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In the morning I felt bad feelings in my stomach, egoizem, everything was horrible and went on my nerves. When I went out alone I was paranoid that people are talking bad about me, are laughing at me etc... but it got ok again throughout the day. My mother is going on my nerves with how she treats me compared to my younger brother who is acting like a 'prince' but I do not want to get to displeased about it out of fear how this is going to make me look.
I am feeling all funny right now, tired in a good way and my head feels full but nothing to complain about really. When I feel distant from everything and become egoistic and out of contact with everything + bad feelings in stomach than it is bad
I am feeling all funny right now, tired in a good way and my head feels full but nothing to complain about really. When I feel distant from everything and become egoistic and out of contact with everything + bad feelings in stomach than it is bad
starface last decade
And I still feel horrible when everyone gets a reply but me... this is the difference that I feel angry and offended over the internet, let it out but in real life I would not. Never want anyone to see that this bothers me.
starface last decade
I can be egoistic and walk around like someone big out of protection but the moment I notice someone feels intimidated by it or is at the table sitting more far away from me because of that... I instantly get soft and weak, feel sorry for them. I can feel their pain. I get sensitive to how they must feel. No egoisem anymore. Same if I win or a desired outcome is achieved.
I got a weak spot for peoples feelings. But i can be egoistic, desire being treated good, be special, look down on people and all those things I mentioned often.
[message edited by starface on Thu, 08 Dec 2011 05:53:42 GMT]
I got a weak spot for peoples feelings. But i can be egoistic, desire being treated good, be special, look down on people and all those things I mentioned often.
[message edited by starface on Thu, 08 Dec 2011 05:53:42 GMT]
starface last decade
I have no idea whether I am supposed to expect to be cured by now if on the right remedy or not. But the dream of my father to me seems like it cannot be platina but what do I know.
The dream was ugly. I would not feel comfortable with anyone knowing such dream. Because just when I walk on the street with my mother and she is eating something like a small strawberry I feel like this is bad and I joke with her that it is prohibited when she asks me what is wrong with her eating on the street. I tell her people eat inside the house... I am very conscious of my image
[message edited by starface on Thu, 08 Dec 2011 06:12:22 GMT]
The dream was ugly. I would not feel comfortable with anyone knowing such dream. Because just when I walk on the street with my mother and she is eating something like a small strawberry I feel like this is bad and I joke with her that it is prohibited when she asks me what is wrong with her eating on the street. I tell her people eat inside the house... I am very conscious of my image
[message edited by starface on Thu, 08 Dec 2011 06:12:22 GMT]
starface last decade
Ok I found this. I guess I am all good than. Since platina 10m was really deep. It felt like my subconscious mind opened and therefore darkness was very uncomfortable. It felt the same like when I was a small child.
''The reason Psorinum worked better at low potencies is that it was not an exact match for your disease. As you go up in potency the prescription must be more precise, more correct. At the lower potencies a prescription will react to more common or general symptoms. This is why many presribers get some results using low potencies or even mother tinctures. The prescription does not have to be very well matched, and many remedies will actually have a (seemingly) positive effect.
When you go up in potency, the true compatibility of the remedy is revealed. Higher potencies will either undo all the good work done previously (palliative), or do nothing (partial similar). ''
''The reason Psorinum worked better at low potencies is that it was not an exact match for your disease. As you go up in potency the prescription must be more precise, more correct. At the lower potencies a prescription will react to more common or general symptoms. This is why many presribers get some results using low potencies or even mother tinctures. The prescription does not have to be very well matched, and many remedies will actually have a (seemingly) positive effect.
When you go up in potency, the true compatibility of the remedy is revealed. Higher potencies will either undo all the good work done previously (palliative), or do nothing (partial similar). ''
starface last decade
You are still saying the same things, expressing the same problems, showing the same patterns. Platina hasn't even cured the one thing it matches in you - the high/low aspect.
You are still full of angst, still desperate to be told you are a 'good boy', and your dreams are still full of the same images. Your dreams particularly show that there has been no change in your state. I said to you before, that the dreams are one of the first things to change when the simillimum is given, long before anything else. But it is clear that in your case the important things have not changed. Whatever your beliefs about Platina and how wonderful it is for you, this is not translating to where your willpower cannot affect.
If you are going to start using my comments on other threads to guide you, then use ALL the advice I have been freely giving you.
There is no direction of cure here. I have no idea what you have done exactly - it appears to me that you are using your will to shift things around, using positive thinking as so many people do convinced that they are somehow able to change the sub-intellectual disturbances.
If I had a client telling me all this stuff in clinic, I would be very unsatisfied. Dreams are not changing! It would tell me that the patient is either flattering me by saying they are better, they are talking themselves into feeling better out of faith in homoeopathy, or the remedy is only partially affecting them.
