Back pain, acne, anxiety. sulphur? please help _{Page 6 of 11}

Sameer,

I will be away for 12 days or so. Should I still take the dose and respond in 12 days? or wait to take it. (I am unsure if I will have internet access while away)

Also, is it ok to use filtered water instead of spring?

thanks

Hi Sameer,

It has been 14 days since ars 200c. i felt better mentally on the evening of the second day( creative ideas, enjoying doing things, feel alive and in tune with universe) but that went away the day after. also on another day for a few hours at night felt good but then went to bed and woke up in a rage. Generally I have been very irritable and kinda mean to boyfriend(who i just came back from vacation with), but i don't think i have been as sad. i'll send an email of the symptoms i am experiencing currently(although i did have symptoms like itchy skin and being cold with hot skin like a sunburn feeling which i think is mostly ars)

I don't think ars is it anymore... unless my reaction is very delayed.... you have said that optimally there is an immediate good reaction and then a steady good reaction....


thank you as always

-zoloty

forgot to include these in symptoms email:

-can be funny in crass, dark kind of way

-mischevious

-have not ever really felt comfortable in by body, feel i am always up in my head

-back hurts when i sit crooked and slumped down, more often on right side at top

-say sorry for no reason, like when another person bumps into me and its their fault

-armpits sweat a lot and smell strongly

-hair gets greasy quickly


ok, i am really going to stop adding now

do I need to wait longer after my ars dose? it has been only 2 weeks

thank you, will let you know

-z

sameer:

i took remedy yesterday and without thinking used zinc shampoo(for dandruff) today.
do you think its fine? should i not use it anymore?

thank u

Hi sameer,

i use baking soda as a deodorant. can this also interfere?

Dear Ashis,

Thank you for your recommendation. I will look into it. I just took lyco though, so i think i have to wait some time.

i took it on the evening of the day before yesterday. I've been very forgetful not knowing what i am doing in the middle of doing it, can't find something that is right in front of me and zoning out.
I have been more talkative and open a bit..

i felt a little better on the morning after taking it--more open and creative , time went a little slower.. but halfway through the day was more nervous and anxious. yesterday in the eve and today ive been going over things from the past that i messed up, missed opportunities. i wish i could change things, go back, and wish i'd done better. Sad and torturing myself. Also thinking about former love and wishing things were different. Time is a little slower than usual though and i am not rushing like crazy through everything.
i am alone right now and i really like it, but also feel really isolated

and, also, because i have been so forgetful i recheck stuff, like whether i locked car a couple times, kind of exhausting. can't remember where i put my keys over and over

oh, and on the physical, just still itchy scalp and upper arms itchy as usual and my stool today was little lumps all glued with yellow/white mucous..

Hi Sameer,

I hope you are well. Thank you for taking the time to help me, and so many other people on the forum.

I am half a day short of a week after taking lyco, but I want to post as i have some time now.

firstly, some symptoms i experienced after ars200c and before i took lyco:

-stammering and rushed/interruptive talking when talking to someone bec i was nervous

-trembling voice when talking with someone(this was strange)

-some sighing

-cant help but sing song that is stuck in my head over and over

-wave of goosebumps of goodness/excitiment when i hear of positive, true things like woman i work for and her husband's relationship(they are really in love and good for each other/the world) ; same thing happened when i was listening to national public radio and them speaking of taking donations so that they can keep bringing accurate/pure info to the listeners

-anxious and very apprehensive of interacting with people, overthink everything and can't function spontaneously, feel like i am acting

-startled easily, sometimes body jumps

-two hard and small warts on L side of R first finger at bend of top joint

-feel like i forgot something

-waste a bunch of time in store deciding what card to get

-itchy hive top L arm, i scratch, went away quickly

Now, for lyco.... my bf is still away and i have been alone a lot which is good as i have been able to recharge and i haven't had anyone to get cross at much.. and i have been exercising more regularly and that makes me feel better and i have been wanting to eat salad every day(still have my usual cheese, iceream and meats cragvings to though, and hot dogs)

