Pure OCD, anxiety, derealisationHi i am suffering from pure OCD which is not related to physical compulsions like washing hands etc, basically conflicting, intrusive thoughts which create doubt and anxiety shake my core beleifs, breaks self confidence and spiral me into a rumination mode. For the past few years such thoughts are not there as i am not obsessed to anything currently. However all the hundreds of such thoughts which came in the past 25 years or so are locked in the sub councius. My thinking is very muddy and feel foggy always i feel trapped inside my own brain and fail to express anything. Derealisation is what i read online and that feeling is there since birth i feel. I dont feel any space around me and feel disconnected from the surroundings and people. I have to pretend that i am in the situation when amongst people. My illness is genetic too as my nani, mamaji and one of cousins suffer from ocd, anxiety or something similar. I have stopped my ssris and anti anxiety medicines since 6 months and currently on no meds apart from kali phos 6x and bach flowers rescue remedy sometimes. I am unable to socialise and even though i am intelligent and intellectually sound i fail to start a conversation as i feel blank and restless. Also since 10 years i also developed a thought somehow to look at peoples genitals when talking to them which makes me avoid conversations as its difficult to make eye contact and talk with a clear head. After all these years of aloepathy treatments also developed ED. My desires are trapped inside and i feel i never see the world how others perceive it on a daily basis. I dont drink or smoke and beleive in healthy eating. I am 41 yrs old with 76kg weight. Listed few of my issues below:
Conflicting thoughts, OCD
World looks fuzzy
Disconnected from the surroundings
Intrusive thoughts stuck in the councious and subconcious
Chocking of emotions
Mentally Exhausted always
Fear to approach people or any work due to lack of control
Very Emotional, however feel numb to normal day emotions, Hopelessness sometimes
Has will power to continue trying
Hesitation to express feelings and emotions
Yureh on 2018-01-20
Please try psorinum 1M .. 4 drops only. Once in life only. No more no repeat. In a separate disposable glass with some water in.
Don't eat or drink anything 30 minutes before and after taking medicine. Don't use coffee or mint etc. Don't place medicine near strong perfumes etc.
Notice changes and improvements carefully and update after 7-10 days regarding your General health etc.
♡ healer21 2 years ago
I am outside india and will visit india in feb and take the recommended medicine as i reach there. It would be hard to find the medicine and dosage here in dubai.
Will update accordingly.
Thank you once again.
Yureh 2 years ago
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