The simillimum CHANGES the issues - takes the suffering out of them. I have had my simillimum - I remember the feeling very well. Everything that worried me, just stopped being important. I didn't even think about it. This is the same with my own patients - they just stop talking about those things. They don't talk about them and offer different ideas - they just forget that they had those problems. They may often express surprise when I read back the things they said.
I often say, that I know when a patient has had the simillimum when they first sit down. They have little to say. When a patient sits down and starts complaining, I am immediately in doubt that the right remedy has been prescribed. If the dreams are the same, it is a big black mark against the remedy. If the same words are being used repeatedly, another big black mark. If the patient continues to complain about the same problems occurring in their life - big black mark! If a patient continues to describe the same events, same stories, regardless of whether they think they are better, I am seriously doubting that the remedy has done anything meaningful for them.
Because the patterns and basic problem is the same, I would say both miasm and kingdom are wrong. This is 2/3 of the equation for the simillimum.
You are still full of angst, still desperate to be told you are a 'good boy', and your dreams are still full of the same images. Your dreams particularly show that there has been no change in your state. I said to you before, that the dreams are one of the first things to change when the simillimum is given, long before anything else. But it is clear that in your case the important things have not changed. Whatever your beliefs about Platina and how wonderful it is for you, this is not translating to where your willpower cannot affect.
If you are going to start using my comments on other threads to guide you, then use ALL the advice I have been freely giving you.
There is no direction of cure here. I have no idea what you have done exactly - it appears to me that you are using your will to shift things around, using positive thinking as so many people do convinced that they are somehow able to change the sub-intellectual disturbances.
If I had a client telling me all this stuff in clinic, I would be very unsatisfied. Dreams are not changing! It would tell me that the patient is either flattering me by saying they are better, they are talking themselves into feeling better out of faith in homoeopathy, or the remedy is only partially affecting them.
The simillimum CHANGES the issues - takes the suffering out of them. I have had my simillimum - I remember the feeling very well. Everything that worried me, just stopped being important. I didn't even think about it. This is the same with my own patients - they just stop talking about those things. They don't talk about them and offer different ideas - they just forget that they had those problems. They may often express surprise when I read back the things they said.
I often say, that I know when a patient has had the simillimum when they first sit down. They have little to say. When a patient sits down and starts complaining, I am immediately in doubt that the right remedy has been prescribed. If the dreams are the same, it is a big black mark against the remedy. If the same words are being used repeatedly, another big black mark. If the patient continues to complain about the same problems occurring in their life - big black mark! If a patient continues to describe the same events, same stories, regardless of whether they think they are better, I am seriously doubting that the remedy has done anything meaningful for them.
Because the patterns and basic problem is the same, I would say both miasm and kingdom are wrong. This is 2/3 of the equation for the simillimum.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
well thanks for the reply.
It is hard to say. Sure things feel better. they seem less important. Although things seem to be the same.
I dont care about platina right now. I have my mind on mercurious since a few hours ago a bit because I said yesterday and many times before that being at the top or a leader to me seems like great danger, that everyone will attack you so I would be super paranoid.
WHat about this dream I had tonight?
''I came home and some guy outside immediately told me that I need to move my car in front of the house. I did not understand why? I wanted answers and was uncertain. Than another neighbour came out and I asked him whether my car is in his way or something, but he totally dismissed me, ignored me, he just looked at me and asked me 'what'? once, before dismissing me and talking with someone else... I feel I guess so uncertain, lost, cannot understand anything and small, as if everyone will critize me if I do something wrong now, that everyone will laugh at me if I act confused and move the car all uncertain, lost. I hate such situations. I have no certainty and fear humiliation.''
Would this fit the 'cannot speak unless attentively listened to'? I cannot speak when I feel people are dismissing me, sure. And I have great trouble with communication as I mentioned in a post above yesterday, that words are not coming out, that I feel stuck, blocked.
I would just be curious to know whether mercurious would fit me in your opinion or not? I am over convincing myself of a remedy since I know one can do that of every remedy. ANd I am still not in a mood of taking a new remedy. I dont think I could get through searching for my remedy again.
This is depressing if platina wont cure me.
Interesting that you mentioned the 'good boy' thing
It is hard to say. Sure things feel better. they seem less important. Although things seem to be the same.
I dont care about platina right now. I have my mind on mercurious since a few hours ago a bit because I said yesterday and many times before that being at the top or a leader to me seems like great danger, that everyone will attack you so I would be super paranoid.
WHat about this dream I had tonight?
