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Thank you. I wait and see.

This was my first time to this forum. I had read some of the posts in past and thought I got the gist of how it works.

I was hurting pretty badly when I came on and didn't read the rules, but thought I'd see different responses and then I would decide which way to proceed (at least that is how it seemed in several I had read). Lots of people seem to weigh in.

My email was addressed to Kadwa. How is a decision made as to who responds to a post?

Wow. I am glad I didn't read as may posts before because I might have been reluctant to do this. This is something totally different to how I would normally approach something.

I had been a little discouraged with my homeopathy treatments to date and didn't feel like I had "hit the mark" even though I don't have the knowledge but I understood enough of the basic principles laid down by Hahnemann to know it wasn't right.

I have done a lot of praying for a direction to go in and one of things that came up was I had to give up control and allow the process to flow in it's "natural" course instead of my trying to control it often by impatience and it would lead me to it.

Consequently, here I am. I don't know what the outcome would be but I feel better to be following this road than going back to some I've already travelled.

What do I mean by control issues? I haven’t been able to explain this very well in the past but will make another attempt.

I feel it is connected to not being able to have control over things that happened in my childhood, so when I became an adult I did my best to not let that happen again. In turn it made me hyper vigilant and became a combination of obsession and compulsion to be one step ahead of trying to figure out what was going on, but would always second guess myself and essentially didn’t trust if what was being done or even my judgement sometimes, was “really right”. A bit of a head game and it is in this “letting go of that” that things started to change and the healing began. With that said, I don't check out my reasoning abilities to weigh out things.

For a long time (even before the major stomach issues because of all the algias and itis diagnoses), I knew something was wrong but I had only known allopatic medicine and stayed with it, but eventually got discouraged that nothing could be done. I started to get scared and had the “awakening” that this is not the path to go and then started to look at different holistic modalities. The time lost along with the fear of what might be happening in my body fueled the impatience and I wanted to be better now when rationally, I knew it had taken a long time to get me where I was and couldn't be undone with a magic pill.

This process has been humbling and while I’ve stumbled and had a degree of suffering, it also given me some good insight into myself and believe it was worth it (not what I would recommend, but in my case it is what I needed). I was not alone (even if I had no form of support, but in my case I didn't) because I believed God was always with me and I never lost hope and continued to persevere.
[message edited by Hahneman2 on Thu, 30 Jun 2016 01:51:26 UTC]

Everything is relatively the same, except 2 items.

The gas pain is intensifying. I've been getting cramping pain in my stomach area (primarily belly button area). I feel as if I have to go the bathroom, but nothing happens. I haven't been passing gas either (feels like it would give me relief if I did). When I rub the area or my back area, I burp.

The other is the crusty matter is in my eyes at any time in the day and not limited to just on rising. A piece of very dark phlegm was brought up when I was brushing my teeth.

hows ur emotional self? Good; feels stable. A few weeks before, it was erratic but I had more going on and that would have contributed.

what changes u not e in this? I am unclear on this question.

how consistent Is pain? Fairly; used to happen a little later in the day. It is not there right now. Passed a bit of gas and had a small bm after I woke up and that helped. The gas makes me feel as if I have not cleared my system enough.

what times worse? If you mean time of day, later in the day. Doesn't happen immediately after eating.

better? After I've passed gas or had bm. Passed a bit of gas for about 20 minutes or so and then felt urge to have BM. Felt like feces moved naturally into colon and passed easily. Didn't have the gassiness like usual. However, there was a lot of floating mucous that had a yellowish color. Stomach was no longer puffy and I felt a lot better.
[message edited by Hahneman2 on Thu, 30 Jun 2016 17:33:34 UTC]

I don't think so. I've wanted to eat peaches but I think that is because they are ripening now. Sugar (especially fruit) has been problematic for my stomach so I abstain from having any type.

I would love to be able to eat a piece of fruit and not have the gastro intestinal distress.

OLD - late last night started having acid reflux type issues in aesophagus area (short time), but mainly in throat. Was not thirsty but my body felt as if it was sucking up all the liquid in in and my mouth was very dry but not like if I was dehydrated.

