Feeling not being in my body and more other symptoms

Hi everyone, I will be very thankful if anyone can help.
I will try to describe my symptoms.
Woman 40 years old, married for 4 years, 1 daughter 1,5 year old, singer and songwriter (I also worked in special needs care). I love meditation and I am on "spiritual yourney". I am very intuitive.
(white, short, most of the time slim, blue eyes, dark blond hair)

- feeling like I am out of my body, behind the courtain, not able to use my senses properly (lac humanum, lac maternum and granite helped a lot)
- it started 20 years ago, when I lived abroad (I missed my family very much, especially my mum)
- depressed (nux vomica, ignatia amara, pulsatilla, staphysagria, sepia helped a lot)
- like my heart chakra is closed, I can not feel love (anacardium and hydrogen helped and also carcinosinum)
- I have no sex drive
- I am tired
- When I am ok, I am like an agel, when I am in mental pain I feel like I have many personalities, or better to say none
- I also feel other people, because I am not in my body, I feel like they are getting in, so when I am talking to someone, I tend to behave like that person after a while
- I feel not connected to this world and invisible by people
- I am intolerant to milk, hayfever
- I am constantly eating, love chocolate (lac humanum and saccharum helped for a while)
- my all body is itching, when I eat too much (granite helped)
- I have sun allergy (only my legs, they need to be covered, not exposed to sun, otherwise I get blisters)
- mycotic nails
- very poor memory
- sometimes I can not even calculate 2 plus 2
- I was born with ichthyosis
- I feel like I am in astral, living couple of lives
- I do not know who I am, I feel strongly my higherself and am very little drown to my body
I also tried amniotic fluid, umbilicus humanus, folliculinum, placenta humana) I had beautiful dreams after taking them - feeling I am one with universe etc.
I had much more symptomes, but a lot of them has gone away with the remedies.
Now I am taking still couple of them every day to keep me going.
I am just curious if you know any other better way.
I am perfectionist (but it is much better now)
I used to be very emotional and had no self confidence, so my shield was humor and big ego.
(I also tried silicea, thuya, berberis, lycopodium, apis, chamomilla, rhus tox)

The things are much better when I am not eating that much, I am even getting back to my body... but it is so hard for me not to eat. Very hard to explain. Nux vomica is my life saver in these moments

I am on a right path, it is getting much better now, but maybe you can suggest something I am not aware of.

Thank you, I will provide more symptoms if needed, but I think this is quite good picture, I feel like Lac maternum and granite personality.
[Edited by Ivana2 on 2022-01-14 20:37:08]