''I came home and some guy outside immediately told me that I need to move my car in front of the house. I did not understand why? I wanted answers and was uncertain. Than another neighbour came out and I asked him whether my car is in his way or something, but he totally dismissed me, ignored me, he just looked at me and asked me 'what'? once, before dismissing me and talking with someone else... I feel I guess so uncertain, lost, cannot understand anything and small, as if everyone will critize me if I do something wrong now, that everyone will laugh at me if I act confused and move the car all uncertain, lost. I hate such situations. I have no certainty and fear humiliation.''
Would this fit the 'cannot speak unless attentively listened to'? I cannot speak when I feel people are dismissing me, sure. And I have great trouble with communication as I mentioned in a post above yesterday, that words are not coming out, that I feel stuck, blocked.
I would just be curious to know whether mercurious would fit me in your opinion or not? I am over convincing myself of a remedy since I know one can do that of every remedy. ANd I am still not in a mood of taking a new remedy. I dont think I could get through searching for my remedy again.
This is depressing if platina wont cure me.
Interesting that you mentioned the 'good boy' thing
starface last decade
there is improvement from platina. It is just not gigantic. I am not having destructive BDD, not much worry about my appearance since ever I took platina, I feel more open, I can share my problems with brother and mother, my pride less offended. I feel things when I am anxious are less of a big deal. ANd pysichally better in short summary. Like in the morning I had this horrible agony in stomach back but not throughout the day anymore.
I wished I could make easy communication with people and not feel unsure so quick
I am less depressed and have more life in me, my mother said so herself, it must be true. But I know this myself without her needing to say it, since I play now etc
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I wished I could make easy communication with people and not feel unsure so quick
I am less depressed and have more life in me, my mother said so herself, it must be true. But I know this myself without her needing to say it, since I play now etc
[message edited by starface on Thu, 08 Dec 2011 07:32:40 GMT]
starface last decade
Of course you are thinking of taking a new remedy. Because you are not being cured - you are already moving on to new ideas - same pattern, showing again that you are not on the right remedy. Patients NEVER ask for a new remedy when they are on the simillimum. You never hear them wondering what other remedy might fit them - the whole energy goes out of that need to search. They feel they are in the right place.
I am not going to prescribe for you, you know that. Find a homoeopath and do it properly or not at all.
I am not going to prescribe for you, you know that. Find a homoeopath and do it properly or not at all.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Thats hard. Well at least this is going to make me stay with platina. I want and yet dont want a remedy. If I got it prescribed unlikely I would take it yet. But not sure.
starface last decade
starface last decade
Then you are in a real bind - won't seek help till you are better, and won't get better till you seek help.
Real bind.
Real bind.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
No I dont want a remedy yet. I am just unsure from what place this is coming from, whether from improvement of platina or whether not wanting to search for remedies anymore and go through aggravations again and nothing working.
starface last decade
I assume you are right about platina not being my remedy. I dont think I can take a remedy ever again anyway. The last experience was really bad.
My hairfall getting worse would be the only motivator to try and find similimum quick
My hairfall getting worse would be the only motivator to try and find similimum quick
starface last decade
I told a family memeber of the experience I had while aggravating and was suprised to see his reaction that it seemed really bad. Since I dont think much of myself. THat I even ever do suffer a lot or such things. I think that I am just complaining and that it isnt even bad.
THe reason why I dont want to take a remedy and why the experience was bad is because I felt so alone and noone here for me. I noticed that I was really alone with it, which left me hurt I guess. Now I have aversion and this emotional hurt comes up. I have no desire to go through such thing alone without anyone again.
Taking a remedy feels isolating,alone
[message edited by starface on Thu, 08 Dec 2011 08:00:05 GMT]
THe reason why I dont want to take a remedy and why the experience was bad is because I felt so alone and noone here for me. I noticed that I was really alone with it, which left me hurt I guess. Now I have aversion and this emotional hurt comes up. I have no desire to go through such thing alone without anyone again.
Taking a remedy feels isolating,alone
[message edited by starface on Thu, 08 Dec 2011 08:00:05 GMT]
starface last decade
Again that is how you know that you are not taking the correct medicines, as they make you feel connected not isolated.
A good supportive homoeopath will also not make you feel that way if you can just overcome your irrational fear long enough to get to one.
A good supportive homoeopath will also not make you feel that way if you can just overcome your irrational fear long enough to get to one.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Noone is going to support me. People are interested in me initially because of my looks but soon they get tired and leave me because I stay quiet, inhibited, shy, reserved. I am not fun, but boring, a nuisance to deal with.
It hurts me when I am anxious and see other peoples reaction to me which is one where it seems they do not like to interact with me, feel uncomfortable. I am going to stop talking about this though because I feel guilty as if I am trying to force someone to help me. If it not going to happen than so be it. I am not in a that bad of a state currently so I can live with it for now.
