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i observed that this mucus/phelgm which is in throat is extremely salty i.e salty taste. Seems and FEELS like the aggravation is natural.

this is new i mean this salty taste throat and mucus symptom is new but some mucus in throat and blocked nose are old symptoms. Today i woke up and am really scared,frigtened,depressed and sad due to unknown thing and also didn't woke up fresh, i feel that something bad is going to happen, not to me but something really bad is going to anyone or a bad event may happen and after this i got my old really bad symptoms back which i got along with gouty arthritis i.e my both thighs burning with really bad backache and my right hand index finger, nail side of index, in nail and some in finger started feeling i can't explain the real thing its something like burning, sharp pain, just only in index finger nail with some distal phalanx, these three i.e backache, burning stiffing thighs, finger nail is an old symptom.

I have very strange personality like i won't buy costly/expensive things for myself but i will buy for my family members and like to buy them really but i like these costly things. Yesterday i sold my notebook and go to market and buy another old used notebook with some other specs. but it cost more than the money i have anyway i bought in 10 hours (you can laugh) i can't decide which to buy there were lot but i want that the owner sell me within my price range but its impossible anyway when i buy my mind started thinking buy the other when i buy other my mind thinking buy the other the other is better, anyway when i bought the one i started googling about it and found its not better than the one i had. The weird thing is since then i feel depressed,sad. There is lot lot of fear that did i bought the right thing i should have buy the other notebook not that one and even during sleeping i feel that i shouldn't have bought it etc etc. Why i can't buy things for myself from my own money? why after buying i doubt it a lot lot too much. I am not greedy as i spend too much money on my family i have 12 family members burden on me. I don't even buy new cloths for me prefer old ones than new ones but if someone give me as gift the new ones i will like that more than old. Like if i came from another city and the bus left me at bus stop and my house is even 5km away i won't use taxi and think i shouldn't spend money on myself but if any family member is with me i will easily rent a car as i think if i order them walk to home they will be tired or they can't. I THINK NOBODY CAN'T DO BETTER THAN ME IN ANY SITUATION. I THINK I AM BETTER IN EVERY ASPECT OF LIFE THAN ANY OTHER PERSON.


And lastly i am getting worried due to my symptoms coming back. :(
[message edited by Paki1 on Mon, 23 Jan 2012 03:16:07 GMT]

I will take on tongue directly to make sure its working even if aggravation is too much (1-2 drops?)

No never ever took platina in my life or no one ever prescribed me.
[message edited by Paki1 on Tue, 24 Jan 2012 01:57:55 GMT]

bump please read above

'You really don't have much faith in the power of the homoeopathic medicine do you?'

I have strong faith in it powers, can't you judge it with the fact i haven't taken any other kind of system of medicine since years not even for headache, Can you tell me how many people do this, even normal people usually take advil (ibrupfen) 2-3 times a week for minor conditions like headache etc. So the fact about having faith in power of homeopathy is out of question. I asked to take direct because i used to take it directly for two years with some results. Usually i get lot of doubts that what if the water (normal earth water, home water) is not pure enough for making split dose? what if the alcohol isn't pure which i used or what if i accidentally put my finger in alcohol bottle and it becomes impure or what if lac-leo which arrived don't have medicinal powers because of x-rays used in airport etc etc. this thing is in my personality.




'You are the one that has to endure the aggravation, obviously I cannot stop you breaking the law of the minimum dose. Very few of my cured cases ever needed to do drops directly on the tongue. I am not convinced you do either, except in your own mind. '

As i told you already that i can't go against my prescriber's advice so i will do whatever you say about remedy or dosing. Now what's your advice about taking the dose?

hmm even in hot cups of tea very interesting. I know it should work even in our house we have pure natural water due from second depth of earth with a powerful injector and this water is far better than normal tap water having flouride and chlorine but the thing which i can't resist my personality issue that is 'to doubt every issue or a thing relating myself until it is more than perfect not only perfect then i usually am satisfied.' For example if you say to me to clean the room or to do anything i usually say no but if i accept to do that work i will do it and check it again and again until its more than perfect,i will do it to that much extent so that nobody other could match me and i want to make everyone surprise and want lot of praise of others like look how awesome he is or how can he do this that we cannot do etc.(i don't like cleaning or let anyone clean my room, i hate to see my thing arranged (which i call disturbed) that makes it harder to find where i place them). So simply i haven't seen perfect dosage for me i want the dose to be perfect for me.
Oh where am i going sorry to write this much things.

Anyway i understand and surprised. Thanks a lot. I took the dose will reply when see any changes.

