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Dear Nawaz,
Yesterday I took Stram. I still could not sleep properly. And new red spots/bleedings/capillary veins or whatever appeared under my skin. Again constipated for two days. I am tired and pessimistic.
I will take Avena the way you advised.
Regards
Sambucus

I got up in a bad mood. Later it got ok. I am still more active, feel younger, more flexibile joints, more tolerance, less irritable. I am tired but also excited.
My skin seems ok, in terms of itching. I have some pimples, but my skin was always like this, so I don't no, if this means something or not. The skin on my face exfoliates a lot when I wash it.
These small capillary problems are not new, as I report it in my very first post. I started app two years ago, first just small, 'pinprickles' came out, then bigger ones, like birth-marks. They emerge a bit from the skin and never bleeds. Now I take Vitamin-P because I fear that this will be irreversibile. When this started with me, I work a lot with chemicals (phenol, mercaptoethanol, chloroform, formaldehyde), and also was under high work and mental pressure. I smoke for 15 years, nowadays much less, just two or three cigarettes a days. So I think, maybe these factors together with lifetime anxiety are the cause. Probably. Anyway, I feel, that the roots of all my problems are on mental level - that I lived my life in constant fear. But the physical started definitely when I finished university and start to work and could not deal with pressure.
All the bests
Sambucus

Dear Nawaz,
my skin symptos are back. Rashes appeared again exactly when they were before, although they are not itching. Additionally the skin on my ahnd is dry and craked - maybe because of the cold- and when I used a cream, it was burning and became red. I haven't used latex gloves for some days in my work, so it is not because. Also my elbow is dry and cracked, and inflamed pimples present on my face. The strain released from my face, but got it back in the anus sometimes. Still constipated. Bad mood in the mornings, it become soon normal. 'Flat' mood whole day.
All the bests
Sambucus

Hello Nawaz,
I haven't take anything. I can now sleep, I feel I sleep well, but my man told, that I again grit my teeth what I haven't done for a while, according to him. I got up after 8 hours sleep freshly, then I get tired soon in three-four hours. The skin symptoms are alternating, one day better, then another I have a lot of rashes on my face and cracked skin on hands. My left nose contains blood, and when warm spring weather came, I got a dull headache (this happens sometimes, although I am not a headachy person). No sexual desire, can't enjoy it, dryness. Tiredness whether I sleep or not. Exhausted. This issue is very contradictory, because despite I am tired, I have more energy for eg. to make order and clean the house or cook. I am more focused, but more tired, I can not explain this well. Because I was never obsessed of cleaning and was quite erratic. I am actually surprised of myself, because these kind of housework was always a misery for me (except for cooking - I love it), and now it does not require so much energy from me. Strange.
All the bests
Sambucus

Today I had a very miserable day. I was angry without any reason, crying for almost an hour - it was terrible. After all I am very exhausted I tried to relax but not able to. I know that you don't want to elevate to potency, but yesterday I was in a strange place, closed, not too dark corridor and panic almost attacked me. I felt very uncomfortable and that cramp in my breast and I could only resist because I knew that it will end soon. Now I concluded that symptos are still there deep inside and that I fell apart today also support this. I would really like to convince you to try higher potency. I feel very bad, I have thoughts that maybe I am not on the right way, and just use homeopathy to hide away of reality and problems :( Do you think is this the case? I am confused.
All the bests
Sambucus

Dear Nawaz,
Thank you for your care, this means a lot for me. I will report soon.
Regards
Sambucus

Yes, you are right, we are the lucky minority of the world. And also we are lucky in our sufferings, so we experience, we develop, we meet helping hands and great persons.
All the bests
Sambucus

Dear Nawaz,
Stram 200 has arrived.
Regards
Sambucus

Yes, I took it. The day after (app. 16 hours after the dose) we went on an excursion what started with a great anxiety. After 3-4 hours I became calmer. The next day in a crowd again I felt bad myself. Then tik started on my right eyelid and it is still tiking if try to concentrate or feel uncomfortable. I still sleep bad and still constipated.
All the bests
Sambucus

Never thought this could mean something good - i like this idea :)

Hello Nawaz,
I feel better myself. I can sleep well and don't need so much sleep. My eye is still ticking but lesser and rarer. In summary I would say that Stramonium has a rejuvenating effect on me. Very good to feel that I am more flexibile, less arguing, I can let the things happen. Also I am not that tired and think more positivly.
All the bests
Sambucus

Thank you Nawaz! Indeed we are already married, but let's say - not officially. We used to say ' heaven makes marry' :)
Yes, we are both better and how good is it!
All the bests
Sambucus

Hello Nawaz,
I would like to report of my new experiences:
Today I was in an abandoned place alone and I haven't feel a touch of anxiety. The place was really like a scene of a horror film with dogs and snakes and broken windows... I was very surprised. I is a good feeling, reminds me of old ties when I was brave and calm and accept the dark side of life and world.
Together with my man are more talkative and easily arrage official and troublesome situations.
I have again skin symptoms, the skin on my shin is very dry, exfoliating and itching. The ticking is only one time per day :) Does that mean that new times arrived ?! :)
I am very happy and very satisfied with my exciting and wonderful life. Suffering worth a lot - but only when one can fulfill it with meaning and that is what homeopathy made with me!
Very many thanks to You and Niel!
All the bests
Sambucus