It hurts me when I am anxious and see other peoples reaction to me which is one where it seems they do not like to interact with me, feel uncomfortable. I am going to stop talking about this though because I feel guilty as if I am trying to force someone to help me. If it not going to happen than so be it. I am not in a that bad of a state currently so I can live with it for now.
starface last decade
I am just curious about the tissue change on the tip of my genital that happened about 3 or 4 days after taking staphysgaria. Is this permanent? What would someone do who does not like that change?
starface last decade
Ah I feel so guilty when someone tells me in a nice way what I should do but cannot do it. I feel like I must really do it than otherwise I feel bad
starface last decade
The simillimum will correct anything that previous remedies might have done.
A homoeopath could not care less about any of that stuff. It is comletely irrelevent to us. It is also yet more excuses to avoid being cured. There are no end of reasons I am sure you could come up with to avoid going to see someone.
As always it is your choice to remain that way. At some point the suffering will get bad enough, or you will get pathology of some sort that will force the issue.
A homoeopath could not care less about any of that stuff. It is comletely irrelevent to us. It is also yet more excuses to avoid being cured. There are no end of reasons I am sure you could come up with to avoid going to see someone.
As always it is your choice to remain that way. At some point the suffering will get bad enough, or you will get pathology of some sort that will force the issue.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
ok, thanks for the replies. I dont know you make it sound so easy. But it is not. Maybe my anxiety is different than. I dont understand why it has to be so hard and I am not getting helped but now told to see a homeopath in person. THis is a strange world we live in lol. I am joking. Truth is I would not want to talk about my issues but talk about general stuff and make friends. In the end this is what helps me. Makes me feel worthy, safe, time slows down again. But people dont treat me well, leave me, loose interest and so on. I would like to say I took phosphorus before in case I sound like that and I dont think it worked. I had 0 orgasm, felt nothing when masturbating on it. And I had a big ego I think when I aggravated
starface last decade
I always have a reason when I take a certain remedy so When I took phoshphorus I took it because I thought I will feel love, self love. And I remember the day I took it and the instant reaction which I always get was a good one. When I lied in my bed and listened to music I was getting in a really 'high' state from thinking something good will happen now. lol I always react to whatever remedy I get except natrum muriaticum
starface last decade
I am not implying that it wouldn't be hard. I am just saying your choice is to do it and get well, or to not do it and stay unwell.
I wonder if you would get any of these reactions if you didn't know anything about the remedies. You are too suggestible, and especially seem to be susceptible to auo-suggestion.
I wonder if you would get any of these reactions if you didn't know anything about the remedies. You are too suggestible, and especially seem to be susceptible to auo-suggestion.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Socializing is so difficult. I feel uncomfortable and anxious when I see I have a reply; I feel like I did something wrong always, that what I said was bad; And yes I am suggestible, when I get told something about myself which could be negative I am really anxious; And worst of all is the emotional uncomfortability when I feel like someone is getting closer to me.
I am not sure whether I should post this even.
... Yes I could take remedies you would send me with no name and pay you for it but this would not be fun than. I like reading the personality profile of the remedies. But on the other hand knowing nothing and observing would be ok too and no arguing over remedies.
I am sorry if I am mistaken and read to much into it.
I am not sure whether I should post this even.
... Yes I could take remedies you would send me with no name and pay you for it but this would not be fun than. I like reading the personality profile of the remedies. But on the other hand knowing nothing and observing would be ok too and no arguing over remedies.
I am sorry if I am mistaken and read to much into it.
starface last decade
I am not going to treat you. Just so you are clear. You must see a homoeopath in person to get proper treatment.
[message edited by brisbanehomoeopath on Thu, 08 Dec 2011 10:19:11 GMT]
[message edited by brisbanehomoeopath on Thu, 08 Dec 2011 10:19:11 GMT]
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Good. I prefer this answer. I was feeling really uncomfortable for a moment from the previous post I posted.
I felt comfortable with getting the reply I got but now after 5 minutes passed I am pulling again in the other direction and want help, feel anger and confusion whether I am nat muriaticum, whether I am waisting time on platina, whether I should do something and take a remedy?
There is no need to reply since it wont get through to me. Seeing someone is not an option for now. I guess I have to hope platina will work and make me feel better.
I felt comfortable with getting the reply I got but now after 5 minutes passed I am pulling again in the other direction and want help, feel anger and confusion whether I am nat muriaticum, whether I am waisting time on platina, whether I should do something and take a remedy?
There is no need to reply since it wont get through to me. Seeing someone is not an option for now. I guess I have to hope platina will work and make me feel better.
starface last decade
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