Hi David,

Yesterday i asked my friend to massage me a little he did it, and after 6-7 hours severe pain started over my heart region (this is an old symptom three years back i got severe pain on heart region and doctor diagonsed unstable angina which completely cured by kali carb 200 single dose, came back but went away within hours and the other big issue is my left sided neck pain, left eye, left head, left ear pain (old symptom) come back serveley along with some left side face, left side head etc numbness also an old symptom was cured by lach 1m single dose but note that all symptoms were that much worse as they were in past. It is happening again i feel and have some sure it may be aggravation but my mind also thinking its due to bad or hard massage. Again its hard for me to judge but my mind 60% pointing it towards aggravation and 40% due to massage issue. Gouty arthritic pain are also leveled up a little mean aggravated a little.

Mentally state become worse same day of dosing and next day very fresh and now since yesterday when my neck pain i mean physical symptoms has come back my mental state has gone completely bad i.e get too much angry , sleepy but not actually sleeping it happens whenever my neck pains, feeling frustrated even through a punch to wife even on little thing like don't touch me hardly she do it with love but i got angry, want to be alone etc. That kinda of issues don't know either its due to remedy or due to massage that makes my neck pain and joints pains become worse and that causes my behaviour change???????

some updates...

you know my hands and feet joints are mostly effected by pain so since two days this pain has increased or you can say the same sensation/feeling of pain is back which i have in past but again i started doubting either its aggravation or not because i took half breast of bar-b-q chicken one time and pain started worsening too much but one thing is that before lac-leo it don't get that much worse even with that much chicken.
The other thing is some very little eruptions on skin like really hard dry skin occur on knuckles of hands even some very minor black scales appeared on central knuckle. Neck pain has got some relief but half pain is still there.

mentally state is also too bad not want to attend my religious prayers etc but when before and without any remedies i started taking interest in my religion activities. Whenever i start homeopathic remedies i get sad, depressed, unhappy etc.
Memory has got very very much bad for example if i read a sentence 'this is a book' and memorized it and when i close book or left the page i forget everything. Now a days after lac-leo panicking over every little matter even if my cell phone rings i woke up with high heart beat and get panicked even if there is nothing bad. Feeling too much burden in my mind even of little matters.

I must also state that after first two day of lac-leo i got very itchiness on thighs but only for some hours.

I know its still too early but i think i may forget these changes so i should write that's why i posted

hi David,

I don't know i should wait more or not as today a whole week has been completed since i took the dose without any kind of relief physically or mentally and there are aggravations or natural disease increment with i multiple mini gout attacks. My pains are leveled up and these worse pains seems to be permanent as before when i have any natural increase or aggravations it get better on its on. And also note i also did some diet change when i was traveling and may be these pains become worse due to that change. Again can't judge either its remedy aggravations or natural. If this is aggravation or natural increase it started since 6 hours after i took the dose and today seven days completed of aggravation

Should i wait more?

David read above replies and could you please clarify that should i wait more or what else?? That's my third post without any replies?

for example,

if i ask or hire someone to do work like painting or constructing or even cooking and when i saw them working i become restless/fidget and think they are not doing perfectly(even though they are experts) i can do better than them(even i don't know how to do). i think no body can't understand what i can , i even think and am sure that i am better than the inventor or discoverer like i told you before if hahnemann is creator of homeopathy i even think that i can understand better than him and with every aspect of life i mean in every department of life. if i ask my mom to cook for me she is an expert and have great experience in cooking i know even i asked her to cook for me i visit kitchen again and again until she yells at me to do it by yourself. the real thing is i am not satisfied with the work people don't mind please i even am not satisfied with your prescriptions and thinks i can do better than you because i think you or people don't understand me well and also note that the thing i am going to describe its very very important that is asking/requesting people to do work for me hurt my pride, i mean it worries me and hurts my pride that i made people to do work for me actually i help and do work for people and in return i don't want anything from the person i helped/worked because it hurts me and my pride that the person may think that i am taking advantage of the work i did for him and what i want in return is nothing or sometimes only his/her faith or sometimes make them indebted of me, it hurts me to ask anyone do work for me usually because i thinks that people will be in trouble due to that even though people are willing to help me.
i know and thinks that i am perfect and can do perfect and people around me aren't perfect and can't do perfect.





david please note the thing i am going to explain below. its also very very important


starface i don't think i have to reply you but it bother me that you didn't understand my reply well, i don't have social anxiety or fear of people why because i am always in almost 10-100's people 100 of times a day due to my religious activities and homeopathy , as i already told that i am perfect and want that perfection to be perfect always and do whatever its take to maintain that perfection, what i mean i always fear that what people will think of me if i do something bad or what people will think if they know what i am really for example if i am religious and usually people a religious person are the people they follow but i am also human and have some bad things in my personality and i don't want people to see that bad things that makes my perfect personality image bad and if that happens that hurts me and my pride a lot lot lot you can't imagine how much it hurts me and when that happens and the people who saw the bad thing of me, i want them to be move from the the area i am living or they should die instead of they tell people about me but i want them to move or die naturally or by someone else not by me, though i want to kill them, i will kill them if its allowed by law and god, i usually follow and like laws but i crave/want to break them also as i told you that i want to experience new things and breaking law is new thing i want to enjoy the excitement of breaking that law but i won't break that kind of law that will make me to go prison i want to break the laws that won't hurt me like breaking the laws of traffic, i am strictly against breaking the laws that hurt myself or people physically like killing or theft etc i usually like safe activities like reading or internet browsing etc.

