Doctor pls help me - depressionTo,
Any experienced doctor.
Pls help me.
I am a case of depression or sadness/ grief / no great hopes type case which has been there for last 6-7 yrs.
All these years i have been struggling to avoid the same and come strong . But now time has taken its toll and only i went sinking down all these years.
I still have some energy and fighting spirit and now what is required is the 'ray of light' which can propel me back to the peak. Else its going to be like one stuck in slick sand the end result being sunking down slowly.
I had tried homeopathy before some months back and then in bach flower remedies for last 1-2 yrs yet no success..All has resulted in more confusion and today what is my real problem is sometimes confusing to me also.
Anyhow i yesterday again took a renewed effort and went through boericke materia medica and listed out some remedies where some symptoms of mine were seen. All and all throughtout this period one quality of mine is intact and it is ' i dont want to lose the battle '.
i list below the 3 remedies against which their 'mind' symptoms are mentioned as put in boericke. Some of the symptoms which are mildly present or happen ocassionally have been specifically outlined as mild. The rest of the symptoms are more prevalent. Besides some other mind qualities are present which is not in these remedies like loss of hope/no great hopes,etc
I am not able to decide which medicine to take first and how to proceed in the cure.
So pls help me is my sincere request.
Thanks & Regards
kali phos ***************
lack of energy
aversion to meet people mild[at times ]
disinclination to exert oneself mild[at times ]
long period of slump
in low spirits dejected
wild uncontrollable emotion or excitement mild[at times ]
disinclined to converse mild[at times ]
loss of memory mild[at times ]
slightest labour seems a heavy task
calcarea carbonica ****************
ansity with palpitation
slight mental efforts produce hot head mild[at times ]
averse to work or exertion mild[at times ]
aragallus lamberti *********************
desires to be alone [at times seen, now-a-days frequency is repeated]
difficulty in concentrating mind
sometimes absent minded
lack of ambition
restlessness and aimless wandering
rayofhope on 2006-01-14
♡ deoshlok last decade
Ok perhaps i have not presented the problem rightly. Actually by putting the symptoms of those medicines i was actually meaning to say the problem i am facing. Anyhow i restate the case again.
1.i am quite sad for last couple of years becoz of some incidents dating back to previous years.
2.during those incidents/hostile environment i had to suppress my frustration for i was aiming to look at the positive side and hope for the better
3.But resultantly nothing positive happened to my earnest and finally those events affected me in some way or other. I finally got sulked as my strength went dwindling down
4.The result was the mountain of frustration broke out. I felt very angry yet again i never showed it up in a explicit manner.
5.But then finally i started loosing interest, lack of faith in life and others , meaninglessness,. Especially when i am depressed at times i dont see any hope at all. for eg. if someone says i got cured from so and so doctor, but i will think " ya , but i may not get a cure, mine is a bad luck" ... I think i am even seeing God as my enemy, someone who doesnt want my betterment for the moment, even though i am searching for faith.
6.I have been as such a strong guy in my life but bearing this too much load of 7-8 yrs i got sulked... i dont know whether 100% or partly but the fact is i am facing the features of point 5 above.
7.Result is i am more sinking, i am not able to raise myself up as there is no incentive to carry at all
8.YET A MORE PECULIAR THING IS I AM NOT GIVING UP DESPITE ALL THIS. AT ONE INSTANCE I AM SAYING THE ABOVE[point 5] WHICH IS VERY TRUE, on the other hand I AM YET HOPING TO STRIKE BACK AND GET TO THE ERSTWHILE STRONG POSITION I WAS. ------ But then it happens only in thought not in fact. I am more or less slowly sinking despite my struggles
9.I guess my search for a solution may be has lead me to this forum. May be the effect of not giving up.
10.I am getting dull ,lethargic, dont like to go out, small tasks seem tedious.
11.I am not enjoying things or doing things.....earlier i used to enjoy my walks , now i dont like the same. Even if i forcibly go out my brain behind shouts while on road " what use of this see things are the same"
12.I sometimes get fear and then question myself " then now what should i do", " where is the solution" " is there no solution for such cases"
13.I FIND MY BEHAVIOUR FLUCTUATING. AT times i can rise myself, but the next moment i cant even think.
14.Most times i am confused and bewildered. I am not able to think fast and most times i am constantly thinking . Also unable to take decisions.
15.Small things are upsetting. But i dont show my anger. I think somehow i am maintaining my decency.
16.Upon doing mental work My head gets hot up, which was not so previously. I think my engine capacity has reduced.
On physical front i am fine .... I had a case of cold from childhood, incessant sneezing with no relief,
... i am growing fat,
...joint pains becoz of no great physical activity
...extreme hunger but only little intake . hunger happens at frequent intervals.
... I am loosing interest to eat also at times. I am feeling saturated both in mind and body and the same is seen in my eating habits. I think i am eating more because of that fierce hunger. Something like a gaint swallowing.
If anything else i should give details pls let me know.
rayofhope last decade
but I have read thoroughly your message and I feel the same as you. I know, life isn't equally kind to everybody. Have you thought your problem is related to your a love story? Something very deep... Maybe you are looking for your soulmate that will deliberate you from that vicous circle and lead you back to life? Maybe you have ceased your relaton with God? Try to pray again! It is very strong. Do things that you really love to do (as you did before). Day by day, try to overcome this lethargy with small changes in your life. Listen to the music that you have listened before. Read some books. I recommend you "Revolt in Paradise" by Ktut Tantri. Smile! I feel the same as you but still have some "spark" inside me that keeps me alive. I had so terrible insomnia that I wanted to kill myself. I still am struggling with it. So, smile! Life can be kind. We have to be strong. Namaste! Pls, write if you fell better.
Mitra last decade
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