OLD - no acid reflux when woke up. About 30 minutes after started to have a combination of things - started with stomach rolling (no sound) but that seemed to push a feeling of nausea which lead to a funny sensation in head that felt vertigo-like feeling (short time). The nausea caused me to have a revulsion of eating anything and felt like a bad case of sea-sickness like being on a boat and experiencing that rolling type of feeling when the waves are rough. Really felt like I wanted to throw up but couldn't and then bile kicked in. Like after you have thrown up everything and there is nothing left. This is how it was at the onset before I went to doctor and I felt after I had the diarrhea for several hours and then couldn't keep water down and that resulted in bile. This sensation kicked off a vertigo-like feeling like when you have an inner-ear imbalance and that made the rolling feeling worse. I felt as if I would pass out and a thought passed through my mind that I needed water, but a part of me was scared to drink because of the nausea. I drank some water and that felt better in terms of the nausea, but still a little queasy. I drank a little more and waited. Those sensations passed but my head felt tight on top (like a band pressing down) and is still there. I had a bit of acid like feeling in back of throat and coming up but not in the aesophagus area but that lasted for a short time.

The severe nausea was gone after 1 hour but some queasiness is still there. The stomach area is sore and hurts (area feels tight), especially in belly button area when I press down. Haven't passed any gas or burped during any of this. No desire to have bm.

Is sulfur still active? How long will this go on?

Sorry about all verbage but hard to condense everything when the brain is not working at optimum.

I seem to leave out a lot when I do short hand and waste time going back and forth so I give more details at onset.

Thanks for the infor. Really good information and I am awed by Hahnemann's thoroughness and care he exercised. See why you are so strict on this point because he is the one who created this amazing body of work.

Everything is so clear (transparent comes to mind). Yet, it hard to understand physicians who claim to be following this and don't practice it. No clarification necessary.

I have a huge commitment that was set up before I started this, but I could see that this body of work is going to be on my reading list.

I am allowing the process to flow. Yesterday the odor thing is back; had this when I was pregnant with raw meat, especially chicken. Couldn't prep. it but if someone prepped it, I could cook it. The meat without the spices have an odor to it that stays with me. I've always had the odor sensitivity and bad smells stay in my brain and they are hard to shake.

Stomach issues are much more stable and keeps getting better. I look at this as climbing a spiral staircase. From one angle it doesn't look like much but from another, you could see you've ascended.

I am also allowing myself to feel what I am experiencing and not be stoic about it. I think this is good for me.

You had asked this question -
refer. to emot. state - what changes u not e in this? I wasn't clear what you meant, but you hand not resp.

Do you mean what causes me to get the emot. in turbulence?
If so, couldn't say 1 spec. item.

If you mean, what changes it in other direct....comb. of prayer, breath work and lifestyle (keep balance in everything because it is when I am way off in 1 area, that could upset things. Worse if more than 1 area (i.e. eat meals at erratic times because I am running around too much - 2 items, the eating out of sched. and running about. For me, I need to have some grounding (not for everybody, but for me this is a big one) and that means, staying more put so I need to watch my activities if I am over extended or travelling too much).
[message edited by Hahneman2 on Sat, 02 Jul 2016 22:57:05 UTC]

Thank you. I think I am.

Keeping emotions happy - I also forgot lots of sunshine before 10 am (without any sunblock) so you get the natural vitamin D. Actually 15 minutes is all you really need.

Unclear. I haven't experienced anything totally new; just old symptoms, some from long ago have, some a little more recent recurring for short period and passes.

The mucous issue continues to get better each day and my lungs seem to be much clearer because my breathing has improved tremendously.

The peeling and very dry tissue on right hand is also getting better each day.

Let me know if doesn't answer your question.
[message edited by Hahneman2 on Tue, 05 Jul 2016 17:08:28 UTC]

Just got a large scratch on the underside of left arm; broke the skin and a little bleeding but not gushing. Stings a lot.

Do I grin and bear it or is there anything homeopathic I can use that wouldn't interfere with sulfur? I scar easily and have used arnica topically a few times in the last year it has lessened the scarring.

Minor. Not too wide - 2 sets of scrathes, 1about 4 inches long with abrasion about 1/16 inch and 1 about 2 inches wide and a little narrower. The area was uber sensitive when this happened, and the stinging and the initial blood threw me. It is only sore now and will sting when I bathe for a day or two.

Thanks for the info. Won't be easy to keep covered, but will see what I can do.

P.S...the neck and shoulder pain are also improving a lot, especially in neck area. Have not iced in 2 days, but still do stretches.

All very fascinating to watch the body respond to this remedy and see the changes evolve.
[message edited by Hahneman2 on Tue, 05 Jul 2016 22:31:33 UTC]

Lingering symptoms....
Stomach/digestive issues have been much calmer but today had a bit of gassiness again. Nothing different in diet, but constipation issues seem to have moved to forefront. Had 4 days in a row with no issues though.

Haven't had a 2 day no bm in a while but just did. Very hard and dry.

Ties to heat in body which has been increased...burning under soles and different parts of body, esophagal area burns regardless if I eat or drink and is sporadic.

UTI burning (from long long ago) and cystitis-like when I urinate. All symptoms from past.