and also note one last thing that is i also think that i am perfect, special and chosen one and people all around me are foolish because david can you tell me why people are doing usual jobs how can someone spend whole life in one work why people marriage and how can they live together forever even i am married but i sometimes thinks why i have to spend my whole life like this i am not like you all people i have something greater to do. god has send me to do some greater work etc.


there is lot lot lot more things that i can explain of myself why because i again think that you can't understand me well as nobody usually can understand me well but i can make people understand me well for example i am not teacher by profession but when i got a chance to teach some people they told me they understood perfectly and well and that i am great teacher.


that's it as it took me an hour to explain but i didn't realize that one hour has gone :). please do something quick as i have to go for a long journey in two weeks and pains are bit worse than usual. thanks
[message edited by Paki1 on Wed, 01 Feb 2012 01:03:22 GMT]

What exactly is perfect? Don't use yourself as an example.

I will make it simple and quick. A person who can do everything accurately and that wouldn't be only 100% it should be more than 100% like 101% or 105%, 110%. For example....
if someone like teacher ask a student to draw a straight line it should be like this -------- and if the student draw it like ~--~~-~ or like this -----~ these both are not accurate and what i called this student is NOT perfect the perfect should be this -------. What i define perfect is ' to do more than accurately'. A person should be perfect in everything.




What is the feeling about the possibility that people will see bad things in your personality? What do you do? I understand what you want to do (kill them , get rid of them) but what do you actually do?

By seeing bad things i mean for example you (David) did a great effort to learn homeopath and made an image around your clinic that he is a good doctor but what if actually you aren't that good what if one time you were ill and you accidentally took advil instead of homeopathy and someone saw you taking this orthodox/allopathic drug won't that effect your image of true homeopath? that's what i mean by people seeing bad things in me meant. In reality i am very very sensitive to criticism.
What i do actually when that happens i will try to clear that person's mind i will do whatever it takes to clear that person's mind even lie him to clear his mind about me but won't ask for forgiveness it hurts my pride.




What exactly are 'bad things'?

for example religion or law says don't do sex with other women except for your own women(wife) or if religion say respect your parents or don't hurt someone or be good with elders and not doing these things are bad things. What else bad things will be??




What is a 'law'? What is the purpose of laws? How do you feel about obeying laws? How does it feel to break a law?
CORRECTION by laws i mean rules, principle rules etc


Law is made for the people to live easy lives etc this is what i think the definition of law and by law i don't mean the law which is made by governments i mostly mean the laws given by religion.
I only obey laws because i want to make my God happy but what i feel in breaking those laws is 'what/how i feel in breaking it' tasting the new things, actually i think if law is made what if i feel if law is break. IN REALITY LAWS(rules) REALLY BOTHERS ME but i want to follow them if there are any.
IF I DON'T FEAR GOD(ALLAH) AND THERE IS NO HEAVEN OR EARTH I WILL CONQUER THE WHOLE PLANET AND MAKE MYSELF THE KING OF ALL PEOPLE WHO WILL RULE THE WORLD FOR MYSELF BUT NOT A CRUEL KING BUT TO FULFILL MY PRIDE, MY DESIRE TO DO SOMETHING GREAT ETC.


Give me examples of great people in the world or history, and why exactly they were great, and what qualities each one had that made them great.

All messengers of God are great, newton, einstein etc.
Messengers of God are great because they are chosen by God and sent by God and they do great work by telling people who created us and how should we live.
Newton did discover gravity this is unique thing.
einstein is theoretical physicist who developed theories is a unique skill.
''In my opinion a unique thing which make a person unique and reknowned/famous in history is great'' that's the greatness i want.


Pick one person - who is the greatest?

IF you as me the then my answer is Muhammad(Peace be upon him) is top in my list. He is our Prophet and really did great thing in history and love him. He is my ideal. He is unique and loved by God.

Bump please read above.

This is most difficult part for me to answer the questions properly. As i know you don't want me to mention myself to explain those word and now you telling also don't talk about people. How can i mention with my limited knowledge of english, i should mention one most important thing that is when i say i have limited knowledge of english, its not like i don't know english, the problem is with my memory as you recorded before that my memory has gone very bad due to homeopathy and i can't find words to explain myself, the word is in my mind but can't grab/catch it into my consicious. Anyway i will try to answer you questions.

