Dear Nawaz Sir, Please help !! _{Page 2 of 6}

sir, took the medicine yesterday at 7:00 p.m. 14 hrs have passed since I took the medicine. There is no change in the swelling.Salivation has decreased a bit. I can't notice an other difference.

sir, took the first dose of the medicine yesterday at 7:00 pm. Salivation has decreased a bit.Can't notice any other difference for now.

mental condition :

Sir, my 10th board are nearby and I am under a lot of peer pressure.I usually rank within the top three but my friends are studying a lot. My friends study up to 18 hrs a day where as I only manage 4 - 6 hrs and this is putting me under a lot of stress. I just cannot take defeat, rejection. Even if I fail in solving a single sum my friend solved, I get extremely angry. I don't shout at people or display my anger, but when I am alone in a dark room, my anger just eats me up. I feel that someone is tearing my head apart.

sir, I don't notice any difference in anything today. Similar thoughts and swelling is the same.

I don't have many thoughts all day. Mostly I am just absent minded. A few days a go, suddenly I got up in the afternoon, went to the bathroom, i didn't know why i went to the bathroom. Then i put some face wash on my tooth brush and then suddenly realized what was happening and asked myself what I was doing and why. This happens many times a day. I am extremely absent minded. While talking to someone, I suddenly go blank and can't remember anything. A few years ago, I had to read a chapter only once to memorize it but know I am extremely forgetful.

Yesterday's routine :
8:00 a.m. got up
then wasted some time talking.
had lunch at around 1 p.m.
then slept for an hour. I never sleep in the afternoon but i did yesterday.
4:00p.m. - 6:00p.m. studied.
7:00p.m. had dinner
8:00p.m. - 2:00 a.m. today morning studied.
Today morning 2:00 am - 8:30 am slept.

No arguments with anyone but my hands and feet are still cold while my head is hot.

I turn off the lights of my bedroom and lay for sometime on the bed. around 45 mins in the whole day.

My legs are always shaky and I keep moving them when i study. I cannot sit still.

Sir, should I upload a picture of mine for you to get an idea of the swelling ??

ok sir. Due to size restrictions I could not upload it in this forum. Here is the URL :

https://picasaweb.google.com/105246798017501938891/DropBox?a....

Thank you sir. Yesterday I slept longer than usual.Slept at 11 and woke up today at 8. I am still thirsty throughout the day and my urine is dark yellow coloured. This is probably due to the fact that the sweating has not decreased much.I don't see any difference in anything else.

Sir, I don't remember any dream yesterday night. But yeah I had a dream the day before yesterday when i slept in the afternoon. I dreamt that an old lady( she used to be my neighbour, had alzheimer's disease and died a year ago ) was driving my mom's car and I was sitting right beside her and she was driving recklessly.

Pain in the calf muscles for no reason. I use tretinoin cream for acne which makes my skin high sensitive to U.V. and therefore the doctor advised me not to go out in the sun. Therefore I think that maybe this is due to vit D deficiency and I take vit. D capsules the there is still mild pain. Not pain , actually it is a fatigued feeling.

The only worry is about my boards. No other worry.

Not many friends. actually the people I used to call my friends are backstabbering bastards. I lent them my notes, told them all the things I knew, taught them many subjects in which they were weak, but now they only try to find out ways to distract me from studies so that i mess up in the exams

I hug my mother a few times a day. But i try to avoid the company of my father. He has had 2 episodes of major depression in the past 3 years.Also I suspect that he suffers from bipolar disorder.
He is always afraid and tense.

I have a strong family history of depression, schizophrenia and bipolar disorders. My sister also suffered from depression in the past but now she is fine.

I have only 1 sister who is 5 yrs older to me. Studies at the Indian Statistical Institute in Delhi.

sir, i had a dream yesterday night which I can't remember. Except that there is no change in anything.

Sir, i am trying to see things with a positive attitude. My sleep time has increased. I think my concentration has increased a little bit. But sir there is no improvement in the swelling. A friend of mine, who had a wart which he had had surgically removed and burnt and then it had again reappeared took homeopathic medicine for about a week and it went away. Another friend had acute acne and he too took homeopathic medicine and the pimples went away in a couple of weeks. But why does homeopathic medicine not seem to work on me?? I took some medicine ( i don't know the name for the doctor wrote the name of the medicine in code ) for 3 months and still there was no effect on the acne. Similar situation with the swelling. I've heard stories of people recovering miraculously undergoing homeopathic treatment. There is just no change in the swelling.

I am taking the medicines properly, arsenic alb 30c, 4 drops in 2 sips of mineral water thrice daily.

Also i am not taking anything else.

Then how long will it take to see some improvement in the swelling?

sir, they took thuja 200c one dose daily for 2 days. Sir, my sleep has increased a lot. I sleep at night for around 8- 10 hrs and then I again sleep in the afternoon because I feel extremely tired.Also I had a dream yesterday when I slept.
I dreamt that I had given my mobile phone to an unknown person who ran away with it and I was searching madly for it all around the city.

Sir, I am continuing with the medicine. I will try to get Staphysagria 200C today.

No i did not. Sir I think that what I see in my dreams are actually worries in my subconscious mind.

I had learnt to drive when I was 14 and now I have become an expert driver though I don't have a license. Though I am not afraid of driving but I think there must be some worry in my subconscious mind.

Similarly, my father has gifted me a really expensive mobile phone but I am extremely careless about it. I throw it here and there, leave it in my friends' houses.

sir, I took arsenic alb as prescribed.

Today I had concentration problems while I was studying, I got distracted many times by different thoughts...school, friends, board , etc.

Physically, I don't notice much of a change.