medication

Dear Doctor

I am a 21 year old male. 4 years ago I noticed that I have some problems living a normal life. I started noticing that I don’t react to things and situations like I did before. It feels like my body does not communicate with my mind. I don’t have feelings at all, and I am having a real hard time thinking about anything. I went to doctors, and they say that its depression. From what I’ve red about depression to me it doesn’t seem like it. I am not down and lazy and I can eat and sleep. But when I, and all the others around me, see that I am a different person than before It really puts me down and makes me hopeless. I can’t concentrate on one thing in my life. For a while I thought that I was getting stupid, because I couldn’t think about things that concerned me. I also noticed that I was becoming different than the others, and before I was a perfectly normal kid.. Till now I have been on Prozac, Zoloft, Seroxat, Zyprexa, Cypralex, Ludiomil all together in 2 years, and didn’t feel any change. I was really getting down by this situation and started using marijuana. It had a lot reactions on my mind but in the period of “high”it also helped a lot. It seemed that gives me what my brain needs. I felt a lot of things like before. And in that 2 hours of “high” I was able to concentrate on my life. Things had taste, and life also. It seemed that I had an attitude, an opinion. Life was getting nice again. I stopped using it because it fills me only a few hours of my day. That’s why I wanted to ask you if you had patients with this problem, and if exists a medicine that has a similar effect on the brain as marijuana.

Thank you very much