which aggravate your suffering and which are those which ameliorate the same?

I’m unsure – its only been 4 weeks so its hard to tell

8. Do your think your sufferings have relation to any external stimuli (like, change of place) or any internal biological changes in the body, like, menses (in females)?

Maybe menses, yes


9. When do you feel better, during hot weather or cold weather, humid or dry weather?
I generally prefer winter time. I like it getting dark quickly because it feels like I have more time to do things after its become dark. In the summer, the daylight hours last wayyy too long and I find that extremely depressing.

10. Describe your general mental set up? Are you Moody, Arrogant, Mild, Agreeable Changeable, Nervous, Suspicious, Easily offended, Quiet, Arguing, Irritating, Lazy etc?
Feel insecure within myself. Anxious, nervous, don’t like being criticised – I often argue and justify myself even if I know I’m wrong.

- How do you feel before or during a thunderstorm?
I get a bit scared if its really strong, but generally I like watching heavy rain and mild lightnight

- Do you like being consoled during your tough times?
Yes

- Are you sensitive to external stimuli like smell, noise, light etc?
not really

- Do you have any typical habit or gesture like nail biting, causeless
weeping, talking to one self etc?
Singing out loud when I’m alone at home
Picking my lips when theyre a bit dry

- How do you feel about your friends, family, your children and especially your husband / wife?
Not married. I generally like my family. Don’t really like my friends, but that doesn’t affect the way I interact with them at all. Though sometimes I can get annoyed with my family, and I feel quite indifferent to them.

11. What are your fears and do you dream of any situation repeatedly?
When I’m really depressed, always have extremely bad dreams and nightmares and wake up feeling really nervous, anxious and helpless.

12. What do you crave for in food items and what are your aversions?
I don’t really have aversions to anything. I like most food, but I love and crave sweet things. I like cheese. I love tea, especially black tea with cardamom in it. Not a fan of pasta, but still enjoy it once in a while

13. How is your thirst: Less, Normal or Excessive?
Normal. But sometimes I force myself to drink more than I do, because I feel I don’t drink enough.

14. How if your hunger: Less, Normal or Excessive?
Normal

15. Is there any kind of food which your body can’t stand?
Not really

16. Is your sweat normal or less or more? Where does it sweat more: Head, Trunk or ?
I sweat under my arms and on my feet when wearing shoes. Sometimes on my back

17. How is your bowel movement and stool type?
It's normal most of the time

18. How well do you sleep? Do you have a particular posture of sleeping?
Depends. Some days I feel depressed and will wake up in the middle more than usual. But generally I sleep well.

19. Do you think you are able to satisfy your sexual desires in general?
Not really, but I don’t really care to be honest.

20. How do you think you are different from others, if at all?
I feel like I’m more mature than a lot of the people in my year at school. I feel like no one really understands me.

21. What medications have been taken earlier by you to treat the diseases and do you have any particular symptom surfacing after the medication?
I took antibiotics for my boils, but that didn’t make them go away. I took some Indian herbal medicine and that made the boils stop recurring

22. What major diseases are running in your family?
I think diabetes

23. Describe, how do you look like? Describe your overall appearance
Light-medium Asian skin. Brown hair. Little bit on the overweight side, but not really “fat”. Tall