day1-- 5/5

-taken in evening, went to sleep

day2

-very hard to wake up, tired
-confused in am, can't remember what i went in room for
-redo and rethink things that are unimportant- like re-placing cup in dishwasher 3 times
-vision shifts while walking
-left eye blurry while reading computer
-try to pay attention in class but cannot and zone out and miss information
-quiver L side of nose
-felt more relaxed and calm first half of day
-later, began worrying, thinking about past, compared myself to others, prayed
-smoked cigarette
-stayed up most of night

day3

-wake after 3 hours sleep, exhausted
-itchy hive on stomach, went away quickly
-stool is small pellets glued with white/yellow mucous
-afternoon- thinking of old boyfriends, that i messed up, torturing myself
-beating myself up emotionally about past
-feel like i always sink back into this mood, like there is forever a dark cloud hanging over me
-sad mood, want to cry but cant
-but, time is slower and i am more relaxed a bit
-worry more at night
-night time, before midnight- night terrors- i get these from time to time-- i begin to fall asleep and feel intense fear and want to move/scream but can't and i have to wake myself up, this happens over and over
-finally managed to wake myself up and ate to get my mind of nightmares and went to bed

day4

-tired in am
-bf called, i got annoyed that
-vag discharge in am
-eyes runny with sticky watery
-craving cheese, egg, choc icea cream and salad with salty things in it
-irritable
-tiny zits on chest, more like a rash that doesn't itch(i still have this on day 7)
-mind brooding over past, comparing myself to others, feel i am doomed
-dont want to do anything
-song stuck in head from days ago
-7 pm tired and want to nap
-want to go out, but no one to go with, feel lonely and isolated
-drove around aimlessly for a bit
-had a beer and few cigarettes after which i had a violent bowel movement with twisting of intestines

day5

-wake sad, slept too late and now day was ruined

-eyes runny with sticky fluid

-sad, lonely, crappy mood

-try to rush through a task instead of taking the time so i have to keep starting over and get anxious

-music makes me feel better

-enjoy driving

-got a massage today- masseuse pointed out that i have small balls/knots in upper arms on each side-- i think they have been there long time

-still rash/zits on chest which doenst itch, upper arms itch though

-spent day with mom and friend,better mood, like being outside in air

-talkative and excitable

-said something mean, felt bad about it then and then the next day too

-can't tolerate contradiction

day 6

-wake sad

-sticky fluid from eyes

-floating in front of eyes-black/grey(this has been going on all the days but more in right eye lately)

-timid when meeting friend's fiancee online, and blush

-mucous in stool

-eyes achy and tired

-feel guilty about being mean to friend yesterday. realize i treat people differently and beat myself up over it

-went for a run, nice to be outside

-sad, thinking and worrying about how time goes by so fast and i am stuck

-procrastinating

-evening- feels like bug crawling on ankle, then arm

day 7

-wake tired, dont want to get up, but then pop out of bed bec i realise i have to move car

-eye discharge, slightly sticky

-upper right arm itches

-black floaties in vision, mostly R eye

-saw oppossum who'd been killed by car, sad and still thinking about it


Do you think i should wait out lyco some more? maybe i should give it some more time to see if its delayed reaction

What about causticum? I realize ashis recommeded causticum for many people, so i listen with a grain of salt, but causticum does fit me very well, except that i do like sweets( and i have read this is a big contraindication for causticum). Besides the mentals matches and a lot of physicals, I even always have to ask 'what?' and have question(sometimes comment) repeated before i hear/understand it. i usually understand it halfway through when person is repeating it. i think its an anxiety thing, like when i dont hear a person's name when i first meet them. And, i have noticed my menses dont flow much, if at all at night, but i had assumed most people's don't since you are lying down and gravity isn't as much of a factor.

Also, what about aurum? I think it fits me quite well also. and, do have a ton of amalgam fillings in my teeth( i read aurum is indicated for mercury poisoning). besides that though, the mentals match quite a bit i think.

cocculus too maybe. . . . but it doesn't cover as much as other remedies...

ok, that's all for now.

thanks

-zoloty

oh, and last night i kept getting startled by noises while trying to fall asleep and shifting around and just now something fell and made a loud noise and scared me and made me jump

also, worrying about future, what i should do with my life.i feel like i am too old to not have this figured out and that time is going by. thinking about past and how i should have done certain things