Dr Jitesh Please help

Hello Dr Jitesh,
I am 42 years old, a mother of10 years old daughter. Been not happily married for 12 years.
I am suffering from depression for few years now. The reason behind that is always my husband and his behavior. I am in a situation where I can't leave him nor can I live with him. I am too much tensed with his Childish and irresponsible behaviors. I am fed up with this relationship but still I can't do nothing about it. If I say something to him or oppose on his wrong ful behavior, he thretens me that he's gonna leave me. I am too scared to handle any bad situation. I am not mentally strong. I am tolerating all his Childish behavior just for the fear of being lonely.
He fights with my daughter as if he's her sibling. They argue so much, which makes me stressed out. I am overwhelmed with so many responsibilities and tensions going on in my life. I am always tensed. I am financially not strong and he doesn't help me enough on it. He makes excuses when it comes to earn something.
He is a lazy person. But I can't say anything to him because of my mental condition. I am too sensitive to any blames, I care too much about what people think. I brood about any negative matters. I am too much worried about future. I am always depressed.
I always wanted an ideal family because I didn't have a good family when I was with my parents. I have suffered a lot since childhood. But because of social norms I couldn't oppose about anything. So just to save my family now, I am sacrificing a lot. I don't know what my rights are as a wife and as a mother.
Because of frustration, I have too much anger inside me now. I yell all the time on my daughter and my husband. I look like a crazy person who shouts all the time. I expect a good natured husband and I have a husband who does not have a common sense and sense of responsibility. He always look for an opportunity to hang out and have fun.
I am too tired physically and mentally.

I have taken so many homeopathic remedies, mostly in 200 potencies, so far. Some worked for me to some extent,some didn't. Recently, about 5-6 days ago, I took Trantula Hispana 200 for 3 days and it worked for me about 30-40%.

I have few common remedies handy in 200 potencies. I would appreciate if you could prescribe me anything from the list below, for now.


Calc Phos
Calc Carb
Sepia
Psorinum
Lycopodium
Sulphur
Thuja
Anacardium Or
Gelsemium
Belladonna
Colocynthis
Rhus Tox
Nux Vomica
Ignatia
Carcinosinum
Lac Canninum
Lachesis
Aconite
Lithium Carb
Nitricum Acidum
Aurum Met
Kali Bromatum
Bryonia
Nat Mur
Arnica montana
Staphysagria
Mag Phos
Phosphric Acid
Stramonium
Argentum Nitricum
Ruta Graveolens
Pulsatilla
Chamomila
Apis Mel
Trantula Hispana
Hyoscamus niger


Please help me.