So is perfect what is expected of them, or is it something else. Don't talk about people, what is the quality of perfection when applied to something other than people?


No perfection in not only what is expected it is beyond or you can say more than than expectations. I really can't tell you what i meant by perfection its something that someone can never achived. For example if newton found the gravity i do admire him but i am sure and have great will that this what he discovered isn't perfect i can still do better than him and i am sure of it. If hahnemann created homeopathy i admire him but i think what he did is perfect but i can do more and i am sure of it. THE ISSUE IS I CAN GO AND WANT TO DO FAR MORE THAN PERFECTION. I MEANT I CANNOT ACCEPT TO LOOSE TO ANYONE EVEN IF HE IS HAHNEMANN IN HOMEOPATHY OR EINSTEIN OR NEWTON.
What is quality of perfection i already gave example by mentioning lines. I regret to get more deeper into it as i don't know more to explain.



What is the difference between 'accurate' and 'perfect'?

Accurate makes the perfect, PERFECT. Accurate is to do it in best way. Perfect means to me completed work been done in best way without any defects.



How does someone become 'perfect in everything'? How does this become possible?

It isn't possible for anyone but it is possible for me. I don't see everyone perfect but consider myself perfect :)



You still didn't answer my question about people seeing bad things. What is the feeling when people see bad things in you? What does it mean that others might see something bad? Why would people criticize someone if they see something bad?

I already told you i don't want my image(dignity) to be destroyed. I feel loosing my position in the person's eye. Oh yeah its about loosing the position if someone see bad things in me. Why wouldn't people criticize if someone is doing something bad like he shouldn't do it. For example image a priest is doing sexual harassment(a bad thing) shouldn't people be opposing/critisizing it????




So a bad thing is just when you break the law? So what if the law is unjust, for instance someone is put in prison because they disagree with a dictator? Would that make them a bad person? Is the law the ultimate authority on what is good or bad in human beings?


Yeah only the law made by religion don't care much about government laws though i do obey them also as our religion tells us to obey what current government law is if it isn't against religion. Can't understand it 'Is the law the ultimate authority on what is good or bad in human beings?'





What about the laws of other religions? What does it mean when one religion's laws conflict with your own?

Won't obey the other religions laws in any kind of situation. I would obey the rules of my religion even though physically this become harder for me.
Its doesn't mean to me much if other religion laws/rules conflicts with mine, I will only obey mine and they should obey their own.






I do not quite understand what you were saying to me when you said
IF I DON'T FEAR GOD(ALLAH) AND THERE IS NO HEAVEN OR EARTH I WILL CONQUER THE WHOLE PLANET AND MAKE MYSELF THE KING OF ALL PEOPLE WHO WILL RULE THE WORLD FOR MYSELF BUT NOT A CRUEL KING BUT TO FULFILL MY PRIDE, MY DESIRE TO DO SOMETHING GREAT ETC.

Right now i don't want to rule the world that's why i used the world 'IF' but i want the whole world to recognize me as someone unique/great/awesome person. The thing about ruling is that
I know that we all will die someday since childhood i become worried what if i die will i disappear forever and think and think about it very much then i do research and came to know that after death we will be sent to heaven or hell according to our deeds, Actually it made me worried that i will be disappeared forever but it relieved me that there is after life. So if there isn't any after life then i will rule the world and i will do whatever i want.

If i free myself from religion then i will do whatever i want. Live like a king, i feel i am born king(royal person) and don't laugh actually i am sure that i am someone special and people around me believes that i am not someone common.

How could i do this to rule the world i will do whatever it takes conquer the world if there wasn't any afterlife you will see that i can do this how can i do this it depends on that situation, either by getting super powers or gathering army or killing bad people not innocent ones. It hurts me to live life like someone unknown i want people to recognize me as someone special someone great even if i die people may remember me as GOOD GREAT PERSON and history may remember me. I am the third one in my family but am leader of my whole family they always asks me how to do this and that etc, if i can rule my home, the area around me why can't i rule the world but it again comes to 'if there is not after life'


Why can't someone become ruler of world i have great faith in me i can achieve that easily and nothing can stop me, 'IF' THERE ISN'T ANY AFTER LIFE. Note one thing 'if' i become ruler i won't be someone cruel,bad etc i will be do justice.

To explain this last question i don't have examples or more words to mention but i can do this. I can do whatever i think i can that's not arrogance that's a belief. You know i am not taking any kind of pain killers/drugs for my joints pains since 9 months its the belief, my will power that i can do so i am doing that.

Note one thing that i have great attachment to my family i cannot bear to lose anyone in my family.